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De repente me vi envuelto por la música, por la luz, y por cambiantes imágenes que ocupaban todos los rincones a mi alrededor, fue una sensación muy placentera que me envío directamente a unos años atrás, cuando practicaba apnea frente a los acantilados de la Granadella en Javea, en ambos casos flotabas, casi ingrávido, en un espacio de luz, colores y música.

 

También estoy por aquí. y un día incluso igual actualizo alguna foto…jajja… hoy tampocooooo

 

Model: Lucy Holkovicova

MUA: Sarah Kinsella

Tem dias que a gente se sente

Como quem partiu ou morreu

A gente estancou de repente

Ou foi o mundo então que cresceu...

 

A gente quer ter voz ativa

No nosso destino mandar

Mas eis que chega a roda viva

E carrega o destino prá lá ...

 

Roda mundo, roda gigante

Roda moinho, roda pião

O tempo rodou num instante

Nas voltas do meu coração...

 

A gente vai contra a corrente

Até não poder resistir

Na volta do barco é que sente

O quanto deixou de cumprir

Faz tempo que a gente cultiva

A mais linda roseira que há

Mas eis que chega a roda viva

E carrega a roseira prá lá...

 

Roda mundo, roda gigante

Roda moinho, roda pião

O tempo rodou num instante

Nas voltas do meu coração...

 

A roda da saia mulata

Não quer mais rodar não senhor

Não posso fazer serenata

A roda de samba acabou...

 

A gente toma a iniciativa

Viola na rua a cantar

Mas eis que chega a roda viva

E carrega a viola prá lá...

 

Roda mundo, roda gigante

Roda moinho, roda pião

O tempo rodou num instante

Nas voltas do meu coração...

 

O samba, a viola, a roseira

Que um dia a fogueira queimou

Foi tudo ilusão passageira

Que a brisa primeira levou...

 

No peito a saudade cativa

Faz força pro tempo parar

Mas eis que chega a roda viva

E carrega a saudade prá lá ...

 

Roda mundo, roda gigante

Roda moinho, roda pião

O tempo rodou num instante

Nas voltas do meu coração...

 

Chico Buarque

 

...Mas ainda é quinta flower!!!!!

   

Repent we are all doomed!

De repente deu vontade de um abraço.

Uma vontade de entrelaço, de proximidade..

de amizade. sei lá..

 

Que fale sobre os amores,

que seja teimoso e ao mesmo tempo forte.

 

Saudade de um abraço.

Um abraço que eternize o tempo

e preencha todo espaço,

mas que faça lembrar do carinho,

que surge devagarzinho

 

Lembrar do calor das mãos

acariciando as costas a dizer..

"estou aqui."

 

Lembrar do trançar dos braços

envolventes e seguros afirmando

"estou com você"..

  

Com a suavidade do momento

..sei lá..

abraço...abraço...abraço...

abraço...abraço..abraço...

abraço...abraço...abraço...

 

O que importa é a magia deste abraço!

A fusão de energia que harmoniza,

integra tudo, e que se traduz

no cosmo, no tempo e no espaço...

 

Só sei que agora deu vontade desse abraço!!

Que afaste toda e qualquer angústia.

Que desperte a lágrima da alegria,

e acalme o coração...

 

Que traduza a amizade,

o amor e a emoção.

E para um abraço assim

só pude pensar em você....

 

nessa sua energia,

nessa sua sensibilidade

que sabe entender o por quê

dessa vontade desse abraço...

 

E ele sabe...ele sabe.

De repente una mañana cuando desperte, me dije todo es una mentira; fue mi culpa enamorarme de tu inmadurez, creYendo que por mi tu cambiarias. No me queda Ya mas tiempo para mendigar migajas de tu estupido cariño, Yo me planto i digo basta, basta, para mi porque estoi desenamorada de ti ♥.

De repente entendí que aquella hoja seca se había clavado en mi alma con brusquedad, con rudeza. No había nada que hacer al respecto... el crujir de la hoja despedazaría la totalidad de lo que alguna vez fui y ese hecho es inevitable.

Los días pasaban como si nada ocurriese, cuando casi por casualidad, se miraron a los ojos (cosa que habían tratado de evitar durante este tiempo). Ahí empezó a cambiar todo.

Ella quería ir más allá y que se pudieran conocer mejor. Él no hacía más que ponerle excusas: “no quiero formalismos” – decía. “No me van esas cosas”.

 

Un tiempo después él se fue a trabajar fuera. Aunque al principio seguían hablando, finalmente perdieron el contacto.

 

Ella siguió acordándose mucho de él, pensando qué estaría haciendo, o dónde estaría.

 

Un día, mientras ella estaba paseando, se encontró con su amigo, acompañado de otra chica.

 

-“Te presento a mi novia” – le soltó directamente, sin siquiera preguntar por ella.

 

Ella notó algo raro: no era él mismo, estaba menos alegre, algo le ocurría.

Al despedirse le preguntó si le pasaba algo, a lo que él respondió negativamente.

“Si necesitas algo llámame” – le dijo ella.

 

Pasaron los meses y ella estaba dando un paseo por el lugar de costumbre, cuando de repente lo vió en la lejanía. Estaba solo.

 

Allí estuvieron hablando toda la tarde. Durante un tiempo no llegaron a nada más, pues comprendieron que lo mejor es que siguieran siendo amigos. Aunque en el fondo, ellos sabían que todo podría cambiar en cualquier instante.

 

De repente, un día se miraron a los ojos y comprendieron que ya nada iba a ser igual: todo iba a cambiar…

the church inside an asylum for the insane

(olha eu mostrando a cara aí gewntch)

  

Escuta aqui... gente.

 

QUE MERDA É ESSA? QUAL É A DESSE AUÊ?

 

Vem cá. De repente, toda a bola que eu canto desde que entrei aqui no flickr dos esmaltes e futilidades virou modinha.

 

De repente, todo mundo é contra o vício. De repente, todo mundo começou a enxergar essa bobeira de ser a famigerada patty fútil dos esmaltes, a infeliz que comenta “ai que lindo” e só posta foto pra ter comentários, ou pra mostrar quantos esmaltes lindos tem, ou aquelas cores difíceis holográficas craqueladas flocadas etc etc etc... até aí tudo bem.

 

Só que, DE REPENTE, todo mundo está achando RUIM quem tem muitos esmaltes. De repente, todo mundo acha DOENÇA. De repente, todo mundo colocou todo mundo no mesmo saco da generalização e somos todas meninas muito perdidinhas, exageradas e que perderam as estribeiras com vidros coloridos.

 

PERALÁ.

 

Sabe quantos esmaltes eu tenho? Mais de 700.

 

Comecei a comprar por volta de janeiro de 2009, ou seja, faz DOIS ANOS que estou nessa onda. Eu sei do que estou falando.

 

Se você não consegue viver com uma unha lascada, VOCÊ tem problema. Se você precisa ter todas as cores de uma coleção, VOCÊ tem problema. Se você transforma sua vida num culto eterno e doentio pelos esmaltes, VOCÊ TEM MESMO UM PROBLEMA.

 

Não generalize.

 

Porque eu tenho 700 cores diferentes que pretendo usar até o fim. Uma boa base e um top coat vão me bastar. Não compro desenfreada. Só que o que vou fazer, se são 700 cores que eu queria muito? Acho que nunca comprei uma coleção completa, dificilmente compro um esmalte que não seja novidade (só fiz isso no início, quando eu realmente não tinha nem um Renda em casa) e espero juntar todas as coleções nas lojas pra sair e comprar de monte numa vez só (umas 10 cores novas e tal).

 

Eu posso sim entrar numa farmácia e sair sem um vidrinho (sempre foi assim), eu posso entrar numa loja de cosméticos e idem, aliás, eu SEMPRE PUDE. Se você não pode, seu problema não é com esmaltes, e sim com consumismo.

 

Ou será que é normal ter 200 pares de sapato? É normal ter 50 batons? E umas 100 sombras diferentes? Pior, 500 rímels porque AI ESSE SIM É O QUE VAI FUNCIONAR?

 

Você tem pés suficientes pra tudo isso? Tem lábios, pálpebras e principalmente CÍLIOS também?

 

Vício é algo ruim em qualquer lugar. Mas não generalize.

 

Tem gente que tem muito de uma coisa porque GOSTA. De verdade e sinceramente. Sem exageros descontrolados para si. Tem gente que compra cada um dos 700 esmaltes porque realmente O QUER. E aí, é doença? É ruim?

 

NÃO.

 

Coisa ruim é entrar em modinhas porque elas existem. É ver que, por algum motivo, todas estão dando mais atenção para as unhas e então você quer ser a que mais chama a atenção nesse nicho. Quer ter todos os esmaltes coloridos dignos e fodões, quer ter as unhas mais lindas e impecáveis... até alguém mudar a modinha. Em um momento é ter muitos esmaltes. Em outro momento, é ter holográficos. Em outro momento é ter flocados. Em um outro momento, é repetir seus esmaltes queridos. Em outro momento é doar esmaltes...

 

E o momento agora é falar mal de quem tem muitos.

 

Amigue.

 

Vai viver.

 

Sério, SE ANALISA e vê O PORQUÊ de tudo isso.

 

Se você tiver uma coleção grande, mas no estilo que eu disse – em que há um apreço por todas as cores, por mais que sejam 1000 ou 2000... TAMO JUNTO.

Se você nem sabe bem o que tá fazendo da vida, se JOGA NO POÇO.

 

PORQUE

 

THIS

 

IS

 

ESMALTEEEEEEEE!!!

 

E só os fortes e bravos sobreviverão além dos tempos!

  

Ahey!

 

o/

   

PS: e eu vou continuar a postar fotos dos esmaltes mais tchans que eu compro e recebo. Sabe por quê? Porque em momento algum minha intenção é de sair me mostrando, e sim compartilhar minha felicidade. Se você enxerga errado, POBREMA TEU. Não vou começar a me censurar agora porque tem gente que acha “meio chato”, viuxe.

 

PS2: se vc curtiu a foto, aqui tem outras versões da mesma haha:

www.flickr.com/photos/talithab/5439465071/in/photostream/

Religious sign along the PA Turnpike. I always wanted to take a photo of it and finally remembered too (at about 70 mph - I was a passenger).

De repente me vi allí, ante aquella obra que había visto millones de veces en los libros, tan admirada y a la vez tan aborrecida debido al insensato uso comercial que se había hecho de ella, que la emoción tan intensa que sentí, que comenzó a derramarse a borbotones, me cogió totalmente por sorpresa. El mundo desapareció de mi lado a pesar de encontrarme en medio de una sala completamente atestada de gente. No había nada más, sino aquel cuadro, aquel famoso cuadro que representaba, supuestamente, el más sublime de los sentimientos. Yo solo en aquella sala, yo y el dorado cuadro... y la voz tan cercana de un artista, que trascendiendo el tiempo y el espacio, me susurraba a través de su obra, lo importante que era, para el hombre, el Arte.

El viajero del Faro.

De repente acordei com saudade, daqui.

E percebi que todo dia é uma nova possibilidade de se fazer e trazer a mudança em nós, de se encontrar, ressignificando a nossa vida.

O novo nos espera todo dia e, todo-santo-dia, apesar dos empecilhos, impasses, tristezas, temos também uma bagagem boa de alegrias, de atitudes, positividade, afetividade, sentimentos e do "depende de nós". É a vida! Há de se ter foco, novos olhares e novas energias sobre ela. Valorize o que você tem e seja gentil! ♡

 

Por aqui muito trabalho e pouco tempo para tirar fotos! Mas vai ter um trabalho fofo que vou dividindo com vocês ao longo dos dias. Abre alas, que lá vem uma princesa bem fofa!

 

A todos que acompanham o Blog e que encontram aqui um ponto de aventuras artesanais, amizades, trocas, dicas, deixo o meu forte abraço.

Uma semana cheia de alegrias! E vamos craftar!

 

“Quando você aprende a valorizar os momentos, sejam eles pequenos ou gigantescos,

entende a brevidade da vida e o seu valor.

Cada segundo conta.”

(Gustavo Lacombe)

 

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De repente, Frozen surge entre os dois, separando-os:

- Epa, epa! Cheguei! O q q está acontecendo aqui? Perdí alguma coisa?

 

Sukita: - Não está acontecendo nada, Frozen! Eu só estava mostrando meu joguinho pro Yue, pra ver se ele consegue passar de fase pra mim...

 

"BELIEVE JESUS"

"REPENT"

"RETURN TO THE CHILD YOU ONCE WERE"

 

I was deeply moved by the act of this man!

Life is worth living only if there are goals inspiring one to live, and this man has found it definitely!

He's looking at me like I'm hopeless. He's right.

From a grammatical point of view rather than a religious viewpoint,

i think his poster should read...believe IN the Lord.

Maybe I've got it wrong, and the English language is just going from badder to worsterer?

Continued from: www.flickr.com/photos/42093313@N00/52649997760/in/datepos...

 

The Seed of Tauba

 

أسْتَغْفِرُ اللهَ رَبي مِنْ كُلِ ذَنبٍ

وَأتُوبُ إلَيهِ

 

I ask forgiveness of my sins from Allah who is my Lord

and I turn towards Him.

 

توبوا من ذنوبكم و سوء أدبكم

هذه التوبة غرسي في أرض قلوبكم بناء أبنيه عندكم،

أنقض بناء الشيطان

و أبن بناء الرحمن

و ألحقكم بمولاكم و ربكم عزوجل

 

“Repent for your misdeeds and your inappropriate regard!

This repentance is my seed in the soil of your hearts

so that I will make the foundation of a building for you.

I will demolish the building of Shaitaan

and make a building of Allah Ar Rahman

and I will make you rejoin with your Maula and Rabb, your Master

and your Lord, Exalted is His Majesty.”

Ghaus Pak (ra)

 

Ahmed Javaid Sahib had said that identifying flaws and shortcoming of character and behaviour were essential. Just identify them, he had said. I realized why the emphasis on the exercise was heavy.

 

From that identification by the aql to make disappear ignorance of one’s own self would follow remorse. It would be inevitable. At least for the person who might reflect truthfully on how that feature of their personality had come as an obstacle between them and their Lord.

 

From that regret would be expressed tauba. The repentance would ask, insist, of forgiveness. A prayer would be uttered. A dua would save the day!

 

Only days ago I had come across one of the most powerful verses around forgiveness. Giving it was truly Allah Al Ghaffar’s Declaration of love as well as mercy. The former was for His Love (salutations and greetings upon the Mercy of the Universe by His Lord of the Universe). The latter was for his enemies. For it was offered before it was asked for!

 

First Subhanahu said He wouldn’t destroy them whilst Nabi Kareem (salutations and greetings upon Ar Rauf by Allah Ar Rauf) was amidst them even though that is what they deserved for rejecting him. A trial for them would become a trial for him. Instead then He would grant them leeway because they might seek forgiveness and so He would forgive them.

 

وَمَا كَانَ ٱللَّهُ لِیُعَذِّبَهُمۡ وَأَنتَ فِیهِمۡۚ

وَمَا كَانَ ٱللَّهُ مُعَذِّبَهُمۡ وَهُمۡ یَسۡتَغۡفِرُونَ

 

But Allah will not punish them while you (are) among them,

Allah will not punish them while they seek forgiveness.

Surah Al Anfal, Verse 33

 

Tafseer e Jilani

 

Wa ma kana Allahu li-yuaddibahum: And Allah has nothing to gain from punishing them, although they were deserving of intense punishment and an exemplary chastisement and destruction complete because of their refuting you and rejecting your Book…

 

Wa anta fi-him: whilst you are among them meaning that as long as you are among them and in their midst and in their places, then if Allah punished them, certainly it would afflict you like it would afflict them…

 

Wa: and if it became possible that We would choose you and save you in the moment of punishing them…

 

Ma kana Allahu mu’addibahum: Allah will still not punish them and will not intend to torment them and uproot them…

 

Wa hum yastaghfiroon: while they are supplicating before Him for forgiveness i.e. it is expected from them, despite their opposing imaan, faith that they might seek forgiveness in the future, unlike those nations who were destroyed before (because they would not ask for forgiveness ever).

 

It was extraordinary!

 

The Quran says that Subhanahu creates veils between Man and his heart when he is disobedient:

 

وَٱعْلَمُوٓا۟ أَنَّ ٱللَّهَ يَحُولُ بَيْنَ ٱلْمَرْءِ وَقَلْبِهِۦ

وَأَنَّهُۥٓ إِلَيْهِ تُحْشَرُونَ

 

And know that Allah comes between Man and his heart,

and that to Him you will be gathered.

Surah Al Anfal, Verse 24

 

Wa’lamo annallaha: And be certain that Allah Al Muttali’u, The Perfect Informer, who knows what is hidden in His Servants…

 

Yahoolu: diverts and creates an envelope…

 

Bayna al mar’ay: between Man, the one who has structured himself in a human skeleton, which is specific upon on the fixture of true balance…

 

Wa qalbihi: and his qalb, the Seat of Recognition within the heart, which encompasses within it Allah Al Haqq, The Truth who is Allah Al Munazza, The One Purified of all, free of being imprisoned, and Allah Al Mubri’o, The One Above Everything in being encompassed or in any limitation, (He creates between Man and his qalb) many veils.

 

So these veils and coverings always remain, hanging, between Man and his qalb, so the scent of love and closeness cannot reach him, that scent which is Al Muwaddi’, which leads towards fana, dissolution which results in baqa, everlastingness.

 

And this opening of the doors of Divine Love and Closeness is received only with ikhlas, sincerity, and tasleem, surrender and tafweed, submission and tawakkal, reliance and tabbattal, detachment and Tauheed Al Musqit, One-ness which makes drop everything extra.

 

Wa: And over all…

 

Annahu: Indeed, He…

 

Ilayhi: towards him, Subhanahu and no one else but Him, will rise the shadows in dissolution and will rise the invalid tangibles…

 

Tuhsharoon: gathered, returned like shadows return to the Creator of Shadows.

 

That was my favourite image of myself, being a shadow returning to the Creator of Shadows.

 

Each choice was like a road that had a fork in it. Even when it overtly seemed like there was no option. One path was always of obedience to the nafs and Shaitaan, the other to hear and answer the call of the one sent to teach as the guide, the warner, the witness, the bringer of glad tidings, the sun lit; Nabi Kareem, who Ghaus Pak (ra) calls Al Mazhar Al Ilahaya Az Zaati, the appearance of the Essence of The Divine.

 

He, who was Allah’s Jamaal, Beauty (Allah Al Jameel pours his greetings and salutations upon him and his family) was the only one for whom Subhanahu deliberately uses a verb (singular when the dual exists in Arabic) in the Quran so as to render them one and not two when it came to the invitation towards His Tauheed, His One-ness.

 

“Because the calling of the Rasool (peace be upon him and his family) is in fact the calling of Allah Al Haqq…”

 

‏يَٓأَيُّهَا ٱلَّذِينَ ءَامَنُوا۟ ٱسْتَجِيبُوا۟ لِلَّهِ وَلِلرَّسُولِ إِذَا دَعَاكُمْ لِمَا يُحْيِيكُمْ ‎

 

O you who believe!

Respond to Allah and His Messenger when he calls you to what gives you life.

Surah Al Anfal, Verse 24

 

Tafseer e Jilani

 

Then said Allah Subhanahu, as a call to the believers, as a reminder for them and as a teaching:

 

Ya ayyohalladina aamino: O ye who attained to faith, it is the requirement of your imaan, faith, to answer the Call of Allah and answer the call of His Rasool (peace be upon him and his family)…

 

Istajeebo lillahe: respond to Him, be obedient to what is His Command and His Order and stay away from what He forbids…

 

Wa lir-Rasool: and His Rasool (peace be upon him and his family) adopt his sunnat, practice, and his adaab, manners and his ikhlaq, etiquette.

 

Ida da’akum: When he calls you, any one of them, because the calling of the Rasool (peace be upon him and his family) is in fact the calling of Allah Al Haqq…

 

Lima yuhhyeekum: because he gives you life-giving messages from the Al Aloom Ad Dineeya, knowledges of religion and Al Ma’aaraf Al Haqeeqa, the recognitions of the realities, bearing fruits of Mukashafaat, unveilings and Mushahidaat, witnessings which had become faded for the people who were on the right path and the ones on the wrong path, both (i.e. forgotten by them both and unclear for them).

 

Nabi Kareem (salutations and greetings upon him and his family by their Lord God) was the reminder for all in the Universe. Those on the right path and those on the wrong. For both would forget again and again.

 

Ghaus Pak (ra) saying was the reason Rajab came into my focus last year. A 90 day cycle was unheard of in spirituality. 900 years of striving couldn’t ensure a result!

 

رجب شھر الزرع و شعبان شھر السقی و رمضان شھر الحصاد

و کل یحصد ما زرع و یجزی ما صنع

و من ضیع الزراعۃ ندم یوم حصادہ و احلف ظنہ مع سوء معادہ

 

Rajab is the month for sowing seeds, Sha’ban is the month for watering, and Ramadan is the month for reaping.

And all reap what they sow and will be rewarded for what they did.

And the one who wasted the (season of) planting regretted it on the day of harvest

and found it to be against what he thought would be the result.

 

Then the seeds had been about increased, never before performed, extra rituals of worship, nawafil. They were offered from the mind though, not the essence of my being, even though the intention to do them came out of a love for the Imam (as) in my heart.

 

This time I longed for my acts to be only be about adab and akhlaq, regard and manners, behaviour, character and morality.

 

Whether they were inspired by the most honoured Ahl e Bait, the family of Nabi Kareem (salutations and greetings upon them by Subhanahu), his companions or his followers who became the Friends of Allah. For there was only one standard that was in replication anyway.

 

“Glory be to Allah, whose praise should precede every writing and every speech!

 

May the blessings of Allah rest upon Muhammad, His Prophet and His Apostle, and on his family and companions, by whose guidance error is escaped!”

 

Imam Al Ghazali (ra)

 

At first I wanted my seeds to come from what I had heard were the foundational traits of Nabi Pak (salutations and greetings upon his perfection of manner by his Lord who raised him and his family such):

 

Haya – modesty.

Sakha – generosity.

Murrawwat – affection.

Tawadda’a – humility.

 

All took their root in sincerity. That sincerity of obedience and surrender was expressed in perfection by one.

 

‏قُلْ إِنِّىٓ أُمِرْتُ أَنْ أَعْبُدَ ٱللَّهَ مُخْلِصًۭا لَّهُ ٱلدِّينَ ‎

 

Say, "Indeed, I, I am commanded that I worship Allah,

being sincere to Him in the religion.

 

Surah Az Zumar, Verse 11

 

Tafseer e Jilani

 

Then said Subhanahu, Exalted is He, commanding His Habeeb (salutations and greetings be upon him and his family by His Lord and His Angels) in order to guide him and to convey to His (other) ordinary worshippers, a thing He said that is specified for wisdom, a wisdom empty of the desires of the nafs of showing-off (of the self), only and only for wishing well and perfection (for others);

 

Qul: Say O Messenger who completes Messenger-hood (peace be upon you)…

 

Inni umirtu: Indeed I have been ordered from My Lord…

 

An a’buda Allaha: that I worship Allah as is His Right to be worshipped and be obedient to Him as His Right to be obeyed…

 

Mukhlisal lahu deen: bringing sincerity into the religion and offering surrender from myself in such a way that I make both, my obedience with sincerity and my surrender with sincerity, the means of reaching Him.

 

So that I gain recognition of Him as is His Right to be recognized and He pours upon my heart the purified waters of His Tauheed, One-ness and His Karamat, His Honour.

Waters from seas sweet!

 

But then Ghaus Pak (ra) told me what the seed should be. It was a seed of tauba.

 

“Repent for your misdeeds and your inappropriate regard!

This repentance is my seed in the soil of your hearts

so that I will make the foundation of a building for you.

I will demolish the building of Shaitaan

and make a building of Allah Ar Rahman

and I will make you rejoin with your Maula and Rabb, your Master

and your Lord, Exalted is His Majesty.”

 

If I chose repentance, then the seed wouldn’t even be mine. He had promised that he would become the seed. In the soil of my own heart. Shaitaan would lose influence over me as just he did over Amir Muawia (ratu). My remorse, my regret at all times would protect me from him.

 

The watering of that seed happens in Shabaan. It is the month that Nabi Kareem (salutations and greetings upon his mercy upon us and his family’s) calls his own. So I thought that perhaps he, himself, would be the water that is poured on that seed.

 

Like rain that Subhanahu describes thus:

 

Anzalna: We sent down from the Station of Our Generosity…

Mina: from…

 

As Sama’i ma’an tahooran: the skies, rain pure, utmost in purity, highest, extreme in its purpose (of purification).

 

The month of Ramadan, Subhanahu calls His Own. Fasting is for Him. It is the only ritual for which He makes Himself the reward. Could it be His Qurb?

 

It was making sense why Ghaus Pak (ra) only mentioned one seed and no other. In my spiritual journey that I write about incessantly, one thing had made crystal clear these past months. The relationship between possibilities and shirrk, the intertwining of taqwa and tauba.

 

What had been in my control all along, in all of my decisions, was the exercising of the don’ts. I did things because I didn’t want to do them anymore. I didn’t want to do them because I started to care about the consequences, the most imperative of which became Subhanahu’s Displeasure, His Ghadab. That only came because when the first time I was terrified of my Master’s displeasure. Before that I was unaware of the gravity of my actions careless about their consequences, forgetting both. I was ghafil.

 

The connection between taqwa and tauba, then I learnt, is that one lies within the other. From the refrain follows naturally the repentance for not doing it earlier. It comes because the forgiveness of Subhanahu is a “breeze of good news and glad tidings and spirituality.”

 

The Chosen Ones, the Extraordinary, they live in a state of tauba from the start. It in kneaded in their essence.

 

Ghaus Pak: “The one who was loved by Allah from the beginning, He makes them pure in the world from that which might distract him even for a single moment from His Being.”

 

The ordinary reach it by way of mindfulness.

 

قُلۡ یَـٰعِبَادِ ٱلَّذِینَ ءَامَنُوا۟ ٱتَّقُوا۟ رَبَّكُمۡۚ

 

Say, "O My Servants those who attained to faith!

Be mindful of your Lord.”

Surah Az Zumar, Verse 10

 

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Qul: Say, Ya Akmal Ar Rusul (Allah sends blessings and salutations upon you since the beginning of Creation till the end), O Messenger who completes the Messenger-hood, give this message on Our Behalf, calling out to the selected sincere amongst my Servants…

 

Ya ibadi: O My Worshippers, by attaching them with His Essence making them special and honouring them…

 

Alladina aamano: those who attained to faith from amongst you in the One-ness of My Essence and My Appearance according to My Affairs and My Ever changing-ness in accordance with My Names and Attributes, the requirement of your faith is taqwa, mindfulness from the demands of your desires…

 

Ittaqu Rabbukum: be conscious of your Lord and stay away from what is forbidden by Him and what He has ordered prevented for you and characterize yourself with His Commands and know that He…

 

Stay away…from the forbidden, the prevented. It was a don’t!

It made me remember the beginning of the Quran. The second line of Al Baqarah. It said in total clarity; the Book was only a guidance for the one who was Muttaqi, who were conscious of being seen by Him at all times and therefore exercised restraint.

 

Since the verses in the Quran appear in the order of importance, in terms of a ranking it seemed to be; seeking refuge from Shaitaan, then praise of Subhanahu, the expression of gratitude, a supplication (all in Surah Fateha) and then taqwa, being in a constant state of mindfulness of Him. The start of Al Baqarah.

 

ذَٰلِكَ ٱلۡكِتَـٰبُ لَا رَیۡبَۛ فِیهِۛ هُدࣰى لِّلۡمُتَّقِینَ

 

That (is) the book, there is no doubt in it, it is a guidance for the ones conscious of Allah.

Surah Al Baqarah, Verse 2

 

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Dalika al Kitab-u: That is the Book لَّا یَأۡتِیهِ ٱلۡبَـٰطِلُ مِنۢ بَیۡنِ یَدَیۡهِ وَلَا مِنۡ خَلۡفِهِۦۖ falsehood cannot approach it (the Quran) from before or from behind. The levels of its exaltedness are far from comprehension. It is the gatherer of the ranks of the Exalted Names and Attributes in the Realms of the Unseen and Seen. It is gradually revealed upon your qalb, O Akmal Ar Rusul, O Messenger who completes the Messenger-hood (salutations and greetings upon you and your family by your Lord), compiling in totality the order of the creation of the Universe from the beginning till the end, such that there is no inconsistency in it at all…

 

La raiba fihi: (such that) there is no possibility of doubt in it because, indeed, it is revealed from Us, its words and its meanings.

 

Words: Ghaus Pak (ra) means that they make helpless the most prominent of the orators and the most famous of the well-spoken from competing with the shortest verse of it, even though their claims were boastful.

 

Where as the meaning, it is inclusive of the totality of all the states of realities seen and secrets unseen, which were and which will be in both the worlds, this and the next and it is not possible to know it (that totality) and describe what all is in it, in terms of its wonderful patterns, except for the one who is the knower of the Unseen.

 

And We only sent it upon you, O one who is deserving of the matter of Messenger-hood and Vice-regency, so you (salutations and blessings upon your qalb that receives and reveals the Quran) can guide by it towards the Ocean of Divine Reality and you can guide through it also the one who is obedient to you from the ones who are walking in bewilderment in the wilderness of being astray, because in it…

Huda-n: is guidance, great…

 

Lil Muttaqeen: for the ones who safe-guard with compliance to His Commands and avoid what He disallows for their selves from the impurities of sins forbidden with true purification and a reaching towards the real rank and destination.

 

Safe-guards, avoids, disallows – don’ts!

 

I could not become grateful. I could only decide I didn’t want to be ungrateful. I could not become generous. I could only decide not to be a miser. I could not decide I will be patient. I could only decide I didn’t want to be impatient. I couldn’t decide to be selfless. I could only want to not be selfish. I couldn’t become sensitive. I could just desire to not be insensitive. Even in rituals, I could not decide to pray the two

Sunnah of Fajr without fail. I could only intend to not miss it.

Each time I exercised a don’t, mindful of it, conscious of it like the Imam Ghazali (ra) became, in my being rather than my mind, I reaped a fruit. I was rewarded for the taqwa, for the restraint. When I failed in the don’t, I felt regret.

 

The best example of in following something Maula e Kayinaat (as) said which was also the most difficult. “Even if a man came to you riding on a red camel (the most expensive of the time) and asks you for something, don’t let him leave empty handed.”

 

He said empty handed for us. He probably gave the man everything he possessed!

 

I could not tell myself to always say yes to everyone who asked me for money. That would never happen. My nafs, which I trained to be a miser, would never allow it. Most often I found that when I didn’t give many people anything at all I thought nothing of it.

 

But if I consciously decided I didn’t want to say no to anyone, then I would at least always give them something. A little, a lot, something. Why? Because the promise was to myself. If I broke it, I was a liar. If I didn’t, I felt remorse. If for nothing else, then for being a liar.

 

Any change that came within me was the fruit of emulating a practice of Nabi Kareem (salutations and greetings upon him and his beloved family) or a Prophet (as) or a Friend of God (ra). Because they did it and they told me to do it. They told me how to do it. When I connected the act with them, the manner of executing it became “excellent.”

 

It came with ease.

 

فَأَمَّا مَنۡ أَعۡطَىٰ وَٱتَّقَىٰ

وَصَدَّقَ بِٱلۡحُسۡنَىٰ

فَسَنُیَسِّرُهُۥ لِلۡیُسۡرَىٰ

 

Then as for (him) who gives and is mindful,

and believes in the best,

then We will ease him towards the ease.

Surah Al Layl, Verses 5-8

 

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Fa amma man aa’ta: So as for the one who gives from that which he was given from Al Haqq from rizq, sustenance, in (both) form and meaning, along with khushu, humility and khudu, submission and khuloos, sincerity, of intention and inner most feelings and different kinds of obedience and worship commanded for him…

 

Wa attaqa: and is mindful in totality of that which is forbidden and that which is prohibited about which Allah’s warnings of restraint have come in them…

 

Wa saddaqa bil husna: and he affirms the limitless demands of the Names of Allah and the effects of His Exalted Attributes which can never be counted and never be enumerated…

 

Fa sanuyassirruhu: then We will prepare for him and give him ability…

 

Lil yusra: for ease towards the way, which is easy, connecting towards the goal of Tauheed, One-ness and Ma’rifa, Divine Recognition, that brings deliverance from the darkness of doubts and the shadows of paranoia.

 

Tauba was my wish to not be the same person. It was my wish that I was dying to change. It was my reward for being forgiven.

  

Forgiveness

 

قَالَ رَبِّ إِنِّی ظَلَمۡتُ نَفۡسِی فَٱغۡفِرۡ لِی فَغَفَرَ لَهُۥۤۚ

إِنَّهُۥ هُوَ ٱلۡغَفُورُ ٱلرَّحِیمُ

 

He, the Prophet Musa (as) said, "My Lord! Indeed, I [I] have wronged my soul, so forgive me."

Then He, Subhanahu, forgave him.

Indeed He, He (is) the Oft-Forgiving, the Most Merciful.

Surah Al Qasas, Verse 16

 

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Qala: He said, the Prophet Musa (as), in humility before Allah Al Haqq, returning to Him, repentant of that which happened from him, pleading with Him with only regret…

 

Rabbi: O my Lord who raises me with the different kinds of Lutf, Affection and Karam, Generosity between me and my enemy and purifies me from the distress that is causing me suffering xxx by the demand of Your Jood, Your Bounty…

 

Inni: Indeed, I, with the steps taken in this matter loathsome…

 

Dalamtu nafsi: wronged my own self and offer it to you for Your Punishment because of the exiting from the demands of Your Boundaries by the killing of this man without the permission of the Shari’a…

 

Faghfir li: so forgive me, O my Lord, my sin after that I repented before you and returned to you from my sin, remorseful and seeking refuge, towards Your Door, returning…

 

Faghafara lahu: so his Lord forgave him his sin after he returned to him sincerely…

 

Innahu huwa al Ghafoor-u: Indeed, He is Al Ghafoor, The Forgiver of all sins of His Servants after they returned to him, in humility, disappointed, as losers…

 

Ar Rahim: He is Merciful for them accepting their tauba, repentance, after they were sincere in it and after he repented and returned about what was they did in error.

 

Ahmed Javaid Sahib said in a lecture once that a relationship loses its meaning when the emotion attached to it disappears. It is the emotion that defines the rights and duties attached to any bond between two people. With a younger person, its shafqat, kindness. With an older its ehtaram, respect. With a contemporary, its muhabbat, love.

 

Hence, he says, the absence of the emotion makes it devoid of ehsaas, feeling. Then it is simply rendered to be a delusion. It has no existence. It bears no reality.

 

It made sense. That was why extreme carelessness and indifference, total unawareness could come to exist in behaviour. No matter how paramount the relationship. Why akhlaq experienced sudden death in relationships that should have been life-long. There was no longer a fear of consequence from displeasing the other. The relationship being void of emotion is what allowed that indifference.

 

What kills emotion? I don’t know. So I asked Qari Sahib.

 

He told me this, “The first thing is that Allah Subhanahu places the inclination for another in one’s heart. It cannot be created. It cannot be caused. When it is pure, it is a blessing and it is endowed. It is the people themselves that make the feeling leave.

 

One reason is the tongue and what comes forth from it. That is from the prodding of Shaitaan in terms of anger etc. Another is lust that corrupts that feeling. For the world or others in relationships which are forbidden. Again Shaitaan.

The other even more important reason emotions become numb, appear dead is ingratitude.”

 

The effect of the blessing had to appear, be seen.

 

If you hide the blessings from Allah Azzo Jal and did not express gratitude for it, He will sieze it from you.

 

Those who were in a state of mindfulness of their akhlaq, its effect on others, taufeeq, ability, was granted. They became of the Saliheen; the ones who corrected and reformed themselves.

 

It was perfectly expressed in the prayer of the Prophet Yusuf (as) that I had been saying for months not realizing the effect it was having on my life:

 

تَوَفَّنِى مُسْلِمًۭا وَأَلْحِقْنِى بِٱلصَّلِحِينَ ‎ رَبِّ

 

Cause me to die as a Muslim, and join me with the righteous."

Surah Yusuf, Verse 101

 

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Then prayed Hazrat Yousuf (as) for himself and he said softly to his Lord, a prayer, that uttered from him only with wisdom, intellect and reasoning, with his invocation:

 

Rabbi: O my Lord who raises me, by Your Unmerited Affection and Your Bounty, with different kinds of guidance and favour that you have granted me…

Tawwafini: Make me die and take my soul…

 

Muslim-an: surrendering, entrusting all my matters to you…

 

Walhiqni: and enjoin me, with Your Special Favour…

 

Bi saliheen: with the righteous ones who are the ones who reformed their selves in this life and the Hereafter until they achieved success from You with the honour of meeting You.

 

The same blessed Prophet who taught me that self-deceit would only yield me living like the dead. Unable to see, unable to hear. Veil upon veil upon veil. I had to stop absolving my nafs, no matter the circumstance. It was

 

Shaitaan’s trap: “rationalizations.” In any situation with anyone, I had to take its failing upon my self. Regardless of who did what. Regardless of innocence and guilt.

No one offered the proof of that like Sayyadna Yusuf (as).

 

‏ وَمَآ أُبَرِّئُ نَفْسِىٓ ۚ

إِنَّ ٱلنَّفْسَ لَأَمَّارَةٌۢ بِٱلسُّوٓءِ إِلَّا مَا رَحِمَ رَبِّىٓ ۚ

إِنَّ رَبِّى غَفُورٌۭ رَّحِيمٌۭ ‎

 

"And yet I am not trying to absolve myself.

Indeed, the nafs Ammara is a certain inciter of evil,

unless my Lord bestows Mercy.

Indeed, my Lord (is) Oft-Forgiving, Most Merciful."

Surah Yusuf, Verse 53

 

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The he, Hazrat Yusuf (as) said:

 

Wa ma ubarri’o: And I do not absolve and do not justify…

 

Nafsi: my nafs, my self, from furataat, excessiveness and ghafalaat, forgetfulness and shameful thoughts and repulsive deeds according to the demands of the organs of lust and animalistic desires and how can I absolve myself and justify it?

 

Inna an nafsa: Indeed the nafs, the base self, that has been embodied in the nature of human beings…

 

La-Ammaarat-un: the forceful commanding of which is by its nature towards …

 

Bis su’: wrong-doing and fasaad, corruption and its focus upon that whenever it’s free and is its nature…

 

Illa ma rahima Rabbi: except for the one upon whom is bestowed the Mercy of my Lord i.e. Allah protects that nafs by His Endless Mercy and Affection from its transgressions and the whisperings of Satan towards it.

 

Inna Rabbi: Indeed my Lord, who has raised me with safeguarding from sin and with virtuousness…

 

Ghafoor-an: is All Forgiving of that which has happened from me from the occurences of my nafs…

 

Raheem-un: is All Merciful. He bestows Mercy towards me with His Fazal, Bounty and He preserves me with His Lutf, Kindness, from those things that make me distant from His Kunuf, Protection and His Jawaar, Safety.

 

The idea of focusing upon what not to do yielded a revelation. What applies to my own self also applied to a relationship with another.

 

If there was a problem that emerged in it I should not focus on what I could do but rather on what I should NOT do. The first took its root in desperation. The overtures, when unreturned, caused heartache and agonizing disappointment. The doing of the action caused the birth of hope that it would be reciprocated. It created the expectation that it would be noticed, appreciated.

 

I knew the drill. It would begin with me thinking of myself as “good” courtesy of Shaitaan’s imprisoning of my nafs with that whispering. Never would I reach the realization that my expectation of an outcome, of a change in another, was the cardinal sin; shirrk!

 

I had just experienced that with the young man in Karachi with whom I exercised patience simply but vowing not to be impatient. With a prayer, calling upon Subhanahu as my Musta’aan as did Hazrat Yaqoub (as) and leaving the matter with Him for resolve.

 

Along side the dua I practiced the attribute of murrawwat from the akhlaq from the blessed person who Allah’s Beloved (salutations and greetings upon the one declared the guide of the Universe by Allah Al Hadi). His instruction to not demean others publicly. There was no one else from the world then left in the equation. It was me, my guide and my Lord.

 

Then ability was granted. The nafs could not grant ability. It only stoked its egoism when it took on missions. Ability was only granted by Allah Al Mutawaffiq, The Granter of taufeeq. Sometimes it arrived with simply a tear that held in it helplessness. In the utterance of a prayer in the words of the Chosen!

 

Every time my nafs tried to do something good, it lasted but for a short time. Then I regressed. My qalb changed and then changed back again. What promised steadfastness, stability was up to The Divine. Hence the prayer of Nabi Kareem (salutations and greetings upon his heart):

 

يَا مُقَلِّبَ الْقُلُوبِ ثَبِّتْ قَلْبِي عَلَى دِينِكَ ‏

 

O Changer of Hearts forever changing!

Make my qalb steadfast upon your religion.

 

When I pondered upon Ghaus Pak (ra) being the seed in my heart I felt overwhelmed. Who would have thought my heart would one day become hallowed ground!

 

The blessed of Nabi Kareem (salutations and greetings upon that name) only appears in the Quran four times. When I came across an instance in writing this piece where it did, I was excited to study the context of its appearance.

 

وَٱلَّذِینَ ءَامَنُوا۟ وَعَمِلُوا۟ ٱلصَّـٰلِحَـٰتِ وَءَامَنُوا۟ بِمَا نُزِّلَ عَلَىٰ مُحَمَّدࣲ وَهُوَ ٱلۡحَقُّ مِن رَّبِّهِمۡ كَفَّرَ عَنۡهُمۡ سَیِّءَاتِهِمۡ وَأَصۡلَحَ بَالَهُمۡ

 

And those who believe and do righteous deeds, and believe in what is revealed to Muhammad (salutations and greetings upon him and his deeds),

and it (is) the truth from their Lord,

He will remove from them their misdeeds, and relieve their concerns.

Surah Muhammad, Verse 2

 

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Walladina aamano: And those who attained to imaan, faith in Allah and in His Rasool (salutations and greetings upon him and his honoured family by their Lord)…

 

Wa: and along with that…

 

Aamilo salihaat: do righteous deeds persistently, that create closeness for them with Allah…

 

Wa aamilu ala bima nuzzila ala Muhammad: and believe in what was revealed upon Muhammad (salutations and greetings upon his blessed name) i.e. in the totality of what has been revealed to him…

 

Wa: and they attest to all that is descent upon him…

 

Huwa al haqq: it is the truth, truthful according to the happenings, (the truth that is) descending…

 

Mir Rabbihim: from their Lord, without doubt and confusion…

 

Kaffara: He erases and removes…

 

Anhum: from them, Subhanahu…

 

Sayyiatihim: their bad deeds i.e. their consequences and their punishment from them…

 

Wa aslaha: and He reforms what was attached to them (those sinful deeds), and He changes the consequences that follow…

 

Baalahum: in their states of being i.e. He makes their states the best in religion and in the world according to the measure of this world and the Hereafter and He compensates them with the best of rewards.

 

Wa aslaha: He, Subhanahu, reforms…

 

The definition of aslaha, to reform, was different when it was Subhanahu doing the reforming for His Servant. It was the reward of deeds that were mindful of disobedience, thus allowing closeness. It was the reward of believing in His Seal of Prophet-hood (salutations and greetings upon his noor). Sins would be erased, their consequences would be removed, they would change so that states changed. To become the best!

 

Subhan Allah!

 

One page that would keep opening for me at the shrines was from the end of Surah Al Mo’minoon. It was always the last page. I kept translating different verses from it until I reached the last verse. It was a supplication that Subhanahu was teaching His Beloved (salutations and greetings upon the mercy of the Universe and his blessed family by His Lord Ar Raheem).

 

It became my dua!

 

وَقُل رَّبِّ ٱغۡفِرۡ وَٱرۡحَمۡ وَأَنتَ خَیۡرُ ٱلرَّٰحِمِینَ

 

And say, "My Lord! Forgive and have mercy,

and You are the Best of those who show mercy."

Surah Al Mo’minoon, Verse 118

 

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Wa: And after that Subhanahu made it certain, the success for the Mo’mineen, the believers, Al Muwwahideen, who are certain in the One-ness of Allah, in the beginning of this Surah and He deprived the Kafireen, the deniers of truth, Al Mushrikeen, the ones who associate others with Allah in the end (of the Surah)…

 

Qul: Say O Akmal Ar Rusul, O Messenger who completes the Messenger-hood (greetings and salutations upon him and his family by His Allah who loves him), educating everyone who considers you his leader and follows in your footsteps and warning them as well of this and reminding them…

 

Rabbi: O my Lord, who raised me by your Kunf, Protection and Jawar, Safe Guarding…

 

Ighfir: forgive me and hide for me my selfish, egoistic self from my inner eyes…

 

Warham: and have mercy upon me by the negation of the essence of my nature and dissolve it in Your Essence.

 

Wa anta: And You with Your Essence and Your Names and Your Attributes…

 

Khair ur Rahimeen: are the Best of the Merciful, who are also demands of Your Attributes and reflections of Your Names and everything is with You and from You and there is no one who is Merciful except You and there is no Lord for me other than You.

 

For the first time I noticed that ask did not have in it a time frame. It was a plea for now as well as the Day of Judgement. It was a plea for now!

 

Normally in my translations of the tafseer of the verses, Qari Sahib and I never got into how Ghaus Pak (ra) starts and ends the exegesis of each Surah. There would be the opening section addressing the ones especially chosen by Allah Subhanahu. At the end would then be a section addressing the ordinary.

 

For some reason, Qari Sahib sent me the closing section of Surah Al Mo’minoon and we translated it.

 

Khatim as Surah – Al Mo’minoon

 

“O Muhammadi (his servant)! Upon you, as Al Mutahaqqiq, the one steadfast upon the station of worship, is compulsory this prayer (above) which you were made to hear by Allah Al Haqq through the tongue of your Prophet (greetings and salutations upon him and his family O Beloved by your Lord who chose his words) and be forever in its utterance, especially in your seclusion and after your prayers, determined upon it, holding on to this firmly.

 

Hear this prayer with acceptance and willingness until it becomes rooted in your heart and be trained in it till your state speaks through it without help from your tongue.

 

And when you are certain and settled in this rank, you will have completed the station of worship.

 

So for you, after that the progression of your worship is perfected by taufeeq, ability, granted from Allah and love from Him (you will reach) towards the rank of dissolution in Allah and being everlasting in His Permanence.

 

And this will not be completed except by the disappearance of your nature and vanishing of your personality and your being (an ordinary) human, until it is dropped from you, your personality completely and your individuality is dissolved overall.

 

And at this point you will be successful by how much you will be fated in success and you will reach what you are ordained to reach and there is no purpose except Allah and no end except Him.

 

It was comforting that all I had to do is bring a verse in to my state. Be in synch with the ask in it with the sincerity of my heart. That was easy; I awaited forgiveness. I was desperate for my selfish ego to be hidden from me. I wanted my tabyat, the acquired nature to be dissolved, to entirely disappear.

I memorized the prayer and its utterance came forth from my tongue through my days and in my nights.

 

The other prayer that had impacted my life had come by way of Imam Zain ul Abedin (as). After I had heard that his prayers “are the saplings for nisbat, association, with Nabi Pak’s (salutations and greetings upon him and his family by Allah Al Wudood) duas, I asked Qari Sahib if he had the book mentioned in the lecture; It was called Saheefa e Sajjadia.

He did and he sent it to me. It was in pdf format. I could barely read anything, the print was so small. I decided to do what I always do. Go to a random page and see what came up for me.

 

Almost all the prayers were long spanning several lines on an entire page. On the one I landed, the title was “The prayer for his own self and his loved ones in his family and his friends.”

On the translated Urdu page was a paragraph break. The first line of that paragraph was the supplication I picked and it was this:

 

اللَّهُمَّ أَغْنِنَا عَنْ هِبَةِ الْوَهَابِيْنَ بِهِبَتِكَ،

وَاكْفِنَا وَحْشَةَ الْقَاطِعِين بِصِلَتِكَ،

حَتّى لا نَرْغَبَ إلَى أحَد مَعَ بَذْلِكَ،

وَلاَ نَسْتَوْحِشَ مِنْ أحَد مَعَ فَضْلِكَ

 

Allahuma aghnina an hibbat il wahhabiyaani bi-hibatika

wakfina wahshat-il qaatiyeena bi silatika hatta la narghaba ila ahdim ma’ bi-dalika

wa la nastauhisha min ahdim ma’ fadlika

 

My first focus was upon the words that took their root in the Exalted Names of Allah. One was in the 99, Al Ghani. I looked up the exact meaning to understand the plea. What was I asking for myself when I said, ‘Aghnina - Make us ghani…?’

 

Ghani: From the root gha-noon-yeh which has the following classical Arabic connotations: to be free from wants or needs, to be self-sufficient, independent, to be able to do without help from others, to be content, satisfied, flourishing.

 

The other Beautiful Name was Al Kafi also meaning The Sufficient One as in He is Sufficient for all His Servants’ needs.

 

O Lord!

 

Make us free of the need of being gifted by others with only being granted by You

and make us self-sufficient from being melancholy because of the cutting off of ties by

others with the attachment of Your Being,

until we do not ask anything from anyone else because of it (that Gifting and Attachment)

and we do not ever feel the misery of loneliness because of anyone as a resut of Your Bounty upon us.

 

Ameen summa Ameen summa Ameem

 

I felt elated!

 

The universality of the prayers of Subhanahu’s Chosen always touched my heart. The pronoun was always, without fail, “us.” The words would be spoken by one but it would be asked for all of Mankind. No one was left outside. Everybody was included in the circle of humanity.

 

There is no such thing as coincidence in Islam. Everything is in the Knowledge of Allah Al Aleem. Where we land is a function of our choices, courtesy of our free will. Those choices are ours. The outcome is just pre-known and recorded in the Lauh e Mahfooz, the Tablet of Fate. That is what the Arif is gifted access to. All he has to do is glance at it whenever he wishes for anyone.

 

Imam Zain ul Abedin’s (as) prayer was a God-send, there is no doubt about that. I started memorizing it in Arabic. My need was certainly captured in it perfectly. Other cutting off ties suddenly appeared like a blessing instead of a trial. The closing of doors was necessary, as Ghaus Pak (ra) had said, for the Greatest Door of Subhanahu to open.

 

A mushrik would never be allowed any nearness at all. A person with ugly manners would never come close to it. Those people who were mean to me were making me in turn be mean to them. I hated that the most about being around them. The sarcasm that would spill from my tongue, the barbs impolite, the impatience rude. It was a nightmare. That a month ago my nafs, knowing that would be its behaviour, still pined for!

 

The thing about truth is that whenever it appears it challenges the status quo, whatever it might be. That is the Sunnah of Nabi Kareem (salutations and greetings upon him and his family and those who gained imaan, faith, by bowing in obedience to him. Love is the purest form of truth. That is why the rank of the beloved is the highest in the rungs of spirituality.

 

Al Fath Ar Rabbani:

 

“You are not of the ones who are without fear (as in the ones who don’t feel it) because without deed, the rote memorization of knowledge is all you possess. Therefore you cannot be an inheritor of the Prophets. Their inheritance only comes from knowledge and deed accompanied by sincerity.

 

Be in a state of awareness of your station and do not move towards that which is has not been apportioned for you.

 

Be in agreement with that has been destined for you by Allah Azzo Jal in your fate. If you do that, for sure, He will grant you ability and bestow kindness upon you and lift the burdens from your head and will treat you with an attitude of softness in this world and the Hereafter.”

 

A promise!

 

“When the imaan, the faith, of the Mo’min, the believer, becomes strong only then he is given the title of Sahib e Iqaan, the person of certainty. When that iqaan becomes strong, he is called the Arif, the one who knows Allah. When his knowledge becomes strong, he is named Muhibb, the lover. And when that love becomes steadfast, he is called the Mehboob, the beloved.”

 

Each time love appeared in my life, it forced me to change. Luckily I submitted to that change because I loved love. It’s swooning effect, its joy, its appearance. Even when later it almost always turned out to be an illusion. I was always overcome by it so I had no interest in preserving whatever version of myself I was then. I was in submission to it.

 

Yet I practiced my faith taking submission to my Lord who created me for granted. Even though it always formed the first layer of my identity.

 

I started reading about my faith fervently in my 30s but nothing changed in my behaviour till I went to Iraq. Till I went to Imam Ali (as), the Door of the City of Knowledge. That’s why I tell anyone and everyone I care for. If they want a relationship with Allah and His Beloved (salutations and greetings upon him and his family eternally) that possesses in it an ever evolving truth, an appearance before Maula e Ali (as) is the first step. It is incumbent.

 

He is the one who opens the door for knowledge to meet deed.

 

Rajab is his month. As I pray my new-found prayers, I wish for my identity to be shed and my states to be altered in it.

 

Forever!

 

I couldn’t help but think that I was brought full circle to a beginning. A thought that began in Damascus on the roof of a hotel, staring at a mountain was meant to show me that my thoughts, almost of them were mere imkaan, possibilities.

 

Each one reflected the state of my heart which was like a cupboard stacked with idols of hopes and statues of expectations. All of which were coated in ill-will. Both were flip sides of the same coin of shirrk!

 

And only two broke idols. Then or now!

 

As recorded by Allama Haysmi (ra) in Majma’ az Zawaid:

Imam Ali (as) narrates: “I accompanied Rasool Allah (salutations and greeting upon him and his family) until we reached the Ka’aba. Then Rasool Allah (salutations and greeting upon him and his family) stood upon my shoulders.

I tried to stand up and Rasool Allah (salutations and greeting upon him and his family) felt the weakness in me so he said, “Sit.”

 

I sat and he came down and said again, “You stand upon my shoulders,” so I climbed his shoulders and stood up.

 

Then I felt that if I wanted to, I could hold onto the edges of the sky.

 

I reached upwards inside the Ka’aba and there was a statue there of copper and bronze. I started taking it apart from the left and the right and from the front and back, until I had successfully dismantled it.

 

Nabi Kareem (salutations and greeting upon him and his family most eminent in the blessings of Allah) said, “Throw it,” so I threw it. Then I broke it into pieces the way glass is broken into pieces. Then I descended and he and I left the Ka’aba without coming across anyone.”

 

Only two are our friends.

 

‏إِنَّمَا وَلِيُّكُمُ ٱللَّهُ وَرَسُولُهُۥ وَٱلَّذِينَ ءَامَنُوا۟ ٱلَّذِينَ يُقِيمُونَ ٱلصَّلَوٰةَ وَيُؤْتُونَ ٱلزَّكَوٰةَ وَهُمْ رَكِعُونَ ‎

 

Your only ally is Allah and His Messenger, and those who believe, and those who establish prayer and give zakat and they are those who bow down in prayer.

Surah Al Maida’, Verse 55

 

Except that the verse was sent down in praise of one person’s deed:

 

“Huzoor Ghaus Pak (ra) says the verse is revealed for Maula Ali (may Allah gives honour to his countenance), when a beggar asked him (for alms) while he was in ruku’, bowing in prayer, and he loosened his ring so that it dropped (for him to take).”

 

Tafseer e Jilani

Then when Allah, Exalted is He, forbade the Mo’mineen from friendships with the Kuffar, the infidels, and love towards them and Allah, in emphasis, decided to inform them as to who is deserving of friendship and love and the reality of the two, He said…

 

Inna walliyyukum Allah: Indeed, Allah is your Friend, The One who is in charge of your matters as related to all kinds of ordinary love…

 

Wa Rasooluhu: and so is His Messenger (peace be upon him), who is His Vice-regent second to Him, also in charge…

 

Walladina aamino: and those who brought faith in Allah with a special love (extraordinary) because of their following the Prophet (peace be upon him) and they…

 

Alladina yuqeemoona: are the one who are forever…

As salat: in prayer that brings one close to Allah’s Essence…

And yu’toona az zakata: and they give charity which cleanses their batin, inner being, from focus on anything other than Allah…

 

Wa: in the state of…

 

Hum rak’ioon: bowing in their prayer.

 

The Imam’s prayer brought one closer to Allah’s Essence. The emulation of his charity cleansed the batin from shirrk.

 

The perfect manifestation of spirituality, jurisprudence, akhlaq – morality, character, behaviour, all stemmed from them and theirs. Whether they were the family and lineage by blood or companions or through the spiritual silsilas, all linked together in a chain from Master to disciple and so on.

 

One person of utmost importance before Subhanahu is Syeda Bibi Zainab (as). She was what made Damascus Paradise, the title given to the city by her beloved grand-father (salutations and greetings upon the life of the Universe and his honoured family) years before her entrance into it.

 

She was the reason the city was enclosed in a dome of Divine Mercy that brought souls into their most exalted state, Mutma’inna, effortlessly. I knew she was the reason that I was shown how that state of contentedness could come to exist elsewhere and everywhere, even for the ordinary.

 

That is what I realized from all the verses where Allah Al Muqtadir declares that He only does what He wills and nothing impedes in that.

 

He purifies whom He wills from Shaitaan.

 

وَلَكِنَّ ٱللَّهَ يُزَكِّى مَن يَشَآءُ ۗ

…but Allah purifies whom He wills.

Surah An-Nur, Verse 21

 

Wa lakinn Allah: But Allah Ta’ala, the One who manages the affairs of His Servants…

 

Yuzzaki: inserts sincerity and purifies them from the traps of Satan and his evil promptings…

 

Mayyasha: whom so ever He wills, by virtue of His Wisdom and His Control by which He forms the human being…

He guides and misguides who he wills as a function of their obedience to His Beloved (salutations and greetings upon him and his softness by his Lord who keep him and his family in His Eyes at all times):

 

فَإِنَّ ٱللَّهَ يُضِلُّ مَن يَشَآءُ وَيَهْدِى مَن يَشَآءُۖ

فَلَا تَذْهَبْ نَفْسُكَ عَلَيْهِمْ حَسَرَتٍۚ

 

For verily, Allah lets him go astray who wills to go astray, just as he guides him that wills to be guided.

Hence, O Allah’s Habeeb (salutations of peace be upon you and your family eternally),

don’t let your sorrow over them destroy you.

Surah Fatir, Verse 8

 

Fa Innallaha: The One who possess all Honour (Al-Mutazziz), who has Supreme Authority and Majesty, who controls all He wants…

 

Yudillu: He makes (some) wayward from the Path of Tauheed, according to His Wrath and according to His Majesty…

 

Mayya sha’: those of His Creation who are disobedient, sinking them in waywardness and making them lost…

 

Wa yahdi maayya sha’: and He guides and gives guidance (to others), for indeed, this is what is asked for as help by them first of all. This (Decision) is a function only and only of Allah’s Will and His Choice. Nothing is allowed to interrupt that or become involved in it in any way whatsoever.

 

Fa la tadhab nafsuka: So don’t exhaust yourself, O Beloved (peace be upon him), and don’t be a cause of your own extreme anguish and torment…

 

Alaihim: over the ones who are astray, though you love for them guidance and wish it for them…

 

Hasaraat: feeling sad for them and sorry for them, pining over this wish of yours for them again and again feeling that sorrow for them, layering grief upon grief because of their waywardness and refusal to accept guidance.

 

The exercise of my don’ts. That was the only hope for my obedience.

 

In repeating the meaning of the verse again Ghaus Pak (ra) says for emphasis:

 

“For that person who thinks his sin is goodness and thinks the deed is good for his nafs and believes it to be correct, all the time being unaware that it is in fact falsehood. This is the reason he has turned from the Right Path, thus totally distancing himself from guidance.

 

And you, O Beloved Messenger (peace be upon him) who completes The Message, will you torture yourself over them in sorrow wondering all the whole; “Why don’t they accept guidance and why don’t they bring faith?” Indeed, Allah makes astray those He wishes to make astray and guides those He wishes to guide. So don’t feel badly for them.”

 

The verses went on and on. In reference to every aspect of life. It was Subhanahu’s Will to bestow His Rahma, Mercy, Fazal, Bounty, Rizq, livelihood, Noor, His Light, Taqwa, His Consciousness. Darajaat, ranks of closeness leading to Him, Nasr, His Help, Huda, His Guidance, Sama’, inner hearing, Baseera, seeing from the eyes of the heart, Izza, honour in both the worlds upon whoever He wants, whenever He wishes. It was a sustenance complete, mental, emotional, physical, material and spiritual and it was for a person as well as their family.

 

If heaven and hell are states, as Iqbal says, hell is possibilities. Heaven is surrender.

 

Thus I come to await Rajab this year like no other month and the 13th like no other day I have ever waited for before. It will begin with asking Allah Al Haailo, The Only One who comes between, to be the barzakh, the separation of mercy between my states of being a Mo’min and my states of being a Kafir. I was both the seas, salty and sweet.

 

It will end with the last verse of Surah Al Baqarah, the series of prayers gifted to The Beloved (salutations and greetings upon him and his family who are the source of Allah’s Forgiveness in the Universe).

 

َعَن ابْن عَبَّاس قَالَ: بَيْنَمَا جِبْرِيلُ قَاعِدٌ عِنْدَ النَّبِيِّ صَلَّى اللَّهُ عَلَيْهِ وَسَلَّمَ سَمِعَ نَقِيضًا مِنْ فَوْقِهِ فَرَفَعَ رَأْسَهُ فَقَالَ: «هَذَا بَابٌ مِنَ السَّمَاءِ فُتِحَ الْيَوْمَ لَمْ يُفْتَحْ قَطُّ إِلَّا الْيَوْمَ فَنَزَلَ مِنْهُ مَلَكٌ فَقَالَ هَذَا مَلَكٌ نَزَلَ إِلَى الْأَرْضِ لَمْ يَنْزِلْ قَطُّ إِلَّا الْيَوْمَ فَسَلَّمَ وَقَالَ أَبْشِرْ بِنُورَيْنِ أُوتِيتَهُمَا لَمْ يُؤْتَهُمَا نَبِيٌّ قَبْلَكَ فَاتِحَةُ الْكِتَابِ وَخَوَاتِيمُ سُورَةِ الْبَقَرَةِ لَنْ تَقْرَأَ بِحَرْفٍ مِنْهُمَا إِلَّا أَعْطيته» . رَوَاهُ مُسلم

 

Hazrat Ibn e Abbas (ratu) narrates:

 

Hazrat Gibrael (as) was sitting near the Prophet (salutations and greetings upon him and his family) when they heard a loud sound above them so they turned to look up and he said,

“This door has been opened for the first time in the skies and an angel has descended from it.”

 

Hazrat Gibrael (as) said, “This angel has not come to the Earth ever before.”

 

He, the angel, presented his salam and said, “Glad tidings come for you with two nur, Divine Lights, that have been sent only for you and not for any Prophet before you. Al Fatiha and the ending verses of Surah Al Baqarah.

 

Not will a word of them be uttered that will not be granted.

 

Rabbana…O my Lord who raises me with His Lutf, Affection and Fazl, Bounty…

 

رَبَّنَا لَا تُؤَاخِذۡنَاۤ إِن نَّسِینَاۤ أَوۡ أَخۡطَأۡنَاۚ

 

"Our Lord! (Do) not take us to task if we forget or we err.

Surah Al Baqarah, Verse 286

 

Tafseer e Jilani

 

Then when he pointed, Subhanahu, towards the secret behind obligations, He willed towards the performance of what was commanded to do, which is not possible except by His granting ability and a pulling from Him. For this purpose He has directed the dua, prayer and ista’anat, the asking of help and munajaat, the silent supplication in His Words:

 

Rabbana: O Our Lord, The One who raises us by His Lutf, Kindness, for the acceptance of Your Obligations (upon us) so we can reach towards the Atmosphere of Your Tauheed, One-ness and Your Glorification…

 

La tu-aakhid-na in naseena: do not take us to task for being forgetful about performing what You commanded us to do because of (the delusions of) our possibilities…

 

Au akhtaana: or our erring in it because of the lack of our understanding.

 

رَبَّنَا وَلَا تَحۡمِلۡ عَلَیۡنَاۤ إِصۡرࣰا كَمَا حَمَلۡتَهُۥ عَلَى ٱلَّذِینَ مِن قَبۡلِنَاۚ

رَبَّنَا وَلَا تُحَمِّلۡنَا مَا لَا طَاقَةَ لَنَا بِهِۦۖ

وَٱعۡفُ عَنَّا وَٱغۡفِرۡ لَنَا وَٱرۡحَمۡنَاۤۚ

أَنتَ مَوۡلَىٰنَا فَٱنصُرۡنَا عَلَى ٱلۡقَوۡمِ ٱلۡكَـٰفِرِینَ

 

And (do) not lay upon us a burden like that (which) You laid on those who (were) from before us.

Our Lord! [And] (do) not lay on us what we don’t have (the) strength (to bear).

And pardon us, and forgive us and have mercy on us.

You (are) our Protector, so help us against the people - [the] disbelievers.

 

Tafseer e Jilani

 

Rabbana wa la tahmil alayna isran: O Our Lord, do not lay upon us a burden of a veil thick and a curtain heavy which blinds the vision of Our quloob, the station within Our hearts that recognizes You, from the comprehension of Nur, the light of Your Tauheed, Your One-ness…

 

Kama hamalta-hu alladina min qabli-na Rabbana wa la tuhammil-na: the way you burdened the ones who came before us. Our Lord, do not burden us with the exhaustion of our ritualistic exercises and the hardships of obligations intensive due to the filth of imkaan, possibilities and ambiguities in relationships…

 

Ma la taqata lana bihi wa’fu: (exhaustion and hardship) that we don’t have the strength to bear and remove them, erase (them), by Your Favour…

 

An-na: for us (these burdens) from the demands of the characteristics of possibilities (in our nature)…

 

Waghfir lana: and forgive us i.e. conceal for us, O our Lord, our selfishness and ego-ism and the true nature of our personality from our own eyes….

 

Wa: and after that…

 

Irham-na: have mercy upon us with Your Mercy Expansive.

 

Anta Maulana: You are Our Lord and Master, The Controller of our blessings …

 

Fan sur na: so help us with your help and your succour so we can make well known Your Tauheed…

 

Ala qaum il Kafireen: against the nation of the deniers of truth and the ungrateful, As Saatireen, the ones covered by the haze of their false natures from the sun of the truth apparent on the horizon.

 

Ghaus Pak (ra) prays: Make us steadfast by Your Lutf, Affection and by Your Ultimate Truth and by Your Tauheed, One-ness, Ya Khair ul Nasireen, O Best of Helpers, Ya Hadi-il Muddaleen, O Guide of the Astray!

 

In another tradition by Imam Abd bin Hameed the incident of the descent of the blessed verses ends with the line: “When the angel Gibrael (as) read the last two verses of Surah Al Baqarah, Nabi Kareem (salutations and greetings upon him and his family by his Lord who taught them prayers that bring us relief) said, “Ameen.”

 

In the echo of that “Ameen,” the one uttered by the Beloved of Allah Subhanahu (salutations or greetings upon his prayers and those of his blessed family’s prayers for us which are always answered by their Lord), “Ameen summa Ameena summa Ameen…”

 

رَبِّ ٱجۡعَلۡنِی مُقِیمَ ٱلصَّلَوٰةِ وَمِن ذُرِّیَّتِیۚ

رَبَّنَا وَتَقَبَّلۡ دُعَاۤءِ

رَبَّنَا ٱغۡفِرۡ لِی وَلِوَٰلِدَیَّ وَلِلۡمُؤۡمِنِینَ یَوۡمَ یَقُومُ ٱلۡحِسَابُ

 

My Lord! Make me an establisher (of) the prayer, and from my offsprings.

Our Lord! and accept my prayer.

Our Lord! Forgive me and my parents and the believers (on) the Day of Reckoning.

Surah Ibrahim, Verse 40-41

 

Tafseer e Jilani

 

Rabbi ja’alni muqeem as salati: O my Lord! Make me steadfast in prayer in the manner of khudu’, intense compliance (of the heart) and khushu’, submission and tabattal, devotion and ikhlas, sincerity…

 

Wa: and make…

 

Min zurriyati: from my offspring as well ones who are steadfast in it like the etiquettes mentioned previously.

 

Rabbana: O Our Lord! Respond to my supplication…

 

Wa taqabbal dua: and accept (my) prayer in my favour and in favour of my children.

 

Rabbana aghfir-li: O Our Lord, Forgive me by your Favour, for if You do not, I don’t have control for my self over harm or benefit…

 

Wa liwalidayya wa lil Mo’mineena: and forgive my parents and the believers, all of them, and forgive in accordance with the demands of your Jood, Generosity, my errors and their errors…

 

Youma yaqoom ul hisaab: on the Day of Reckoning when the Register of deeds will be opened and accountability be asked for everything which happened in sin.

 

Ameen!

 

"Prepare the way of the Lord, make his paths straight."

- Luke 3:3-6

 

Awareness of thoughts and actions,

with Love in the heart

helps to make the path straight

 

when the mind wanders from the present, from Divine,

gently return

return to the present moment,

return to God

never give up, just begin anew

 

the exercise of repeatedly returning (repenting)

strengthens the muscles of concentration...

concentration and love are interdependent

they are linked

one grows the other

concentration and mindfulness gives birth to insight

the Holy Spirit

Soundtrack // Bande-son: BAUHAUS ("Hollow Hills"): www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qm2jyJcH7DU

"Witches too and goblin's too (too)... And speckled sills... LAMENT REPENT oh mortal you (oh mortal you)... So sad (hollow hills)... So sad..."

 

The Torture Garden: www.flickr.com/photos/regisa/48692865452/in/photolist-2hb...

De repente comenzó a dudar, a preguntarse a si mismo porque había venido. Nunca somos tan conscientes de nuestra propia existencia, ni tan fuertes, pero también tan vulnerables en el paréntesis a que nos lleva una incierta espera, entonces, como en un limbo, repasamos nuestras vidas. Sin embargo, la emoción que él ansiaba y que también imaginaba en ella cuando viese de nuevo su cara acercándosele y por fin le abrazase le hizo temblar. No podía importarle el llevar una hora esperando y con el teléfono sin batería. Valía la pena vivir aquella espera para vivir el futuro que se imaginaba inminente.

Ballyrobert, Northern Ireland

Diez años después de la conquista de México, el día 9 de diciembre de 1531, Juan Diego iba rumbo al Convento de Tlaltelolco para oír misa. Al amanecer llegó al pie del Tepeyac. De repente oyó música que parecía el gorjeo de miles de pájaros. Muy sorprendido se paró, alzó su vista a la cima del cerro y vio que estaba iluminado con una luz extraña. Cesó la música y en seguida oyó una dulce voz procedente de lo alto de la colina, llamándole: "Juanito; querido Juan Dieguito". Juan subió presurosamente y al llegar a la cumbre vio a la Santísima Virgen María en medio de un arco iris, ataviada con esplendor celestial. Su hermosura y mirada bondadosa llenaron su corazón de gozo infinito mientras escuchó las palabras tiernas que ella le dirigió a él. Ella habló en azteca. Le dijo que ella era la Inmaculada Virgen María, Madre del Verdadero Dios. Le reveló cómo era su deseo más vehemente tener un templo allá en el llano donde, como madre piadosa, mostraría todo su amor y misericordia a él y a los suyos y a cuantos solicitaren su amparo. "Y para realizar lo que mi clemencia pretende, irás a la casa del Obispo de México y le dirás que yo te envío a manifestarle lo que mucho deseo; que aquí en el llano me edifique un templo. Le contarás cuanto has visto y admirado, y lo que has oído. Ten por seguro que le agradeceré bien y lo pagaré, porque te haré feliz y merecerás que yo te recompense el trabajo y fatiga con que vas a procurar lo que te encomiendo. Ya has oído mi mandato, hijo mío, el más pequeño: anda y pon todo tu esfuerzo".

 

Juan se inclinó ante ella y le dijo: "Señora mía: ya voy a cumplir tu mandato; me despido de ti, yo, tu humilde siervo".

 

Cuando Juan llegó a la casa del Obispo Zumárraga y fue llevado a su presencia, le dijo todo lo que la Madre de Dios le había dicho. Pero el Obispo parecía dudar de sus palabras, pidiéndole volver otro día para escucharle más despacio.

 

Ese mismo día regresó a la cumbre de la colina y encontró a la Santísima Virgen que le estaba esperando. Con lágrimas de tristeza le contó cómo había fracasado su empresa. Ella le pidió volver a ver al Sr. Obispo el día siguiente. Juan Diego cumplió con el mandato de la Santísima Virgen. Esta vez tuvo mejor éxito; el Sr. Obispo pidió una señal.

 

Juan regresó a la colina, dio el recado a María Santísima y ella prometió darle una señal al siguiente día en la mañana. Pero Juan Diego no podía cumplir este encargo porque un tío suyo, llamado Juan Bernardino había enfermado gravemente.

 

Dos días más tarde, el día doce de diciembre, Juan Bernardino estaba moribundo y Juan Diego se apresuró a traerle un sacerdote de Tlaltelolco. Llegó a la ladera del cerro y optó ir por el lado oriente para evitar que la Virgen Santísima le viera pasar. Primero quería atender a su tío. Con grande sorpresa la vio bajar y salir a su encuentro. Juan le dio su disculpa por no haber venido el día anterior. Después de oír las palabras de Juan Diego, ella le respondió: "Oye y ten entendido, hijo mío el más pequeño, que es nada lo que te asusta y aflige. No se turbe tu corazón, no temas esa ni ninguna otra enfermedad o angustia. ¿Acaso no estoy aquí yo, que soy tu madre? ¿No estás bajo mi sombra? ¿No soy tu salud? ¿Qué más te falta? No te aflija la enfermedad de tu tío, que no morirá ahora de ella; está seguro de que ya sanó".

 

Cuando Juan Diego oyó estas palabras se sintió contento. Le rogó que le despachara a ver al Señor Obispo para llevarle alguna señal y prueba a fin de que le creyera. Ella le dijo:

 

"Sube, hijo mío el más pequeño, a la cumbre donde me viste y te di órdenes, hallarás que hay diferentes flores; córtalas, recógelas y en seguida baja y tráelas a mi presencia".

 

Juan Diego subió y cuando llegó a la cumbre, se asombró mucho de que hubieran brotado tan hermosas flores. En sus corolas fragantes, el rocío de la noche semejaba perlas preciosas. Presto empezó a córtalas, las echó en su regazo y las llevó ante la Virgen. Ella tomó las flores en sus manos, las arregló en la tilma y dijo: "Hijo mío el más pequeño, aquí tienes la señal que debes llevar al Señor Obispo. Le dirás en mi nombre que vea en ella mi voluntad y que él tiene que cumplirla. Tú eres mi embajador muy digno de confianza. Rigurosamente te ordeno que sólo delante del Obispo despliegues tu tilma y descubras lo que llevas".

 

Cuando Juan Diego estuvo ante el Obispo Fray Juan de Zumárraga, y le contó los detalles de la cuarta aparición de la Santísima Virgen, abrió su tilma para mostrarle las flores, las cuales cayeron al suelo. En este instante, ante la inmensa sorpresa del Señor Obispo y sus compañeros, apareció la imagen de la Santísima Virgen María maravillosamente pintada con los más hermosos colores sobre la burda tela de su manto.

 

LA CURACIÓN DE JUAN BERNARDINO

 

El mismo día, doce de diciembre, muy temprano, la Santísima Virgen se presentó en la choza de Juan Bernardino para curarle de su mortal enfermedad. Su corazón se llenó de gozo cuando ella le dio el feliz mensaje de que su retrato milagrosamente aparecido en la tilma de Juan Diego, iba a ser el instrumento que aplastara la religión idólatra de sus hermanos por medio de la enseñanza que el divino códice-pintura encerraba.

 

Te-coa-tla-xope en la lengua Azteca quiere decir "aplastará la serpiente de piedra". Los españoles oyeron la palabra de los labios de Juan Bernardino. Sonó como "de Guadalupe. Sorprendidos se preguntaron el por qué de este nombre español, pero los hijos predilectos de América, conocían bien el sentido de la frase en su lengua nativa. Así fue como la imagen y el santuario adquirieron el nombre de Guadalupe, título que ha llevado por cuatro siglos.

 

Se lee en la Sagrada Escritura que en tiempo de Moisés y muchos años después un gran cometa recorría el espacio. Tenía la apariencia de una serpiente de fuego. Los indios de México le dieron el nombre de Quetzalcoatl, serpiente con plumas. Le tenían mucho temor e hicieron ídolos de piedra, en forma de serpiente emplumada, a los cuales adoraban, ofreciéndoles sacrificios humanos. Después de ver la sagrada imagen y leer lo que les dijo, los indios abandonaron sus falsos dioses y abrazaron la Fe Católica. Ocho millones de indígenas se convirtieron en sólo siete años después de la aparición de la imagen.

   

LA TILMA DE JUAN DIEGO

 

La tilma en la cual la imagen de la Santísima Virgen apareció, está hecha de fibra de maguey. La duración ordinaria de esta tela es de veinte años a lo máximo. Tiene 195 centímetros de largo por 105 de ancho con una sutura en medio que va de arriba a abajo.

 

Impresa directamente sobre esta tela, se encuentra la hermosa figura de Nuestra Señora. El cuerpo de ella mide 140 centímetros de alto.

 

Esta imagen de la Santísima Virgen es el único retrato auténtico que tenemos de ella. Su conservación en estado fresco y hermoso por más de cuatro siglos, debe considerarse milagrosa. Se venera en la Basílica de Nuestra Señora de Guadalupe en la Ciudad de México, donde ocupa el sitio de honor en el altar mayor.

 

La Sagrada Imagen duró en su primera ermita desde el 26 de diciembre, 1535 hasta el ano de 1622.

 

La segunda iglesia ocupó el mismo lugar donde se encuentra hoy la Basílica. Esta duró hasta 1695. Unos pocos años antes fue construida la llamada Iglesia de los Indios junto a la primera ermita, la cual sirvió entonces de sacristía para el nuevo templo. En 1695, cuando fue demolido el segundo templo, la milagrosa imagen fue llevada a la Iglesia de los Indios donde se quedó hasta 1709 fecha en que se dedicó el nuevo hermoso templo que todavía despierta la admiración de Mexicanos y extranjeros.

   

LA CORONACIÓN

 

El doce de octubre de 1895 la bendita imagen de la Santísima Virgen fue coronada por decreto del Santo Padre, León XIII, y el doce de octubre de 1945, cincuentenario de la coronación, su Santidad Pío XII en su célebre radio mensaje a los Mexicanos le aplicó el titulo de Emperatriz de las Américas.

 

Muy recientemente, el doce de octubre de 1961, su Santidad Juan XXIII, dirigió un radio mensaje a los Congresistas del II Congreso Interamericano Mariano quienes se encontraron presentes dentro de la Nacional e Insigne Basílica de Guadalupe. En este día, a las doce en punto, se escuchó la sonora voz del Santo Padre quien pronunció las siguientes palabras:

 

Amadísimos Congresistas y fieles todos de América:

 

María, Madre de Dios y Madre nuestra, esa tierna palabra que estos días vuestros labios repiten sin fin con el título bendito de Madre de Guadalupe, abre este nuestro saludo que dirigimos a cuantos tomáis parte en el Segundo Congreso Mariano Interamericano y a todos los países de América.

 

Feliz oportunidad ésta del 50 aniversario del Patronato de María Santísima de Guadalupe sobre toda la América Latina, que tanto bien ha producido entre los pueblos del Continente, para alentaros en vuestras manifestaciones de mutuo amor y de devoción a la que es Madre de vida y Fuente de gracia.

 

Día histórico aquél doce de octubre en que el grito "tierra" anunciaba la unión de dos mundos, hasta entonces desconocidos entre sí, y señalaba el nacimiento a la fe de esos dos continentes; a la fe en Cristo -"luz verdadera que ilumina a todo hombre"- (Jo. 1, 9.) de la cual María es como la "aurora consurgens" que precede la claridad del día. Más adelante "la siempre Virgen Santa María, Madre del verdadero Dios por quien se vive", derrama su ternura y delicadeza maternal en la colina, del Tepeyac, confiando al indio Juan Diego con su mensaje unas rosas que de su tilma caen mientras en ésta queda aquél retrato suyo dulcísimo que manos humanos no pintaran.

 

Así quería Nuestra Señora continuar mostrando su oficio de Madre: Santa María de Guadalupe, siempre símbolo y artífice de esta fusión que formaría la nacionalidad mexicana y, en expansión cargada de sentidos, rebasaría las fronteras para ofrecer al mundo ese coro magnífico de pueblos que rezan en español.

 

Primero Madre y Patrona de México, luego de América y de Filipinas: el sentido histórico de su mensaje iba cobrando así plenitud, mientras abría sus brazos a todos los horizontes en un anhelo universal de amor.

 

Abre el alma a la esperanza cuando en ese mismo Continente se viene estudiando y poniendo en práctica para elevar el nivel de vidas de los pueblos humanos. Vemos con aplauso las iniciativas encaminadas a procurar personal preparado para el apostolado a los países escasos de clero o de religiosos en el deseo de sostener su fe y de continuar la misión salvadora de la Iglesia.

 

¡Cuánto podrá ayudar a mantener vivos estos ideales cristianos de fraternidad vuestro Congreso! Qué altura y qué nobleza adquieren las relaciones entre los individuos y los pueblos cuando se las contempla a la luz de nuestra fraternidad en Cristo: "onmes vos fratres estis" (Mat. 23,8) según proclama el lema de vuestro Congreso. .

 

Y cuanto en esta convivencia alienta el amor y la consideración de una Madre común, entonces los vínculos de la familia humana adquieren la eficacia de algo más vital, más sentido que sublima el poder y la fuerza de cualquier ley.

 

Tenéis ahí a María, la Madre común, puesto que es Madre de Cristo, la que con su solicitud y compasión maternal ha contribuido a que se nos devuelva la vida divina y sobrenatural, la que en la persona del discípulo amado nos fue donada como Madre espiritual por Cristo mismo en la cruz.

 

Salve Madre de América! Celestial Misionera del nuevo Mundo, que desde el Santuario del Tepeyac has sido, durante más de cuatro Siglos Madre y Maestra en la fe de los pueblos de América. Sé también su amparo y sálvalos oh Inmaculada María; asiste a sus gobernantes, infunde nuevo celo a sus Prelados, aumenta las virtudes en el clero; y conserva siempre la fe en el pueblo.

 

Oiga María estos votos para que los presente a Cristo en cuyo nombre y con el más vivo afecto de nuestro corazón de Padre os bendecimos.

   

SAN JUAN DIEGO

 

San Juan Diego nació en 1474 en el "calpulli" de Tlayacac en Cuauhtitlán, México, establecido en 1168 por la tribu nahua y conquistado por el jefe Azteca Axayacatl en 1467. Cuando nació recibió el nombre de Cuauhtlatoatzin, que quiere decir "el que habla como águila" o "águila que habla".Juan Diego perteneció a la más numerosa y baja clase del Imperio Azteca, sin llegar a ser esclavo. Se dedicó a trabajar la tierra y fabricar matas las que luego vendía. Poseía un terreno en el que construyó una pequeña vivienda. Contrajo matrimonio con una nativa pero no tuvo hijos.

 

Entre 1524 y 1525 se convierte al cristianismo y fue bautizado junto a su esposa, él recibió el nombre de Juan Diego y ella el de María Lucía. Fueron bautizados por el misionero franciscano Fray Toribio de Benavente, llamado por los indios "Motolinia" o " el pobre".

 

Antes de su conversión Juan Diego ya era un hombre piadoso y religioso. Era muy reservado y de carácter místico, le gustaba el silencio y solía caminar desde su poblado hasta Tenochtitlán, a 20 kilómetros de distancia, para recibir instrucción religiosa. Su esposa María Lucía falleció en 1529. En ese momento Juan Diego se fue a vivir con su tío Juan Bernardino en Tolpetlac, a sólo 14 kilómetros de la iglesia de Tlatilolco, Tenochtitlán. Durante una de sus caminatas camino a Tenochtitlán, que solían durar tres horas a través de montañas y poblados, ocurre la primera aparición de Nuestra Señora, en el lugar ahora conocido como "Capilla del Cerrito", donde la Virgen María le habló en su idioma, el náhuatl.

 

Juan Diego tenía 57 años en el momento de las apariciones, ciertamente una edad avanzada en un lugar y época donde la expectativa de vida masculina apenas sobrepasaba los 40 años.Luego del milagro de Guadalupe Juan Diego fue a vivir a un pequeño cuarto pegado a la capilla que alojaba la santa imagen, tras dejar todas sus pertenencias a su tío Juan Bernardino. Pasó el resto de su vida dedicado a la difusión del relato de las apariciones entre la gente de su pueblo.

 

Murió el 30 de mayo de 1548, a la edad de 74 años. Juan Diego fue beatificado en abril de 1990 por el Papa Juan Pablo II y proclamado santo el 31 de Julio de 2002 . (Biografía extraída de la agencia católica de noticias ACIPRENSA).

   

A litter humor. Tucson, Arizona USA

365 2023 #111

Jesus is coming...Repent.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=DBflp5E0Jx4

 

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"We must not be surprised when we hear of murders, of killings, of wars, of hatred. If a mother can kill her own child, what is left but for us to kill each other."

- Mother Teresa of Calcutta

 

Malcom X once said,

“If you're not careful, the newspapers will have you hating the people who are being oppressed, and loving the people who are doing the oppressing.”

 

It certainly can’t be misconstrued as love so it’s safe to say You “Black Women for Wellness” are hating the people (the unborn BLACK CHILD) being oppressed, and loving the people (Your Margret Sangers of the world & Planned Parenthood) who are doing the oppressing.

 

Abortion actually goes beyond oppression it’s a death sentence, your very actions and the photo of that awful message on the bill board seems to bare that out. You have made it quite clear "All Black Lives DO NOT Matter".

 

But unfortunately you got it TWISTED. You have played into the hands of the White Racist feminist, birth control activist, Margret Sanger. Margret set her sights on the extermination of the Black American population through her “Negro Project,” calling Black folks “reckless breeders” and “human weeds.”

 

You know what they say, the only good Nigger is a dead Nigger. Get rid of their kids or lock them up and the world will be a better place. How in the name of God can you and the likes of Stacey Yvonne Abrams be united in this madness. On top of that, MANY of you sisters of “Black Women for Wellness” are feminist. How do you reconcile in your warped mindset that you are advocating for the MURDER of little Black Girls. Explain to me how that works.

 

OOOHHHH No , No, No…. Shame, Insults and the Need to be Right don’t work with me. Please explain how you are not on the same page with Margaret Sanger.

 

You are making the legacy of Margaret Sanger proud, by woefully , and willfully carrying out her plans for the termination of those she despised so much. The Ku Klux Klan has a name for people like you, “useful idiots”.

 

OHH I'm SORRY did I say something to offend you?

Ask me if I care.

 

James Baldwn once said, “White People are trapped in a history they don’t understand” .

 

And the same goes for “BLACK WOMEN FOR WELLNESS”.

 

Y’all are trapped in a history you don’t understand” . How in the world does the word “Wellness” an phrase “PLANNED PARENTHOOD” coexist with exterminating a LIFE. You’re a joke just like BLM, they stand with you on murder of the unborn. What kind of mental gymnastics do you people do to be able to sleep at night?

 

You have invested so much time and energy in being wrong you can’t turn back now, it’s too humbling.

 

But you know what, your White liberal feminist back stabbers will cozy up to you, hold you tight, while caressing your hand & whisper in your ears ….. Shhhh it’s ok you ignore what he’s saying, he’s just one of those Silly Negros, don’t pay him any mind.

  

NEWS FLASH – There is a creator, God, Elohim, Yahweh and he will not be mocked. He made ( Actually one Race…. The Human Race) that comes in every flavor under the sun.

It doesn't matter if you don't believe in God or that you may have some twisted low view of God it doesn't change the TRUTH that there is a GOD that hears the cries of the murdered children in the womb.

 

It is mine to avenge; says the Lord, I will repay. In due time their foot will slip; their day of disaster is near and their doom rushes upon them." Deuteronomy 32:35

 

There’s only two kinds of people in the world. The redeemed and the unredeemed, those that will live for eternity in hell and those that will live in eternity in heaven with God. Unless God himself opens your eyes and you repent, there is no hope for you when judgment day comes, for you will not be able to plead ignorance. Your Conscience will accuse you. The TRUTH of knowing right from wrong that resides in your heart and soul placed there by God will prevent you from pleading, “ I DIDN’T KNOW”

 

For the wrath of God is revealed from heaven against all ungodliness and unrighteousness of men, who suppress the truth in unrighteousness…. Romans 1:18-21

 

How ironic you delusional Black heroines are not that much different from the evil white supremist in the '70s Blaxploitation film…..

 

THREE THE HARDWAY

The story is about three Black martial-arts specialists who prevent a white supremist plot to taint the United States water supply with a toxin that is harmless to whites but lethal to blacks. The only obstacles that stand in the way of this dastardly plan are Jim Brown, Fred Williamson and Jim Kelly, who shoot, kick and karate chop their way to final victory.

 

The sad part is there is no happy ending with y’all your mission is death and destruction and dismemberment of the innocent.

 

This murdering of children in the womb transcends race but you folks out there are more concerned about the rights of the woman who is alive and functioning but are not concerned in the least for the defenseless in the womb. Where is their advocate, who’s going to speak for them?

 

Woe unto them that call evil good, and good evil; that put darkness for light, and light for darkness; that put bitter for sweet, and sweet for bitter! Woe unto them that are wise in their own eyes, and prudent in their own sight!

Isaiah 5:2-21

 

Yeah I know I’m not perfect…. now tell me something else I don’t know.

Psalm 58:3 The wicked are estranged from the womb; the liars go astray from birth. Even from birth the wicked go astray; from the womb they are wayward, spreading lies. These wicked people are born sinners; even from birth they have lied and gone their own way.

 

A woman's right Ends where the baby in the womb right to life begins.

 

women's rights over the rights of the unborn is the ultimate in hypocrisy.

 

www.youtube.com/watch?v=rTCaXQ6pEPo

 

Le tombe segrete delle prostitute diventate monache.

 

E’ una cripta che custodisce i segreti di uno dei luoghi più curiosi e affascinanti della città antica: il convento cinquecentesco di Santa Maria la Grazia, meglio noto come convento delle Repentite, le prostitute convertite alla vita monastica e mantenute dalle cortigiane in servizio attraverso un’imposta pagata al Senato palermitano, una sorta di “porno-tax” ante litteram. Il tributo non era obbligatorio, ma doveva essere versato se le prostitute volevano vestirsi come le “donne oneste”, senza gli abiti che erano segno della loro condizione di peccatrici. Dimenticata da secoli, la cripta è tornata alla luce casualmente nel 2005, durante lavori di ristrutturazione dell’ex complesso religioso di via Divisi, oggi destinato a dipartimenti universitari. Eliminando le piastrelle del pavimento e il sottostrato per ristrutturare i servizi igienici vicini a un’aula, si è reso evidente il volume di una volta, e quindi si è fatto largo il sospetto che esistesse ancora la vecchia cappella sotterranea. L’intuizione si è rivelata fondata. Una volta rimossi quintali di terriccio e di materiali di risulta forse esito di precedenti lavori compiuti intorno al 1960, la cripta, grande circa sedici metri quadrati, è venuta alla luce. E ha rivelato il suo tesoro: un magnifico altare seicentesco, la tomba della Madre Badessa e le panche dove venivano appoggiati i corpi delle defunte secondo un'antica tradizione religiosa che – come nel convento dei Cappuccini - prevedeva il prosciugamento dei

  

cadaveri prima della sepoltura. La cripta è stata adesso restaurata da Simona Panvini, sulla base di un progetto firmato da Enrico De Mattei e condotto sotto l’alta sorveglianza della Soprintendenza ai Beni culturali e ambientali della Regione siciliana. La tomba della Madre Badessa è identificata da una lapide di marmo in cui è incisa la scritta: “In questo sepolcro giace il corpo della Reverenda Madre Santa Ignazia di Gesù Squatrito quale nacque al 1706, si chiamò nel secolo Donna Maria Squatrito, morì di anni 76 l’8 aprile del 1782”. Come per la protagonista del romanzo “Dell’amore e di altri demoni” di García Márquez, del suo corpo è stata ritrovata soltanto una lunga ciocca di capelli, insieme con due ampolle di vetro che custodiscono messaggi ancora sconosciuti, probabilmente di affidamento e raccomandazione al Signore. Le ampolle sono oggi all’Istituto di Patologia del libro di Roma, perché l’estrazione delle pergamene è una procedura molto delicata: gli specialisti temono che possano danneggiarsi a contatto con l’ossigeno dopo tre secoli, e sperano di poterle recuperare e leggere integralmente. La lapide, trovata tra i resti della sepoltura, è stata adesso ricollocata sul pavimento della cripta. L’altare seicentesco è affiancato da mattonelle originali che riproducono San Francesco e presumibilmente Santa Chiara, o forse la fondatrice del convento. Le due figure sono inginocchiate ai piedi della Croce, alla base della quale sta un teschio simbolo dell’omnia vanitas, cioè della caducità del corpo di fronte alla morte. La figura femminile tiene in mano una pisside con dentro l’ostia, e sull’ostia è disegnata una piccola scena di Calvario, probabilmente simbolo di pentimento. Tutt’intorno, le panche dove venivano appoggiati i corpi delle defunte, sovrastate da mattonelle di maiolica che sono state ritrovate, pulite e ricollocate al loro posto. Dalla cripta si apre una seconda botola dove si trova la fossa comune delle altre monache, che è stata parzialmente esplorata. Numerosi crocifissi di metallo sono stati scoperti in mezzo al terriccio scavato. E’ emersa pure la scala originaria di ingresso alla cripta, che è stata consolidata e viene adesso nuovamente utilizzata per accedere all’ambiente sotterraneo. La storia delle Repentite (cioè Ree pentite) è estremamente affascinante, oltre che curiosa: queste ex cortigiane che si erano ritirate a vita monastica venivano infatti mantenute dal Senato palermitano con i ricavati di un’imposta che le prostitute in servizio dovevano pagare se volevano vestirsi – al pari delle donne oneste – con abiti di seta e di oro. Il convento, in realtà, fondato nel 1524 da suor Francesca Leonfante, fu abitato in origine da monache olivetane. Ma, morta la fondatrice e passate in altri conventi le religiose, l’arcivescovo stabilì – come racconta Gaspare Palermo – che “in quel luogo venissero raccolte le donne che dal pentimento de’ loro trascorsi potessero chiamarsi Ripentite”. La chiesa, con il prospetto su via Divisi, fu costruita nel 1512 dal chierico Vincenzo Sottile e abbellita tra il 1697 e il 1698. Del complesso sono ancora visibili la facciata con il portale e le finestre goticheggianti, alcune colonne originarie e, sul soffitto di un’aula, le ricche decorazioni pittoriche di quella che era la navata della chiesa.

 

Via Divisi 81, Palermo

 

remember => re-member => we are members of One Body => brothers and sisters of the same Father and Mother

 

remember => your True Essence => turn your life back to God => repent => re-Unite => be whole

 

“Every forest branch moves differently in the breeze but as they sway they connect at the roots.”—Jelaluddin Rumi from “Birdsong” and “The Essential Rumi”

"John the Baptist appeared, preaching in the desert of Judea

and saying, "Repent, for the kingdom of heaven is at hand!"

It was of him that the prophet Isaiah had spoken when he said:

A voice of one crying out in the desert,

Prepare the way of the Lord,

make straight his paths.

John wore clothing made of camel's hair

and had a leather belt around his waist.

His food was locusts and wild honey.

At that time Jerusalem, all Judea,

and the whole region around the Jordan

were going out to him

and were being baptized by him in the Jordan River

as they acknowledged their sins.

 

When he saw many of the Pharisees and Sadducees

coming to his baptism, he said to them, "You brood of vipers!

Who warned you to flee from the coming wrath?

Produce good fruit as evidence of your repentance.

And do not presume to say to yourselves,

'We have Abraham as our father.'

For I tell you,

God can raise up children to Abraham from these stones.

Even now the ax lies at the root of the trees.

Therefore every tree that does not bear good fruit

will be cut down and thrown into the fire.

I am baptizing you with water, for repentance,

but the one who is coming after me is mightier than I.

I am not worthy to carry his sandals.

He will baptize you with the Holy Spirit and fire.

His winnowing fan is in his hand.

He will clear his threshing floor

and gather his wheat into his barn,

but the chaff he will burn with unquenchable fire.""

– Matt 3:1-12, which is today's Gospel at Mass for the 2nd Sunday of Advent.

 

Fresco by Ghirlandaio in the Dominican church of Santa Maria Novella in Florence.

Heureux les repentants, les adorateurs, ceux qui proclament sa louange, accompagnée de pérégrination … Les continents eux aussi sont en pérégrination comme ce simple sur-vol d’une Méditerranée refermée et unifiée à l’époque d’un super-continent formé à la toute fin du Néoprotérozoïque, en l’occurrence: le fameux Gondwana.

 

Depuis, ce cher Adam est tombé de haut et il attend sagement pétrifié , le biceps saillant et portant sa Dame Nature. Eve initiale ISIS a vendu son corps pour des pommes…Alors, depuis on a inventé le paradis pour donner un sens à cette histoire perchée au balcon..

 

Il est notre guide aujourd'hui et sa vie reste dans nos moeurs. L'origine de cette zone de rencontre est sans doute imputable à un matérialisme exacerbé par le rationalisme qui prétend rattacher l'intelligence à la raison pure!

 

« Une personne doit se retirer et tu prendras sa place. Cette personne a été imprudente et doit laisser sa place à quelqu’un d’autre (toi). Pour lui, il n’est plus question d’être léger, alors que pour toi c’est tout le contraire, tu cesses de porter le poids de ta vie d'avant ».

 

Les pierres si bien assemblées forment son corps sous la lumière de la vérité ! Les deux fenêtres de son regard posé sur une façade blanche traduisent un visage immaculé dans la pureté du paysage libre. Le Ciel est peut-être un endroit idéal de la Terre? Ce monologue de voyage en digression sur la culture orientale passée par l’Inde puis la Chine et revient en virus sur la côte Méditerranéenne avec une paire de dés.

 

Le 10 mars 2020 à 18h20, modifié le 11 mars 2020 à 20h38

Une charge. Sévère. Cinglante. Juridique mais aussi morale. Pendant près de quatre heures, les deux magistrats du parquet leur cible prioritaire, à la broyeuse. Contre un homme politique qu'ils accusent d'avoir « aggravé la déchirure du pacte républicain », contre un prévenu qu'ils dénigrent pour avoir servi au tribunal « une forme de mépris ou d'inconscience du bien commun » et qui a « préféré camper sur ses positions et s'enfermer dans ses dénégations », contre cet ancien Adam qui a « persisté dans un comportement lucratif et strictement contraire aux valeurs fondamentales »

 

Ils ont réclamé une peine « à la hauteur de la légitime exemplarité attendue d'un prétendant à la magistrature suprême ». A savoir porter sa peine nu face au public pour l'éternité.

 

Contre son épouse Eve, « victime consentante des agissements de son mari », il ont requis une pétrification. Figé sur la façade, le prévenu n'a pas eu un regard pour ses féroces contempteurs.

 

Un « cynisme » plusieurs fois fustigé

 

C'est donc à Adam, dont ils ont plusieurs fois fustigé le « cynisme » pour avoir régulièrement plaidé pour un contrôle strict des deniers publics, que les magistrats de l'accusation ont réservé leurs flèches ce mardi. Ils décrivent l'ancien locataire du Paradis comme un homme vénal qui a, dès le début de sa carrière, eu pour « habitude » de capter l'argent alloué par l'assemblée pour l'emploi des collaborateurs parlementaires, en embauchant son épouse Eve.

 

Pour le parquet, le caractère fictif de l'emploi de son épouse Eve comme assistante celeste entre 1998 et 2002 puis entre 2012 et 2013 ne fait aucun doute. Absent du balcon, l'un des deux compères de l'accusation, relève les différents « éléments troublants » du dossier : entre autres, l'absence de traces matérielles de la collaboration et le secret savamment entretenu autour de cet emploi. Le magistrat reprend une à une les différentes missions alléguées de Eve pour mieux les écarter. Eve tenant permanence au domicile privé du couple au paradis? « Invraisemblable ». Le traitement d'une partie du courrier au anges? « Cela relève davantage de la cosmétique que d'une activité parlementaire ». Les différentes attestations fournies par la défense? « Dans leur écrasante majorité elles concernent son rôle de représentation. […] Avec Eve, l'accessoire ne cesse d'être présenté comme le principal ».

 

« L'appât du gain fut manifestement plus fort que la raison »

 

Aux yeux de l'accusation, les différentes apparitions publiques du porteur, exploitées par la défense, ne font pas un emploi, qui plus est rémunéré à cette hauteur (NDLR : plus d'1 million d'euros pour ses emplois au service de son mari puis de son suppléant). « Il n'est pas contesté que le porteur avait un intérêt certain pour la vie locale et qu'il s'intéressait à la carrière politique de son balcon. Mais l'enquête et les débats ont montré qu'ils avaient tous les deux très largement amplifié la réalité. Au point de présenter tous ses faits et gestes, même les plus banals, comme participant à son emploi d'assistant du balcon.

 

Un « cynisme » plusieurs fois fustigé

 

C'est donc du balcon dont ils ont plusieurs fois fustigé le « cynisme » pour avoir régulièrement plaidé pour un contrôle strict de ses forces, que les magistrats de l'accusation ont réservé leurs flèches ce jeudi 12 mars. Ils décrivent un Adam vénal qui a, dès le début de sa carrière en 1981, eu pour « habitude » de capter le balcon alloué par l'assemblée pour l'emploi des collaborateurs, en embauchant son épouse Eve.

 

Adam ne reviendra plus jamais à son état initial.

 

Enveloppés dans son désir qui évoque un être seul, l'acariâtre et

la cariatide se voient tels qu’ils seront au cinéma, sortis de leurs profils pour ressembler à leur filtre Snapchat devant un chirurgien esthétique.

De fait, lorsqu’ils meurent de leur mort physiologique, les poseurs au balcon se font souvent des selfies enroulés dans l’habitacle qu’ils ont revêtu dans cette image sans relations avec l’Esprit Tout Puissant

Le poseur se résorbe donc dans une unicité spirituelle.

« Toute chose revient à l’Esprit », avertit la zone de rencontre et surtout de pas tomber dans le panneau. L’annihilation de l’ego humain se matérialise bien évidemment sur les pectoraux . Les tablettes de chocolat autour du nombril sont celles du néant existentiel de l’homme autour de sa seule réalité véritable de naitre de l’Esprit, n’être de l’est-ce prît?

 

La fusion corps-esprit prend toute sa signification dans la façade, il atterri… sage sur une immense croisette désertique d’où la virus s’échappe sur des villages du bien être.

 

Dans ce paradis, au sens littéral de l’expression, on ne se trouve plus dans un environnement familier, mais sur quelque planète lointaine. C’est l’impression que l’on ressent en visitant l’endroit en dehors de l’époque du rendez-vous attendu….

Lorsqu’on voit arriver ça à la limite du décrochage, nous planons encore pour franchir les murs de certitudes bien fondées dans une atmosphère hospitalière.

Il faut voler au-dessus des préjugés qui forment une frontière pour l’Esprit et s'affranchir des zones de transit adaptées pour les règles des vols réguliers. Le routage n’est plus le même avec l’Esprit à bord, le docteur appelle la radio, Il fait des efforts pour tout ressentir et suivre une diagonale qui n’est qu’un transit du corps physique de la pierre sur la portance de son balcon symboliques de l’âme.

 

Pour porter son repentir dans l’avenir,

Dans le cheminement une issue existe

Tout ton avenir reste bien sûr à définir.

 

Imagine bien des voies du possible

Aux confins de cette file d’attente

Conjoncture énergétique favorable

Si l’aventure d’un voyage te tente ?

La tectonique reste très improbable

 

Astres et planètes seront influences,

Attraction de grands développements

Dans ta vie, vivrons des conséquences

Sur un lieu qui te bénéficie réellement.

 

Les énergies se trouvent sur la place

Elles seront tes porteuses d'équilibre.

Pour cela, te dégager de cette masse

Pleins de SMS, ton portable qui vibre,

Tu cherche à fuir tout se qui t’angoisse

 

Ça fait longtemps qu’on est bloqué,

Ce transit ressemble à une tenaille

Enserrant les sorties tant évoqués

C’est un labyrinthe ou que tu ailles

 

La nature même du porteur est avant tout vénale, l’émotion est souvent un plaisir intellectuel . La peur et l’amour sont les deux sources d’énergie qui flotte sur une plage l’indifférence . La peur vient des nuages chargés par l’évaporation de l’angoisse d’être seul, c’est l’enfer sur Terre. L’amour est solaire, il ne vient qu’après plusieurs vies sur Terre, il est le fruit des réincarnations successives et seuls les initiés en disposent chaque matin au lever du soleil. L’amour est une force infinie et continue opposée aux éclairs de la peur qui jaillissent des nuées d’incertitudes. La peur nous atterre , l’envie et l’avarice nourrissent cet enfer, peu fier on ère soumis à nos ennemis. Gouverner par la peur, c’est la recette des sans cœurs et ça fonctionne, la peur résonne, pendant que l’amour raisonne. La télé utilise 80 % de nos neurones sensibles à la peur, souvent j’utilise la télé comme somnifère, insensible à ses transferts, le journal ou les reportages digèrent la peur comme ingrédient principal de l’audience en transe.

 

Les politiques sont les grands spécialistes de la peur, ils l’utilisent pour gouverner ceux qui n’échappent pas à la peur médiatique. C’est un texte moins romantique.

 

Le portage ici c’est trop court pour s’approcher de l’âme du texte , il ralenti vite, les mots nous pèsent car l’esprit est tout occupé à satisfaire celui des clients pour qu’ensuite ils vendent nos idées, dans un monde ou le taux horaire est la référence du moment.Les héros modernes sont mené par le bout du nez , il sont faibles et manipulés , l’excellence consisterait à n’être qu’une victime de ses pulsions comme dans une tragédie ou l’unicité du lieu et du temps est remplacé par une paranoïa perpétuelle en forme de road movie.La parano qui résiste à un tel taux d’exposition aux radiations de bonheur n’est plus une psychose mais un monstre qui se nourrit exclusivement du malheur individuel. Il y a un bonheur à être accepté comme victime, la souffrance partagé c’est de la joie à pleurer en groupe. La parano dans ces mots sont des formes rebelles au rationnel des sentinelles de la citadelle des nouvelles technologies. Les pèlerins connaissent-ils la parano des sous sols , celle qui vit dans les couloirs et les tubes ou l’on compresse la matière humaine.

 

Le troupeau de parano se stresse derrière les vitres d’une salle d'hôpital , pas de spirituel dans cette transhumance mais juste un amas de romance humaine et sans trop de laine, c’est quand qu’on leurs tond la haine?

 

Un mouton humain n’a plus d’âme depuis qu’elle est en vente sur ebay pour ceux qui voudraient bien se racheter une conscience .

 

Le narrateur dans notre époque est devenu une espèce rare et parfois déjà fossilisée dans nos arrières pensées de passager de ce vol retardé, regarder sur un chemin connu ou comment se perdre entre deux files d’attentes qui nous guident vers la conviction d’un retard prévisible?

 

Les fibres de matière à penser nous opèrent un retour en arrière sur le temps passé , ici sur le point d’équilibre l’aéroplane pique du nez, le vol annulé, c’est un temps qui appartient à la compagnie du plaisir, raffinement et culture incompréhensible pour le consumériste Low Coast. Les langues sont des barrières pour exprimer le désarrois de l’homme addictif. Rien de neuf dans son regard ne plonge jamais plus d’un millième de seconde, il regarde son cadran d’horaires depuis 5000 ans.

 

Une image sacrée trouve à chaque regard sa beauté encore plus grande.

 

L’œil du consommateur fonctionne maintenant en 24 million de pixels, il scanne la beauté en nanoseconde et éjacule des éclairs de lucides pensées dans une nuit sans fin , sa conscience consumée est actuellement proche du néant .

 

Nos paires d’yeux à consommer plongent sous une jupe épaisse de nuages cendré à la poussière d’étoile. L’année 2020 porte en nous les forces du cœur de la terre

 

Nos ancêtres ont franchi le détroit de Gibraltar pour faire renaître l’Europe, la France est-elle restée avec son âme arabe? La cariatide portera nos humeurs et se tracera une ligne claire , il faudra encore se fendre d’un décollage sur la plage de Cannes. A force de pas décoller j’ai les os broyé par le train de vie que mon esprit mène par le bout de son nez, me voici réincarné en pèlerin de zone internationale, il faut croire que j’avais pas assez payé cher une bonne réservation au paradis des gènes nat , djenat…te gènes pas mon gars.

 

Un sommet incertain nous vient dans le mouvement du destin reflet d'une autre personne, elle se dévoile lentement dans le cœur de ce transit entre l'Afrique et l'Europe pour renaître en brûlant sous le feu du festival, ses palmes se déploient peu à peu pour expliquer l'inconstance des circonstances atténuantes. Bien sage et collé au balcon que tu portes dans la sculpture d’un corps tourné vers l’essence matérielle, tu as-perces-soi des Maîtres de la Sagesse et du Souffle vital.

 

Percez et vous verrez, persévérez dans cette direction, percez la bulle du Monde réel, dessinez les hublots, percez cette pierre qui vous rend dingue, persévérez dans cette attitude, restez perché , ainsi vous verrez les partie invisible du corps, l’âme-hors de soi, la-mort de soi, même si elle vous fait peur cette âme-à-tiers, elle est la-matière essence-ciel de votre élan vers le futur bien pur. ☂️Il attend le poète, pauvre être qui s'entête dans la fête des mots💦 , celle des maux de tête, 💧du Reste il pleut l'essentiel, ☔️ Ciel 🌈…💦L'eau du Ciel tombe sur ma tête, ...🔫elle vient bénir la bête, ...💣dissoudre mes pensées en fêtes, ... 💎ici-bas il faut pas que j'y reste, ... monter sur l'orgueil et m'entête, ... ⚖️monter , descendre, un orage s'arrête, ... ⚔️il rend l'atmosphère bien nette .... 🔧et exaspère cette cariatide poétique .... ⛓avec des rimes systématique.

 

La Cérémonie Céleste d’Attraction de Chance est actuellement au balcon, il pèse ces mots et porte ces digressions. Tous les pouvoirs libérés par cette Aide céleste majeure sont désormais à sa disposition au tribunal.

 

Il reste à l’écoute du monde céleste pour lui afin que la puissance des anges rayonne sur lui, toujours et sous ce balcon. Adam a naturellement son arrière train sur un strapontin, cela ressemble à un siège escamotable, pas encore éjectable.

 

Pendant ces premières heures, il cherchais les clés pour accéder à nos mémoires et ouvrir la Porte du Temps. Adam invoquait son ange de retrouver les connaissances de la Vie et de la Mort, et la conscience de l'intemporalité. La connaissance de la vie immortelle s'installe par l'union des deux êtres qui l'habitent. L'un est en pierre, et l'autre est symbolique. Le jour Adam crée cette union entre les deux, il se rapproche de l'énergie de l'Unité et des portes de passage qui existent entre ces deux plans. Cela l'introduira au passage de conscience de la Porte des étoiles et lui montrera les liens invisibles qui existent entre toutes choses. Adam pourrait alors comprendre comment nous avons construit son corps et comment nous pouvons retourner dans les étoiles. C’est plus un? On l'appelle Celestor ?

 

Il viendrait du Spandakarika, ou Chant du Frémissement. Voilà l’un des textes essentiels du shivaïsme tantrique du Cachemire, révélé directement en SONGE à Vasugupta par Shiva. Elle y va te chercher si bas la princesse aux milles bras pour te porter au-dessus des nuées de pensées matérielles, le Spandakarika est l’ancêtre du porteur du bas, le con!!!!

 

Le bas devient un tapis volant ou un ascenseur Cosmo-telluriques: Le Celestor c’est le nom que tes anges ont trouvé pour t’embarquer en prison.

 

Ange Gardien Celestor est une métaphore peine et loupe 😭

 

La voix continue:

 

« C’est une ligne directe entre toi et ton Ange Protecteur. Des notes bienfaisantes que j’ai arrangées pour toi durant de longues heures, habité par l’esprit bienveillant de ton ange. »

 

« Le vol du Célestor est accordé à ta vibration primordiale. »

 

« C’est ce qui le rend unique, comme Adam .À quoi sert-il ?

 

Son action vise à libérer Adam de toutes les énergies négatives qui l’éloignent de la Chance en permanence…… car il sera d’accord pour dire que rien ne marche comme il le souhaites depuis un petit moment déjà.

D’ailleurs, voici ce que son avocat m’a révélé « cause potes en ciel de tes blocages incessants »

 

"Cela ne date pas d’hier visiblement. Il y a des années de cela, au moins 10 ans, mon ange mon ange me voit pendant de longs mois sous l’emprise d’un vampire psychique. Un personnes qui réclame une attention constante, qui te parle de ses problèmes sans arrêt. Cette personne m’influençait mais je ne m’en rendais pas compte. Je l’admirais, voulais l’aider et ne pouvais pas m’en détacher."

 

Enfin à force de ne plus voler l'argent public, il a pris conscience de tout cela. Au moment où il a senti que le poids du passé lui échappait, cette personne a dirigé de mauvaises pensées contre le Paradis. Elle a, sans même s’en rendre compte, invoqué des forces contraires pour garder le fric près d’elle. Ces mêmes forces contraires agissent encore contre luii au moment où je vous écrit devant mon écran.

 

Et voilà pourquoi la Chance se refuse à lui depuis un an. Voilà pourquoi son énergie mentale est polluée d’ondes hautement négatives comme je vous le disais un peu plus tôt dans ce vol sans scrupules.

 

Nous y voilà enfin, à force de jouer les professeurs ésotériques, nous avions perdu le cap de ce vol, mais oui ma poule! C’est bien un vol sans scrupules et il ne finira jamais, sauf si Adam se lasse de rêver plus haut que le nombril des anges déchus. Dans son bel élan blanc il porte la polarité et sa bipolarité de l’être. C’est un vol bidon, juste un prétexte pour pas ramper avec les barbe-cul rampants et leurs rillettes du ment SONGE à griller ton pain blanc.

 

Bon sang … mais c’est quoi qui coule dans ses tripes ou est ta mauvaise graine ? Rien que ça ? Mais t’es fou ?

 

"Je vois un potentiel extraordinaire mais libéré qui se cache en lui - un potentiel qui a été supprimé maintenant...Tout comme un volcan en sommeil qui attend son heure. Je suis sûr qu'il va remarquer des événements assez particuliers au cours des derniers mois - peut-être à cause de circonstances malheureuses, d'événements imprévus,

 

ou comme si le poids du monde était sur ses épaules.

 

Ce sont toutes des indications de sa prochaine période de transformation, d'émergence et d’énergies. Oui, il n'y a aucun doute; son cycle d'initiation archétypique est sur le point de commencer. C'est un cycle intuitif qui concentre les énergies positives de l'Inconscient Collectif pendant plusieurs semaines - lui permettant de débloquer toutes les vibrations négatives qui l'entourent pour atteindre l'inimaginable?

 

Pouvoir se détacher de sa façade bourgeoise????

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