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Our company studio. The bath tub on the left is a set where we shoot bath toy products.

A Warbonnet GP60M & recently renumbered GP60 sit tied down at Fernley, NV.

Olympus E-5

Leica D 25mm Summilux F/1.4

FL-36R

From the archives.

 

Looking up inside a large old chimney in Skagaströnd, Northern Iceland.

 

You can see it from the outside in this image

 

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Evie was walking by and i snapped a close up of her eyelashes. SOOC is below

 

hand held macro 105 mm

Photo taken for Our Daily Challenge: Illuminated

Dropping down track 2 from Hermosa. 8/4/84

Freightliner ML2; Jack London Square, Oakland, California.

UP 5488 ~ ZNPOA ~ Andover, California

Union Pacific's Roseville Subdivision

08.11.2013

UP SD60m #2329 leads on this Oakland to Pueblo work train as it heads East in DeBeque Canyon near Akin siding.

Right now, it feels like life is a crumbling brick wall.

Brick by brick, it's slowly falling apart.

And as hard as I try to put back the bricks that fell off, fix the grout,

keep it from crumbling more....

it just

keeps

crumbling.

no rules, no limitations, no boundaries it's like an art

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Harajuku Up & Close

Special Pile Up for the new Uncover Magazine blog, read more at www.sluncover.com/style/2010/01/25/tell-us-a-story-envy-b...

 

Original work by Designerpete Enyo, view it here:

www.flickr.com/photos/35024265@N06/

 

Model: June Dion, wearing Envy

Rear view of kitchen car at Carney's on Sunset Blvd. LA.

A single unit manifest (AC4400CW) waits for lights to enter Salt Lake City, UT.

 

Shot on 120 Fuji 160 H.

A westbound load of potash is rushing through Walhachin behind UP 5503.

 

to the top via Aeri de Montserrat.

For more info on Montserrat: click here

 

Montserrat, Catalunya, Spain

(from L-R) Pagani Zonda F roadster, C12s roadster, C12S , Zonda 760PS, C12S Roadster x2.

So much has worn me down health-wise this year & I’ve felt so far from myself because of stress.

 

I’ve finally been able to verbalize and admit to myself that this has been the hardest year of my life since 2010 when my mother died. I knew selling a home & buying in another state would be stressful no matter what. What I don’t think I could have anticipated was a year like 2024 where we both got Covid for the first time (which had lasting impacts) and the genocide in Gaza ravaging the world. I fundamentally changed and that year left me a different person than who I have ever been. Physically, mentally, and emotionally.

 

Following that with a year that started with 70 days of varying degrees of headache to all encompassing migraines (leading to an MRI and medical action plans).

 

Then we started in earnest to do the home dance. Allowing people into my home repeatedly with no real control turned me inside out. My agoraphobia sky rocketed and everything felt impossibly hard.

 

From the start of the year we’ve had to face a new type of nightmare in our news, US domestic government, and life overall. Everything feels surreal most of the time.

 

I’ve had such a fog in my mind while I more or less had to shut entire parts of myself down and compartmentalize until I could get through other more immediate needs on my energy and time.

 

The stress, the uncertainty, the discomfort lead to me more or less giving up on having a human body. I rarely drank water, I stopped moving my body entirely, I spent every moment I wasn’t actively doing The Things I Had To Do™️ (or occasionally taking photos) laying down or crying. I could barely wash my face, brush my teeth, or take a shower. I know my photo stream gives one of those picture perfect storylines of how the last year has gone because I am pretty ok at composition and framing (and admittedly take good self portraits).

 

The reality is I’ve struggled more overall than I had ever let on.

 

This week I’ve been sorting photos & found some that dusted my brain off. Photos that reminded me of how even when some years like 2017 (the photos with just my torso) when I had just bought my first house with my ex and realized the relationship may not last because my sobriety hadn’t really changed anything between us. Or 2020 (the photo of me lying down in a Skeletonwitch tshirt and the 3 photo collage) the year of Covid and the year I finally ended that relationship after giving it everything I had for 3 more years while that global pandemic was happening.

 

Both were unimaginably difficult I was still able to lean into reflection, listening to my body and mind, and working to find the life changes I needed to be a happier and more balanced Nix. The photos feel like a talisman or a magical catalyst to remind me of my power. My routines are returning to me and I can feel the joy they bring. I am waking up.

 

If you’ve read this far, thank you. This is stuff I usually keep for my online blog, but I was feeling verbose and brave and wanted to share here too. I really value the connections I’ve been making being back on Flickr and the site and the people have been one of the bright spots for me through all of this.

photos shot with manual nikon 35mm f2 lens

UP SD70AH 8875 sits on display for Diesel Days at the IRM. These things look awesome when they're fresh! No, this is not a new donation for the museum either! :)

 

Union, IL

Model: Angelique van Dinter

MUA: Merve Kilickaya

Hairdresser: Aycha Jaiisz

Location: Koninklijke Luchtmacht Historische Vlucht

Dallas Texas. Eastbound freight with some units heading to the scrapper. 09/25/2004

UP Northbound Local Freight Train has just departed Little Rock, AR with a pair of UP GP60’s in charge with the lead 2047 still in SP paint

Yes that is green grass in december, no we are not in Iowa.

Remember seeing this pull-in.. Cant remember where.? - Pretty stylish Throw-up..

Approaching Moores footbridge at Caldecote, 66766 Gail Richardson leads a lightly loaded 4Z46 Trafford Park to Southampton Western Docks.

UP 2587 heads across Cajon wash at Mormon rocks.

Model: Nathalie

MUA: Merve Kilickaya

Hairdresser: Aycha Jaiisz

Location: Koninklijke Luchtmacht Historische Vlucht

Taughannock Falls

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