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[second deepest cut] I went shopping for a dress for the valentines dance next week. It took 3 different malls and 30 some stores to even find one. The dress I got is pretty. It's a size 3 {fat ass} and it's almost knee length. I got some shoes and some jeans and sweaters because I can't wear shorts or short sleeves. My dress is sleeveless {shit} so scars will show. But my boyfriend knows about it so I guess I don't care much. I'm one day clean. I am so tired but sleeping means dreaming and dreaming means nightmares and nightmares mean waking up and waking up means sitting and thinking about my problems and thinking about my problems means crying and crying means messy makeup and messy makeup means bathroom and bathroom means razors and razors means cutting and cutting means tiredness and tiredness means sleeping and sleeping means dreaming and it means a never ending circle. I am tired of life. I need to loose weight before the dance so I can be pretty. Starving like all week. Ugh probably gonna be bullied on Monday because I moved lesbians away from each other on the riser in choir {long story} so they're pissy now and my friends are all really sick so fuck. I need to fucking die. ~Kay #love #lovequotes #lifequotes #lifesucks #loveyou #landofthebrokenhearts #iloveyou #trying #relapse #recovery #ed #wantyou #helpme #secretsociety123 #secretsociety #selfharmmm #sadquotes #suicide #sad #ana #mia #anxiety #cutting #crying #mentaldisorder #missyou #depressed #depressionquotes #depression #heartbroken - x.x.recovery.x.x
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[second deepest cut] I went shopping for a dress for the valentines dance next week. It took 3 different malls and 30 some stores to even find one. The dress I got is pretty. It's a size 3 {fat ass} and it's almost knee length. I got some shoes and some jeans and sweaters because I can't wear shorts or short sleeves. My dress is sleeveless {shit} so scars will show. But my boyfriend knows about it so I guess I don't care much. I'm one day clean. I am so tired but sleeping means dreaming and dreaming means nightmares and nightmares mean waking up and waking up means sitting and thinking about my problems and thinking about my problems means crying and crying means messy makeup and messy makeup means bathroom and bathroom means razors and razors means cutting and cutting means tiredness and tiredness means sleeping and sleeping means dreaming and it means a never ending circle. I am tired of life. I need to loose weight before the dance so I can be pretty. Starving like all week. Ugh probably gonna be bullied on Monday because I moved lesbians away from each other on the riser in choir {long story} so they're pissy now and my friends are all really sick so fuck. I need to fucking die. ~Kay #love #lovequotes #lifequotes #lifesucks #loveyou #landofthebrokenhearts #iloveyou #trying #relapse #recovery #ed #wantyou #helpme #secretsociety123 #secretsociety #selfharmmm #sadquotes #suicide #sad #ana #mia #anxiety #cutting #crying #mentaldisorder #missyou #depressed #depressionquotes #depression #heartbroken - x.x.recovery.x.x