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im helplessa nd lost in the way to finding myself..

i miss the old me ...

and i dnt know how im gonna et myself together and move like nothing happened.

Photos tomadas por:

Carmen, Kathiuska y mi persona ♥

(Demasiado perezosa como para recordar quien tomó cada foto xD)

Photos tomadas por:

Carmen, Kathiuska y mi persona ♥

(Demasiado perezosa como para recordar quien tomó cada foto xD)

May 23, 2016

 

I had a good day today. Work was good. Did pulls all day.

It's a New Year and I hope all of you have a safe and happy 2022!

another selfie..roaming around city side,...a yellow and red buliding with a red cycle...and yellow chairs inside..

colourful feelings and sorroundings are soo comfortable to b around.

Photos' stage in Saronno date 17/09/2006

graphic realaboration: mine

light source. i love the sun :) i love/hate that it can get really hot in California during the winter. today was Cowboys & Indians day at school for Spirit week. basically i wore this flannel with a bandana hahah and jeans.

 

i really love my old rusty fence and the view we have from my house! maybe sometime i'll just take a picture of our view and show you how crazy cool it is. its basically an overview of the city i live in.

 

p.s. this is probably my 2nd favorite picture i've done so far besides day 7.

 

There ya go makin me feel like a kid wont ya do it and do it one time, there ya go pulling me right back in, right back in, and I know I aint letting this go, Im stuck on you...

April 26, 2016

 

My day was good and work went well.

In a mirror darkly. In the morning. Yes, my hair looks good when I wake up. It's just when I have to brush it or something that it looks bad. God laughs.

First day back home - Good night dad. Kiss on cheek while he lays in bed.

- Good night.... and get rid of these long, granny dresses.

- I like them.

- I didn't ask you if you like them. I am telling you to get rid of them.

I walked out.

With a burning stomach, but clear voice I said: -We'll have the same

story again?!? - Yes, from the first hour, he replied.

And I sit in my dark childhood bedroom... wondering. I left 2years ago because I couldn't no longer breathe in this atmosphere. But now that am back nothing seems to have changed.

Our great teachers say that we cannot change anybody, unless we first change ourselves.

 

But I have no clue about how to I handle this.

I only know the old ways didn't work...and

I don't want to run away again .

 

God, beloved God, guide me. 🙏. My last self portrait from Saudi, where loose clothing is encouraged.

..and how comfortable it made me feel.

 

#guidance #pressure #selfpotrait

#judgement #365project

 

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26 Comments on Instagram:

 

katerinakaterfly: @sergios77 εν τέλη 😉

 

sergios77: Κάνε λιγάκι υπομονή...που λέει και το τραγούδι 😁

 

katerinakaterfly: @sergios77 χαχα ευτυχώς έχω πολλά αλλα ωραια ποσκολια

 

alfadi_photography: Very beautiful portrait

 

katerinakaterfly: @alfadi_photography Thank you brother. I really appreciate your words, as I admire your art deeply.

 

emeero: Wow... i am truly shocked, completely different backgrounds, different culture, opposite mentality and the irony remains... same behavior of some dads here in Saudi - all i can tell you is to pray for him, pray that he over comes his fears, shame, guilt and insecurity... and to be replaced with love, compassion and trust... and always remember to keep moving forward... Happy loving and warming energy coming towards you 💜 may God bless your heart

 

katerinakaterfly: @emeero Ironic, exactly...

Thank you for always sharing your compassionate and soothing words. Am grateful for your wonderful support, which isn't just words, but powerful loving energy. Yes, practicing on softening.

 

instagram.com/reza.arabsorkhi: Beautiful💕💕👏👏👏👏👏

  

Wonder why I am not taken !!!

Come on... gimme some due for the humour atleast :-P

My hair has a lot of personality. It has so much personality it could host its own day-time talk show, and it would win a day-time Emmy, too. My hair could be the dictator of a small country in Latin America. My hair could invent products, patent them, then sell them on late night infomercials. I would be happy to let me hair go out and be all that it could be if it weren't attached to my head.

 

As a grown woman with more curly resources I've finally figured out 3-year plan of action for growing out my hair after years of having it straightened, Japanese style. My hair, however, is not always cooperative. It's got its own ideas. Here are common conversations I have with my hair in the morning:

  

Curls: I'm going big!

Me: No, uh, let's not.

Curls: I feel it! I'm going to be all up in everybody's grille!

Me: Know what? I just need you to lay calmly and curl like--

Curls: Screw you, bitch! I'm loud and I'm proud. You can't keep me back!

Me: Dang, there's no need to be rude, I'm just saying--

Curls: I'm gonna do Broadway so big they can see me in the back row!

Me: Please, please, please, I just need you to --

Curls: THE HILLS ARE ALIVE WITH THE SOUND OF MUSIC!

 

Or

 

Me: So, we've finished your shea butter deep treatment and lavender spritz.

Curl: That was so nice.

Me: Glad you liked it! How about we do an Aveda leave in conditioner with some frizz calming elixir?

Curl: Sure, go ahead, lady! I like you. You're cool.

Me: Thanks! So, how about you do that cute thing you sometimes do when you curl into neat little curls around the nape of my neck?

Curls: I dunno, I'm awfully tired now. Got me all calm, you know? How about I just hang in these loose curls without much shape?

Me: Oooh. Yeah, that's not going to work for me. I just figured since I'd given you all this good nourishment that you'd just be up and ... Curls? Curls? Are you sleeping?!

Curls: What?! Uh? Oh, no we're listening ... honest ...

Me: So, yeah, and maybe curling into ringlets around the crown of my face ....?

Curls: Zzzzz Zzzzz Zzzz

 

Or

 

Curls: Why you gotta play me that way?

Me: What? This is the middle of the day we can't negotiate now. Negotiation window is closed. Why're you changing it up?

Curls: 'Cause. We're bored. We're gonna poof on the right side bigger than the left side. You know, just shake it up a bit.

Me: It's the middle of the day--I thought we agreed we were going to just curl normally.

Curls: Nah. We changed our mind.

Me: FUCK YOU, CURLS!

Curls: Dang! You crazy! We were just kidding. Jeez.

 

Curls, just so you know, I've got my eyes on you!

took this picture yesterday.. decided to add a texture on top of it (Psalm 103)

swim with camera, risky, but it worth

Photos tomadas por:

Carmen, Kathiuska y mi persona ♥

(Demasiado perezosa como para recordar quien tomó cada foto xD)

2024 self-portrait challenge 88 of 52

Key = camera left, above and feathered away from subject: Godox TT600 speedlight with Rosco CalColor Cyan 90 (#4390) in a Rogue FlashBender 3 Large softbox

Fill = slight camera right: Flashpoint Zoom II speedlight with Rosco CalColor Lavender 90 (#4990) in LumoPro 3-in-1 43” shoot-through umbrella.

Background = behind subject: Godox TT600 speedlight with Rosco CalColor Blue 90 (#4290) in an IKEA ORDNING utensil holder to create patterned light (inspired by Gavin Hoey’s “light strainer”).

oh look its [j]t acting emo!

 

March 27, 2016

 

I had a good day. I spent Easter with my sister and her family. After that we went my sister's husbands family. It was a nice day.

day sixty five

 

rub a dub dub that's me in dee's tub!

 

Dee throws a brilliant birthday party every year in castlewellan, it's starts with a BBQ and finishes with the sunrise.

 

I still feel bleh .... bleah .... Yukky so no face shots just yet ....

May 14, 2016

 

I had a quiet day. I rested all day.

I am learning how to make a series of pictures on one canvas. This is my first attempt.

needed some lake time today.

I've been wanting to watch the movie black swan for really long and finally did . I loved it!

It made me think about how there is a black swan in all of us who stops us from being all that we can be. The movie was a reminder to let go of all the things that hold me back.

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Was happiness a fad?

Or was it in the lost and found again behind the issues.

It might not be so bad,

We're all addicted to our tragedy,

I guess it's what it had to be.

 

With nothing on my back,

It's still enough to bring me down.

My mind's about to crack,

Cause what I thought could not be found.

Matter of in fact,

It's harder still when you're around.

With nothing on my back,

I can't help but drown.

 

I might as well belong to both of you.

And the mess you always seem to drag me through.

That night forever always haunting me.

But I guess it is what it's supposed to be,

But spare your thoughts of sympathy.

 

With nothing on my back,

It's still enough to bring me down.

My mind's about to crack,

Cause what I thought could not be found.

Matter of in fact,

It's harder still when you're around.

With nothing on my back,

I can't help but drown.

 

With nothing on my back,

It's still enough to bring me down.

My mind's about to crack,

Cause what I thought could not be found.

With nothing on my back,

It's still enough to bring me down.

My mind's about to crack,

Cause what I thought could not be found.

With nothing on my back,

It's still enough to bring me down.

My mind's about to crack,

Cause what I thought could not be found.

With nothing on my back,

It's still enough to bring me down.

My mind's about to crack,

Cause what I thought could not be found.

 

With nothing on my back,

It's still enough to bring me down.

My mind's about to crack,

Cause what I thought could not be found.

Matter of in fact,

It's harder still when you're around.

With nothing on my back,

I can't help but drown

 

Sum 41

nothing on my back

This is a selfpotrait of me.

Flash: Canon 580ex and a Photomatix Trigger.

pentax mx fuji xtra 400

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