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This is admittedly a highly indulgent video in which I've recycled various video clips of myself cross-dressed which I've had hanging around and also recycled some of my still photos as well. It is really because I'm keen to dress as a woman and I'm feeling particularly delighted that I am a transvestite. I know use of that word is despised by most cross-dressers but I have no issue with it. In fact it was discovering the word 'transvestite' in my teenage years that gave me salvation. It rescued me from the inner struggle with wanting to be a girl. I realised despite being a boy I could fulfil my inner desire.
There is no real purpose or direction to this video, it is purely a way of releasing my frustration at not being able to actual cross-dress and become my female alter-ego Helene. She is very keen right now to be to out there. Although I don't feel I have a split personality I have realised she is different to my male persona in that I've come to like the idea of her actually being female and not just me dressing up.
Of course it is me as a man dressing up but other factors are now in play and I do find I switch genders in my head and have no qualms about behaving as a female as for me Helene is a woman not a man.
This maybe too much for some but I find it exciting and fascinating not to mention absolutely thrilling and I am intrigued by the conflicting genders that are present within me. Don't misunderstand me and think I'm all angst ridden and doing weird personality changes. Far from it, I'm actually gaining confidence and find it joyous, definitely erotic and I definitely like being a woman…I like it a lot! I think I am finally acknowledging I have a transsexual nature that requires further experiences which I've compromised by living as a man. I'm not going to give up being a man as I've now built a life I really like. However, the female within does need to be set free now and again. Being a transvestite allows me to do this. It's a rather nice compromise.
I'm not really expecting much attention for this video, as I say it is rather pointless, it just aids me by enabling something more involved than just posting still pictures. It is as I say, a recycling job of pictures and various video clips of myself dressed as a woman filmed between 2010 and 2012. One day I will actually make a proper video about being transgender..
Helene x
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Shared a wonderful Creme Brûlée's desert in a local Italian restaurant and I had the Irish coffee with the whole works. Yummy!
...stopped by the little Korean bakery on my walk home tonight -- the triangle is white bread with a carmelized outside - so good with coffee -- the other is just a whole wheat...i love both of these so much....yum...don't do this real often -- but --sigh - so good...
Sorry, this is pure indulgence on my part. I have found and fotographed this once before and posted it. It was May of last year and this is the 2nd time I've seen it. There are some things that are just so strikingly beautiful, it doesn't matter if you've already photographed it, you do it again (and again). This is one of those. Not a common moth at all. Those spots are metallic silver color. There aren't many images on BugGuide of it. You can't tell from the scale of the image, but this one is pretty small: 8mm total length, which is about 3/8th of an inch. Easy to overlook but beautiful when you get a close look like this.
May 23, 2016
Columbia, MO
One can't be too serious about life. Try to relax a bit before indulging in prayers.
Wong Tai Sin Temple, Hong Kong, China (Wednesday 24 April 2013 @ 2:39pm)
Texture courtesy of Skeletal Mess
Lovely sunny day, out in the open, village open gardens, ruins of the castle, a friend with a good sense of humour, my favourite ice cream (vanilla) - what else a person can ask for? :)))))
Skenfrith Open Gardens Day.
"Death By Chocolate"
Di wanted a chocolate birthday cake so thanks to the wonderful Baker at Ferguson Plarre Bakery this was the cake. A white chocolate, layered sponge with chocolate cream between the layers, iced with milk and white chocolate. Yum!!
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Street candid taken in Glasgow, Scotland. Capturing some direct eye contact and a humorous juxtaposition. This is the 'Fun for Friday' shot this week - have a great weekend everyone!
While this airplane supplies-sized alcohol bottle could have washed ashore it could also have been discarded by a beach walker who needed some instant warmth. If the latter was the case, there could have been a better way to have disposed of it.
This is towards the beginning of the walk to Easthead, I always stop to take a picture or two , but rarely show them as they do not capture the beauty of the place, but this one I liked, took a few more with full reflection but somehow, this clicked with me.Friday September 23, 2011 — Snowhill Creek,West Wittering, West Sussex, United Kingdom
Happy Mardi Gras!
Check out the awesome feather mask my mother had found XD I was wearing it but then decided I would rather be able to see my eyes =P (That is not the real color; though I really wish it was.)
And I almost never used black and white rbut now I've used it two days in a row...this feels strange =P
...flowers.
It might even be called over-indulgence! It has been a very long and harsh winter and flowers are needed!
But then, soon we will be indulging in the flowers in the out of doors!
These are real irises from Trader Joe's and they are beautiful!
from within the cedric grolet & airelles bakery, this image captures a quintessential moment of modern vacationing. a woman, stylishly dressed in a cherry-print dress, balances her iced coffee while snapping a photo with her phone. the bakery, celebrated and buzzed about on social media, attracts numerous influencers who photograph themselves or the sumptuous pastries. this scene, set against a backdrop of freshly baked croissants and tarts, encapsulates the phenomenon of digital-age travel, where the experience is as much about capturing and sharing as it is about savoring the moment. the high price and the ensuing mixed reviews on google speak to the tension between expectation and reality.
The Red-breasted Nuthatches have been back for a bit now. Such a cute bird, love having them about. Last year they must have nested close by, they brought the fledglings by... hoping for that again this year.