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I'm trying to think of things I can say about this past year. But I don't know what to say 'cause it feel like this past year has been broken up into two.
I would like to say this year will be different, but I feel like nothing will be different. Everything will be exactly the same. I will try, of course. Harder, harder than I already am. Maybe I will just hide everything now. Just keep it all in and hate myself for it. Just take it out on me, not you. Maybe it's what I need, deserve. And I will use every inch of my body to be okay.
Okay.
New Years Resolution:
Learn to be happy.
12 of 365
My birthday today. Also the day before my mom goes back to Connecticut. I've been making a lot of huge changes in my life lately and it's starting to come down to the last minute on some things..like finding a new apartment. Every effort to find something over the last week has failed. We had an ice storm last night and almost didn't leave the house at all today. Mostly out of panic however, I put some fire under the ass of my agent and found the place I will likely spend the next 9 months of my life. Holy shit what a relief. I saw this sign after it was over and I was looking for a restaurant that wasn't closed because of the weather. I couldn't imagine a more appropriate 365.
My astrology over the last 7 months or so has insisted on my patience. Good thing I'm lazy and receptive to that type of advice. *grin*
Partille, Sweden (2024).
30th roll of film
Lomography color negative 400
Canon AE-1
Canon FD 50mm f/1.8
Scanned with Plustek Opticfilm 8200i
Please View On Black
Freehand shot at 10 points below zero - brrrrrrrr
This photo has been in Explore: Jan 9, 2009 #95
The low January sun illuminates EWS Class 60 60004 and the assortment of steel wagons in the consist of 6H04, the 10:46 Llanwern to Margam.
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