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Sluts Of Trust, live at The Fopp Record Shop, London , 7/5/04
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ok. if it wasn't obvious here it is.
I've been depressed. in a bad way depressed. I'm smart enough and strong enough to know the symptoms and know how to logically think myself thru this.
Medication never really worked for me and trust me I've tried several different forms for long periods of time. Sharing my thoughts and talking about my issues have always been more helpful than the meds, that's something I didn't learn until the recent two years.
This weekend was low, but not as low as last weekend. I couldn't bring myself to get dressed and even eating was difficult. The only thing I did for anybody was feed Cinders and even that was difficult. I only fed her so she would let me go back to sleep.
How selfish and lazy is that?
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My power must have shorted last night. I knew the rain and cold weather was coming. One of the most difficult things to adjust to here is that the sun doesn't come up until after 7. So when my alarm went off this morning I laid in bed expecting my tv to turn on. It never did. Because it rained, the sun didn't exactally make it's appearance either. So when my radio turned off at 7:24 and the tv never turned on . . .
Well shit. You can imagine my frustration.
I didn't take care of myself at all this weekend. Those of you who share my dilemma probably know what I'm talking about. I sat up in bed, growled at the lack of sunshine and stood under a running shower. I have 6 minutes to leave the house ~ you know I didn't make it.
I wasn't expecting the coolness, but it was most definitely welcome. According to the weather it was 58 degrees. My hair was damp, it was raining so at least I had that in my favor for lack of makup. I didn't want to wear mascara cause the rain would wash it off.
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On Sunday, I heard on the news Malibu was burning down. I was reminded of 2003 when something similar happened, except it happened in my own playground.
I know I can't control what's going on over there and I tell myself that but it still affects me. Three of my closest friends are there, one I am almost sure is in an area that has been evacuated. The other two I know are ok, "just tired" according to them. There is another one I want to check on but I don't know if contacting them would be 'proper'.
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I wanted to do something fun for my 100, but it's not in me. I'm too worried about things I can't control. I'm too consumed with other things I don't want to bring into here and I still have to find a way to navigate thru my own day and get over myself.
My life is great and there are people out there who would love to have what I do, why can't I see that?
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So here I am, in my untraditional big ugly bulky tshirt, flannel pj bottoms and knee high socks, sitting on my floor for roulette today because it's the ONE normal thing I can do.
Right after I flicked this the phone rang, and I had a conversation with some prank calling teenager. TRUST JESUS is one of my heroes, by the way.
“What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee” (Psalm56:3).
Most of us thrive when our circumstances feel familiar and it feels as if things in our lives are under control, but when we experience unexpected challenges that test our raw faith, we often become afraid and feel crippled in our abi...
According to Wikipedia:-
'The house was built on the site of the hamlet of Upton, which was destroyed in about 1500 when the land was cleared for pasture. The estate passed through various hands until the early 16th century when it was bought by Sir William Danvers. It remained with the Danvers family until 1688 when Sir Rushout Cullen purchased the estate for £7,000 (equivalent to £1,140,000 in 2015).Cullen built the house for himself in about 1695.
In 1757 the house was bought by banker Francis Child for use as a hunting lodge and it remained in the Jersey family until the end of the 19th century when it was held by George Child Villiers, 5th Earl of Jersey. In 1927 the estate was acquired by Walter Samuel, 2nd Viscount Bearsted, who owed his fortune to the fact that his father Marcus Samuel was the founder of the oil company Shell Transport & Trading. Lord Bearsted donated the house, gardens and art collection to the National Trust in 1948.
Lord Bearsted's son, the 3rd Viscount, lived at Upton from 1948 until his death in 1986 and added to the gift to the National Trust the collection of fine porcelain. On the death of the 3rd Viscount, the furniture and other items on view in the rooms were offered to the nation by his daughter, Hon. Mrs. R. Waley-Cohen, through the "in lieu" system, on condition that they remain at Upton and on view to the public.'
"Tryin' to be perfect
Tryin' not to let you down..."
Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will.
Romans 12:2
we are the best friends now :)
he is so cute ^^
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A test of my brand new/old (38 years) Nikkor 28mm f/4.0 PC non AI lens. I did not have a tripod with me, so I had to hand hold camera and did not have the camera perfectly level and parallel to the building. I can see already that I really will need to carry a tripod any time you carry a perspective control lens.
By the way, I spend a lot of time on the third floor of this building. Now if I was just testing at Moose Falls or Sheepeater Cliffs in Yellowstone right now...
Cordova, Tennessee.
Bodnant Garden (Welsh: Gardd Bodnant) is a National Trust property near Tal-y-Cafn, Conwy, Wales, overlooking the Conwy Valley towards the Carneddau mountains.
Founded in 1874 and developed by five generations of one family, it was gifted to the National Trust in 1949. The garden spans 80 acres of hillside and includes formal Italianate terraces, informal shrub borders stocked with plants from around the world, The Dell, a gorge garden, a number of notable trees and a waterfall.
Since 2012, new areas have opened including the Winter Garden, Old Park Meadow, Yew Dell and The Far End, a riverside garden. Furnace Wood and Meadow opened in 2017. There are plans to open more new areas, including Heather Hill and Cae Poeth Meadow.
Drama above the circus ring from Acéléré by Circolombia.
You can book tickets here: www.underbellyedinburgh.co.uk/whats-on/acelere-by-circolo...
Lighthouse in sunset at Mollösund on the Swedish westcoast. Contribution to the group Fotosondag, theme: Negative space.
Min tolkning av temat är att ytan utan egentligt innehåll tillför själva motivet en känsla. Himlen och havet är visserligen vackra, men innehåller inget i sig. Utan detta ingenting hade fyren inte varit ett dugg spännande eller vacker. Ska ses mot svart bakgrund.
The new administration faces profound challenges in antitrust and competition policy. The Bush administration adhered to a minimalist approach based on the "Chicago School" theory that government regulation more often makes mistakes and the self-correction of private markets almost always leads to the best result. The collapse of the U.S. and global economies challenges this fundamental premise on many fronts, not the least of which is antitrust. But it also leads to calls to weaken antitrust standards to sustain distressed industries.
In light of these profound issues, what should the Obama administration's competition policy and antitrust enforcement agenda look like?
Newly confirmed Assistant Attorney General Christine Varney offered her preliminary thoughts on the challenges ahead for and objectives of the new administration in antitrust, followed by a panel of distinguished experts.
wholetyouwearthat.com/2014/07/trust-me/
BODY
••¤ Skin ¤•• 7 Deadly s{K}ins – SUMMER Gacha V2
••¤ Hair ¤•• TRUTH HAIR Maisy
••¤ Devil’s Make-up ¤•• .:Glamorize:. Rival Black Combo
••¤ Angel’s Make-up ¤•• :.Envious.: Eyeshadow Addon 01
••¤ Devil’s Polish ¤•• -{ZOZ}- Skull Stripe Silver Polish
••¤ Angel’s Polish ¤•• -{ZOZ}- Angel Polish
OUTFIT
••¤ Devil’s Outfit ¤•• :.Envious.: Dark Knight
••¤ Angel’s Outfit ¤•• :.Envious.: White Knight
••¤ Devil’s Shoes ¤•• :.Envious.: Lost Virtue Wedges
••¤ Angel’s Shoes ¤•• :.Envious.: Virtue Wedges
••¤ Devil’s Wings ¤•• :.Envious.: X Factor**
••¤ Angel’s Wings ¤•• :.Envious.: Sugar High