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LOLA Day 39
September 14, 2014
E had some night terrors last night, and it was very scary. It took quite awhile before he got settled in for a restless sleep.
Sleep deprivation has been my worst enemy through all of this. Soon as I get too tired, I end up quite a bit more emotional. My day was really good, and I debated posting some of the fun and happy photos from earlier in the day, but a lot of you have told me you like my posts because they are real. And I haven't posted a crying photo yet, although I have cried. So here is my very real crying, I can't believe I am posting this LOLA for tonight. I have some of very hard decisions to make this week. I am ready to make them, however that doesn't mean that they are easy. I know they will be the right decision, and I am building character and doing what is right for E and I, but it doesn't make it any easier. Easy would be doing what I know isn't the right decision. Taking the "easy" way out and then regretting it later down the road.
I am fully okay with crying, and have been doing more than my fair share over the last few months. I let the emotions out, sometimes over analyze them and then try to move forward.
Quotes for today:
*Crying is all right in its way while it lasts. But you have to stop sooner or later, and then you still have to decide what to do.”
― C.S. Lewis, The Silver Chair
*Waiting hurts. Forgetting hurts. But not knowing which decision to take can sometimes be the most painful...”
― José N. Harris
*We all make choices, but in the end our choices make us.”
― Ken Levine
It's been a while, but it's finally here.
Just an example of what I'm currently doing, trying to find new ways to photograph architecture.
En el Cantábrico para mañana, nubes y claros...
Foto realizada para el reto del grupo de 30 días de verano a 52 semanas.
An image of myself as Darla Chandler, a 1960's British pop singer/secret agent from my "Absolutely Smashing" franchise.
Watch videos of Darla here:
www.youtube.com/watch?v=74emnw1YUI8
www.youtube.com/watch?v=cWd1w9NHQTw
HipChicksOut 2nd Friday Happy Hour
Every 2nd Friday HipChicksOut mingle at The Living Room in Denver #lesbian
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Photos by Candace Horgan www.candacehorgan.net/
It's apple picking time. On at least one of my trips to the mountains this time of year I stop and get some fresh picked apples. They're the best. It's hard to eat the store bought apples after having these.
It's October and the weather is incredible!!!! I mean 90+ degrees!! Cuuuuurazy!!
I love love love southern california!
My husband and some of the miniatures he's painted over the years.
Pentax K20D with DA* 16-50mm f/2.8 lens at 50mm, f/8, 1/180 sec, ISO 100.
Strobist info: Vivitar 285HV at full power with red gel and Omni-bounce behind model's head next to background wall. Vivitar 285HV at 1/4 power with mini-softbox on table top at camera left. Pentax AF360FGZ at 1/4 power with Omni-bounce on table top at camera right.
The L-39 Albatros is a single-engine two-seat jet training aircraft, primarily designed for basic and advanced training, including weapon delivery practicing, with secondary light combat capability. The first flight of the L-39 was carried out in 1968 and since then Aero has delivered more than 2,900 units of several versions of this successful type. The L-39 aircraft still serves in many air forces, including the Czech Republic, and is also popular among private pilots, especially in the United States.
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