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I thought it would be nice to take the older big girls for a stroll. They haven’t been out in a very long time and think they were feeling a little cramped. Today I am not sure my baby C’s can can share their rooms anymore so I’ll probably have two pair of Amoena 8’s and 9’s listed on the Offer Up app soon. Girl stuff. ☮️💜
I am working on some marketing materials. Is there any chance one of these looks more decisive than the other? If so, maybe I should take charge and drop off this old coat off at the dry cleaners! 😘☮️💜
Oh with Spring comes the hummies!!! Every Spring/Summer they are here, and it's a fulltime job keeping this feeder full...kid you not!!!! :) This shot is from the archives!
💜“So this is Trans.” Taken yesterday at our local Target, I texted this to a dear friend:
“Good morning,
This topper may be a bit pedestrian but blended with my real hair it provides a strong sense of self confidence.”
Since 2012 I have been working on trying to solve my hair confidence issues. Although some of my fears may seem driven by vanity, the price of transgender safety and self-awareness is too scary of target to miss.
Here I am, ready to update StillVeryTrans.com this weekend while still practicing safety and fortitude.
Submitted with love in a pedestrian vision, Steph☮️💜
I am tired of being scared. Here I am. A not so glamorous trans girl and this is part of my journey. Thank you all for being so sweet and encouraging. I LOVE OUR Flickr Family! 💋💋💋This was my first time ever swimming as Steph last year at a hotel in Mississippi. It’s a long story for another day but this was a welcome dip in the pool after a long day.☮️💜
'It's medevil out there'
Quote from Doomsday.... AWESOME MOVIE!
I have to be VERY honest, I really have been very very distant over the past months, started a new FULLTIME job - not sure if I have mentioned that but um.... Lucy is doing the Walkthwalk full walkathon on june the 19th and 20th AT MIDNIGHT... i shall try my hardest to manage that desreitly :D
awww man, I've felt sooo uninspired lately, SO much on my plate.... havent had time to spend much time with maisie either.... this is a shot from the Hunter shoot months ago....
I AM ALSO GOING TO AUSTRALIA in Sept - hoping...
It's keeping me going at work, the only thing keeping me going... well, maybe a certain 2 people that keep me quite amused too,
I LOVE YOU SALLY AND FIONA :D
life life life..
since when did things get so hard rockin.
running outa things to say, I feel so ill :(
THANK YOU SOO MUCH ON THE EXPLORE GUYS, in one day :O
Model : Maisie
Back in 2013 this truck was part of the Wollongong fleet, now at Central Coast depot as truck 11. Was a fulltime garbage raptor and the newest truck to collect garbage. Taken just outside Wollongong town hall.
Well, I just left the DMV as a scared middle aged woman. Although my present license is quite “andro-fem” I am quite anxious about making this final commitment in my transition. I’ll be back.
The facts are:
- I am a married BFF to my wife who hates this transition.
-I have been on HRT for more than 4 years.
-I live as a woman more than 75% of the time away from the office.
-I work as an andro-fem soul with my brother.
-I have traveled as a woman on almost every trip without any TSA trouble at all, sans a few standard pat downs.
-Both grown children know and still live at home.
-A few customers who know are fine with it and most all of our crew could care less as long as our company remains solvent.
This has been an incredibly long, medically supervised, deliberate journey, that regretfully has become more frightening due the climate of the times. Regardless, I remain Still Very Trans! ☮️💜
Here is my new Linked In picture.
www.linkedin.com/in/creativesteph
Since I am self-employed and almost a fully transitioning soul, it is finally time to start building a work profile for next year. Presently I am producing virtual conferences and live event webcasts that rival our pre-COVID convention center creations.
I have over 25 years of successful IT consulting and event production technology experience ready to drive new Q4 projects in 2021. Please let me know if we can help you or anyone you may know next year.
Today’s risky adventure is a work first. It’s 7am. I just checked into the hotel and went straight to the conference center. It’s not likely our clients could be hovering around but it’s is possible. 😙 The girl at the desk was sweet and smiled, yet didn’t she even flinch at my male license and credit card. Great Bonvoy training I guess!!!
Our crew arrives at 9am and the truck docks at 8:30am. Yes, I’m going to change but damn it’s nice arriving to work as me.
Although this is exactly how most of my clients dress, 90% of the time the future me will be relegated to black slacks and a black logo’d polo. Such is the life of a TD. 😘💜☮️
Today’s birthday picture celebrates fifty two months of medically supervised estradiol feminization.
Although HRT is not as potent at my age, it has definitely been a wonderful game changer. Oh has the game, venue, and players changed! ☮️💜
Not a great picture of our new logo’d apparel for 2022. This is the first time I have ordered women’s tops and jackets for myself. Part of me gasped a bit when I opened the boxes. At times I fear my transition may hurt some of our associate’s contract opportunities.
I truly believe we will be ok. CV19 has opened up an entirely new virtual conference vertical. Also we have gained new momentum marketing to Pride ally corporations and associations way before Covid. By Q1 of 2020 we replaced all of our church clients with new conferences and annual events. Even though we still field calls from houses of worship, we cheerfully refer them to partnering firms.
Who knows… when I am 100% full time maybe we’ll qualify as a minority owned or woman owned company! 😂 ☮️💜
I miss our pre-pandemic lives and I miss you all so much. As a live-event producer, to say this year has been a tough transition is a severe understatement.
Today was my first “me-day” playing music in a long while. The best part is this was my first time recording live on battery power! I have been liquidating concert gear and investing in portable webcasting and streaming equipment.
Since March we have been locked in a silo rebranding our company as a vConference provider. The good news is we have now closed 7 out of 22 virtual event proposals and the team is starting become energized again.
So I guess 2020 will be known as the year of Ergonomics and Virtual Backgrounds while we ALL transition for our new futures. Who else is ready to shed your COVID-19+ pounds?!
Peace be with us all.
Love,
Steph ☮️💜😷
Happy Holidays everyone. Heading to the airport with new hair. I love the style and color but I am a little nervous with how it may function through the gymnastics of flying. “Excuse me sir, will you please stow my bag? I’m scared as hell my hair might fall off reaching the bin!” ☮️💜
Picking crew snacks before this morning’s rehearsals. Day 8 of back to back shows with only four hours of sleep last night. Such is the life of a “gratitude junkie” producer…My brother and I are crazy to love our clients this much, but oh how we do!!! So thankful. ☮️💜. Cheers to making a difference. 💋
This comparison depicts the changes within two years and a few months of medically supervised hormone therapy. Although the angles are slightly off, one can definitely see a softer rounder face in the recent picture. Before 2018 I was on a prescribed low 2mg of Estradiol for 36 months just to help me stay balanced and alive.
I am bit of a private sort; yet I have come out to family, close friends, and acquaintances. I pray sharing perspective may help someone with similar proclivities.
It took surviving a deadly car accident on 10/11/12 to begin advocating for my emancipation. I immediately declared my course correction and sought WPATH standard transition therapy. After 22 years of marriage one can imagine this started a war with my wife who married a gender dysphoric man who promised he would not transition. Yes, my wife knew before we tied the knot. The same is true for all of my long term girlfriends. Even on the first grade playground I would swap clothes with my girlfriends in the woods, wear their jackets, try on their shoes, and carry their purses. Ironically my main bully was a very pretty third grade girl. She went out of her way to torment me mentally and physically.
It was only a few years ago I learned how providential that car crash date has become in history. National Coming Out Day is recognized annually on October 11. The day celebrates individuals who publicly identify as bisexual, gay, lesbian, and transgender – coming out regarding their sexual orientation and/or gender identity.
As stated before, I promised to refrain from going 100% full time until our special needs son graduates high school next year. “Not transitioning, “transition limbo,” or “living full-time” are all difficult stations to embrace. When my time comes next year I plan to still enjoy golf, music, soccer, work, and sunset into my later years as a transgender woman. I am already experiencing plenty of backlash and stares that should help me brace for the future. I also have a few wonderful transitioned women blazing ahead of me who thankfully keep me grounded and share how difficult my days may become as a woman. I say, good... It will be my pleasure to share every moment with family and friends that matter. Peace be with us. Submitted with love, Steph
Ehlena and Manny...............I really need to get a second set of female scrubs so that I can picture all 3 of the fulltime mansion medical staff together.
I just passed on this Torrid dress for a private Halloween party tonight. I so miss seeing everyone here and sharing. I am not ignoring our Flickr family, I am just exhausted from travel and some long 14-16 hour days. After today, I won’t be home again until the 22nd. Seriously thankful for all of the post Covid event work. ☮️💜
Since I’m relegated to working “Andro in Orlando” for Halloween this weekend, I had to post another “costume” motivated shot.
Eighteen month ago I made the best decision of my life. I stopped my longlife suffering from gender dysphoria and started to be me, a woman. Fifteen months I am now living fulltime as woman, the best time I have ever had in my life.
Until today the transition was a hard way, specially the fight with the german healthcare system and german jurisdiction. However the best gift for me at the end of 2020 was that I am now official legal Awena, a woman. And in 2021 the exciting transition journey proceeds with further little steps.
Now I am 56, celebrate my first birthday as woman Awena. And my feelings and all the best wishes, your support since I started on flickr are overwhelming me. Thank you all so very much.
Have a nice weekend and week, stay healthy.
Awena 💋💋
Eighteen month ago I made the best decision of my life. I stopped my longlife suffering from gender dysphoria and started to be me, a woman. Fifteen months I am now living fulltime as woman, the best time I have ever had in my life.
Until today the transition was a hard way, specially the fight with the german healthcare system and german jurisdiction. However the best gift for me at the end of 2020 was that I am now official legal Awena, a woman. And in 2021 the exciting transition journey proceeds with further little steps.
Now I am 56, celebrate my first birthday as woman Awena. And my feelings and all the best wishes, your support since I started on flickr are overwhelming me. Thank you all so very much.
Have a nice weekend and week, stay healthy.
Awena 💋💋
So I'm starting a new project! A selfportrait every week.. I have to admit that I always thought it was kinda lame to start a 52 weeks project, because taking a picture once a week isn't really difficult, right? But now I'm at a period where I'm not even taking time to take a picture every week.. or two weeks, or longer! I seem not to care anymore and I just needed to have a creative goal again.
365 days is just crazy, specially now I work fulltime.. so 52 weeks should be perfect! Hopefully I'll finish this project ;)
More in comments! :) I had a HARD time choosing but I chose this one because I've closed my eyes in every photo I upload! So I just needed to upload something different ;)
Hopefully I'll see a huge hair growing process in a year! While editing these pictures I found out that I need to dye my hair better, my roots are all darker at the back of my head! Oops, next time I'll ask my mother to do it ;)
(stupid noise ugh)
This is how crazy a selfie stick looks in public. (yes, those guys behind me walked right by when I was snapping shots.) 😂
Please disregard the wrinkles. It’s just me and my cup is half full…thanks to two pushup pads 😂. ☮️💜
Tonight is the first time I am out doing real camera work as Steph. For some reason this hair color feels less conspicuous than being a blonde.
This is a first thanks to the confidence of the new blended hair system. Been prepping and wrapping new cables all day at the warehouse, Easing a few of the guys into transition with very light makeup and a shared peer work ethic. It’s still me, just happier and less grumpy! ☮️💜. Let’s take a pulse after this weekend’s shows with me still in andro-guy mode.
I put make up on this morning and took some pictures in a pretty dress. This is casual time back at home before getting ready for work. (Well a Zoom presentation;) ☮️❤️😷
Miami, here I come to bask in the splendor of one of your many conference centers 24/7, never to see the light of day. Production Life. ☮️💜
It has been almost three weeks without makeup due to crazy work schedules. I can’t wait to catch up with everyone here.
I love 💕 you all so much, I just want to get closer! After a week of not hugging friends or clients I’m praying we can all share a big virtual hug!!! Thank you to everyone for leaving such sweet comments. Your words help me get through the day more than you may ever know. ☮️💜
Future freelance working girl? I sure hope so! I took this picture in my client’s logo’d shirt just before wiping off the make up. There are times our teams are contracted as crew on behalf of partnering production companies.
In May I am going to start leaking pictures like this to key client liaisons before I go full time. So far my closest allies seem fine but oddly some of the women event planners are still asking a lot of questions. One friend keeps asking about my thoughts on losing male privilege. My prayer is our client partners will see their shirt in the picture and acknowledge I am the same dedicated person they have always known. The show must go on; RIGHT?!
Today’s show was cancelled, so I am out of town with a day off!!! My apologies in advance for this super girly day. The morning started with a daily dose of hormones, putting on a favorite dress, and playing with iPhone 13’s studio portrait mode.
“Working hard to lose the man card!’ It’s a chick thing and yes, I remain, stillverytrans.com 💜☮️
Smile compliments of Lysol. That’s right. I found a can hiding in a lower shelf. What a great day! 😷❤️☮️
Thank you.
Life is such an amazing jorney.
On 15th september 2019 I decided to stop my longlife suffering from gender dysphoria and to start being real me, a woman.
Since 1st october 2019, means excactly 552 days, I am living fulltime as woman, the best time I have ever had in my life. I started my transition.
Exactly one year ago on 4th april 2020 I started to share my photos on flickr.
And now one year later there are over 1.180 followers, over 5.1 millions views.
Unbelievable.
I never thought, that photos of a 56 year old mature transwoman with a respectful, tasteful and classy style would have such an impact, such an interest.
This is overwhelming me.
Thank you all so very much for your best wishes, your comments, favour me and your support. Thank you therefore that I am not alone.
And in 2021 the exciting transition journey proceeds with steps like HRT, epilation, speech therapy. All these steps have changed my life in a profound way, changed my mind and body. It is so fantastic and unbelievable to see and explore the world with the eyes of a woman.
And the exciting journey of this 56 year old mature transwoman will be continued.
Thank you all from the bottom of my heart.❤️❤️
Stay safe and healthy.
Awena 💋💋