March 19, 2020 Subverted Selfie Project Post
March 19, 2020: #BloodPressure is up. I’ve been bad at measuring it regularly over the last week. It’s been up and down.
I’m trying to put on a brave face. I know a huge chunk of my stress right now is the stress we are all facing. I need to get back into a routine especially now that I’m going to start self-isolating tomorrow after seeing my doctor. He will probably be putting me on blood pressure meds. I feel a bit like a failure because I can’t get it down, and my weight seems to have stagnated at 218. I hate this feeling of paralysis that seems to have taken over my life. This is NOT the man I want to be.
Oh and it’s now been 7 days since my last big emotional breakdown. And I am glad for that, to a degree, as I know a good cry can be good for the soul... but maybe I’m out of tears?
Part of my personal photo project of 2020, to get a different selfie shot of me everyday, photo 79/366.
This photo was originally posted on Instagram.
#selfies #SubvertedSelfies #Selfies #ThankYou #365SelfieChallenge #365daychallenge #366daychallenge #366selfies 365Selfies2020 #2020Selfies #DailySelfie #LeapYear #DailySelfies #livingmybestlife #queer #comingout #comingoutpansexual #pansexualpride #pansexuality #pansexualandproud #pansexualboy #pansexuallove #pansexualartist #pansexuality #pansexualityisreal #pansexualityisvalid #vulnerabilityisstrength #pansexualpride #artistsoninstagram #artoftheday #selfportrait #reverence
March 19, 2020 Subverted Selfie Project Post
March 19, 2020: #BloodPressure is up. I’ve been bad at measuring it regularly over the last week. It’s been up and down.
I’m trying to put on a brave face. I know a huge chunk of my stress right now is the stress we are all facing. I need to get back into a routine especially now that I’m going to start self-isolating tomorrow after seeing my doctor. He will probably be putting me on blood pressure meds. I feel a bit like a failure because I can’t get it down, and my weight seems to have stagnated at 218. I hate this feeling of paralysis that seems to have taken over my life. This is NOT the man I want to be.
Oh and it’s now been 7 days since my last big emotional breakdown. And I am glad for that, to a degree, as I know a good cry can be good for the soul... but maybe I’m out of tears?
Part of my personal photo project of 2020, to get a different selfie shot of me everyday, photo 79/366.
This photo was originally posted on Instagram.
#selfies #SubvertedSelfies #Selfies #ThankYou #365SelfieChallenge #365daychallenge #366daychallenge #366selfies 365Selfies2020 #2020Selfies #DailySelfie #LeapYear #DailySelfies #livingmybestlife #queer #comingout #comingoutpansexual #pansexualpride #pansexuality #pansexualandproud #pansexualboy #pansexuallove #pansexualartist #pansexuality #pansexualityisreal #pansexualityisvalid #vulnerabilityisstrength #pansexualpride #artistsoninstagram #artoftheday #selfportrait #reverence