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A 2nd shot for the self portrait theme this week. On the balcony outside of our bedroom. Showing off the colors of fall in NC.
Bonnie was standing with two others in Flinders Lane near Centre Place - they were raising money for Lost Dogs' Home - a shelter for cats and dogs in Melbourne. I told them all about the 100 strangers project and Bonnie volunteered to be photographed. She was very friendly and we talked about the Lost Dogs' Home, and also about my photography. I took several photos of her, but she looked a little uncomfortable or self-conscious in most of them. Perhaps I should have stayed longer and taken more... it is all a learning experience.
This picture is #18 in my 100 strangers project. Find out more about the project and see pictures taken by other photographers at www.100Strangers.com.
Nietzsche suggests in his book On the Genealogy of Morals a historical account of a nation that was harmonious and peaceful inside, while periodically going on crusades against other nations, committing the most heinous crimes; rape, murder, torture. And they enjoy it. He suggests that this ...
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Ha, apparently I've been photographing the shed at the AARR's Ferry Field siding longer than I remembered. Ann Arbor had graffiti even in 1989 of course, but this was a little before it had blown up as a selfconscious art form—at least in Ann Arbor.
Inspired by this.
Well it's that time of the semester again, finals are officially here.
Which meaaans, so is the worst couple weeks for my stomach, because I have IBS.
It's caused me to make a lot of sacrifices in my life, and i've had to change a lot of habits.
Crossing my fingers for smooth sailing through my tests.
Also, this picture was hard for me because i've always been self conscious.
this picture is from 20.04.2010 //
22.04.2010 my little dog is very very sick!!! -Epilepsy- I fight for his little life!!!
if i can win? i hope so !!!!!!!!!! The chance is very very little, he is just ten weeks and are no the little dog from the picture-time. I hope you understand my bad english, sorry !!!!!
Newton has battled with my. 26.04.2010 / 11.15h we are lost. Newton was strong and brave.
Play my little friend again, have a good journey in the animal-haven! Thanks that i´m meet you !!!
These images represent a curtailed version of my final color portfolio for my Analog Foundation class at Tisch. Though I have done my best to edit as close to the darkroom prints as possible, the prints tend to look a little more like what I was going for color wise.
Eye, Critical is an exploration of self-consciousness, and in turn the self and personal relationships. I am followed constantly by the internal critical self, watching and judging my every move and pushing me back into my comfort zone. By granting self-consciousness its power, I effectively destroy it.
Technical Info:
Camera: Hasselblad 500C/M
Lens: 50mm Zeiss Distagon
Film: Kodak Portra 400NC
Lighting: Au Natural
There is a sidewalk cafe in front of this fence-like thing. People make me feel uneasy, but I like the shape of said fence-like thing.
Much in the same manner as Yellow Ice-Bat had made his entrance Orange Ice-Bat had waited patiently for the noise level to drop low enough that he could whip the audience up into a frenzy once again, and sure enough as soon as he appeared soaring high above the couch everyone went nuts with excitement.
He dipped and soared in the air with ease and then showed off a little with his ability to hover almost motionless (by using tiny little flicks of his wings when needed), and then slowly descended to the surface of the table.
By now the entire family on the couch were going completely mental as they had just witnessed such an amazing spectacle and display. To say they would be welcomed into the family afterwards would be a very large understatement.
Orange Ice-Bat shirked off much of the attention when everyone came running over, as he is quite self-conscious about the fact that his wings don't seem to glow like those of Yellow and Green Ice-Bat do, but no-one paid any attention to this anyway (I don't think they even noticed to be honest).
From the Uglydoll blog at adventuresinuglyworld.blogspot.com/
Built to Steiner's original plans and built to last.
SHARP, Dennis (1966). Modern Architecture and Expressionism. George Braziler, New York. LCCCN 67-15596
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Quadralectic Architecture - Marten Kuilman (2011), p. 964-965:
In the same geographical area as Ronchamp (around Basel) is another impressive concrete building known as the Goetheanium. This building was the brain child of Rudolf Steiner (1861 – 1925). He was a charismatic Goethe scholar and philosopher with an interest in the occult. His study of aesthetics, combined with a knowledge of mathematics and history sparked ideas over architecture, which were caught in the first Goetheanum in 1913. This wooden building, situated in Dornach (Switzerland), burned down on New Year’s Eve 1922-1923. The new Goetheanum, now in concrete, was finished in 1928, just three years after Steiner’s death. The building acts as ‘a free high school for spiritual science’.
Rudolf Steiner’s book on ‘Die Rätsel der Philosophie’ (1914/1968) gives an overview of his historical thinking. He distinguished four periods in the development of the philosophy. 1. Thought as a form of observation from the outside (eine Wahrnehmung von aussen); 2. Thoughts directed to the inside, aiming at selfconsciousness by means of religion (‘Das Selbst-bewusstsein wird erlebt, noch nicht gedanklich erfast’); 3. Verification of thought (‘Prüfung der Wirklichkeit des Gedankenlebens’); 4. Further development of thoughts (‘Selbsterzeugnis der Seele’). These different types of philosophical thinking can be recognized, in Steiner’s view, in the European cultural history as the periods: 600 BC – 1 AD (1), 1 AD – 877 AD (2), 877 – 1500 (3) and 1500 – 2300 (4).
The Goetheanum buildings are characterized by a metamorphosis of form, which is common in nature itself (as observed by Goethe). This natural change is difficult to envisage in solid architecture. The solution to mimic this process in a visual experience was found in the adding up of smaller, unrelated parts of a building to a new, harmonious whole ‘image’ (SHARP, 1966; ZIMMER, 1971/1985). This approach is the hallmark of an Expressionist style of the first decennia of the twentieth century. This phase of the Modern Movement in architecture was rich in fantasy, Utopian idealism and vision. The influence of the soul and its feelings is rated highly. The function of empathy (‘der liebevollen Hingabe an das von der Seele Erlebte’) has a resemblance to the important ‘Point of Recognition’ (POR) in the quadralectic philosophy. The latter is an active contribution of the observer to the process of observation, which determines the position in a cyclic communication.
Rudolf Steiner’s ideas and his movement of Anthroposophy (meaning the wisdom of mankind) have references to ‘Fourth Quadrant’ thinking. Steiner tried to create an order in which man and the world are related by a perception of rhythms of time. ‘These rhythms would extend from the heart beat of man to the eons of great cosmic epochs’ (A. Kenneth Bayes in a lecture to commemorate the Rudolf Steiner Centenary on 8 March 1961).
ZIMMER, Erich (1971/1985). Rudolf Steiner als Architect von Wohn- und Zweckbauten. Verlag Freies Geistesleben, Stuttgart.
ISBN 3-7725-0605-4
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view sequoia the shoe-gazing hiker - _MG_7065 ufraw on a black background.
My 4 year old granddaughter Erin un-selfconscious before she heard the camera shutter and looked over. She was intently listening to the adult conversation at the dinner table.
Photo of me, looking at my self, looking at my self, etc., looking at my self portrait on Flickr. An Internet feedback experiment continuing from the previous shot...more to follow.
(Each portrait of me was shot lighted with a different colored light, so while the color may look fake, it is pretty much what was there, with minor tweaks. Also, the colors get exaggerated/distorted with each iteration.) Part of a series/set called Self-Conscious.
Since my latest meditations, there has developed a strong distaste in me towards a component of manosphere articles. It is the discussion of common virtues and morals and ways for a society to be. I will try to put my revulsion into words.
First off, my single greatest argument from a more solid ...
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Self-Portrait Night. I took a bunch of shots. This wasn't the best quality, but I loved the colors. I am surprised how much of a love/hate relationship I have with self-portraits. I can't imagine doing the Self-Portrait 365 group. That would really be a stretch. Maybe I'll consider it when I finish this 365 in December. Can't believe it's already been 89 days. 365 is a great habit for me.
89/March 25
I created this film in Adobe Premier, and it lasts 1 minute, 29 seconds. As part of my ‘object’ brief, I made this film in a response to women feeling they need to wear makeup in order to be considered ‘beautiful’. The film consists of a young woman changing her appearance step-by-step in a stop-motion style, accompanied by voiceovers of a variety of women and their opinions of makeup. Sounds of makeup bottles can be heard in the back ground as well. As more makeup is applied, the voice clips become more self conscious and the sounds effects more abstract.
I have been the same weight for 6 years. After spending several weeks in the hospital over the course of 9 months, a lot of things in my body were thrown off. My heart was torn apart and my mind was a mess. And I had gained 25 pounds.
Months later, while my heart and mind are healing, my body is still in the broken state it was before. As a young woman, body image is very important to me. My clothes do not fit and I feel as though nothing is flattering on my body. Every time I look in a mirror I go into a spiraling cycle ending in disgust and laced with tears. My boyfriend and friends continually reassure me that I am not "fat." Nevertheless, I am upset with myself for getting this big. For letting my body suffer with my mind. And so, here I am, stretch marks, body fat and all. Vulnerable. Imperfect.
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Anger. Anger so strong it seems to tear your muscles. Anger so strong it makes you want to throw up. Anger so strong it makes you feel dead. Anger fueled by shame, hatred, fear and time. Anger you can not contain, anger that takes you over and makes you its slave. Anger that makes you think of...
What need is it that you seek to fulfill by going on a rampage? I think, it is just one fucking big scream of something that needs to be heard. Something that is never said, never acknowledged.
You may talk to an acquaintance and tell him that you have weird thoughts. He will give you some...
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i met the girls (12 and 15) on the top of a zip lining tower at the moaning cavern near angels camp, california, waiting for the race. while it was the first time for me and her father they were experienced flyers and wanted to do the super hero style this time, which means you fly with the head first like superman. her father and i did the conventional style and we two were a bit excited while the girls made cool faces and said: "na, not a big deal. we do crazier things." and her father nodded.
after the race the family which included grams and granny invited me for picknick. i chipped in some granola bars, carrots and cold water and enjoyed a shady place under the huge oak trees. the girls told me about their adventurous life, riding the craziest rollercoasters, crawling the spookiest caverns and climbing the biggest rocks. both are very different. sofia, the younger in the foreground, is smart, witty, selfconscious, talky and with an open and proud smile. alessia is rather calm, a bit shy but, a very lovely, understanding and sensitive young adult. understandably her father is very proud of them and he wasn't too shy to express that very open. the girls were ashamed but i could easily see the love in their eyes. it touched me and i very much enjoyed the company of this loving and lovely family.
after the picknick, her dad decided to stay with me while the girls left for playing golf. before i asked them to take some pictures and i wasn't surprised that sofia placed herself in the foreground while alessia liked to be in the back. there seemed to be no competition but love and intimacy between them.
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i travelled the u.s. for one month and ran a project called "taking pictures of strangers i talked to". the idea was not to ask people for a portrait in the first place (which i normally do), but taking their pictures because i talked to them for some reason. i wanted to focus on talking to strangers rather than photography, because i expected the pictures being different. and it turned out to be true. during the talks i learnt something about people, their names, where they come from, their families, what they do for living, likes and dislikes and stuff. with some of them i talked only a few minutes, with others i spent hours or half the day. apart from getting to know strangers it is part of the project to reconnect with the people by sending them their portraits. so i collected a bunch of business cards and post-its with email adresses, little notes and drawings. the people i met sometimes added little hints to help me to remember them, but it turned out to be not neccessary at all. i remember everybody's name, where i met them and what we talked quite easily. in short: the project was a great success and i thank all people who took part and therefore didn't remain strangers for me.
After so many articles about unconditional love and all that, let’s have some variety. Sometimes anger and violence can be a good tool to enforce your personal boundaries. For example to shield yourself against bitchiness, guilt-trips, shaming and passive aggressive shit. And against overt...
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Before I sold most of my stuff and the police took away my computer, I used to record a lot of music. I was always preoccupied with good lyrics and in a non-game sense, I consider a lot of them red pill. Let me show you.
Most of it is quite melancholical, sarcastic and angry. Others are forcedly ...
I do meditation and I often say that my beliefs are close to Buddhism. But the more I know about Buddhism, the less I resonate with it.
The thing that I find most idiotic is also somewhat present in Christianity. It is a particular concept of selflessness. Serve others and find enlightenment / ...
Photo of me, looking at my self, looking at my self, etc., looking at my self portrait on Flickr. An Internet feedback experiment continuing from the previous shot...more to follow. Minimal photoshop work was done on this series.
(Each portrait of me was shot lighted with a different colored light, so while the color may look fake, it is pretty much what was there, with minor tweaks. Also, the colors get exaggerated/distorted with each iteration.) Part of a series/set called Self-Conscious.
The series works well as a slideshow too, if you have a moment to try it)
These images represent a curtailed version of my final color portfolio for my Analog Foundation class at Tisch. Though I have done my best to edit as close to the darkroom prints as possible, the prints tend to look a little more like what I was going for color wise.
Eye, Critical is an exploration of self-consciousness, and in turn the self and personal relationships. I am followed constantly by the internal critical self, watching and judging my every move and pushing me back into my comfort zone. By granting self-consciousness its power, I effectively destroy it.
Technical Info:
Camera: Hasselblad 500C/M
Lens: 50mm Zeiss Distagon
Film: Kodak Portra 400NC
Lighting: Lowell Kit
I've been feeling a lot self-conscious lately. Especially this "after vacation" feeling that I get (I always gain weight when I go on vacations.) So yeah, maybe I'll just have to get back on track and maybe wait a little?
I think I over-edited it this time. I would really really love to retake this but I just can't since I have n things to do. argh.
anyway Flickr, I hope you enjoy it :P