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So I’m sitting alone at the kitchen table past any sane person’s bedtime, staring at my son’s canvas wallet. It is much too thick and stuffed for a kid who is unemployed and dependent. I lift it, hold it, weigh it in my hand. I’m surprised to find that it is filled with coinage. Bulky, and heavy with coins. It is also a bit soiled with light dirt, from serving as an inadvertent hand rag for the hands of a teenage boy.
Will was right, this bit of pocket organization will probably go on forever. Never wear out.
A couple weeks ago, Allison presented me with a new wallet. I’m not sure why, except that I actually needed one. But that doesn’t really seem like an adequate reason. I’ve used the same wallet for all the years we’ve been married, which in 16 days will be 22 years. That wallet has held up quite well over the years, but of course 22 are a great many. The edges are worn, torn, and the seams are opening,. When I reach in to pull out a bill, if there are any, I also always pull out a thread as well, and of course this furthers the deterioration process. The once textured leather, alligator-like, is worn smooth and flat and polished to an unnatural sheen.
Upon receiving the new one, I sat at this very table and emptied its contents into sorted little piles and rid myself of the bulk of bits of paper and notes that had long since lost meaning, of receipts for possible returns that showed no signs of ever having contained any written information. Several years of expired car and motorcycle registrations found their way to the trash. I carefully folded and stowed bits that would of course, always be needed – like the yellow legal pad corner that contained, in the blue ink, all-caps, block printing style of my father, the fuel/oil mixture ratio of gasoline and 30-weight detergent motor oil on which the boys’ Maytag engine runs.
When finished, the new wallet made its way to my pocket and the old, no doubt feeling suddenly cold and deserted, lay where it was emptied.
The next day, Will asked me what I would do with the old wallet. “I have no idea,” I told him, “I suppose it will lie around until mom gets frustrated and throws it away.” Will asked if he could have it. I told him of course he could, but asked why he’d want a falling-apart, worn-out billfold. He answered that he thought he’d like a wallet that could be worn out. He didn’t think his wallet could be worn out, and that there was something friendly about a wallet that would grow old and worn.
My heart smiled and wondered at the depth of his contemplations. I wondered if he was feeling vibrations of my years in the emptied, frayed folds. Perhaps he was picturing me in younger, more textured, less worn and thinned days. Maybe he was reaching into a past that he could only trust existed but of which there is no evidence, save bits of weathered and worn leather, textile, and saggy skin. It is possible that he could be merely fantasizing that he, too, as apparently his dad had, could grow older, and richer, and have a deeper past on which to ponder, for at the moment there was no evidence that he was any different than his canvas wallet. In fact, they seem quite the same – rough, indestructible, sturdy construction, and slightly soiled.
There is a moment, maybe a long one, between the invulnerable, immortal, forever-young freedom of adolescence and the growing responsibilities and reality of growing up, during which a boy’s thoughts begin to morph. He begins to contemplate if maybe this slow becoming never actually comes. Suddenly his short past life and shallow experience whisper to his untrusting heart that he’s had all there is. His short past grows longer in his mind and he feels as if he’s lived forever with nothing to show for it. He begins to look for himself before he existed. He searches through the past of his father for glimpses of his becoming, and perhaps sees his reflection, but as of now, he feels no gathered wisdom, no garnered confidence, no assurity of future success based on past work. He glances at himself in the now and sees smooth skin, peach fuzz, lean muscle, tender feet, and green behind his ears. These observations provide little confidence for the young man who has only begun to imagine the road that lies ahead, has measure himself against, and found that his whole being is out of balance.
It may seem like a strange request, the owning of a discarded, worn out leather wallet to replace a newer, indestructible, hip, canvas one. But there is great solace in knowing that hard work makes a mark and assures us that we’ve done well. Reminds us that we work toward an end, and that the infinite vanity we feel in our seemingly pointless pursuits and preparations actually moves us slowly forward toward a goal that brings with it the trophies of physical erosion and the marks of the passage of time as evidence of work well done.
Indeed, many of us carry the previously discarded, the finished-with, the no longer needed. I carry, and use a pair of 60 year-old pliers, and wire clippers in my guitar case as I live out my routine and search through my pre-existence for images of me as assurance of purpose, and meaning, and perhaps even immortality in the post-Rod era.
Until now, I’ve had only the past for promise. I’ve had only the bits that I carry. But I guess I’ve reached a stage where I begin replacing the used-up and the used-up is used for future promise.
It is profound what promise is held in the empty folds of worn out leather, what image is reflected in the polished shine of the tired surface of an old wallet. Promise and reflection, these are elements of wealth, and one should always carry them.
Future Shop was a major Canadian electronics retailer many years ago. It was shut down by it's parent company, Best Buy, earlier this year.
Give me absolute control
Over every living soul
And lie beside me, baby
That's an order
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Leonard Cohen "The Future" - Natural Born Killers
Huntington Beach, California
a.k.a Surf City, USA
I am constantly amazed with the talent of the young and some very young surfers. There were quite a few of them on this morning. This particular dude (could he be more than 10 years old) was one of them. He was constantly able to find the right location to catch a wave and then to be able to actually ride it when so many seemingly more experienced surfer simply failed.
Nikon D800
Nikon 70-200 VRII at 200 mm
1/2000 sec at f/4.5 ISO 100
June 27, 2016
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Seed pods burst open on a tree as Spring slowly approaches in Southern California.
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I would sum up my fear about the future in one word: boring. And that's my one fear: that everything has happened; nothing exciting or new or interesting is ever going to happen again ... the future is just going to be a vast, conforming suburb of the soul
J.G. Ballard
Shot for Week 16 of my "52 Weeks of 2023" flickr group project given the theme "Black & White Architecture".
This walkway not only looks futuristic, it's on the path I take every day to and from my office. So for me, it literally is a look 'into the future" every day.
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Compared to the previous one this one is taken with Olympus E-M1 + 50mm F2 half-macro + Raynox DCR-250 closeup-lens. And this one was taken in the dark time instead of tea-time. Only street lamps were used as a light source.
"Back in the Day" as we of a certain age say....It was almost exclusively male surfers. Now of course the Women have made a large impact. What I trying to say is it is the younger generations that are going to take that on further to where no one remarks or even notices...just surfers.
Collection of Lincoln Library, Springfield (Best of Show Award)
Medium - inks and gouache
This is one of my best memories of Uganda.
For an entire day, I excused myself from the group and went alone...just a translator and me. I got observe village life outside the context of ministry...got the opportunity to sit with people, talk with them about their lives, and ask questions about their trade and craft.
This young mother was captivating. To me, she represents the heavy load born by the tireless Ugandan women. They build the houses, gather the supplies, hand launder everything, carry the water, tend the gardens, cook the food and raise the children.
This is my tribute to them. They truly are the nurturers of Uganda's future.
this past Friday, Chloe and I decided to take a drive over to the nearby Churchville Nature Center.
They have a delightful little fenced in garden, full of native wildflowers, and several little ponds
. Chloe and I were excited about the prospect of finding some frogs, and maybe a turtle or two sitting by the ponds.
There are usually plenty of them there.
But alas....when we pulled into the parking lot there were 6 school buses.
That meant there were schools having a field trip and there was going to be plenty of activity. The normally serene garden, was buzzing with action and noise.
As a result there was not a frog or turtle to be found,.
The funniest moment of all though, was when Chloe and I overheard a couple of kids complaining about not seeing anything.
I whispered to Chloe, "That's because they don't know the secret." (I'm always telling her the secret to seeing any wildlife is that you have be very quiet so you don't scare them away....sometimes now when we walk out back looking for the deer, and I say something to her, she'll shush me, and tell ME we have to be quiet!)
As we walked by the group of kids, Chloe stopped and said, "You can't see anything because you don't know the secret!"
The one kid took the bait and asked, "What's the secret?"
Chloe promptly replied. "You have to be quiet!, and walked away!
I had to chuckle.
We did manage to spot a couple of tadpoles. Chloe was really intrigued by the fact that these "fish" were going to grow arms and legs and then be able to walk out of the water, and in the end, when they were all done growing up they would be frogs.
LOL.....I'm not quite sure she believed me.
Sporting the slogan "We are the future", 66150 leads 6X01 Scunthorpe Trent Terminal Complex to Eastleigh East Yard past Washwood Heath. The reason for this is because the loco runs on Hydrogenated Vegetable Oil (HVO). The working was unusually top and tailed, with 66085 on the rear, as well as being operated by DB, with GBRf having taken over this working.