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The heart and soul of racing. These are the people that work 40-50 hours or more a week and on the weekends, they load up their gear and race.
working on the string quilt for my mom. i'm hoping that i'll be able to finish it in time for christmas.
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White Wood Aster / Busch- oder Waldaster (Eurybia divaricata / Aster divaricatus)
in our garden - Frankfurt-Nordend - Large On Black
Hello, this is my third video update on my weekend of cross-dressing. My apologies for the video quality, it was recorded in very low lighting conditions on my phone. I was too tired to setup any proper lighting and wanted to record my thoughts straight away.
The weekend has worked out differently to what I envisaged but I am delighted by it. I have never really cross-dressed on several consecutive days and was not prepared for the agony of sore skin after three days of super close facial shaving. I also found it a charged emotional experience that has exhausted me and impacted on my thinking and my approach to being Helene. It gave me a new focus and clarity which I intend to develop over the next year.
Of course, being me, I fully intend to document these changes of direction. I is nothing that involves transition, hormones, surgery, consulting the medical profession, none of that, it’s more zeroing in on what I like and enjoy and want to experience as a woman (it doesn’t involve men!). I always feel Helene is like the teenage girl discovering herself and experimenting with make-up, hair and clothing. I wore so many dresses and pairs of high heels this weekend that I found myself thinking I needed to focus on the clothes I felt good wearing, the hair I felt enhanced my appearance and a totally refocused approach to how I wear make-up. I can summarise that by saying my focus has intensified upon wanting to spend time in the world as a woman not a man. Let me clarify again, I’m not talking transition more when I dress as Helene for the period I am dressed as her I desire to be a woman for that time. I want my male self to be gone when I am Helene.
I think I finally reached the point emotionally where I realised this is what I want to do and I feel very excited about doing it in the future. It will in reality be me cross-dressing as a woman but the big changes are how I feel about it within myself and what I want to experience. In the past I have always felt like a man dressed up as a woman. I am in reality exactly that but emotionally this weekend I felt I had ceased to be a man and become female for a few hours. It was powerful, intoxicating and emotionally highly charged.
It wasn’t like a deep coming out experience more like I finally found my path and new where I was going. So next year the development of Helene is, and acknowledge this may sound delusional, that I cease being a cross-dressing male and become a (part-time) woman. The inner confidence boost and comfort this has induced is quite incredible. I feel good about this.
We all have our own needs in regard to why we cross-dress and what we personally want from it. I know what I always dreamed of was being female and not male. Unfortunately, my body is that of a male so I need to be open to wearing the clothes that will actually work and help that I am perceived as being a woman when I transform myself into Helene. I’m going to very open minded on this, I want it to be right. I don’t like the phrase blending in, it suggests being invisible. I don’t desire invisibility. I know as a woman I like being chatty and interacting and yes, I like to feel a bit sexy and flirty. I want to look good as a woman as well. I don’t have a pretty face or amazingly feminine body so I think it’s a case of ensuring I get the combination of hair, make-up and clothing that makes the most of my physicality and hopefully I an look attractive and stylish as a woman
I don’t mind attention, I just want to look as female as I can and wear stylish female clothes that look nice and help with my confidence. Not so much blending in as being feminine and stylish.
I hope that doesn’t come across as a big ego and vanity trip, that is genuinely not what I want. I just want to be a contented woman and enjoy nice stylish clothes and to feel good about it all as I spend time out and about as Helene. It’s the day time rather the night time I feel a big pull towards. I want to be a woman amongst other people in daylight, the biggest challenge with my looks!
I think at some point in our lives we all find the path for our cross-dressing, I am delighted I finally found mine, it took me to being age 60 though! It’s never too late!
Continuing from last weekend. Also no one recommened what my next build should be, so ill have to choose i guess
Happy Friday everyone! I hope your weekend allows you time to get out an follow a windy dirt road to adventure.
A Maryland Midland passenger excursion trundles past a small Frederick County, Maryland farm near Walkersville, MD.
Photographed near Chapeltown on the Sheffield to Barnsley line, an unidentified class 37 stands 'wrong line' heading a weekend ballast train working during November 1978.
Some new pictures from the weekend I must say I think black is my favourite colour, I was feeling so sexy in this sheer dress and boots ?
Flesh nail applier {dirty version} is available at Enfer Sombre for K9 weekend sale from september 20 to september 23.
Compatible with Ebody Reborn, Includes 21 colors.
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Wearing; LeLutka Briannon head + Ebody Reborn, Kim skin/shape in Mannequin tone, Kim eyes, Bailey HD lipstick v2, Bijou hand tattoo, BarberYumYum hair L21 + (Q) bangs.
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