Finally potted and planted in the ground my flowers for the summer. Glad to be done. Hope the windy weather here doesn't undo everything.

Many thanks for taking a look! Your comments and or faves are always appreciated!

Wishing all my Flickr friends a wonderful week ahead..:-)

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' The script is burning

On heavy fuel

No time to lose

What will you do?

Camera’s rolling

What will you do?

What will you do?

that you can’t undo?

The gun is loaded

What will you do?

Cruel gifted fool

What will you do?.. "

- AGNES OBEL -

www.youtube.com/watch?v=C2fpFeNZwAg

Thank you so much in advance my dear friends for the faves, awards and comments. Forgive me if I cant respond sometimes. For sure and 100% I read all your comments and always so grateful for it. Take care my sweet friends. Hugs to all 💞

Hello again

I still try to remember how this all began

You can't undo

It's okay though because I've got a gift for you

Poison in the well,

A special place in hell,

The perfect place to dwell,

Sickness for the skin

An ending to begin

And though they're not as nice as the ones you gave to me,

I hope that they will do

Thank you so much for the group invites, it is much appreciated!

Merci pour votre visite et fav's/commentaires!

Thanks for your visit and fav's/comments!

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Schwalbenschwanz - Swallowtail (Papilio machaon) | 05-2022 | Ticino | Switzerland

If anyone can identify the grasshopper, that would be helpful, thank you!

More TICINO/TESSIN Wildlife Photos (all taken in my garden in Monteggio/Ti, Switzerland): it.lacerta-bilineata.com/ramarro-occidentale-lacerta-bili... (the website exists in ESPAÑOL, FRANÇAIS, ITALIANO, ENGLISH, DEUTSCH)

My latest ANIMAL VIDEO (warning, it's a bit shocking): www.youtube.com/watch?v=4T2-Xszz7FI

THE STORY BEHIND THE PHOTO:

The wild garden around my vacation home in Ticino, where all the photos you can see in my Flickr gallery are from (well, some have been taken a couple of meters outside, but that still counts in my book 😉), had been a cause of contention between me and my mom for some time.

At the root of the conflict was the upper part of the garden, which originally had been conceived by my dear mother as a vegetable patch, but, left to its own devices by me after I "inherited" it, had developed into a marvelous oasis of pure botanic chaos teeming with insect life.

Mom was not amused. Although she - like all in our family - is very much in favor of letting nature roam freely around the house, and she loves all creatures big and small, she (unlike me) does draw a line somewhere. That line was the vegetable patch.

And she let her disapproval be known, and very clearly; she kept pestering me about my unwillingness to pluck the weeds (my response: "What weeds - there are no weeds: I'm creating a functioning ecosystem here, mom!") for several years, until my stubborn refusal made her reach her breaking point. She'd finally had enough.

My mom is a cunning old lady of nearly 80 years (79 to be precise), the matriarch and evil genius of our family (make no mistake: that house and garden are still HERS - and forever will be, regardless what it says on some sheet of paper), and so like a James Bond villain plotting revenge, she hatched a diabolic plan.

One day, when I was gone for a couple of weeks, she let me know via e-mail she had decided to turn this ugly weed jungle of mine into a flowery meadow. There was nothing I could do as she had already ordered a local gardening company to level that part of the garden, and once that was accomplished, as she described with obvious relish, the gardener would plant the most beautiful wild flowers and turn this ugly mess of mine into a colorful paradise.

I was not amused by this at all, as you might imagine, but there was nothing I could do to save my gorgeous oasis of chaos, so I grumpily accepted "my" garden's fate. After that, my mom avoided me whenever she could, and when she couldn't, she wouldn't mention the garden at all. This didn't strike me as odd, since I assumed she might feel at least a little bit guilty about her sneaky move (at this point, I hadn't seen the "improved" version of the garden yet).

Cut to a few weeks later, when I went back to Ticino and finally DID see the "flowery meadow" and "colorful paradise" my dear mother had ordered. My jaw dropped. But in shock - not in awe of flowery beauty of any kind: as there were NO flowers of any kind. What there was, was sod. Plain, ugly sod, completely devoid of any insect (or other animal) life, already turning into a brownish yellow due to a lack of rain in the past weeks.

You see, my mom's Italian is not very good (in fact, it's so far from good that it could be argued she doesn't speak it at all) and as it turned out, there had been a "slight" misunderstanding. Instead of planting gorgeous wild flowers, the local gardener (whose Italian is impeccable by the way), put turf rolls down after he'd leveled my oasis; turf rolls of the kind that is usually used for sterile football fields.

OK (you, dear reader, might say at this point); sad story, bro - but what does it have to do with the swallowtail in the photo? The answer is: everything. The past autumn and all through spring this year I've been planting wild flowers in that garden like a mad botanist; I've planted field scabiouses and red clover, ox-eye daisies, echium, salvia and thyme and lavender as well as plants for the caterpillars of the in Switzerland rare swallowtail butterfly such as fennel and wild carrots.

This was my desperate attempt to undo the damage and terrible devastation my mother's wrath had brought upon the earth (well, my garden's earth anyway) and turn this sod-desert into an oasis of pure botanic chaos and a colorful paradise teeming with insect life once more.

And it worked! Ever since those plants started flowering my garden has been an attraction for all kinds of butterflies and generally insects, even rare ones - and, obviously, my dearest guest and visitor that you can see in the photo above: the swallowtail.

These gorgeous butterflies are now steady guests, and they even laid their eggs on the fennel (which is now a nursery for cute swallowtail caterpillars). So in the end, my mom's will prevailed (as is always the case with the wills of all moms all over the world - don't kid yourselves, kids 😉). My weeds are gone, there now is indeed a flowery meadow - and there's even vegetables (although the fennel is strictly for the swallowtails 😊).

I have a creeping suspicion maybe my mom's Italian is better than she lets on...

Hello my amazing Flickr friends !

Today is a blue day at Color my World Daily and we celebrate knots at Looking close on Friday. I don’t know if my picture will be accepted since it was taken a day or 2 before the official theme announcement. I apologize for that but with my busy schedule and chaotic organization, I had no choice last week but to take all my pictures on Friday. If it isn’t accepted, don’t you worry I will be back next week !! So let’s get back to knots. As you can see in my title: knots are making me nuts. I have zero patience with knots especially the ones in all my electronic cables. Those electronic cables knots are the worst. And I swear those knots hate me ! Every single wire I own gets usually very, very entangled in no time. And as soon as you undo one knot, another one will appear a little bit further away… So if you are like me : getting nuts about knots, this picture is for us ! Let’s celebrate all the knots haters out there !! No more knots (except for Flickr challenges, of cours) !!!

Have a beautiful day !! Mucho, mucho amor for you all !!

FYI: because of my renovation project I have to, constantly, move our stuff from one room to another on a very short notice !! So once again, I have to apologize for not answering your comments… I will try to catch up very shortly but for the next few days I’m afraid I will be M.I.A. (missing in action) !!!

Thank you so much for all your lovely comments / favs/ general support / happy thoughts!! Stay safe and well!!

Hello my amazing Flickr friends !

Today is a yellow day at Color my world Daily and just for this occasion I have a new prop to show you. I ordered the transparent egg, thinking how cool it was and all the pictures I would do using it… Unfortunately it is way more « sticky » and « gluey » than I assumed. The transparent egg, doesn’t want to stand or to float… It has to lay flat and that is honestly its best « profile ». All the concepts I had in my head for pictures using this transparent egg are undoable. I’m rather disappointed with this new prop. After few days of playing with it (very gently !!) it starts to crack and has dust all over it (I have to wash it with soap every few hours since it looks disgusting !!). The morale of this story: transparent squishy eggs aren’t as fun as they appear in pictures and in my imagination…

See you later !! Mucho, mucho amor for you all !!

Thank you so much for all your lovely comments / favs/ general support / happy thoughts!! Stay safe and well!!

It is said that our eyes are the windows to our soul ...

If we could undo all that we've learned about life,

we would become like an innocent child.

Our souls would be pure light ♥

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Thankyou for spending time with me tonight my lovely friend Stjepen ❤️️You make things so right.

Here is "our" song to accompany our beautiful picture.

I do appreciate you all ❤️

-a whole mood-

_________

I only mind the business that pays me...

I've seen what love looks like

I've seen its beauty when it's alive

I was roaming in its paradise

It's gold, it's blue, it's in the skies

But I am a witness to love's death

There's no blood, there's no body, there's nothing left

Oh, my darling, don't you ever forget

I wasn't prepared for the end

This is what it looks like

When two people decide

That the love has died

Oh, the love has died

We're all victims of the way it hurts when the love is gone

Forever is not for everyone

We can't undo what's been said and done

'Cause I am a witness to love's death

There's no blood, there's no body, there's nothing left

Oh, my darling don't you ever forget

I wasn't prepared for the end

This is what it looks like

When two people decide

That the love has died

Oh, the love has died

...

***

Ursine Vulpine - Lovers Death:

youtu.be/b2UoHW9dtE4

Antiguo dulce envuelto en hojas de maíz y anudado con una cuerda vegetal (7 cm), realmente no sé qué contiene pero no quisiera deshacerlo :) Old sweet wrapped in corn husks and knotted with vegetable string (7 cms), I really don’t know what it contains but don’t want to undo it :) Muchas, muchas gracias por sus visitas, favs y comentarios! Many, many thanks for your visits, favs and comments!

www.youtube.com/watch?v=HPDP6pY6F2Y

I was scared, I was unprepared

Oh, for the things you said

If I could undo that I hurt you

I would do anything for us to make it through

Draw me a smile and save me tonight

I am a blank page waiting for you to bring me to life

Paint me a heart, let me be your art

I am a blank page waiting for life to start...

Mood....♪

Under a canopy of stars

Where Thought and Truth divorce

In that latticework of dreams we are shameless

I wanna run away with you

Somewhere they cannot undo

Together we'll make our sweet escape

@Finnygook Cove ---> Coming Soon to Mousehole

*From the Creators and Designers of Frogmore

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..

...

Unbreak my heart

Say you love me again

Undo this hurt when you walk out of the door and walk out of my life

Undo this tears.....

I cry so many nights

Unbreak my heart

...

..

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Taken & Edit by..... Me AL3@MRH

Mark Pritchard - Under The Sun

youtu.be/KGezLJmZQak

Caterina Barbieri (feat. Lyra Pramuk) - Knot Of Spirit

youtu.be/mFO_mIz9aqA

Moderat - Undo Redo

youtu.be/EFkGsJ4bIGE

Destiny made her way and found you in a room,

They told me, they told me:

To undo the rule of mind and body,

And nature laughed away as their voices grew.

They told me, They told me:

“Clean out the room and bury the body”.

But I know you with a heartbeat

So how does the night feel?

When the lights fade out

When the lights fade out

When the lights fade out

But now it’s gone, it’s gone, it’s gone.

But now it’s gone, it’s gone, it’s gone.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=R0-HVFEjOlE

@Agnes Obel

In my workshop I have put LED lights everywhere to conserve energy. Well there is a chain holding one up. I had to undo the chain for this shot.

Happy Macro Monday

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The beauty of life is

while we cant undo

what is done, we can

see it, understand it,

learn from it and change

so that every new moment

is spent not in regret,

guilt, fear, or anger

but in wisdom, understanding...

and … love!

TUNE

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NO INVITES and GRAPHICS please!!! I appreciate and would really be happy to see your personal comments :)

At first, I wished of turning back time.

Lots of mistakes had been done

Lots of pains and struggles

Lots of hatred

Lots of questions of "What if?"

Lots of regrets

Lots of disappointments

Lots of failures

Now, I should say that there is no need for me to turn back time at all! :)

Have a GREAT day my friends!!!

Thanks haters I love

You, no one above

You, I lost a thousand friends the past, like where's the undo?

Tweetin' like I ain't affected by the hate directed every second

Maybe I should take the weapon, pow

Where are you gone now

My serotonin

I'm feeling alone and the world is so cold

It's hard to fight this

Without oxytocin

Love is a notion I can't control

www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Az47p-Pz28

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Doing some sneaky profilepics...again xD

Btw..love that song!

Before&After

NEW: STAY IN TOUCH

Un nudo viejo es difícil de deshacer.

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This is a 1934 Imperial Good Companion portable typewriter. No cut and paste. No undo. Limited character set. No choice of font. No spell-checker. No AI grammar plugin. No electricity required.

It does require a continuous supply of paper and ribbon (of various colours) to function correctly. Supply it with these and a bit of thought and something magical might appear...

A little back-alley moment~

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Resist Again!

Like You Did Last Summer!

Resist Again!

Like the Last Four Years!

Do You Remember When

Trump Took Office?

Resist Again!

Loud So Everyone Hears!

Just a reminder, call your senator if you feel he/she/they are on the fence about voting for impeachment and don't get complacent with Biden....we must continue to fight for human rights as well as the environment now more than ever to undo the last four years of sheer terror leashed upon reality by Trump.

**All photos are copyrighted**

I come among the peoples like a shadow.

I sit down by each man's side.

None sees me, but they look on one another,

And know that I am there.

My silence is like the silence of the tide

That buries the playground of children;

Like the deepening of frost in the slow night,

When birds are dead in the morning.

Armies trample, invade, destroy,

With guns roaring from earth and air.

I am more terrible than armies,

I am more feared than the cannon.

Kings and chancellors give commands;

I give no command to any;

But I am listened to more than kings

And more than passionate orators.

I unswear words, and undo deeds.

Naked things know me.

I am first and last to be felt of the living.

I am Hunger

~Poem by Robert Laurence Binyon

I got the inspiration for this photo from an amazing photographer, Ren Matsura. Please visit Ren's wonderful stream and see the original version of this look.

Ren Matsura's Photo

And since my Blue Phoenix has much better taste in music than I do...I asked him to pick the perfect song to accompany this photo. And of course, he did. Thank you, My Love. ISFLY ♥♥.

On Blue Phoenix' Playlist

Photo taken at Bryn Oh's Lobby Cam

Undo these chains, my friend

I'll show you the rage I've hidden

Perish the Sacrament

Swallow, but nothing's forgiven

You and I can't decide

Which of us was taken for granted

Make amends

Some of us are destined to be outlived

Tuneeeee.

Pic By Pammy

Pic taken at Elysion

ce upon a time, in a land far away

Where the fairytale lied, you would have it your way

I would always have wished, as I stood in the mist

To undo the spell I was under

Years went by and the story goes on

I'm here wondering why I did everything wrong

Always hoping that I find the wings and do fly

And be no more the prey but the hunter

All seems like the perfect ending

Still I'm close to understanding

I still breathe

But you're killing me, I believe

That I need a reason to live

I can no longer hide in my dreams

Gotta still breathe

Tables have turned, as I'm drifting away

Now the lesson is learned I can no longer stay

I am finally freed from your hurting and greed

I see oceans of joy and laughter

Turning my head for the very last time

In a distance you stand as I leave you behind

As our fairytale ends, hear my very last words

That I'll happily live ever after

All seems like the perfect ending

Still I'm close to understanding

I still breathe

But you're killing me, I believe

That I need a reason to live

I can no longer hide in my dreams

Gotta still breathe

No more fairytale, I'm tired of it

I am no longer brave to fight for all this

No more fairytale, I'm tired of it

I am no longer brave to fight for all we've had

I still breathe

But you're killing me, I believe

That I need a reason to live

I can no longer hide in my dreams

Gotta still breathe

www.youtube.com/watch?v=nbb8RyvK7Us

Please listen to this woman - a fellow dane who makes wonderful and deep music ...as well as lyrics <3

Agnes Obel...

It's happening again:

I swear it is true

The past isn’t dead

It’s alive, it is happening

In the back of my head

No future, no past

No laws of time

Can undo what is happening

When I close my eyes

And with the stars and the moon

I woke up in the night

In the same place

To save me for my eyes

It’s happening, it’s happening, it’s happening again

It’s happening, it’s happening, it’s happening again

I took a day or two

To exile from the light

To unfold that prisoner

They call a mind

And for a brief moment

We could stop the time

But with the stars and the moon

I woke up in the night

In the same place, it was sailing before my eyes

It’s happening, it’s happening, it’s happening again

Worn: Catwa Sophia head

Shape: my personal shape

Egozy Skin-Shenty, Canelle

Hair-NO MATCH-No Sand

unser erde zugrunde richten

When in Utah we started wandering on dirt roads. We stumbled across this ruin and were so excited. Only later did we learn that this is Cutthroat Castle and that it was technically closed, at least the road to it was closed. Oops. Can't undo the images now. So, enjoy.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=DDsxWaBkrPo

I am strong in his hands

I am beyond me

On my own I'm human

And I do faults

I do confess

I feel you trickling

Down my shoulders

From above

I turn myself in

I give myself up

Volunteer

You own me : I'm yours

You have to trust it

I'm eternally yours

All that I gave them

I gave to you

So needy of comfort

But too raw to be embraced

Undo this privacy

And put me in my place

Generous palm stroke

The hugest of hugs

Undo this privacy

Embrace

I am strong in his hands

I am above

Way beyond me

I, con

She's strong in his hands

She is beyond her

On her own she is human

And she does faults

A Dream Pang

I had withdrawn in forest, and my song

Was swallowed up in leaves that blew alway;

And to the forest edge you came one day

(This was my dream) and looked and pondered long,

But did not enter, though the wish was strong:

You shook your pensive head as who should say,

‘I dare not—too far in his footsteps stray—

He must seek me would he undo the wrong.

Not far, but near, I stood and saw it all

Behind low boughs the trees let down outside;

And the sweet pang it cost me not to call

And tell you that I saw does still abide.

But ’tis not true that thus I dwelt aloof,

For the wood wakes, and you are here for proof.

Robert Frost

#MacroMondays

#Spiral

It's a universal question: what (or who) is the origin of life on our planet? Only recently, I read in our daily newspaper that, once again, a group of scientists had renewed the theory that life on Earth must have been brought to our planet from the outside, be it aliens from another solar system or a meteor. A thesis that writers and filmmakers have taken up. In the Alien franchise, for instance, a universe was constructed where life was brought to Earth by the so-called "Engineers" (who, apparently, were so disappointed by the result they sent the Aliens to "undo" their creation).

Other, more credible (or at least more profound) theories state that there was a "Last Universal Common Ancestor", LUCA, from which all life on Earth developed. The meteor theory isn't that far off, either, because it is possible that one of the numerous meteors that crashed on our planet in its early aeons brought along primitive (or more developed?) forms of life.

Another universal "thing" is the spiral, a shape that is found in animals, plants, storms or water swirls, to name only a very few (and not to forget our very DNA, the double helix), and that is also described by the Fibonacci sequence that mathematically defines the "golden ratio". So one of my first ideas for the theme was to combine a piece of the spiralled jewellery ("Bouillon") wire with the metal pencil holder "coil" that is also a spiral of sorts.

Which brings us back to the "Engineers" from Alien. In a world of metal life forms, the bigger coil would be an "Engineer", while the Bouillon wire represented the first step in the creation of a new life form, starting with a double helix. In this little scene, the Engineer is checking the first "production line" of double helices, and it seems that "he" (or she) is happy with the upper part of the DNA strand, but a little sceptical about the lower, stretched part. In a human world, this employee might now call for his supervisor, and the question would be: "Boss, what do we do about this stretched part? Our schedule is a little tight; we are supposed to finish this production line today, but I think we should start again?" And the supervisor might reply: "Yesterday. Our deadline was yesterday. I don't want to be exposed to our manager's fury because we're late again, and neither do you, so this will have to do. Get going!" Sounds familiar?

HMM, Everyone!

This is miss Phoebe "Bebe". Bebe is looking out through a slit in the side of her cat tree that her papa (me) cut in the side of a box that her papa (again, me) installed the wrong way around and was too lazy to undo the verdammt thing and turn the box the right way around so she could have a window.

Pentax Super Program, SMC Pentax-M 50mm f/1.7. Kodak Tmax 400 in HC-110 developer (dilution B) for 6 minutes with three agitations every 30 seconds. Scanned with an EOS R with a Sigma 105mm macro.

i can not do this no more

like f**k are we doing this for

you can't control your emotions

and i cannot fix what is broken

i tried with you baby

you been abusing me lately

you took the weapon off safety

you throwing shots at me crazy

like f**k you

i hate you

i can't do this sh*t on the daily

you said you always gon ride

no matter the motion

you always be open to do

whatever it took to survive

i guess that was bullsh*t

cuz you left me hoping that you

always be there for me

really thought that you cared for me

i shouldve chosen more carefully

but thats just what that love do

make you type of sh*t you wish you could undo

but i just say f**k you

i thought i could trust you

i knew you was trouble

since the day i f**ked you

you came in my life

and didnt do right girl

you twisted the knife

girl you so full of spite

like who does that sh*t

i really thought that i could love that b***h

i didnt think it would become like this

now every time i see you

i just dubb that sh*t

the only thing i see is evil

im above that sh*t

like woah

let it, let it now

i spend my nights on the road now

you spend your nights home alone now

you ain't gon like what i wrote down

no

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Entry #6

The truth has been revealed to me and I don't know what to make of it.

Am I really Princess Asherah reincarnate? How could my parents hold this secret from me for so long?

They finally sat me down a few weeks ago and explained everything. It turns out that they were having trouble to conceive and went before Mother Gaia to beg for a miracle. Mother G said she would make the blessing happen only if the old life seed of Princess Asherah was placed in my mom's womb. My parents happily accepted but as the years passed, had a change of heart and tried to steer me from the truth in the hopes of me becoming my own person.

According to the old text, Princess Asherah was the firt born of Mother G and her life was cut short during the first great war before her powers fully developed. Mother G went on to have many children but always mourned her first born.

Mother G visited me again in sleep and showed me Princess Asherah, I must admit we look a lot like, I even saw some of the same mannerisms in the vision, uhm dream.

I feel an incredible amount of weight on my shoulders, the expectations of me to be someone who once was... who was going be "the key of the realms"... is just too much to bear!

I must beseech Mother G in the flesh to undue this... I will start my journey soon and cross 7 dangerous realms to see her, I will do whatever it takes to undo this!

Be kind to yourself. Passion will undo the best of us and lead only to tragedy. It's ever thus for those who care so deeply.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=49Ln8Suk0p4

If I could learn how to hold my head up

Maybe life wouldn’t seem like it’s passing me by

If I could give myself what I give to you

Then maybe I’d find strength to hold on to

Consumed by what I can't undo

Here we go again

Beyond the barricade, rip the curtain away, and you’ll see the mess I’ve made

Beyond the barricade, rip the flesh away, and you’ll see it’s me you saved

And I don't wanna see what I've seen

To undo what has been done

Turn off all the lights

Let the morning come

Now there's green light in my eyes

And my lover on my mind

And I'll sing from the piano, tear my yellow dress and

Cry and cry and cry

Over the love of you

On this champagne, drunken hope

Against the current, all alone

Everybody, see, I love him

'Cause it's a feeling that you get

When the afternoon is set

On a bridge into the city

You had my heart now I want it back

I'm starting to see everything you lack

Boy you blew it

You put me through it

I wanna un un un un undo it

www.youtube.com/watch?v=ywtJYvDBKek