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This is the original photo I used for the previous piece "friend laughter". PLEASE see the story to go with it.

windyangels.blogspot.com/2007/07/i-have-chosen-this-image...

 

I also want to thank Helenina www.flickr.com/photos/mademoisellehelenina/ for inspiring me with her writing and random acts of kindness.

 

angels be with you,

Wendy

The image for this quotation comes from a modified screen capture from a Natalie McMaster music video.

Body image time

when I look good anyway

bald and skinny - that's gross

that's not what I like

So, how can I expect anyone to like me?

They don't and they won't.

don't say that

don't ever say that

some people like ugly stuff

some people would like me

they'll have to see me - meet me first

I'm not that great

I'm not that gross

I'm just average enough for some

could in turn get one

 

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Inner control metaphor vector illustration. Depressed man with guilt complex. Mental health problem, self discipline concept. Tormenting internal restrictions, psychological boundaries idea

Competitors heading to the contest in Sip, N Tryon and 5th street intersection. At the intersection are the four pubs, Sip, Rira's, The Local and Connolly's.

Competitors heading to the contest in Sip, N Tryon and 5th street intersection. At the intersection are the four pubs, Sip, Rira's, The Local and Connolly's.

Competitors heading to the contest in Sip, N Tryon and 5th street intersection. At the intersection are the four pubs, Sip, Rira's, The Local and Connolly's.

Competitors heading to the contest in Sip, N Tryon and 5th street intersection. At the intersection are the four pubs, Sip, Rira's, The Local and Connolly's.

Most often I feel insecure with the talents of people around me. They are confident, inspiring, full of trust to themselves. They did not hesitate inspite the people around them, who criticizes their work. I envy them but Im also learning that what they have now are products of endless self doubt and suffering. I just couldn’t see it. They are a product of dedication and self trust. They have been reaping what they planted. They would always say that the first step is the hardest, engaging into what you really like takes so much courage and self fulfillment at the end. The first step always would not succeed but its worth trying. If the first step doesn’t work, do another first step but this time take the first hand experience with you. It might sound redundant but its your self fulfillment, passion and goals in life that keeps you going :). You doesn’t need a hundred life to experience everything, once is enough if you live it out properly. Not all battles are worth trying or fighting :). Cheer up, your doing great 👍 😀

Competitors heading to the contest in Sip, N Tryon and 5th street intersection. At the intersection are the four pubs, Sip, Rira's, The Local and Connolly's.

My unofficial and impromptu Halloween photo shoot Charlotte, downtown. Took my chances as the contestants crossed to the contest hall.

i hide a lot and mask out my anxiety and anger. it hurts too much on the inside but i still do it and i don't know why. i always tell people i'm okay when i'm really not. and all i'm really doing is lying and denying these feelings to myself.

Competitors heading to the contest in Sip, N Tryon and 5th street intersection. At the intersection are the four pubs, Sip, Rira's, The Local and Connolly's.

My unofficial and impromptu Halloween photo shoot Charlotte, downtown. Took my chances as the contestants crossed to the contest hall.

Competitors heading to the contest in Sip, N Tryon and 5th street intersection. At the intersection are the four pubs, Sip, Rira's, The Local and Connolly's.

what do you want me to say? that I'm happy? that I enjoy where things are right now? that this is how I expected it would all turn out?

 

sometimes I wish I wasn't such a dreamer. things would be a lot less complicated. I spin myself so deep and I loose track of all that is around me. sometimes I can't even keep up with myself and that makes me wonder how those around me do it. maybe they don't and that's why the crowd never stays the same for very long. props to those that are still here....

 

I have such good intentions sometimes but they seem to always burn up in flames. I don't want to let this one fizzle out, I need to keep feeding it and I cannot shy away. move. don't stop. this one is real. this feeling has been there the longest out of all the others, find a way. make it happen. so much on the inside, get it on the outside. turn it into your future.

 

I'm constantly being told that I am a cocky bastard. I call it confidence, or maybe just a good show.

my biggest fear is laziness and self doubt. my biggest vice is being lazy, which breeds self doubt. which in turn brings more laziness.

it is a vicious circle with a vortex so strong.....but I always find a way out.

 

sometimes it gets so quiet; so quiet that I cannot hear anything going on around me.

May 10 131/366

 

"in my opinion: anyone can take a pretty picture of a flower, it doesn't take much skill"

~a Flickr member 10/22/2007

 

Naivety or wise? One of those days where I am not sure.

So I was attempting to do a picture like katie... but unfortunetly it didnt turn out well and neither did this one...

 

ugh have to come up with a different Idea for this one..

Dianetics has changed the lives of millions. .

Experience for yourself how it can help you..

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Two-day Seminar, held Saturday and Sunday.

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Dianetics Life Improvement Center.

331 Castro St. Mountain View, Ca 94041.

650-605-9000.

dianeticsmv@gmail.com .

www.dianeticsmountainview.com.

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My unofficial and impromptu Halloween photo shoot Charlotte, downtown. Took my chances as the contestants crossed to the contest hall.

Competitors heading to the contest in Sip, N Tryon and 5th street intersection. At the intersection are the four pubs, Sip, Rira's, The Local and Connolly's.

Thank God we don't stand out as tourists

My unofficial and impromptu Halloween photo shoot Charlotte, downtown. Took my chances as the contestants crossed to the contest hall.

My unofficial and impromptu Halloween photo shoot Charlotte, downtown. Took my chances as the contestants crossed to the contest hall.

My unofficial and impromptu Halloween photo shoot Charlotte, downtown. Took my chances as the contestants crossed to the contest hall.

My unofficial and impromptu Halloween photo shoot Charlotte, downtown. Outside Rira Pub, awaiting the competition.

With how i have been feeling the last few months, i am questioning whether or not i am still me? has mental illness changed me as a person, how do i know the pain isn't visible how do i know the others don't see or know

Get rid of your reactive mind!!.

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Dianetics has changed the lives of millions. .

Experience for yourself how it can help you. .

.

Two-day Seminar, held Saturday and Sunday..

.

Dianetics Life Improvement Center.

331 Castro St. Mountain View, Ca 94041.

650-605-9000.

dianeticsmv@gmail.com .

www.dianeticsmountainview.com.

.

.

© 2009 CSI. All Rights Reserved. Dianetics is a trademark and service mark owned by Religious Technology Center and is used with its permission. C6376

Competitors heading to the contest in Sip, N Tryon and 5th street intersection. At the intersection are the four pubs, Sip, Rira's, The Local and Connolly's.

My unofficial and impromptu Halloween photo shoot Charlotte, downtown. Took my chances as the contestants crossed to the contest hall.

Dianetics has changed the lives of millions. .

Experience for yourself how it can help you..

.

Two-day Seminar, held Saturday and Sunday.

.

Dianetics Life Improvement Center.

331 Castro St. Mountain View, Ca 94041.

650-605-9000.

dianeticsmv@gmail.com .

www.dianeticsmountainview.com.

.

.

.

© 2009 CSI. All Rights Reserved. Dianetics is a trademark and service mark owned by Religious Technology Center and is used with its ..

permission. C6376

5 inner ogres: Fear, Criticism, Doubt, Confusion, Anxiety

My unofficial and impromptu Halloween photo shoot Charlotte, downtown. Took my chances as the contestants crossed to the contest hall.

My unofficial and impromptu Halloween photo shoot Charlotte, downtown. Took my chances as the contestants crossed to the contest hall.

My unofficial and impromptu Halloween photo shoot Charlotte, downtown. Took my chances as the contestants crossed to the contest hall.

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