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Following 3 years of strict COVID regulations, Beijingers enjoy the Lunar New Year with intense shopping and celebrations.
For so long you have been closed off to goodness, hope, beauty, healthy connection with yourself, others and God and many other positive, helpful and necessary elements. It makes sense, based on the harm you’ve endured, that this was necessary for your survival—and this is a devastating, incredibly sad reality that may have protected you but keeps you stuck and does not allow you live freely, fully and healthily. And now you are slowly, carefully and cautiously opening up to new, unfamiliar ways of being and living that can feel scary. It makes sense that this is extremely difficult to take these tiny, unpredictable steps to open up. And it is amazing that you’re working through the fear and discomfort you experience as you push yourself—at a pace appropriate for you—to open up in new, life-giving ways.
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It had been a while since I’d taken many pictures. I was facing extra intense struggles with the effects of trauma I’ve experienced, CPTSD, anxiety, depression, and physical health difficulties along with my husband’s ongoing, fragile health condition and a recent scare with difficulty breathing and me needing to call an ambulance for him in the middle of the night which resulted in another hospitalization. Somehow, while my husband was hospitalized, I pushed myself to spend an hour outside at home one evening. I was thankful to see signs of growth and very surprised to see that the small peach tree was starting to bloom. I saw some blooms that were opened and this bloom that was still partially closed caught my attention. I appreciated the story of opening up that I saw in this bloom—it was a meaningful gift to me in that moment which I remember when seeing this image.
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CREDITS:
♦ Backdrop + prop and pose by Fashiowl - Gonna Shine
♦ Dress by Virtual Diva Couture - Bree
♦ Belt by BEO - Crystal drops gacha
♦ Hair by Tram - J0513b hair
♦ Glasses by Hypnose - Beka Glasses
♦ Cigarette by RVN - let's discuss - cigarette
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✔ Head by Lelutka Evox – Avalon
✔ Body by Maitreya - Lara
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