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sorry for all the boring face shots lately~ this was snapped right before work this morning! Got to leave at 4 today to head up to the city (SF) to see My Chemical Romance! Woohoo! it was fun! (they made us take our cameras back to the car or i would have taken my shot there) we were going to explore and take some picts after but it was late and freezing and we still had a long drive! So we came home~ now i'm gona crawl in bed it's 1:10 my ears are ringing and i'm still cold. i'll be back in the am to add my stuff!
..ok i'm up~ not bad, it's 9:30. that's actually really good for me! i'm always up early~ no work today! (mandatory day off~ they cut hours 32/wk, lame)
*for those who are interested in MCR~one of my favs.i really want to do a picture like that too~ like the girl w/the ballet/black lace n makeup w/roses! it's been on my mind a bit~ i think it would look cool!
i say sorry too much~ it seems i've been insecure lately, like a lot! so i say sorry, for everything! wtf! so sorry! lol j/k! no but really~ i'm just down~ need a new outfit er something i just feel lame! lotz of my clothes are too big and i just look silly w/my now baggy black dress pants! (for work)i don't exactly have any money to spend~my man's b-day is next week! the big 30!
gonna throw on some music and clean up a little~ i think that will put me in a better mood! i'll be back when i have something a little more positive to day! (i'm trying to be an optimist ~ha, ha good luck) they say it's all about attitude!
oh and step 6~i was once diagnosed as manic depressive~years ago~ ok but i've now manage to ween myself off of three heavy doses of meds. in the last year! am i getting better? or was i over medicated? if anyone is wondering~ zanex, lexipro, effexer. I do still have my zanex but i haven't been taking it! my doctor was amazed. but really~ is this why i'm feeling so week, so down lately? or am i past all that and this is just how it is? not really sure but i do know that after all the crap i've been through medically (my crohn's disease and my surgeries) i think it's awesome that i was able to get off the meds! i'd been on them for over 10 years~ different meds/ different doses! crazy hu? yes i am!
Photos of SoCal modern rockers Linkin Park performing at Rogers Arena in Vancouver on September 4 on the Honda Civic Tour with Incubus and Mutemath.
Unfortunately, this title is not just a reference to the song One Step Closer by Linkin Park. Shortly before leaving work yesterday, I along with the rest of my co-workers were informed that our company has been sold to an out of state company. They won't need two corporate offices so we'll be out of jobs. The timetable is unknown at this point.
One Step Closer video: www.youtube.com/watch?v=A5sx7OFPGOY
Dal video One Step Closer dei Linkin Park. 2001
From the official music video of One step Closer by Linkin Park. 2001
"one step closer"~ every day i remind myself more and more like my mother! the way i talk, the facial expressions i make it's strange! personality wise my dad says i'm just like him :) calm, collected, not so drama? maybe he just doesn't know me that well~ lol!
i really love my parents, i just wish my dad was younger. he just turned 80 this year and i just can't bare the thought of loosing him. not that it will be any time soon. anyway~ this smile~ it's so my mom!
...Lord please help me to be a better daughter and call my parents more often. thank you! <3
Photos of SoCal modern rockers Linkin Park performing at Rogers Arena in Vancouver on September 4 on the Honda Civic Tour with Incubus and Mutemath.
Photos of SoCal modern rockers Linkin Park performing at Rogers Arena in Vancouver on September 4 on the Honda Civic Tour with Incubus and Mutemath.
Photos of SoCal modern rockers Linkin Park performing at Rogers Arena in Vancouver on September 4 on the Honda Civic Tour with Incubus and Mutemath.
Photos of SoCal modern rockers Linkin Park performing at Rogers Arena in Vancouver on September 4 on the Honda Civic Tour with Incubus and Mutemath.
Photos of SoCal modern rockers Linkin Park performing at Rogers Arena in Vancouver on September 4 on the Honda Civic Tour with Incubus and Mutemath.
Photos of SoCal modern rockers Linkin Park performing at Rogers Arena in Vancouver on September 4 on the Honda Civic Tour with Incubus and Mutemath.
Photos of SoCal modern rockers Linkin Park performing at Rogers Arena in Vancouver on September 4 on the Honda Civic Tour with Incubus and Mutemath.
Photos of SoCal modern rockers Linkin Park performing at Rogers Arena in Vancouver on September 4 on the Honda Civic Tour with Incubus and Mutemath.
Photos of SoCal modern rockers Linkin Park performing at Rogers Arena in Vancouver on September 4 on the Honda Civic Tour with Incubus and Mutemath.
Photos of SoCal modern rockers Linkin Park performing at Rogers Arena in Vancouver on September 4 on the Honda Civic Tour with Incubus and Mutemath.
Photos of SoCal modern rockers Linkin Park performing at Rogers Arena in Vancouver on September 4 on the Honda Civic Tour with Incubus and Mutemath.
Photos of SoCal modern rockers Linkin Park performing at Rogers Arena in Vancouver on September 4 on the Honda Civic Tour with Incubus and Mutemath.
Photos of SoCal modern rockers Linkin Park performing at Rogers Arena in Vancouver on September 4 on the Honda Civic Tour with Incubus and Mutemath.
Photos of SoCal modern rockers Linkin Park performing at Rogers Arena in Vancouver on September 4 on the Honda Civic Tour with Incubus and Mutemath.
Photos of SoCal modern rockers Linkin Park performing at Rogers Arena in Vancouver on September 4 on the Honda Civic Tour with Incubus and Mutemath.