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finally all done...cutting it pretty close...we had to adjust a few things...had issues with the printer...the first idea didnt work...I did her little info cards..{most of them} upside down...but I think overall we are happy...and I am especially happy they are done and going out in the mail this week...now onto abbys sweet 16......
People from different communities were brought together by one night of discussion.
Photo by: Lori Fernald Khamala
as life continues to move forward, sometimes i feel i'm taking one step forward and three steps back. but i'll continue to keep moving ahead because in the end, i think 'm making progress. i suppose it's not until the end of the year or after some time that you can look back and see the progress you made or sometimes, haven't made.
i don't know. just gotta have belief in yourself.
I bought this for a special occasion. It was a lovely time which is now behind me.
I know I should think positively but it's difficult to believe that I will ever have the occasion to wear this again. And I know I'm not the first people to feel this way. "You'll get it over it." Will I? It sure has been a while now and I'm still not over it, really. Sometimes I like to THINK I am over it but I don't think I really am. I'm still checking email frequently hoping to find a message from him. I still think about him all the time.
I do try to look forward in a positive light. I do tell myself that there MAY come a day when I wear this again. And sometimes, I imagine that day is soon. But, my god, the notion of letting go is so scary. I never wanted to say goodbye. I'm beginning to understand that, for my own well-being, I MUST say goodbye. I must acknowledge that it's over. I'm scared. I want happiness and I think I know the next step in the path to get there. I've pushed it away for months and months now. How can I possibly let go?!
Something internal is shifting. I can feel it. Two steps forward, one step back. I have to remember to be patient with myself.