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Week 12. Time.

 

To all the friendships we've lost.

 

Was over at grandmas house this week. So I couldn't do my original idea for this, because it was too complicated. So I had to go with something a bit simpler. Hope you all like it.

Week 4

Theme: music

  

The snowy ground this week stopped my first idea, so instead we have a backdrop of vinyl! A much warmer option, at least :]

  

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37/52 Photography o'clock

I love to shoot in the late afternoon when the sun is low in the sky. What about you?

  

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4/52 Music

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Word of the week: Reflection

 

This week I went home (to Doncaster) for the weekend to celebrate my Dads and Sister birthday. They share the same birthday (2nd Feb) exactly 30 years apart & yes, if you are wondering, of course we had two cakes!

 

I had little time to shoot for the 52 week project this week but I knew wanted to shoot at home. I was thinking this week about how I feel when I go home; secure, loved, comfortable, happy and like a child again! So this weeks image was inspired by feeling like a child in an adults mind.

 

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I've been trying to make extra scary pics for Halloween. But if you can't tell I'm not really into that kinda thing. So this is my "you'd have to be blind to not know this was for Halloween" picture. lol

29/52 - After the dark

Very happy I was able to capture some fresh snow this week.

 

Join us: Let's get creative 2015

  

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Why is it when I wake up I have this deep fear? Mornings are suppose to be blissful and full of hope, for the unfolding day. So why as soon as my body releases itself from an endless slumber; a knott clotts up in my throat. I struggle to let go of the pillow; I struggle to get up out of bed; I struggle to eat; I struggle to let go of yesterday. As the clock starts to click and the sun starts to shift , the fear increases. So many things to do, promises to keep- to both others and myself. What if I'm not good enough? What if I'm shot down?What if I fall? What if I struggle on life's meanings and goals. Days wasted because of fears and doubt. Until the sun falls and another night full of promises are made, eyes closed, waiting for morning again.

 

Been very ill this full week; wasting the days in bed; it's gave very low self esteem. Need a little boost of confidence in myself and in my work...

Week 2: Spherical

 

‪#‎Letsgetcreative2015‬ - 52 Week Project (A creative self portrait image every week for a year!)

 

In this weeks image I took the concept of time and how over the past few months I have felt like I have been wasting it. My original idea was to have the clock in the form of a medal around my neck, to represent using time wisely to work hard to achieve success.

 

However when shooting the image I felt it was too comical and I wanted to represent all the emotions that I had around feeling lazy and the lack of confidence I have had in my work. I've been through a lot of changes recently, that were out of my control and I let them get the better of me. Every moment felt like a waste of time. I have slowly but surely managed to pull myself up and I am now embracing change and a positive mindset has brought a lot of positive things!

 

All in good time.

 

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Week 13. Imperfections.

 

I spent thousands of dollars and 10 (!!!) years to fix my crooked teeth (yes, they were BAD) and I still can't call them perfect... I'm fine for now, though, I like them enough. Maybe one day, I'll get them fixed completely, maybe not.

 

This photo is a stark contrast to what my pictures have been for a while. I hope it makes you smile :)

I know this isn't the best self portrait I've uploaded, but what can yuh do? (yes my eyes are purposely almost closed)

 

41/52 It's you they add up to

 

Why is it that we spend so much time being self-conscious about those little things? Some lyrics that sum up my thoughts on this topic perfectly:

 

You can't go to bed without a cup of tea

maybe that's the reason that you talk in your sleep

and all those conversations are the secrets that i keep

though it makes no sense to me

 

I know you've never loved the sound of your voice on tape

you never want to know how much you weigh

you still have to squeeze into your jeans

but you're perfect to me

 

I won't let this little things slips out of my mouth

But if it's true, it's you, it's you, they add up to

I'm in love with you and all these little things

- Little Things by One Direction

  

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38/52 Back in the woods for a self-portrait, yay :)!

  

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Week 5. Weather.

(Week 5 is actually "Reflection", but I have no time for that now, so I'm moving the topic to some other week)

 

Questionable angle choice.

A hair-toning accident happened, so now I have light purple hair. It comes out kind of distracting in pictures.

 

30/52 - Music makes my world go round

Music plays an important role in my images for quiet some time now. Many of my early self-portraits were inspired by lyrics and songs that I enjoyed at that time (great memories!!). And I can't imagine to edit and work on my images without listening to a good remix.

 

I had these lyrics in mind all week:

Music makes my world go round

And music gets me high and keeps me on the ground

In music I feel safe and sound

Get lost and still be found

Music Makes My World Go Round - Lovebugs

  

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yaay. I am starting a 52 week project today! :)

 

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Week 4/52

 

*No, the cuts/scars are not real.

  

This week the theme for #LetsGetCreative2015 was music. While I was brainstorming ideas for my self-portrait, I happened upon the song ‘Chandelier’ by Sia. Somehow, I had never listened to it apart from snippets of the chorus on car radios. As I was listening to the lyrics though, I was incredibly moved by her raw honesty. Sun is up, I’m a mess/Got to get out now, got to run from this/Here comes the shame, here comes the shame.

 

I find so often that pop has become a meaningless genre; more about making the raciest music video rather than creating art. (This is why I don’t listen to the radio and managed not to hear this song until now). It’s amazing when artists like Sia break through and really say something important through their music.

  

I started writing my ideas down right away. I knew I wanted to create something to go with this song. As I started experimenting and shooting, the photos became more and more personal and I wasn’t sure if I was ever going to post it anywhere. Then I realized that today is #BellLetsTalk.

 

Sia was brave enough to release her song about her addiction, so I am going to share my photos too.

 

While I have been fortunate enough to never battle a substance addiction, I understand what it is like to not want to feel anything. I understand what it means to wake up and be unable to get out of bed. I know what it’s like to hate yourself for not being able to handle simple things like schoolwork and talking to people. I used alcohol and forms of self-harm to cope with my untreated depression and anxiety for years throughout high school. I was lucky enough to have the support of my friends, family, and teachers to get myself out of that dark place.

 

Today I have decided to share a little bit of myself in the hopes that someone who is still struggling will read this and realize that there is a way out. I am okay, and you will be okay too. Don’t be afraid to admit that you need help, it’s not your fault.

I thought you were inspired

But you were just possessed

Anita Lane - The World's A Girl

 

Week 7. Soft.

(Skipping the Mythology theme because I was really looking forward to it and don't want to fuck it up. So I'll do it another week)

Week 6. Quiet.

 

Can't even be bothered with a better title. I'm not really sure what I'm expressing with this, but that's okay. It does feel quiet to me.

Finally bought the battery for my camera's remote control, so more pictures are coming soon.

44/52 Your mind is a powerful thing

 

It all begins and ends in your mind.

What you give power to, has power over you, if you allow it.

- Leon Brown

  

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35/52 - Exhausted

  

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33/52 - Quiet (forever)

Forever feeling comfortable with creepy and eery self-portraits and I haven't done one for a while.

  

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Aditi in Sanskrit means “limitless”. She was the mother of gods and represented space, the heavens, the beginning of all things.

I love the quiet blanket of noise that comes when it snows.

Week 2/52- Spherical

 

Hiding in my personal space bubble protected from the outside world.

 

24/52 - Temperature

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45/52 Evening Light

 

Those who don't believe in magic will never find it.

- Roald Dah

  

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31/52 - Mirror mirror

  

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32/52 - When lightning strikes

  

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I 'm not satisfied with this one, but i haven't got enough time to make another shot. :/

 

[thank you Flora for being my human tripod. :)]

39/52 Small Victories

Remember to celebrate the small victories, too!

  

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14/52 - Flight

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7/52.

'quiet'

 

And in the naked light I saw,

ten thousand people, maybe more.

People talking without speaking,

people hearing without listening

People writing songs

that voices never shared,

And no one dared

to stir the sound of silence

 

#LGC2015

Today I included my best friend in my self-portrait for week 3 - my 16 year old dog Toby, he loves the beach. He doesn't like having his photo taken, but I wanted to have a last photo of us two to remember our precious friendship.

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