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Taken as part of the on-going photography competition at work. This one was taken for the theme "Isolation".
I'm continuing a series I started on Insta where I've been sharing my own personal struggles with Isolation and lack of access to quality medical care.
Once again I have a new medical team and once again this means my referrals are no longer available to me because once again it's been suggested that I also change medical insurance.
There's a big part of me that feels like I've once again allowed people to influence me into making bad choices for my overall health, wellbeing and existence.
I say this because I was scan away from starting chemotherapy that I've not had access to for well over a year. While the cancer is fully treatable and curable, it was stage three when it was finally diagnosed properly. I went nearly two years being told it was nothing, then to being told it was fat pockets or dislodged fat. That's not a thing. Fat doesn't just hang out in the body. it could become blood clots resulting in death. Lipodystrophy was once a common side effect of first generation drugs to treat what was once called "the gay cancer" or "GRID" Gay Retro Immune Disease. However today's medications is far more advanced and things like this are very very rare. She telling me it was this as well was simply incorrect. When the blood test cane back normal for cancer, I was ordered to forget it and let it go. March 10, 2021, two years after feeling the lumps grown larger and larger in my neck, under my arms and other areas and after two hospital stays and an AIDS diagnosis that came on February 3, 2021, after 12 years of controlled undetected HIV, but 41 days without access to the one pill I took daily only missing when I couldn't get them prescribed. It was like a 1 to 2 punch right to my face.
Friends who started this journey with me, went with me to every single medical appointment and saw what was happening are pretty much no longer available. Isolating me even more and left with feelings of my decline becoming too much for them and the burden of my being so sick, not with mental illness issues which have affected all of them, but my best friend the most, no work, bills mounting, eating cat and dog food and at times from garbage bins just so not to feel like this massive burden to them or this huge failure to myself.
I'm also not fighting for housing and thought of homelessness in my state creates more mental stress, anxiety, panic attacks. I no longer feel safe expressing how I feel or what I am dealing with 24 hours a day 7 days a week with no breaks. To know that threats of homelessness come from the very places I must turn to for support who hold my housing in their hands and can end it at anytime is very crippling.
It's come to my attention that the people I love, the people I consider my friends, the people I've trusted are saying things that have worked and are working against me completely devastates me.
from one pill a day and occasionally having to take a pain medication to help me control Sickle Cell is now these pills in the pictures.
1 pill twice a day
1 pill once a day
1 pill four times a day
1 pill 3 times a day
3 pills once a day
1 5ml dose every 6 hours
I have to set alarms in order not to forget.
I still have no idea if the cancer has spread any further. I've not had my colonoscopy
All of these pills come with hefty side effects, including heart and breathing problems, drastic mood swings, skin problems, brain issues, drowsiness, irritability, inability to function and death.
I must monitor my blood pressure and oxygen constantly.
I was already struggling to hold me camera and tonight I couldn't hold it still with a 50mm lens. I had to place it on a tripod.
95% of the time I am alone. My friend Andrew comes by on Sundays to take me and the dogs to Santa Monica, my hometown. Besides doctors appointments this is my only outing. He is the only contact I have with a human being in person. Imagine what this feels like.
This is my life........fading away
nikon f3, 24mm, r25 filter, ilford hp5. This is one of those places in almost all of the farm fields around this area that has a place the farmers will not disturb because there are burial sites within. They work and plant all around these types of areas and will not ever disturb the area.
A still from my machinima / video art, isolation, made within an exhibition of the same name by CapCat Ragu.
Location of Isolation exhibition in Second Life: Ribong Gallery
Another beautiful day in Chicago, enabling many to get outside and just enjoy - perfect for a visit to the Botanical Gardens. Here are two pictures of the same flower shot at different angles. Enjoy!
Wanted to try some indoor photography with copious amounts of negative space. I hope the isolated subject speaks to you.
My award from you is a word or few, not a flashing/dancing/jumping or singing copy/paste item.
Please do not feel offended if I erase does comments.
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Subject Isolation Practice: Outfit inspired flash practice session. Using a single softbox for general lighting, a snoot for face highlighting, and then a blue gel on a reflector with barnbox for hair lighting.
Alien Isolation
Reshade
Cheat Engine table for FoV, DoF & Freecam
XML Tweaks for shadow and particle resolution & surface reflectiveness.
Turned off in-game grain
1440p (cropped)
Fat cat says it all with his big yawn. I must be on the mend as boredom rather than any symptoms is without a doubt my biggest gripe of the day.
It hunts tirelessly. Nothing you have can kill it. Your only hope is to hide.
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Subject Isolation Practice: Outfit inspired flash practice session. Using a Godox v1 in single long softbox for general lighting, a Godox v1 w/ snoot for face highlighting, and then a Godox AD200 w/ blue gel in an 8" reflector with barn-box for hair lighting.
Güincho, Cascais, Portugal
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Shot with two sb600's. One in a small Photoflex soft-
box camera left, positioned slightly behind and level
with table. Second sb in a xsmall Photoflex soft-box
and aimed at blue poster-board background. Both
lights triggered via Nikon CLS. Apple is sitting on top of white foamcore. Processed in ACR with post in
Photoshop CS4.
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In Search Of Ian Curtis
Monitorpop
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Love Will Tear Us Apart
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The COVID recovery continues, as does the isolation! Steph is feeling a load better today and I think boredom is kicking in so she made a batch of cookies. With limited taste and absolutely no sense of smell, I'm sure there was a wonderful aroma wafting in the kitchen. I'm slowly starting to feel better, just a continuous headache, feeling ridiculously tired, a complete lack of ability to smell and weird things happening to my taste (Today I still can't really taste anything properly and everything has a hint of a taste of peaches to it????) to overcome now