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This is not in the suburbs, this is actually across the street from my building. The Santa is motorized or something and rises up out of the chimney repeatedly. All day and night. This shot was taken shortly after they put it up; it's been working fine ever since.
For more sick Christmas fun, please see my good friend Addadada's page. Every year he does an "advent calendar" of sorts that's, well, just check it out:
Frustrated.
So here it is 4 AM and because of the LACK OF RESPECT that is given by my roomates and what sounds as if their 15 friends...I'm awake, It has been hours of loud music, with a louder TV, and on top of all that the necessity of louder voices... Its ridiculous.
I finally said forget it and am forced to listen to my iPod to fall asleep....just so i can drown out the noises....new people coming in and pounding on the door, they can't hear it, everything is already to loud, 5 6 7 loud pounding at the door, yelling clapping screaming voices....
i can't take it.
one reason i'm counting down the days...
I dont need this.
Thanks Jefferson Apartments for placing me with such respectful roomates....
what did i ever do to you to deserve this?
Glasses cause the funky eyes....maybe if my eyes were actually glowing i would be more intimidating.
Do I say something no because I feel so uncomfortable with everyone being in here as it is.....
i just want to go to bed.
we'll see how my day goes to see if this is my pic for today or not.
december 30, 2009
today i went to sleep at about 8 in the morning, after i called mi and woke her up. x] (sorry)
then, i went downstairs to consume some caffeine but instead i fell asleep on the couch for about 5 hours. x]
later, i just watched tv and then i stayed up till about 6:30 am, the 31st, reading The Time Traveler's Wife. :] you'd think i would learn, but i don't. x]
so, i really was feeling kinda sad after listening to this song and i wrote all these little papers. i think they kinda apply to me and they were kinda just randomly what i wanted to write and what i thought would make for a pretty cool photo shoot. i also wanted to really dress up so i put on a white collared shirt, a khaki skirt and black tights. so i was using my tripod and my little brother comes and wants to help. :] then my mom saw and she wanted us to all take pictures together for her Facebook. mmmhhhmmm. it was pretty fun. then caleb was so cute and he was like "i wanna be a photographer!" <3
#WordsOfWisdom #Life #LifeLessons #LifeQuotes #HowIFeel #WhatMatters #SoTrue #SaysItAll #RespectYourself #RespectYourBody #HaveHighStandards #SetHighStandards #DontChaseReplace #HaveSelfWorth #BeIndependent - missashlynia
This is how I feel right now.
A surfer has just missed getting on his board for this small wave at Mission Beach in California.
is so full and happy and with warm and big red hearts....
and i just feel soo empty.
Sorry guise,no good pictures today.
Tradução:
Todo mundo...
é tão completo e feliz e tem corações quentinhos,grandes e vermelhos...
e eu apenas me sinto tão vazia.
Desculpa ae galera,sem fotos boas hoje.
i had this photoshopped image as my msn and people kept asking me what the hell it was, so on the most booooooooring morning of the year i am uploading it. hahahah thismorning was soo boooring that its afternoon now and i didn't even know. I am out of the house on a forced boat trip. Later!
It's art, and it's also how I feel. Dead tired. Need sleep!
P.S., I know this will come back to haunt me when I run for public office, but hopefully, by then, people will be open-minded enough to not care about artistic expression! <3
This afternoon saw a trip to Wisley with Cat and her brood. The butterflies are there at the moment but unfortunately what should have been a lovely afternoon wasn't much fun; a combination of prams being banned from the glasshouse, a therefore walking, excited and wild Sophie, huge numbers of people, rain and then a repeatedly stropping Charlotte - who kept stopping whilst we were walking as a result of not going the way she wanted! Eventually I had enough and we left, with Charlotte in tears ('I don't wannnnt to gooooo hoooome').
Both children promptly fell asleep on the way home and woke far happier, phew.
So my lovely photo of a butterfly didn't happen but here is an, erm.... it ends in -ulus, if I remember correctly. Cat?
knock, knock, knock.
you can't come in.
you're wondering now what to do, now you know this is the end.
- amy winehouse
I went on Friday, and after that first session was given this form to complete prior to the following sessions. There's lots I could write about all this.
Our instructor said: think of one word to describe how you feel RIGHT NOW. Then go out and take a picture that represents that feeling.
My word was something between "smooshed" "blah" (but not the 'bored' blah, rather the sick, vaguely dying & relieved by that prospect blah) and "ppppppttthhhh" :P
The dirty bottom of my foot on the hot, jagged rocks seemed like the closest representation.
Created with fd's Flickr Toys.
When I don't have the right words to express how I feel - I borrow someone else's. You might remember this song was on the City of Angels Soundtrack ... Jude is an incredible artist and I Urge you click below and take a listen.
www.esnips.com/doc/16b45fb2-28e1-478d-8e26-cb135eb59a04/J...
I've been told to be positive about tomorrow, and not to expect this coming Monday to be as bad as last Monday. Be positive. Be open. Ask for help if needed. Remember to delegate. Don't drink as much coffee. Smile. Talk. Keep breathing.
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Please excuse any typos; written and sent using my mobile.
It doesn't matter where I go
I always have a home in your arms
You are my rock
In that I am sure
When I have doubts
You make me believe again
By your loyalty I see
That with you
Is where I'll be
See myself as your eternal love
The sweetness in your eyes
I can tell how you feel
Be assured I won't ever leave
~MISS PRESLEY~
Taken from my Mom's garden.
This is not a hill.
Following another meeting with my NLP (kind of) counsellor, about how I feel at work in the mornings compared to how I feel in the afternoons:
In the mornings, the day looms up over me like a hill. I look forward to the afternoon when I know I will be strolling down the other side of the hill towards the little village Hometime. I use this thought to cheer me up whilst I queue for another coffee to prepare me for the gruelling climb ahead. But every day, as I approach Hometime and glance back at the day I've just walked through, I realise there is no hill.
It's been a long time since I did a page in my art journal and after reading the quote on a friend's blog, it prompted me to quickly put a page together. The quote is by Mary Oliver
"I feel my boots trying to leave the ground,
I feel my heart pumping hard.
I want to think again of dangerous and noble things.
I want to be light and frolicsome.
I want to be improbable beautiful and afraid of nothing, as though I had wings."