February 23, 2020 Subverted Selfie Project Post
February 23, 2020: Man with dog. After a few strong weeks, I’ve found its true what they say - what goes up must come down. I woke up feeling great, ready to face the day. I had breakfast at Starbucks, did some work on my #laptop then went to get some groceries and it seemed to all #collapse inside. I think it was cause yesterday I was inundated on Twitter with #scammers, around a dozen different ones. I’ve been getting a lot since I’ve been posting daily on social media. I usually toy with them before reporting them to Instagram, but then I attacked someone who wasn’t a scammer and I offended them greatly. And I did genuinely feel bad about that. I think the inundation was eating away at my insecurities, it felt like no one was interested in me, just what they thought they could take from me.
It made me question my worth again, which I’ve done countless time before. It made me question why I seem to just push people away. So I slept a lot today, after having a really good talk with a friend. But I got next to nothing done, again. But I know I needed the sleep. Overall, I know I’m making strides with my mental well being and the direction for my soul. But today reminded me it’s not always gonna be easy.
My dog Kira stayed close today. She’s very sweet and loves me so much. I’m very grateful to have her in my life. She turns ten this year. There are times during her life when I thought of doing what I had tried to do in 2007. But I just couldn’t bear to leave her alone in this world. I love her so much.
Part of my personal photo project of 2020, to get a different selfie shot of me everyday, photo 54/366.
This photo was initially posted on Instagram.
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February 23, 2020 Subverted Selfie Project Post
February 23, 2020: Man with dog. After a few strong weeks, I’ve found its true what they say - what goes up must come down. I woke up feeling great, ready to face the day. I had breakfast at Starbucks, did some work on my #laptop then went to get some groceries and it seemed to all #collapse inside. I think it was cause yesterday I was inundated on Twitter with #scammers, around a dozen different ones. I’ve been getting a lot since I’ve been posting daily on social media. I usually toy with them before reporting them to Instagram, but then I attacked someone who wasn’t a scammer and I offended them greatly. And I did genuinely feel bad about that. I think the inundation was eating away at my insecurities, it felt like no one was interested in me, just what they thought they could take from me.
It made me question my worth again, which I’ve done countless time before. It made me question why I seem to just push people away. So I slept a lot today, after having a really good talk with a friend. But I got next to nothing done, again. But I know I needed the sleep. Overall, I know I’m making strides with my mental well being and the direction for my soul. But today reminded me it’s not always gonna be easy.
My dog Kira stayed close today. She’s very sweet and loves me so much. I’m very grateful to have her in my life. She turns ten this year. There are times during her life when I thought of doing what I had tried to do in 2007. But I just couldn’t bear to leave her alone in this world. I love her so much.
Part of my personal photo project of 2020, to get a different selfie shot of me everyday, photo 54/366.
This photo was initially posted on Instagram.
#DeconstructingSelfies #SubvertedSelfies #Selfies #NotAPrettyFace #365SelfieChallenge #365daychallenge #365Selfies2020 #2020Selfies #DailySelfie #DailySelfies