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Silent screams in my head
Keep me awake
I won't fall asleep
A motionless, paralyzed body
Lying helplessly, like a child in a cradle
So small
So fragile
Constant fight against powers greater than mine
Drains my will to live
The Music: Red Moon Architect - Cradle
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Before anyone asks me, this isn't about what's going on inside my head, this about what's going on inside someone dear to me. Don't ask if I'm okay, this isn't about me.
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My Macabre 12 Days of Christmas. AKA The 12 Death of Christmas. I dressed and made up some friends as adorable elves and staged their Christmas themed deaths. I consider myself very fortunate to know such wonderful people to indulge me, especially since this was relatively last minute!! Props to Brittany B, Red H, Mindy J, Beth W, and Ashley E, my models and Bruce H who came for something else and stayed through these as well, plus Chuck who was a big help. I did the makeup myself for this one. Yes, my first ever special effects makeup. I marked these as moderate due to the somewhat graphic content.
Hunting season was a success, though not in the way I expected it to be. We were donated this little buck by some local farmers who'd run out of freezer space and knew that we'd been unable to fill our own tags. Small towns and the people who live there never ceases to amaze me.
My boyfriend helped me haul this bugger up in the shop, where I skinned and quartered it to fill the freezer. My dog, Cabal, was on a prey model raw diet for about a month thereafter, and we saved a small fortune on dog food as a result.
The rest of the meat is still in the freezer. We're planning a Yule feast here at the farm and will feature foods from the local community.
In other news, the 'farm' is now up to 12 chickens (3 hens and 9 pullets), two Nigerian dwarf goats, Cabal the dogbeast, and Blackjack the Manx cat. We brought home a new addition yesterday in the form of a blue bay shepherd temporarily called "Haven" (we plan on re-naming him, as Haven doesn't really suit).
Business is slow going as I have a backlog of commissions to finish. I took a hiatus from work during the move and things are slowly getting back to normal as a result.
"After being captured I took the name 'Hwa.' It means 'Flower' and so that is what many refer to me as. I am this Brothel's sweet Korean Flower."
Election day USA. Trigger warnings and pundits blabbing away. What do you have to lose? Vote for Kitty!
My Macabre 12 Days of Christmas. AKA The 12 Death of Christmas. I dressed and made up some friends as adorable elves and staged their Christmas themed deaths. I consider myself very fortunate to know such wonderful people to indulge me, especially since this was relatively last minute!! Props to Brittany B, Red H, Mindy J, Beth W, and Ashley E, my models and Bruce H who came for something else and stayed through these as well, plus Chuck who was a big help. I did the makeup myself for this one. Yes, my first ever special effects makeup. I marked these as moderate due to the somewhat graphic content.
So I would like to clarify this is not meant in any way to empower him, all the contrary this is a way of showing him as what he really is: the embodiment of evil, a disgusting creature that unfortunately was elected as the president of the US.
Now I'm Mexican but most of my followers and clients are Xicanos and paisanos that live in the USA and I really feel for you guys I just wanted to send all my love to you❣And to the minorities that now will live in fear for themselves and their loved ones please stay strong and keep on fighting for your human rights. I didn't wanted to post anything else before addressing in some way my thoughts on the matter and if you want to share this please remember to add trigger warnings. #tw #triggerwarning #rape #abuse #sexualassualt
MY QUESTION: So why are there so many pansies in university classrooms who need trigger warnings in order to read great texts or view great art?
My Macabre 12 Days of Christmas. AKA The 12 Death of Christmas. I dressed and made up some friends as adorable elves and staged their Christmas themed deaths. I consider myself very fortunate to know such wonderful people to indulge me, especially since this was relatively last minute!! Props to Brittany B, Red H, Mindy J, Beth W, and Ashley E, my models and Bruce H who came for something else and stayed through these as well, plus Chuck who was a big help. I did the makeup myself for this one. Yes, my first ever special effects makeup. I marked these as moderate due to the somewhat graphic content.
My Macabre 12 Days of Christmas. AKA The 12 Death of Christmas. I dressed and made up some friends as adorable elves and staged their Christmas themed deaths. I consider myself very fortunate to know such wonderful people to indulge me, especially since this was relatively last minute!! Props to Brittany B, Red H, Mindy J, Beth W, and Ashley E, my models and Bruce H who came for something else and stayed through these as well, plus Chuck who was a big help. I did the makeup myself for this one. Yes, my first ever special effects makeup. I marked these as moderate due to the somewhat graphic content.
My Macabre 12 Days of Christmas. AKA The 12 Death of Christmas. I dressed and made up some friends as adorable elves and staged their Christmas themed deaths. I consider myself very fortunate to know such wonderful people to indulge me, especially since this was relatively last minute!! Props to Brittany B, Red H, Mindy J, Beth W, and Ashley E, my models and Bruce H who came for something else and stayed through these as well, plus Chuck who was a big help. I did the makeup myself for this one. Yes, my first ever special effects makeup. I marked these as moderate due to the somewhat graphic content.
My Macabre 12 Days of Christmas. AKA The 12 Death of Christmas. I dressed and made up some friends as adorable elves and staged their Christmas themed deaths. I consider myself very fortunate to know such wonderful people to indulge me, especially since this was relatively last minute!! Props to Brittany B, Red H, Mindy J, Beth W, and Ashley E, my models and Bruce H who came for something else and stayed through these as well, plus Chuck who was a big help. I did the makeup myself for this one. Yes, my first ever special effects makeup. I marked these as moderate due to the somewhat graphic content.
My Macabre 12 Days of Christmas. AKA The 12 Death of Christmas. I dressed and made up some friends as adorable elves and staged their Christmas themed deaths. I consider myself very fortunate to know such wonderful people to indulge me, especially since this was relatively last minute!! Props to Brittany B, Red H, Mindy J, Beth W, and Ashley E, my models and Bruce H who came for something else and stayed through these as well, plus Chuck who was a big help. I did the makeup myself for this one. Yes, my first ever special effects makeup. I marked these as moderate due to the somewhat graphic content.
My Macabre 12 Days of Christmas. AKA The 12 Death of Christmas. I dressed and made up some friends as adorable elves and staged their Christmas themed deaths. I consider myself very fortunate to know such wonderful people to indulge me, especially since this was relatively last minute!! Props to Brittany B, Red H, Mindy J, Beth W, and Ashley E, my models and Bruce H who came for something else and stayed through these as well, plus Chuck who was a big help. I did the makeup myself for this one. Yes, my first ever special effects makeup. I marked these as moderate due to the somewhat graphic content.
My Macabre 12 Days of Christmas. AKA The 12 Death of Christmas. I dressed and made up some friends as adorable elves and staged their Christmas themed deaths. I consider myself very fortunate to know such wonderful people to indulge me, especially since this was relatively last minute!! Props to Brittany B, Red H, Mindy J, Beth W, and Ashley E, my models and Bruce H who came for something else and stayed through these as well, plus Chuck who was a big help. I did the makeup myself for this one. Yes, my first ever special effects makeup. I marked these as moderate due to the somewhat graphic content.
This sweet owl is blind in both eyes and missing a wing, but it doesn't stop him from hearing where his food is. He is at the nature center in Pioneers Park in LIncoln, Nebraska
Today, I is for Ink! You still have time to join in on February's Alphabet Fun for 2016!
My ink just happens to be accompanied by five stitches in a somewhat new incision and some epic bruises from my most recent open carpal tunnel release surgery. (in the background- my wrist brace and "hand-sock" the occupational therapist gave to me).
Three days post-op... My stitches come out next week and till then, I have to wear a carpal tunnel brace all the time. It makes typing challenging, but it is definitely better than that huge cast splint I had!
Link to Day 346- You can see my stitches in that photo but it isn't a close-up.
Three days post-op... My stitches come out next week and till then, I have to wear a carpal tunnel brace all the time. It makes typing challenging, but it is definitely better than that huge cast splint I had!
"Non-human and durable - I see many of the more violent and sadistic clients. How long have I been enslaved here? Twenty, thirty years? Long enough that even my screams of pain are rehearsed."
"When Kurosawa came to the Brothel, he was supposed to be just another client. However, I was instantly jealous when other workers fawned over him and spoke of how handsome and genteel he was. I found myself feeling possessive over taking care of his needs - though I had only known him for a short time."
My Macabre 12 Days of Christmas. AKA The 12 Death of Christmas. I dressed and made up some friends as adorable elves and staged their Christmas themed deaths. I consider myself very fortunate to know such wonderful people to indulge me, especially since this was relatively last minute!! Props to Brittany B, Red H, Mindy J, Beth W, and Ashley E, my models and Bruce H who came for something else and stayed through these as well, plus Chuck who was a big help. I did the makeup myself for this one. Yes, my first ever special effects makeup. I marked these as moderate due to the somewhat graphic content.
I need an embrace
we’re slipping under sighs
closing
closing eyes.
it’s odd, unheard
how beautiful this cacaphony
curling into cables of lies of sound
that hold you up over turpentine rivers.
how you,
why
you?
jet black seas, just think
how far we have to sail
from here
this place.
those windows crack at every touch,
and how could you?
I had to drive 50.1 miles one way to let someone stab me in the hand for my semiannual thyroid blood work. Then I drove home. I was at the VA for approximately 20 minutes total. That's the fastest I've ever been in and out of that place ever. (also, my phlebotomist today has never stuck me before, so she had to dig around with the butterfly needle. I have a bruise on my hand now).
why say Kurt cobain when you can say insert cocaine #depressed #depression #depressing #grunge #quote #mia #spamforspam #dead #morgue #die #triggerwarning #goodbye #pale #pastel #hippie #trippy #rad #followme #sun #goth #emo #scene #anorexic #sad #suicidal #suicide #rates #ciarasexyaf - lmao.grunggee
My Macabre 12 Days of Christmas. AKA The 12 Death of Christmas. I dressed and made up some friends as adorable elves and staged their Christmas themed deaths. I consider myself very fortunate to know such wonderful people to indulge me, especially since this was relatively last minute!! Props to Brittany B, Red H, Mindy J, Beth W, and Ashley E, my models and Bruce H who came for something else and stayed through these as well, plus Chuck who was a big help. I did the makeup myself for this one. Yes, my first ever special effects makeup. I marked these as moderate due to the somewhat graphic content.