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My eyes slowly followed my iPad screen as I absentmindedly scrolled through Instagram. My fingers delicately tapped the screen hitting “add to cart” as I basically stalked ‘Apple Fall’ and their candle sale. The shopping became an addiction after the car crash. It left me bed ridden for the last three months of my pregnancy and completely torn up.

I did my best not to cry, I didn’t want to put stress on the baby and my heart felt like there was a weighted box of rocks atop it. I was barely breathing. A few tear streaks raced a marathon down my cheeks and onto my pillow, even in the quiet and calm of Hawaii my heart was starting to have trouble finding solace. Wilson passed in the crash. He was a friend of mine and up until recently things started to get romantic. It’s probably the safest I’ve ever felt…next to him.

When the car that illegally pulled a u-turn smacked into us, time slowed. I was frightful and shielded myself and the baby selfishly. He placed his hand on my belly to shield me in those quick moments but when the car stopped, and I unbuckled my seatbelt to get out I seen him there, head against the steering wheel. Those moments constantly replayed, I wonder if the baby felt all of this pain I exuded. All of the shuddering and hyperventilation. The days with no movement. The days with no nutrition.

This was a battle u was fighting nearly alone, no one knew just how close Wilson and I had gotten…just to have him ripped away from my grasp on a whim. Toby must of heard me beginning to cry because he came around on the bed and nuzzled his little face into my neck. I knew even he missed the old me, I was partly afraid it was gone. I made love to Wilson, I loved Wilson. This was worse than a separation between me and my child’s father. My eyes begin to tear up at a memory of Wilson and I.

“ I’ll be their father Dakota. I know we said if it is a boy he would need a male figure but..hell, even if it’s a girl I still want to be there. I do. For the both of you and the others…” my smile quickly faded as I watched the sincerity flow within him, and fluently through his words. Nothing turned me on more than a man willing to step up, even if there was nothing to gain out of the situation. “Wilson, that means forever.” I eyed him with caution as he ran his hands through his curls. “Forever with my best friend doesn’t seem so bad.” He joked. I tried but I just couldn’t stop crying. I wanted Wilson. Maybe had I not opened that can of worms with him he would still be here.

Halloween 2020 ..SpOoK aWaYy.. by lady evaa (Evaa Studio)

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Aura Particles by : Graph Marenwolf of Amazing store ::

marketplace.secondlife.com/stores/215567

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www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100008583047058

www.youtube.com/watch?v=cwgI6dvVS2U&feature=youtu.be

FLF Live Stream by Pylia Hammerthall

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youtu.be/HPV_OCxB51M

Artist Loft [1] by Chuhua Evergarden

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❀ Credits here ❀ | (Video Blog)

IT'S HERE! My first full Home & Garden vlog. I had so much fun with this so grab some popcorn and enjoy some lovely scenes!

♪: Tunespiration

Comfy Nude Selfie by Suga Dolce

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Its all about comfy lounge wear this season :)

For all credits please visit my 'What I'm Wearing blog.'

Link below.

linktr.ee/Suga_Bella_Rose

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~In Da HoOd~ ..ENJoYyyyyyy💃💃..ChiLL TiMe!! by lady evaa (Evaa Studio)

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Nostalgia by Chuhua Evergarden

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Childhood memories and sweet sleep deprived ramblings, that about sums it up for today's episode of Dreams in Motion. Actually, I'll be showing some wonderful items from two of my favorite events on the grid: Enchantment and The Secret Affair!

Make sure you keep an eye on my blog for more TSA and Enchantment goodness!

Credits here ♥

Coffee and Chat with Pylia at Brillancia by Pylia Hammerthall

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Checking out the Brillancia Mainstore

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love me. by uhtheenuh_

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CATWA Amy Head by Chuhua Evergarden

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❀ CATWA Amy Head | Video Blog ❀

Amy is one of my favorite recent Catwa releases, she is just so absolutely adorable! For today's episode of Dreams in Motion, I will be showing most animation HUD options and also a few appliers from my favorite designers. Enjoy! ♥

Credits here ♥

TSA July - Summertime Sadness by Chuhua Evergarden

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❀ TSA July - Summertime Sadness | Video Blog ❀

It's a little bit last minute but today I present to you the "triple F's", my FFF (favorite fashion finds) at The Secret Affair, July. This rounds theme was "Summertime Sadness", and it was all about finding your inner bohemian spirit. So, get ready and grab your hippie gear because we are venturing off to new realms of summery, bohemian goodness.

Featured designers have been tagged ♥

CATWA Helena Head by Chuhua Evergarden

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❀ CATWA Helena | Video Blog ❀

Hey lovelies! Today's vlog is all about the Helena head by CATWA. I will be showing her different animation HUD options and her look with several appliers from some of my favorite designers.

This is not my "official return". I am still on my hiatus so please don't expect daily uploads. I promise I will return with more content and a more consistent schedule as soon as I can. Thank you for all of your support and patience!

Outfit credits here.

101 By Rysa by Anra Levine Blavier

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101 Music Lounge

Wednesday Hump Day

with DJ Anra and Angelina!

Photo By :- Rysa (Lukas White)

On9 - Southeast Asia (Part 2) by Chuhua Evergarden

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❀ On9 July - Southeast Asia (Part 2) | Video Blog ❀

I'm late again... /me hands you the virtual chair. B-but it's here! Part two of my On9 vlog for July. I hope you'll enjoy this last minute Southeast Asian goodness.

Featured designers have been tagged ♥

Skybox: unKindness - Our Little Oasis @ The Liaison Collaborative (July 7 - 30) *

Decor set: .Bee designs :. Indian gacha @ On9 (July 9 - 28)

On9 - Southeast Asia by Chuhua Evergarden

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❀ On9 July - Southeast Asia | Video Blog ❀

On9 is here! (and I'm late, I know... just... high five me in the face with a virtual chair or something, okay?)

This round was filled with Southeast Asian goodness, which hit home in all the good kind of ways. Come take a peek whilst I go over all of my favorite fashion finds (the triple F's!) from On9 July!

Featured designers have been tagged ♥

PS. The accessoires of this outfit will be displayed in part 2 of my On9 - July Event Overview.

Location: Bridgewood Barrow (until September 2016)

Thumbelina by Chuhua Evergarden

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What time is it? Time to be enchanted! This round of Enchantment is all about the smallest cutie within the fairytale world: Thumbelina!

Credits here ♥

Artist Loft [2] by Chuhua Evergarden

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❀ Credits here ❀ | (Video Blog)

IT'S HERE! My first full Home & Garden vlog. I had so much fun with this so grab some popcorn and enjoy some lovely scenes!

♪: Tunespiration

10/20/2017 - Come on out! - Rock The Pink - Vlog and EVENT! by Moanie Mertel

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6pm to whenever SL time 10/20/2017

All Donations will go to the Susan G. Coleman Foundation for cancer research.

Come out to Rez to Rock the Pink with the Ambrosia Crew!

maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/REZ/79/96/2504

Artist Garden [3] by Chuhua Evergarden

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❀ Credits here ❀ | (Video Blog)

IT'S HERE! My first full Home & Garden vlog. I had so much fun with this so grab some popcorn and enjoy some lovely scenes!

♪: Tunespiration

Another day at the office by VICTORIA STAR

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Mini Bikini Lookbook by Chuhua Evergarden

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❀ Credits here ❀ | (Video Blog)

Guess who's back? Back again? Chloë's back, tell a friend!

Okay, that isn't COMPLETELY true. I still have loads of work to do the upcoming few weeks so I won't be around as much as I'd like to but aye, at least I survived those exams.. kind of? Right? Right!

Today I'll be showing you two uber lovely bikini's from the one and only Eilfie Sugarplum (The Sugar Garden). May you all have a wonderful summer with lots of sunshine, love and cute mermaid bikini's!

Poses:

1) Overlow Poses - Pack 56 (3)

2) Overlow Poses - Pack 66 (2)

Blog:

kawaiilian.wordpress.com/2016/06/12/mini-bikini-lookbook/

PS. I still won't be able to catch up on flickr fully (unfortunately) but I will try my best. Thank you once again for all of your patience and kindness! I truly appreciate it ♥

vault life by Anastasia "Snow" Sokolov

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New Sponsor: Crowded Homes

Eons Bunker available at the Alpha Event

- 2 bedrooms

- vault

- armory

- cinema room

- bathroom or extra room

- green room

- kitchen

- car charging station

alpha taxi:

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crowded homes taxi:

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- EXTRAS -

Yoga Mat by Erfe

Bunk Bed by Nomad

Lockers by Astralia

Fall Out Posters OOC

Hydroponic Wall Cylinders by MB3

Monitor by Linkrave

Green Beans by Botanica

Mechanic Table by Star Cluster

Sci Fi Conference Table by Unity Star

Outfits:

Lady Mechanic Top by Art&Ko

Sychronocity Pants by Gabriel

Rosita Top and Shorts by Eleven

Another day of a bee by Ibnela Story

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Finally back to Flicker again. Not only Flicker, but soon to youtube as well.

Outfit:

Hair - DOUX - Freedom Hairstyle

Head - Catwa Freya

Body - Maitreya Mesh Body

Glasses - 02.Loki - Wizard Student GACHA - Gold Frame Glasses

Jacket - Foxes - Mimi - Jacket Lara

Dress - {ViSion} // Rowan Tank Top/Dress

Teqis - Turn Me On - Vlog by Moanie Mertel

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@ Teqis VIP Lounge

maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Teqis%20Lounge/158/99/902

Outfit Photo:
www.flickr.com/photos/158094789@N03/37861112321/in/datepo...

Top - *MC* - Vegas Bikini Top - Pink
Bottoms - Blueberry - Kiki Shorts - Ice
Shoes - Shoes - Phedora - Arachne Boots
Necklace - Plastik - Teller Jewelry:// Noir
Earrings - Plastik - Teller Jewelry:// Noir
Nails - ::SG:: - Ballerina Basic
Hair - Truth Hair - Margarita - Brunettes
Maitreya Mesh Body
Catwa Kimberly Mesh Head
Skin - Lara Hurley - Salma - Dark
Body Applier - Le'tre & DOUX - Golden Tone
Eyes - Slightly Skewed - Oliphant ( Free Catwa Applier)
Tattoo - Nanika - Dewdrop
Ears - L'Etre - Rigged Mesh Ears (New Item)

Rings - Real Evil - Luxury Rings

bobbi's tales of terror: cabin in the woods by Anastasia "Snow" Sokolov

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In 2007, a young couple on a dare venture out into an abandoned cabin in the woods where a series of tragic events have occurred. Some say the house is haunted, some say it is cursed, and others say that it is a portal to Hell. Whatever the circumstances, the couple was never seen again and all that is left is the footage on their camcorder.

The Abandoned Cabin by Serenity Style

West Wing Castle Gacha Couch and Table by Minimal

Underworld Hands by Pitaya

Neglected Bedroom Drawer by DRD

Spirit Board Table by Madpea

Freya Altar by Angelicus

Zombie Animesh by Danger

- HER -

Claire Fur Coat and P Project Shirt by Pox

Jenny Hair by Rama Salon

Adorable Handy Cam by Kreamy

- HIM -