I stay awake all night

While my fears all come to life

Tearing me up inside

I haven't slept in three days

And my fears dance around as I lay here awake

And now

I try to push them away

I'd talk myself down if I knew what to say but

I stay awake all night

While my fears all come to life

Tearing me up inside

I stay awake all night

While my fears all come to life

Tearing me up inside

They say I've turned into a monster

Don't come any closer

I can be my own worst enemy

I stay awake all night

Cus I'm not who I used to be

I've wandered off too far

In a facade now I don't know how to get out

Broken and torn apart

Holding my breath like I'm sinking to the bottom

And all I want

Is to feel

Is to feel

Anything but lost and numb

Something real

Something real

But I'm terrified

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I'ma care for you

I'ma care for you, you, you, you

You make it look like it's magic

'Cause I see nobody, nobody but you, you, you

I'm never confused

Hey, hey, and I'm so used to being used

So I love when you call unexpected

'Cause I hate when the moment's expected

So I'ma care for you, you, you

I'ma care for you, you, you, you,

'Cause girl, you're perfect

You're always worth it

And you deserve it

The way you work it

'Cause girl, you earned it,

Girl, you earned it,

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We live with no lies

Hey, hey, and you're my favorite kind of night

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Nothing came easy for me

No matter how hard I believed

Never did fit in the mold

It's not gonna works I been told

I'm just too stubborn I guess

Maybe it's all just a test

Heart beating out of my chest

No is a word that I will not accept

They say I should go home

Square peg in a round hole

What the hell do they know?

All my life I had to keep fighting

And I'm a prove 'em wrong or I'm a die trying

Head like a stone, heart like a lion

I'm a prove 'em wrong or I'm a die trying

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Sometimes the mist obscure my eyes

Sometimes the ancient grows dark inside

I call your name and your desire

The fiery look of your consciousness

It's the most beautiful and intense

The seven star of babalon

Darkness requires the understanding beyond

Your will to emerge as a source of nite

A seductress a devouring force

She is the queen of Chaos the timeless fire

Through the gates of both death and darkness

She is the mother of nite, forbidden desires

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not ok but it's ok

el corazón más plano de la tierra

-- de Roberto Juarroz --

El corazón más plano de la tierra,

el corazón más seco,

me mostró su ternura.

Y yo tuve vergüenza de la mía.

Tuve vergüenza de los himnos largos,

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Y también tuve miedo.

Miedo de las palabras que no cantan,

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El corazón más plano de la tierra

me hizo aprender el salto en el abismo

de una sola mirada.

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How many ways am I killing 'em? 🤔

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Grave digger, grave digger

Send me on my way

Release me to this earth

Within this shallow grave

Grave digger, grave digger

Bring me to my knee

Forget what I have done

Forgive me if you please

Save me if you can

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Let me be the one that got away

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Allow me to be saved

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