i love tights high heels and short skirts. anyone into role play
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where are your feelings?
locate them
are they in your heart, your stomach, your lungs?
where do you hide them
do not analyse, locate
do not analyse, locate
A foggy moment during a weekend spent at home that had me struggle to take it all in (and document what I want to remember).
At the beginning of June I realized that the process of settling in isn’t much of a process. It’s more like jumping right in, trying to find your way and not being okay for a while, wanting everything to hurry up. Until some day, suddenly you realize that you are in fact okay. It will always feel more like a surprise rather than something that just takes time. But that’s it — The moment you first think about settling in is the moment you actually have.
I have another three weeks of my internship at Coffee Circle left and as much as I enjoyed most of the work, the amount of time I spend there is just a bit too much at the moment. I basically postponed everything that is not work in order to spend all of my free time exploring Berlin, meeting friends and being with Daniel. I desperately need some rest and am really looking forward to having more time for myself again soon. :)
being able to reply with "good" when someone asks you how you are is one of the best things
Some news:
- I jumped on the bandwagon and got instagram: rona_keller
- (!) my photo is in the ad for the new MacBook (screenshot from the live stream yesterday in comments) :) :) :)
- I am doing good and uni is awesome and my life is lovely and I am getting my photo mind back
I took this on a lovely autumn afternoon spent exploring my favourite hill and its surrounding forest together with my parents. :)
Bench Monday First Snow Edition.....
Well all my whining payed off a little. We did get a tiny nit of snow over the weekend, and a tiny dusting last night. So I had to go out and take advantage of it. My feet were freaking freezing. I was on a big ole tree trunk, which in this shot you couldnt tell, but I like this shot the best out of the ones I shot today. I put one in the comments so you could see what Iwas standing on.
I called my younger cousin to see of she would spot me while taking this, I think if she was not there, I would have surely fell off this and broke my neck, so thanks Mary!!
I got the idea for these great tights from Alicia AKA The Real Estreya. 5 bucks at Target!! Thanks Alicia for the inspiration!!!
HBM Everyone.
For some reason that I am not entirely sure of,
I spend a lot of the year waiting for October.
Mabe it’s just my happy place.
I've been having a few stressful weeks and was very thankful for this slow Sunday that was the first free day in over a month that actually felt free. :)
film, early April 2015
The very simple story behind this photo: During the first days in Berlin, in between starting work and exploring the city, I fell in love with woolen socks.
After a very busy day that left me restless and uneasy, an evening spent in front of the wood stove with Silva, cosy socks and a cup of tea was all that I needed. :)
(I don't mind at all)
A walk through the forest back home that I will always come back to for quiet inspiration and autumn love.
It was really foggy today and I am in love with my tights (and shoes, and cuffs).
Winter has snuck up on me this year, but I love the cold and how the world has disappeared in the fog when I look out of the window. I have been working a lot and procrastinating a lot - but for the first time in my life not because I was too lazy, but because I had to spend the time taking care of other responsibilities. I miss my friends and I hate planning, but I'm very excited for the holidays and a time where I can breathe again.
Okay.... so I didn't get to go anywhere yesterday :(... but what I did do was a session with Cassandra, she is so awesome! I had this vision for the longest time of taking a picture of a person on the train bridge that is right outside my house from the ice looking up! and with the weather warming up I knew I'd better do it now or never. Of course as soon as we were ready to go there was a train ha ha, so I took the opportunity to take some photo's with an actual train... Not showing in this photo on the right is my house and when I am sitting in the studio working my view is of this amazing train bridge. I will share some of those with you all tomorrow...
I took this on a lovely walk through the forest, en route to the place where I took my fifth film self portrait for my series 'at the end of November' (this year’s photo has yet to be added) on the 27th of the month, four years to the day after going to France. Speaking of which, I have turned my film series 'five months' into a postcard set. :)
I have been going back to photos I took a long time ago lately, photos I never had the time and energy for before, and rediscovered my love for editing. This photo was taken more than two years ago, and I don’t even keep track on how many of those I have.
Last week I finished the two big jobs I was working on for the last two months of 2013. And when I ask myself now what I could do for a change in between uni work (that I finally have time for, too), it’s not always the same damn thing - not always the work I am already behind on.
I do still have a lot on my mind and a lot of things to do, but it’s nice just not to be late from the start. No internet connection at home yet though, so whenever I do have internet I just do the most important things and fall behind with messages a little bit more every day.
But I have been organizing my negatives and film photos, picked up reading again and sometimes I even sit down and do nothing for a while. :)
After a few weeks in Berlin I realized what I love about my old life. Being so close to my family’s home that visiting was always possible. Coming back to uni and time at my place, not only work. And so much comfort in the life I built for myself. I miss all of that, and I don't. Being content where you are is important, and so I am trying to experience these thoughts as the happiness I sometimes find hard to hold on to.
some things have to be left behind
to be considered as good
The home that has this view, however, I appreciated so much from the beginning.
It began with a window view facing the colours of autumn and ended with a place I called home.
I am selling postcards of my photos again in this little shop. :)
For now, there are two postcard sets available that I have already sold a while ago — but I am now also offering the individual postcards from the sets. I will add more soon, now that I have my own shop. :)
In the middle of taking photos here, this moment suddenly reminded me of a photo Nikoline once took, and how much she always inspired me.
An older photo from autumn, when the woods were sunny and beautiful.
I've been having some really stressful weeks due to work and couldn't really enjoy my holidays so far. Christmas was stressful and I fell ill right afterwards. But today I finished the two big jobs I had at the end of the year and now I can finally concentrate on the uni work I have been forced to ignore so many times since the semester started.
These boots are made for walking, and that's just what they'll do, and one of these days these boots are gonna walk all around San Francisco. (I just bought my plane ticket.)
This photo is odd and I couldn't decide which direction it looked best at. My other favorite was 90 degrees clockwise from this. It's hard to balance a Land Camera upside-down when there's a self timer #192 on the shutter, for your notes!
There is just something about Berlin that’s always felt like home to me. The way the streets feel more autumnal than in any other city, the cold air that winter always brings, the many places to explore and most of all the strong feeling of belonging I always get when I am there.
Daniel and I usually spend our days each in our own rooms, but today I joined him in his and let a very homey and cosy day fade away in this spot. :)
Due to the absence of any real coldness during last year's winter, I have been waiting for it to snow for two years. And when it finally did last week, I spent a few happy days looking through the window in awe, dancing around our garden like a child, taking lots of photos and curling up in front of the wood stove afterwards. :)
important is not the day you find something
but the day it suddenly makes sense
We got a quick assignment at uni today to photograph something with the theme "ten minutes later" and this is part of what Daniel and I did.
(I am so thankful for our uni's surrounding for we literally only have to step out of the front door to have a perfect location for photos.)
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i've been using red a lot again lately.
title- from song by leonard cohen
which is one of my favourite songs.
319/365
I’ve noticed lately that I tend to stop writing into my journal (or at all) when I don’t have a lot of alone time. I love being surrounded by people, but I do also really need that moment in the late afternoon, where I can sit down and just spend time thinking about what has been happening. It’s where my mind creates the most relevant thoughts, and where I come to peace after busy days and time spent with others.
I just checked, and the last time I put something in my journal was three weeks ago. I’ve been having so many things on my mind lately that I was never really able to get my mind off everything. Which is why I decided, although I have been taking quite a few photos these past weeks, that I really needed to create a photo completely for myself again. I took this in memory of and in the same place as this photo, because it is still one of those that describe me in the best way possible. I feel like this new one complements it in some way — as if I was trying to bring together little things about myself to create an ensemble of who I am, and who I want to be at all times.
every once in a while, I ache for the ones
who don't have to feel so nostalgic all the time
In an abandoned house in Luxembourg, from when I went there with Daniel, his dad and Simon three weeks ago.
A quiet moment spent having a coffee in front of the wood stove before the christmas hectic started.
film, mid December 2014
2016 encouraged me to let go
The seventh year of my film self portrait series ’at the end of November’. The other six photos are in the first comment, as well as in my film diary, along with some words about the project. :)
film, late November 2016
Nurse Felicity is open for business! Recently married to second husband Xavier and now back on my escort duties! 😛😛 💋 💋 💗💗
2010 taught me what happiness is and friendship should be like
2011 left me hopelessly restless and longing for more
2012 ran past me but never let my hand go
2013 had me trying to hold onto connections I didn’t want to change
(a yearly series of film self portraits - the others are in the first comment)