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This image exemplifies the state of total relaxation and delight you experience when you get to express this important facet of your persona, in public. Every insignificant stimulus gets enhanced dramatically and you wish you could capture each sensation in a bottle to experience it on demand and never forget about it! For girls like me, who no longer get to do this often, it is important to savor every step you take and just enjoy yourself while acknowledging the presence of observers around you but minding your own business.

 

The ultimate goal since we start crossdressing somehow seriously is to be “the girl” out there in the real world, no longer confined to the safety of our private sanctuary. Who can forget those first outings with our hearts pounding so hard that we could actually see our chest moving? The realization of the chances we were taking and the implications of being discovered could not stop us as we walked out the door. Once out, we would be too self-conscious focusing more on what other people might think, while nervously looking around us, instead of enjoying ourselves.

 

Times have changed since my first very daring outings, in my hometown, back in the late 70’s and my more frequent outings in the late 80’s, while attending graduate school in a foreign country. Today people are more aware of us and have become better informed and more accepting. I remember how talk shows would present us as freaks of nature instead of trying to educate people about why we were different. There is no way that I would initiate conversation with a stranger back in those days and would only provide short answers to questions. I would try to go out with a female friend so that she could interact for me. Now, people show interest in learning more about us and want us to be happy. Instead of being shy and ashamed, I approach people with confidence, never trying to hide who and what I am. Yes, you could argue that my outings do not take place where I could be recognized but that is secondary to being able to be “the girl” out there. I need to do it so I find ways to do it where I can be safe mostly for my family’s sake than my own.

 

Regardless of how novice or experienced you are going out as a girl; the experience is fantastic, and it only gets better as you become more relaxed. The stomach butterflies and pounding heart give way to a more enjoyable and rewarding experience as you begin to focus in how you feel and not what others think about you. I am not trying to say that it is easy for someone who has not done it before, but I know that we all have it as a goal and we should try to pursue it. However, it is important that we have developed a feminine image with which we feel comfortable because if we do not feel confident, people will be able to detect that and we will easily stand out; not as a man in a dress but as a very nervous and insecure person out there and one thing will lead to the other.

 

If you are not confident in your feminine presentation, I suggest you attend a conference. Conferences provide a safe environment and you will be able to attend seminars and have access to vendors who provide all kind of services to tend our needs. You will also be able to get tips from other girls there and it will be the perfect confidence booster.

 

This particular photo is from a series that Kim McCallum and I took during an afternoon tour of The Mall in DC. The first two days in DC I had been feeling a bit under pressure for things that are not relevant to this story. Let’s just say that I needed a breather despite spending the day before at the most amazing place thanks to my dear friend Nora Simone, who has been successful in redefining wealth in terms of what you are able to give to others. Nora noticed how I was feeling and asked Kim and I to join her and Cassandra Storm for a photoshoot they had planned at the spiral stairs in the Supreme Court Building.

 

As it turned out, there was no public access to the stairs and Nora, she would say that spontaneously, but I would say knowingly, suggested that Kim and I stayed in The Mall and walk around as every other tourist. As is usually the case, when I come to meet with friends, I do not plan of visiting touristic attractions because I come to spend time with them. I had not planned to tour The Mall but, thanks to Nora, there I was, with Kim, walking around the magnificent buildings and landscape interacting with tourists and taking lots of photos. Kim was the perfect companion and we had the best of times! I could not have been more relaxed and enjoying my visit while forgetting about the issues that were bothering me.

 

I want to publicly thank Nora Simone for being such an inspiration regarding how to fully enjoy myself as Cristy. Those of you who have met her and have been touched by her magic, know what I am talking about.

 

I will finally talk about what the photo represents to me. We did not visit all the buildings and monuments around The Mall and our tour concluded at the Canadian Embassy; a building that has some very interesting features. One of such features are two traditional Adirondack Chairs, in red, placed under an outdoors dome surrounded by columns. The afternoon sun was casting shadows through the dome and a gentle breeze would bring comfort. It was then that I decided to sit on one of the chairs and it was then that I realized how fantastic that afternoon had been. I was on Cloud Nine!

 

I invite you to do your best to visit Cloud Nine if you have not done it yet. I had been there many times before but I had never enjoyed the feeling in all its magnitude!

 

I wish I were more of a person.

I wish I were less of a ghost.

 

The Duel of the Figures continues…

 

It’s not battle of Jedi vs Sith, it’s not a battle of Good vs Evil, it’s a battle of coolness as the high quality “Samurai” Darth Vader action figure fights against a “mass market” version of Kit Fisto.

 

Continues from part 3: www.flickr.com/photos/133750589@N08/25093753264/in/photos...

 

You can find the whole series (the last part will be posted soon) here: www.flickr.com/photos/133750589@N08/albums/72157665467242701

 

Vader maintains his hold on Fisto figure.

 

Fisto: “You…are deluded to think your kind actually means something…cough.. You have just a niche market…your kind are so expensive…we are so affordable…cough… we can swarm the market and be forever remembered…”

 

Vader: “You are a fool to think you can leave a mark in the history of collectibles. Quality does matter and while my kind may be expensive, you are annoyingly overpriced for a figure of your quality! We'll be a prized possession in a collection but you… you will be forgotten. It’s time to sink into oblivion.”

 

With a swift movement Vader plunges his Lightsaber into his opponent’s chest.

 

To be continued…

 

No action figure has been harmed during the making of this photo; this is just a simulation of violence/combat etc, etc :) It’s obvious but a little disclaimer never hurts lol :)

 

Samurai Vader is the Bandai Tamashii Nations Movie Realization Samurai Taisho [General] Darth Vader, Death Star Armor action figure :) I know it’s as long as a Hyperspace route lol :)

 

Fisto figure lacks his right arm because he lost it earlier in the fight.

 

I hope you are enjoying this little series :)

 

May the Force be with You :)

I am slowly building up my Koitography Collection! This beautiful big orange was the least shy of the pack. She was the largest too. I figured it was from that feed me look she would pull on every visitor. Taken at the Self-Realization Fellowship Garden in Encinitas.

..Necessary to have one for the other

The Duel of the Figures continues…

 

It’s not battle of Jedi vs Sith, it’s not a battle of Good vs Evil, it’s a battle of coolness as the high quality “Samurai” Darth Vader action figure fights against a “mass market” version of Kit Fisto.

 

Continues from part 4: www.flickr.com/photos/133750589@N08/25156534853/in/photos...

 

You can find the whole series here: www.flickr.com/photos/133750589@N08/albums/72157665467242701

 

Vader release the grip and the lifeless body of his opponent hits the ground and he checks the life signs (it’s always better to be sure, certain figures can be very tricky )

 

Vader: “All too easy.”

 

Today he scored another victory for the New Order of High Quality Collectibles but there are more battles to fight…

 

Samurai Vader is the Bandai Tamashii Nations Movie Realization Samurai Taisho [General] Darth Vader, Death Star Armor action figure.

 

This image completes the mini series about Vader and Fisto figures.

I hope you like it :)

 

Your feedback is really appreciated and it will be very useful for my next projects. So feel free to post what you think about this mini series. If you like that format or if you prefer other formats, like for example the comics format etc.

 

By the way which of the mini series five photos is your favorite?

 

Any feedback will be very useful, my friends :)

 

May the Force be with You :)

 

"It is a difficult thing to say in what ways can significance be determined. Stature or width or volume or height; all of them possibilities, but who knows what is right? The more I explore what I seem to find, is that nothing can stand up to the mind."

 

Kallur Lighthouse, Kalsoy, Faroe Islands

sometimes you just need to open your eyes to really see .....

Self Realization

 

It is crucial to understand that when we die, it is only the death of the human body; the spirit (our soul) lives on. When we die our soul loses its physical connection with the world which we know when we are alive.

 

Everything we do in this life, we should do with the conscious awareness that the consequences of every action will carry on after we leave this world; that our soul will bear the burden of it.

 

With this thought should come a realization; what is the purpose for us to be in this world!

 

Inner peace and happiness actually comes from a clear conscience which keeps our soul at peace!

Let me elaborate this point with an example – If we help someone in times of need, or give food to the poor, these actions will not result in any monetary gain, but these actions will fulfill us at a spiritual level because our soul will reap the rewards of these actions, even after our exit from this life. On the other hand if we cheat or steal money from someone, this action might result in a temporary gain of a monetary benefit, but will lead to a guilty conscience - which is the unrest of our soul. It is our soul which will have to face the consequences of these deeds.

 

So whatever we do in life, please do keep in mind that every action will result in a positive or negative reaction from our soul. So if you truly want to create a life full of inner peace and happiness, be fair with others, keep your word, and be kind and generous. This approach to life will rid us of corruption and dishonesty & will steer our lives in the direction of success and prosperity.

 

Maryam Arif

I really shouldn't drink before noon. But I'm so upset.

Art and dance are two faces of the same coin. Casablanca, the biggest city of Morocco, is known for its beautiful places and numerous styles. Casablanca is like a Ballet dancer where everything seems easy & difficult, harsh & smooth… just like ballet moves. They look easy, but are actually demanding; too much training and efforts. On this project, I shed light on a specific form of dance « Ballet » through the beauty of Casablanca and the elegance of ballet poses where every place and move could tell a story if you look at them from a different perspective.

 

We don’t have yet an opera where Moroccan ballet dancers could show their talent and be given the opportunity to expose it in Casablanca streets. Also, music is needed for a ballerina to dance. Luckily, the city is a song where you could listen and feel various rhythms in its different streets.

 

This project features the highly skilled ballet dancer Aya Sendby, dancing in the streets of the economic capital of Morocco. Casarina is composed of two parts, where each contains 10 pictures.

 

We worked on this project after the corona virus hit our country which made its realization even more difficult. But nothing can prevent you from doing something you admire, whatever the risk. Its like Love, we all take the risk.

 

Place Mohamed V, Casablanca.

 

A picture from my project "CASARINA".

 

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Serena Knotted Top

 

• Strippable Top with 3 steps Strip + fully nude

• Strip me menu access includes: Private, Public, Add Master

• PG Option (step 1 only, non strip)

  

Serena Shorts

 

• Shorts with 3 steps of wear + fully nude

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Poses:

FOXCITY Play Ball Set

Marketplace

 

Backdrop:

[Bad Unicorn]

Basketball Gym Skybox

Marketplace

 

Sony ILCEO a6500 | SIGMA 16mm ƒ1.4 DCDN | Contemporary 017

 

Explore #57

 

Dang! I have only a few days left to live??

the things I fear the most are the things I want the most.

   

Muse-my sister Valerie.

Frannie was a year behind me in High School. She was so cute and vivacious. She still is...

It's wonderful that we are still friends...

 

Miss Cecily, my beautiful wife, shot this photo with her iPhone 6 Plus.

 

Photographed in the Self-Realization Meditation Garden. It is a cliff top garden high above the Pacific Ocean 🌊 in Encinitas California - Cardiff By The Sea

 

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~ in bloom are the tulips purchased this past Friday...

~ and so is the realization that happiness is a decision...

A happy, creative, wonderful Monday & new week ahead in all possible ways for everyone!

 

P.S1: the picture is almost SOOC, really loving Northen light in Spring ~

P.S2: the album of our new home has been undergoing quite a few changes, until it reaches to a name fully representing itself. It seems that borrowing the name of this English wallpaper, with which the main living room wall left as we enter has been covered, fits more appropriately than anything so far. So The Pearl Birches House it is for now therefore :) Some more pictures here ~

Some info:

~ mirror: vintage 50s scored on ebay 3 years ago

~ storage system: 3 Besta / Ikea units 120 x 40 cm with white shiny doors, horizontally adjusted next to each other.

~ glass candle holders: Bloomster / Ikea {on my wish list since about 4 years, happy to have got them this Christmas for myself}

~ wishbone from a birch tree in the garden of the house I grew up in Greece. Belongs to my tiny collection & it's the medium sized one.

~ paper bag: for various household uses found in almost every supermarket.

~ handwriting: done with a permament silver marker

 

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A night view of Cesenatico port canal, whose design and realization is usually attributed to Leonardo da Vinci (I am not sure how solid the foundation of this claim are). The canal is provided with a modern water gate to protect it from the incoming waves when necessary (but such a device could well have been present since the beginning, as Leonardo was an expert hydraulic engineer).

On the left there is St. James church (a XIV century church rebuilt in the XVIII century). In the canal you can see some of the traditional boats parked there as part of the exposition at the Marine Museum (sorry, it looks like the site is only in Italian). Since 1986, during Christmas time, these boats become populated with 50 wooden life-size sculptures creating a very peculiar Marine Nativity scene.

 

During this photographic session I was thinking of Leonardo conceiving, designing and surveying the realization of this canal. I found myself brooding over the fact that ordinary people dream by night, whereas a genius is always dreaming - especially when she is awake :-)

 

I have blended three HDR images derived from a 3-bracketing, -1.67 ev/0/+1.67 ev, generated and tonemapped with Luminance HDR 2.4.0 (Fattal, Reinhard05, and Mantiuk06 operators).

I am not fully satisfied with the result of this scene (especially the spot lights, which have proved to be beyond recovery (grrr!), so I hope to receive useful comments, suggestions and critics helping me to understand what are its weak points (and possibly how to avoid them in the future).

 

Luminance HDR 2.4.0 tonemapping parameters:

Operator: Fattal

alpha: 1.49

beta: 0.92

Saturation: 0.81

Noiseredux: 0.05

fftsolver: 1

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PreGamma: 1.55

 

Operator: Reinhard05

Brightness: 1.0

Chromatic adaptation: 0.28

Light adaptation: 1.0

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PreGamma: 1.18

 

Operator: Mantiuk06

Contrast Mapping factor: 0.88

Saturation Factor: 0.5

Detail Factor: 2.2

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At Self-Realization Fellowship's Lake Shrine in Pacific Palisades, Los Angeles. [9 of 12]

First printing resin giraffe, and makeup during the first realization BJD create handmade by jesliedolls: jesliedolls.weebly.com/

At Self-Realization Fellowship's Lake Shrine in Pacific Palisades, Los Angeles. [6 of 12]

Drifter; development 2008 to 2016, realization 2017

 

In addition to early designs, the exhibition features new, previously unseen work by the Dutch duo Lonneke Gordijn and Ralph Nauta – the founders of Studio Drift. Specially for the presentation at the Stedelijk, Studio Drift will create the largest-ever installation of Fragile Future. At the core of the installation will be Fragile Future Chandelier 3.5 (2012) acquired by the museum in 2015. Another highlight is Drifter, a floating concrete monolith measuring four by two by two meters. After making its world première at New York’s Armory Show in 2017, this magical installation will be on display in the IMC Gallery at the Stedelijk. The film Drifters (2016) and the installation Materialism (2018) go on view for the first time. In total, the presentation comprises eight of Studio Drift’s room-filling installations, together with a selection of films.

 

The work of Studio Drift occupies a unique place at the interface between tech art, performance, and biodesign. As a museum that has always placed great importance on both art and design, and performance, the Stedelijk Museum is the perfect venue to display this transdisciplinary work. Gordijn and Nauta engage with contemporary topics such as sustainability, the meaning of natural processes for today’s environment, and issues raised by the use of augmented reality. Their work focuses attention on a society in flux, shaped by the impact of fast-paced innovations, without judging.

 

www.stedelijk.nl/en/exhibitions/studio-drift

sunlight, sunbright, time to see the sun one last time tonight...

Hello Everyone!

 

I had a realization today. I go on this website almost everyday, sometimes multiple times, and have interactions with all these different photographers, yet I know almost nothing about them. The same goes the other way, many of you do not know me, and I want to reach out and share something of myself with you. I appreciate every comment and the people who regularly view my work and want to write something more personal today. So, here is a list of ten things about me.

 

1. This photo was taken in my bedroom. I think one's bedroom is a very personal place which is why I chose it as the setting. Here I am, passed out on all the pillows, which is very similar to how I awoke this morning.

 

2. I am a vivid and regular dreamer. I actually keep a dream journal because I dream so regularly and usually have crazy dreams. I typically dream of people I know but with a fantastical twist. I decided to express these crazy dreams of mine through the clouds hovering above me.

 

3. I am very close with my family. My mom is one of my best friends.

 

4. I love waking up in the morning and drinking a cup of warm coffee.

 

5. I have always been an artist. I actually started my creative journey as a painter and recently discovered photography. I loved painting, but I believe photography is my true passion.

 

6. I am in college. Next semester I will be traveling to Rome with one of my close friends, Helen. She is lenimiss on flickr :) Check out her photos they are wonderful!

 

7. Music is another one of my artistic outlets. I love to sing and play guitar.

 

8. I am an introvert, but I am not shy. I can actually be extremely talkative!

 

9. I love physical activity and run often. I used to do gymnastics and wish I could be a dancer. I find dancing so inspiring and liberating. I appreciate everyone with that special talent!

 

10. Lastly, I love to learn, and that is one of the reasons I am so drawn to photography. I am continuing to learn and grow with every shoot and that process is incredible.

  

Wooo that was a long post! Feel free to share something about yourself as I would love to get to know you better. What would you like to share about yourself that helps define who you are?

thoughts, confessions, realizations & quite a few pictures around our home shared here ~

have a wonderful rest of the week everyone :)

 

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Realization washed over her in alternating waves of pain and numbness.

 

"If we don't end war, war will end us." - Words by H.G. Wells

 

♫ - Mykola Lysenko

 

For The People of Ukraine

 

Millions of people around the world want to find practical ways to show solidarity with Ukraine.

 

Here is a list of organisations you can donate to and help people affected by the terrible crisis. Every little helps. 'Thank You'.

 

International Medical Corps

 

Help for Ukrainians in Poland. Important addresses and telephone numbers.

 

P.C.P.M. - PILNE: Pomoc Dla Ukrainy - URGENT: Aid for Ukraine

 

The U.N. Children’s Fund in Ukraine

 

The British Red Cross

 

Ukraine Humanitarian Appeal with Adrian Lester

 

NO MORE WAR

 

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I would like to thank everyone who takes an interest in my work. I am truly grateful. Please take good care of yourselves in these uncertain times. Keep well, safe & inspired.

Kind regards,

Sophie

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I have finally come to the realization that I will never be caught up! Folder after folder of unprocessed files and it keeps building. I've still barely touched the photos taken on my last few trips. Taking photos is WAY more fun than editing :-)

 

Pine Marten in Algonquin Provincial Park

Everyday my dreams come true

In every moment I feel it new

I see those dreams right begin

For every step I run

How persisting can these dreams be?

And how persistent can be the motivation

That every incident in my present life

Brings me nearer to the realization

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Kendall Katwalk, part one - from Hikes of 2024.

 

This was a really fun hike. I'd been looking forward to the "Katwalk" for some time, and I believe I had in fact wanted to do it the year before, but conditions and timing didn't pan out. This hike didn't disappoint, and I did keep going beyond the Katwalk to see Gravel and Ridge Lakes.

 

It was during this particular hike, in fact, when I realized my Nikon was no longer functioning, which is why you won't see any 35mm photos for the rest of last year's hikes.

 

Image made with my Innova 6x9 Pinhole.

© Daniela Hartmann, flickr.com

  

In order to be an immaculate member of a flock of sheep, one must above all be a sheep oneself.

(Quote by Albert Einstein)

 

The letter "S" of my keyboard is striking. It tell_ me _omething of _elf-realization. That'_ fine by me. Now, I am _itting here without that letter ^^. I will try to _olve that problem before the peaceful revolution will expand. Hopefully your keyboard i_ o.k. and no letter i_ di_cu__ing the meaning of life with you.

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Um ein tadelloses Mitglied einer Schafherde sein zu können, muss man vor allem ein Schaf sein.“

(Zitat von Albert Einstein)

 

Der Buchstabe "S" meiner Tastatur streikt gerade.

Erzählt mir wa_ von _elb_tverwirklichung. Na, wunderbar, da kann ja jeder kommen, wo kommen wir da bloß hin? Ich ver_uche die friedliche Revolution irgendwie einzudämmen, bevor eine_ Tage_ auch einer Deiner Buch_taben Dich mit einer Blume begrüßt und ander_ _ein will al_ die anderen Buch_taben....

  

Ich habe dem "S" aus Draht Füße gebastelt und eine kleine Stoffblume angeklebt. Mit Sekundenkleber bleibt dann auch die ganze Konstruktion auf der "Alt"-Taste stehen. Weil die Tastatur doch ein wenig langweilig aussieht, hat das Foto in Photoshop noch einen blauen Anstrich bekommen.

  

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My name there is "alles-schlumpf".

 

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Besting Damian was the easy part. The more difficult task was convincing Jim to allow me to detain him in the cave, fortunately whilst he may want to even the score with Damian the realization that Damian knows that Bruce Wayne and Batman are one in the same was enough to make him agree. Nice to see he still has faith in what I claim to stand for. It’s seeing people like him believe in me that keeps me going.

 

Tim was able to successfully rescue his father unharmed much to my relief and it appears as though he’s managed to patch things up with Miss Brown…..or the Spoiler as she seems to be going by these days. At first I chose to withhold who the Crimson Knight claimed to be. I couldn’t be certain without another DNA test to be sure. Sadly the results came back positive. All this time. The man who has been fighting me for control of Gotham has been my son. My own flesh and blood, trying to kill me. Certainly not how I expected this to go. I was certain that it was going to be Ra’s or even the man who led the Pêna Duro prison revolt.

 

I want to linger on this discovery. Learn what it is that Ra’s did to Damian to make him into this monster. But deep down I know that time is against me. The last thing I can do is stand still. He’ll be coming for me, and I need to be ready.

 

”I know I hoped for you to one day have a child of your own Master Bruce, but I was rather hoping you wouldn’t do so until you finally chose to hang up your cape and settle down.”

 

”It’s as much a shock to you as it is to me Alfred.”

 

”I can only imagine sir.”

 

”It’s just…..my own flesh and blood…..fighting against me…..trying to kill me…..”

 

”It’s painful, isn’t it Master Bruce? The sense of betrayal, the feeling of failure that you weren’t able to stop them from making that bad decision.”

 

”You still think about what happened to Julius?”

 

At the height of the cold war Alfred and his brother both operated in the Soviet Union, gathering intel for MI6. One night the KGB paid them a visit and abducted Alfred, but left his brother unharmed. It turned out Julius had agreed to sell Alfred out in exchange for being granted asylum with the Union. They executed him two days later for spying. It was only after a prisoner exchange organised through the United States government that Alfred was released. I dread to think what he was put through during his time in captivity, but it was enough to make Alfred consider leaving the service. Were it not for the intervention of the head of MI6, Alfred would have left the service there then. Instead it would be the events of the Santa Prisca revolts that would lead him to retire from the service. It’s after his retirement that Alfred met my Father.

 

In a way, were it not for the events of Santa Prisca I wouldn’t have Alfred today and that’s something I dread to think of.

 

”Yes. May he rest in peace.”

 

Alfred never likes to talk about Julius. He prefers to remember the good times rather than what his final act was.

 

”I’m sorry that I’m bringing up those memories again Alfred.”

 

”It’s alright Master Bruce. I just hope you can do for that young man what I couldn’t for Julius.”

 

”Let’s hope so Alfred. Let’s hope so.”

 

”How long do you think it will take for him to get here?”

 

”He’ll be coming with the full force of the League. At best I’d say we have two weeks.”

 

”You think he’ll come for the boy?”

 

”I’m certain of it. We need to be ready.”

 

”Shall I send work to Master Dick?”

 

”No. The last thing I need is him worrying before it happens. He’ll just get in the way. Have we heard anything from Jason?”

 

”Nothing. I suspect his comms have been destroyed though. I sent a feedback signal and got nothing back from them.”

 

”We can only hope.”

 

”Shall I dispatch the Batwing to Greene’s house sir?”

 

”No. We need to consolidate our forces. If Jason’s out there, he’ll make it here by himself.”

 

”Bruce……….”

 

”It appears your son wants a word with you.”

 

”So it would seem. Where’s Tim?”

 

”Last I heard he said he was going to visit his father.”

 

”Glad to hear. Keep trying to reach Jason on his comms. If he doesn’t respond we’ll have to begin preparing a contingency plan.”

 

”Brucie……..”

 

”I’ll deal with our guest.”

 

”Very good Master Bruce.”

 

I raise my cowl over my face and walk down to the brig. There in the middle cell stands Damian without his armoured suit and with a smug look across his face. He’s had that look on his face ever since he regained consciousness in the cell much to my annoyance, all because he knows that he holds the advantage. Ra’s will be coming for him and he’ll bring the entire League of Assassins with him. Even with all our allies, we’ll be outnumbered.

 

But numbers aren’t everything.

 

”How long do you think it’ll be before he comes then Father? I reckon it will take him ten days to assemble all the League’s forces and bring them to Gotham.”

 

”Ra’s won’t make a move until his agents are in place throughout Gotham. Fourteen days is the best case scenario.”

 

”So……you’ve accepted the truth. I take it you ran another DNA test then?”

 

I nod for a brief moment or two.

 

”I’ve accepted the truth of where you come from. That doesn’t make you my son.”

 

”What I being taken in due to pity does?”

 

”All three of them are more like sons to me than you.”

 

”I’ll enjoy ramming my sword through you heart when this is all over. Gotham will soon be known as the City of the Demon.”

 

”Not whilst I still draw breath.”

 

“That, I intend to remedy once I’m free of this cage. You know this won’t hold me Bruce.”

 

”No. It won’t. But it will give me extra time. Enough time for me to turn the tide in my favour.”

 

”You keep telling yourself that Father. It’ll make it all the more glorious when you fall.”

 

”I’m sorry Damian. If I had known, I would have tried to save you. Instead I seem to have damned you to life of servitude.”

 

”I serve no-one!”

 

”I think Ra’s disagrees.”

 

With that I begin to walk up back to the batcomputer where Alfred’s desperately trying to reach Jason.

 

”Sound proof the cells Alfred.”

 

”Are you sure you really want to do that Master Bruce?”

 

”No. But I have no choice. It’s clear where Damian’s loyalties lie. I can’t have him knowing of our preparations.”

 

”So this is it?”

 

”I’ve known that was only a matter of time till he came for me.”

 

I take a deep breath and close my eyes. For a brief moment I’m at peace with my thoughts. Batman’s fight for survival may be over. But Bruce Wayne’s is about to begin.

 

”We’d better start making preparations for the Endgame protocol.”

 

”Yes Master Bruce.”

 

Two weeks. Two weeks to be ready. I just hope that’s enough time.

 

It's a strange realization, how white a white home isn't in the winter. With the contrast of snow, every bit of yellowed wear and bare wood beneath shows through. It's such an unlikely beauty, the utter lack of purity, the pretty improbability. There's a misery overhanging, a looming blueprint to the blues, like a meandering story no one thought to edit. You can always make a new addition, but should you? Someone has to say too much, build too far, overdo it. How would you know the difference if everyone was restrained? I think of this structure like a Tower of Babel, someone went overboard between here and Noah's Ark. It's all just fables now, dereliction and dilapidation, slowly slipping to the place called beyond repair. Don't stare too long, you just might turn to rot.

 

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