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This Glass house's stairs will lead you through The lake, u can enjoy da sunrising n sunsetting frm ur bed ...
I cudnt take any better pic so i m insisting all the photographers 2 explore this spot n take some
............mindblowing shot
of this mindblasting spot!
Panasonic Lumix,DMC FS15
Unique among illithids, the Pale Flayer is a gifted leader of his kind, a prophet and seer, guiding his people into ever more diabolical schemes.
Unique among mind flayers, the Pale Illithid is a gifted leader of his kind, a prophet and seer, guiding his people into ever more diabolical schemes.
(Also, he replaced a few light bulbs in his house)
A new towel (152)
before you judge and comment read this:
No, i am not an arrogant, self-loving asshole. i am not gay. not trying to be sexy, not fishing for compliments. No! In fact i hate myself. I hate my mirror-image, honestly. Those that know me through this stream or in person know that by now.
Why do i make shots like these?
This question is eligible indeed. Why am i making so many self-portraits, videos and even some that show parts of my naked body. Trying to show the world what a great handsome man i am? Not at all.
Since i have only very small self-esteem, self-respect, self-confidence, since i am being bipolar and depressive very often since years and since i am aware of this, aware of me buggin' people with this, since I am sick and tired of all that and since my biggest wish is to get control over my moods and gain self-esteem, i started some kind of self-therapy some months ago. A reconstruction of self, an attempt to stop further deconstruction. I came to know that this and pills is not helping to manage the pain and mindblasting thoughts, so i am now with professional help again. On my way to find myself. On a long path, windy road to love of self, peace of mind.
The pictures and graphics, lines i put along have become a way to express myself. I found here, that obviously people seem to relate, to even understand what i am trying to say or show. I am not alone with this... This experience was new to me, cause even close ones do not understand, try to understand or care. I been talking to a lot of people trying to find help. In vain....
Why do i upload and publish these?
To let those that care know about my process, those that probably cannot express the way i seem to be able to. To give hope to those that struggle, to reach out to the ones feeling alone and helpless. To share my ups and downs, cause sharing helps. I am someone that is in NEED to help people. When i can help i feel better. So this has become more than "just for self".
I am actually crying now writing this and asking myself again if being so open is the right way. I think yes and even crying is - even for a man. It's a sickness and i am not proud of it. I want to stop feeling like this and that or this. I want to find a way out and if it takes my whole life and a million relapses. I will f*cking stand up and fight again. Cause i am f*ckin worth it. Everybody is, everybody. You, me, them, yes even them.
If you have any questions just ask me, let me know. Don't keep any destructive thoughts about this to yourself. You don't have to say something here, my main intention is to be understood. I will try and try to express. And maybe one day even those that should care but dwell in being fucking ignorant will open their eyes nd look back. And if not, i will hopefully be able some day to not care anymore or laugh about it, or have it out of my mind...
Peace!
Apparently it's possible for Mind Flayers to mess up making new Mind Flayers, and end up with hybrids (their usual way of reproduction involves implanted eggs and mutated host bodies). When mixed with lizardman DNA, though, these aberrations are somewhat accepted, often used as soldiers or guards. They also look like awesome, awesome Cthulhu spawn, and this mini can sub for Dragonlance's really silly neutered Mind Flayer variants.
Deep within the pits of the Underdark, the Illithids conduct their vile experiments, secrets to all but those within their inner circle.
Not tied to any one particular adventure, Shuluth is an epic-tier Mind Flayer introduced as an example of how to make an epic, legendary bad guy in the rules. Since his introduction, he's made cameos around the D&D web site and in miniatures, but has yet ot really find a place in canonical lore. His story makes him less of a scheming mastermind and more of a survivor - Shuluth has defeated many, many teams of Illithid hunters, and has dedicated his life to taking down anybody who thinks they can kill a Mind Flayer.
Wow, he's actually kinda sympathetic. I'm sure that's a great comfort when he's eating somebody's brains.
Mind Flayer : A doodle for my son. Haven't played in years but is still fun to draw this stuff.
I liked the old school D&D. The drawings were simpler, less realistic and left more to the imagination. In today's GCI heavy world imagination is less required.
But anyway I remember the old mind flayer as an alien being that was dragged aboard a space ship that crashed in Greyhawk. The ship also had robots and weird technology which was so foreign to our medieval characters (and generally beat our butts).
The old mind flayer was a one-of-a-kind creature and I was fascinated with the idea of this beast landing and being forced to make a home in the medieval world. He would be like "Hank" from "a Connecticut Yankee in King Aurthur's Court" and would wow (more likely terrify) the medieval world with his "wizardry". In this quick sketch it is still donning his future clothes.