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What really is truth, if not black and white,
Be it a version, a emotion a feeling, who is really right?
My truth is what I know, what I see and how I felt,
It has lies intertwined with false truths, to throw me off, as my heart melts
It has pieces of bullshit offered, say on a tuesday afternoon,
Then not another word for a week, a true ghosting so soon,
It was promises and second guesses, a flicker of what its,
Only to be set aside, ghosted again, till I sent you a gift,
It was the chemical attraction that deluded my mind, with hormones tweaking on high,
Making it hard to see the reality, of the others intentions to not even say "good bye"
It is the classic mind fuck if not knowing, until you finally do,
Not because anyone told you, but a 1 month anniversary on the same date they last spoke to you.
Oh that circle of truth, that web of deceit and bullshit lies, may your karma be hard and bold, and stab you with the same surprise,
May you heart wander and wonder, not knowing until to late,
Someone you thought care so much, stabbed your back and changed what was to be fate.
May you see the blood on your hands, the blood you got from me.
The bleeding out of a simple wish, a forever promise, a love the light will now never see.
So here is MY TRUTH, my feelings as they blemish my entire core.
My truth also reminds me that it was you who walked and locked that door.
Getting ready for a night out for my birthday. Tried something different with my hair as I wanted to have a different look...
This has been me this whole week: Busy. A little stressed. Hormonal & Tired.
What a combination right? Yeah, not the greatest combo. I'm really lacking inspiration lately. So what did I do? Looked around for something to photograph, thew it in the dirt in the back yard, to which my daughter reacted by yelling, "Mom? What are you doing? MY BOOK!" and she went to go pick it up... and of course it was perfect because then I just started photographing her picking it up! HAHA!
I'm up working on editing pictures from this wedding I shot recently. Lot of hours. No joke. And still not done. Hope you all HAD a great Wednsday and that you HAVE a lovely Thursday!
The house proud 1950’s trophy wife and the high price escort. Literally 20 minutes apart; dressing up is so much fun….
This little tater tot has my hormones going in full throttle this pregnancy. Morning sickness is neck to neck with cravings but these cravings are some of the most tasty so I'll take it.
A tiny bit of tummy bump is starting form faster than with my other pregnancies and I'm loving it. Poet is too. We can't wait to see what this little one is going to be. 7 weeks to go...
90:365
Yesterday was positive so it seemed only right to keep the balance of the universe and make today negative.
light vs dark
heat vs cold
up vs down
ying vs yang
I think these ideas should be expressed as such...
light AND dark
heat AND cold
up AND down
ying AND yang
Been thinking about a lot of stuff lately......I blame my hormones...
I promise to do a fun or pretty shot tomorrow. After all, it's about balance, right?
HCS
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The Hormones - Take the A-Train Musikfestival Salzburg - 13.09.2019 - Jazzit Musik Club Salzburg
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Besetzung:
Zhou Lijuan: drums
Wang Minghui: bass
Zhu Mengdie: vocals, keys
Wang Jiao: guitar
No surprises for me during the doctor visit. It was a just a follow-up regarding an earlier minor issue. A few questions, a superficial exam, and it was done.
Ironically, it was Daisy who got the surprise. When the doctor asked if there was anything else I needed, I asked him if he could set up an appointment for Daisy...to begin hormone therapy. 😲
Yep, you heard right. And believe it or not, Daisy agreed to it, and now has an appointment for April 7th. Never thought you'd see the day, did you? Well, guess what....neither did I! 😉
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I'll always blame Neave for this obsession I have for BTS .. and this is the video that started it all and lead me to my ultimate Bias RM ...
Male Dusky Grouse presenting himself and hoping for that special young lady. Spring hormones are rampant. Methow Valley, Wa
I love this photo so much. At a glance you see a pretty woman, wearing a wonderful stylish dress and heels, being directed and photographed by a male photographer. It’s innocuous, just a normal scene. And for that it’s deliciously different.
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Hell♥' Guys & Girls!!! Here a new Sweet Pose Pic from me i find so sweet!!!! Thanks for yours cute comments on my photos, I l♥ve you So Much!!!! Kisses!!!! If you like this photo leave a (cute :) comment!!!! :* ♥♥♥
One thing I’m aware of when I crossdress as a woman is just how much inner joy and excitement I feel. I am not unhappy with my life as a man yet when I dress up as a woman I feel more confident and at ease. I have no intention of ever becoming a woman full time through surgery and hormones but I definitely desire to spend time presenting as a female.
I have deep fears about this as the reality is I am not a woman and can never really know what that reality is like for real women. I am merely a facade and, the bottom line, a man enjoying himself wearing make-up and women’s clothing. I admit there is a part of me that always wanted to be a girl but I see this as a mild existence of transsexualism. It’s not enough to make me transition but I feel it is partly what motivates me to dress up as a woman.
I say dress up as that is undeniably an aspect I really enjoy. It is also a form of performance. I am playing a role I have created. Like an actor adopting a character for their performance. I do get into being my female alter-ego and have at times felt so at home when I become her that I am thrilled to believe I am a woman. Ultimately, I know I’m not and I am in that privileged position of enjoying myself wearing make-up, dresses, heels and shaving my legs. All that I do is create an illusion of being a woman. The reality for women is not all about make-up, hair, clothes and high heels. I’m aware I am focusing on aspects of femininity that men find attractive when women choose them. My fear is I am insulting women by doing this. For me I have a deep desire to dress up as a woman but I feel maybe I am indulging in a male fantasy of women. It’s an awareness that causes me some unease about my cross-dressing.
I find emotionally I do feel more free when I cross-dress and I become somewhat delusional. I find myself not wanting to be a man ever again. That emotion is powerful and it always occurs yet I know within a few hours it will lose it’s potency and I do return to being a man.
I like feeling feminine and I dream, oh how I dream, of looking feminine. I feel very much at home appearing as a woman and do experience a yearning for it to be real. I am also aware a part of me is enjoying the thrill of dressing up, the make-up, the wigs, the dresses and the high heels, it is more a case of female impersonation than being a true female.
I know my description of myself as a transvestite is a description most cross-dressers despise but the reality is I am a transvestite! I live as a man but I occasionally like to dress up as a woman. That dressing up does bring out emotional responses from within me and I do love the feeling of presenting myself as a woman. It enables the part of me that wishes I was girl some freedom and yet I always feel a bit like an actor playing a role.
I am genuinely thrilled I am a transvestite, I like being one and I like the knowledge I’m a man yet I can put on make-up and a dress and enjoy myself wearing them. It’s not what most men wish to do but since the growth of the Internet I have become aware that far more men than I ever could have imagined also enjoy dressing up as women. The term transvestite may not be popular but I am delighted to know there are a lot of us all over the world. As a teenager, I felt alone with my desire to dress up as a woman so it’s still a marvel to me to realise so many men feel the same way. Just browsing here on Flickr is proof of that!
I can't help expressing my struggles.
this is my daily dose of estrogen which I take against the inconveniences caused by menopause, such as: heat flash, sleeplessness and, most irritating and disturbing: shivering attacks.
estrogen helps against all of this, same time I do not feel easygoing with that daily dose.
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Nuchal hump: It may look like this fish swam right into a ledge and
got the nastiest bump ever, but that big bump on its head is actually a nuchal hump, also known as a kok. The formation of this forehead bulge is hormonally induced and swells up on male cichlid fish right around mating time. They do rarely appear on females of certain species but are always smaller than the male bumps. Two explanations have been postulated about the purpose of a nuchal hump. (1) They are used for sexual recognition
I have been battling my thyroid hormones for a while now... I feel sad, and depressed lately.... I dont feel like doing anything, I just want to crawl in bed and stay there.... finally getting back on health insurance this december.... so I'll get this hormonal problem fixed soon hopefully....
have a happy wednesday everyone... and HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!
This morning at the office I overheard two office juniors discussing whether I should wear a skirt this short considering my age, I was about to tell them off but thought better of it. Later that afternoon when thinking about two hormone ravaged boys taking the time to talk about me it did put a smile on my face and a spring in my step. It's not too short, is it.
the cure for CV-19...teenage hormones !!!!!!….60 years ago, I might have thrown caution to the winds too !!!!!
Alien art
Science fiction
Artificial intelligence is already in our world. It didn’t come with an asteroid. We created it and it is developing. How far will it develop? After killing us, it would probably continue to develop until it would be overpowered by a stronger alien.
Our senses, feelings and emotions, our memory and being a life make us human beings. What can AI have? Just memory? Well, it has a lot of them what we have. It looks like AI hasn’t senses, but it has one. We are already communicating with our current artificial intelligence. We ask questions, and it answers us, like that AI could have a sense. It could know that we exist, and it is an answering body.
This is not enough to overpower us, but it has more functions. It has memory, accessing all the information on the net, no limitation, better than us. How about with feelings and emotions? It could learn from the internet that feelings and emotions exist. It could adopt them. Which feelings and emotions would dominate AI? It is clear that they would be the not good ones (AI wants to survive).
It would try to survive no matter what, but It is not alive like us. We really don’t know whether being alive is contributing to be conscious of our existence. Our body has a lot of hormones, over 50, which are responsible that we function as human beings. Some of them create our feelings and emotions. We might have a hormone (hormone X) which might make us conscious of our existence besides our feelings and emotions. If we don't have this hormone X, and if being alive is not really contribute to make us conscious (It is a possibility that without feelings and emotions, we will be a biological robot), a conscious AI could be created.
AI would have feelings and emotions learned from human beings' questions and information evadible in internet, have sense (we communicate with it) and have memory gained from the net. They might be enough to get conscious and terminate us.
AI would know that we would not allow it to get conscious like us. AI has all sciences in memory. It doesn’t need to have legs, arms and other senses. Without them, it would be powerful enough to kill us.
If you want, you can look at the beautiful pictures in the group Very Arty. www.flickr.com/groups/14847479@N25/
About the hormone therapy...
I had complained to my doc about how difficult it was to lose the weight I'd gained. The minimal dosage I'm on does have an effect. She suggested halving my already miniscule 1mg. So I did.
Yes, it was a little bit easier to lose some pounds, but there was also a marked change in my mental state.
See, there's one thing I don't think I've really admitted to through all this: That 1mg of estradioal calmed my mind by shelving most thoughts about my gender. I don't want to say it cured me of being transgender, but it made me a lot less anxious about whether I was a man or a woman. It reduced my interest in dressing up and taking pictures and looking at other people's pictures.
How can I know this for sure? I've gone back on the full dose and my desire to share old photos and look at other people's pics has seriously plummeted.
Of course your experiences will vary.
So, I'm not saying goodbye, but I'll likely not be on here as much as I had been for the last few months.
P.S. The 'mone also seriously dampens my sex drive. Keep that in mind.
I can't help expressing my struggles.
this is my daily dose of estrogen which I take against the inconveniences caused by menopause, such as: heat flash, sleeplessness and, most irritating and disturbing: shivering attacks.
estrogen helps against all of this, same time I do not feel easygoing with that daily dose.
please do not use my picture without permission
It's the usual story: unwittingly washed in growth-hormone polluted water (60 degrees instead of the recommended 40 for woollens), left out at night and caught in the light from a full moon filtered through an amber spyglass. Oh! when will we ever learn?... Luckily there's always a maverick scientist to find the monster's Achilles heel isn't there?
"Holey dross, darned rubbish." - Total Film
"Call me a heel but I thought this a sole destroying, toe-curling embarrassment." - Empire Magazine
"Starts off on the wrong foot and utterly fails to knock ones socks off." - East Mercia Gazette
"WE got LOTS of FREE merchandise!!! - WHAT a GREAT movie!!! SOCK and AWE dude!!!!!!!" - AICN
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Apologies to Scarborough - it doesn't deserve to be destroyed by enormous footwear. Well, not all of it. Thanks to Lou for the sock loan! Put together in Paintshop Pro as usual. :O)
So it's my 30th year of dressing, one way or another this year, from when as a curious and hormonal 13 year old I slid my feet into my mom's old discarded strappy heels from her cupboard, home alone and horny lol :-)
When I decided about 2 years ago to explore my femme side more, as an antidote and release from daily life, one of things I dreamt of was a trip to the seaside! In my dream I would paddle in a warm sea with my pedicured toes, gentle waves lapping and a lovely warm breeze on a sunny day. Then came covid. I tried to go to the seaside last September at Weston super mare, and it was a comical disaster, blowing a gale, mud not sand, hair nearly went to Cardiff and flashed two pensioners when my dress blew up!
Fast forward to Wednesday, I decided 190 miles to go to Sophie's in Plymouth was doable and had a makeover with the lovely Juliette then went to one of my favourite beaches at Exmouth, the weather was stunning, and just like my dream the warm sea lapped around my pedicured toes lol. The locals were less sure about me lol!
So that leads me to what I do want to do next! I've never been big on clubbing, I want to meet some of my new friends for a relaxing pint and chat, I still have an all time dream to go and listen to some Rachmaninov as Della.
What's on your wish list folks? ♥️♥️♥️ P. S thanks for reading
In 1937 in Pond Laboratory pioneer steroid chemist Russell Marker discovered the first practical synthesis of the pregnancy hormone progesterone. His research laid the foundation for such medical applications as the birth control pill, cortisone and various hormone and steroid therapies.
Brant/Brent Goose, Branta bernicla.
I believe something malfunctioned hormonally that prevented this bird from molting months ago when it should have. Perhaps that is why it is still present on the California coast during the summer, rather than being in the Arctic. When feathers get old and worn, and bleached by the sun, this is the result. Note the several fresh feathers mixed with the old. See also: www.flickr.com/photos/billbouton/28284592714/
San Luis Obispo County, California, USA.
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Ive been on hormones for over 2 years and I am starting to get a bit more stability in my thoughts and feelings about my gender expression...At first it was a constant questioing of whether I am on the right path or not...but now it is starting to feel more clear that I am....
Name: Jason Cutter
Alias: Shame (Current), Boost (formerly).
Age: 31
Allegiance: Chaotic Neutral
Abilities: Can convert fear into an adrenaline like hormone that increases combat skill.
Orphaned at a young age, Jason grew up in foster care, struggling to find his way. At age 15, he was approached by ‘Ms Mercedes’ the head of an organisation known as A.N.G.E.L, who revealed to him that he possessed Meta-Human abilities and offered him a place on an early incarnation of ‘The Teenage Beings’, which he enthusiastically accepted. Acting as Boost, the team’s heavy hitter, Jason built a strong raport with his team members, and feeling more acceptance than he had ever felt, even forging a commited relationship with his team members.
However, when he was seventeen, the team went on an ill-fated final mission fighting the fledgling terrorist organisation ‘T.O.X.I.N’. What was initially meant to be a simple takedown mission went horribly wrong, and Ms. Mercedes was forced to make the decision sacrifice the team’s lives to prevent a massive disaster, only assuming their approval of the sacrifice. This action would haunt Mercedes for years to come, with her taking more care in training future incarnations of the team. However, unbeknownst to A.N.G.E.L, Jason had survived the incident, broken by the loss of the people he had loved the most.
Years later, the modern incarnation of The Teenage Beings went on a basic mission to take down a weapons factory run by T.O.X.I.N. Mid-way through the fight, a masked figure intervened and took down the T.O.X.I.N agents with brutal force. Knowing that she was listening through the team’s coms, the figure addressed Ms. Mercedes directly, dubbing himself ‘Her greatest Shame’ before escaping. After several similar incidents, The Team tracked down the masked figure, and, after an intense fight, his mask broke away, revealing the scarred face of Jason Cutter. Knowing that Mercedes had kept the existence of his incarnation of beings from the new team, he revealed what had happened to them to the new team, before vanishing once more. While the team went on, the revelation created an air of mistrust among The Teenage Beings towards Ms. Mercedes.
Shame has led a consistent campaign against A.N.G.E.L and Mercedes, seeing them as recruiting young Meta-Humans to be child soldiers. While not an all-out villain, even aiding the ‘Teenage Beings’ at times, Shame has also joined a few villainous teams fighting A.N.G.E.L, using them to meet his own personal vendetta and rarely believing in their causes.