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Заметался пожар голубой,
Позабылись родимые дали.
В первый раз я запел про любовь,
В первый раз отрекаюсь скандалить.
Был я весь — как запущенный сад,
Был на женщин и зелие падкий.
Разонравилось пить и плясать
И терять свою жизнь без оглядки.
Мне бы только смотреть на тебя,
Видеть глаз злато-карий омут,
И чтоб, прошлое не любя,
Ты уйти не смогла к другому.
Поступь нежная, легкий стан,
Если б знала ты сердцем упорным,
Как умеет любить хулиган,
Как умеет он быть покорным.
Я б навеки забыл кабаки
И стихи бы писать забросил,
Только б тонко касаться руки
И волос твоих цветом в осень.
Я б навеки пошел за тобой
Хоть в свои, хоть в чужие дали…
В первый раз я запел про любовь,
В первый раз отрекаюсь скандалить.
- С.А. Есенин. Заметался пожар голубой (1923)
"Everything I'm feeling burst into flames
Looking at a soul, it's broken and strain
Every night, the wish is always the same
Keep on hoping that I don't go insane"
" Start The Healing" By Korn
Featured
☠ Lipstick: Opulein - Disturbia Lipstick Set . (leL EVO X & AK ADVX)
☠ Nose Ring with Chain: LittleFish - Halle
☠ Eyes: Landgraff - Mangetsu Eyes
☠ Cheek Cut: Landgraff - Cheek Cuts
What I'm Wearing
☠ Head: Lelutka - Brannon Head
☠ Body: Legacy
☠ Hair: Yomi - Dirge Hair
☠ Top: Psycho Barbie - Medusa Top
☠ Nails: FORMANAILS- KALIA
☠ Earrings: friday - Randi Earring Set
Scene
☠ Photo taken at Sunny's Studio - Pose -Sapa
the song that inspired this image
www.youtube.com/watch?v=eM6mQKan2WE
The Unlikely Candidates - Oh My Dear Lord
the look:
Hair Exile:: Temptress
GENUS Project - Genus Head
Ladybird. // Glitter Tears – Gold
Koonz - Hollywood Eyeshadows [OMEGA] GENUS Adapted
[ MUDSKIN ]_GLOSSY BOMB # 2 (GENUS)
(Enfer Sombre*) Omega Tattoo Applier - Sweet shine
[Heaux] Balance Eyes
#1 - unstable. Mayhem - Rare Set - Face Chain
#1 - unstable. Mayhem - Rare Set – Necklace
CURELESS[+] Pygmalion's Bride / Goddess Touch Halo / RED
CURELESS[+] Anatomical Venus / M / Vulnere Bodysuit /
CURELESS[+] Anatomical Venus / Dea Halo / GOLD
CURELESS[+] Anatomical Venus / M / Pneuma Arms / GOLD /
CURELESS[+] Valentine's Heart
LUX AETERNA [Cor Sacrum] Cor Immaculatum
LUX AETERNA [Cor Sacrum] Mater Dei Halo
LUX AETERNA [Cor Sacrum] Sunburst Aura
scene:
anxiety %velveret nightclub
CURELESS[+] Pygmalion's Bride / Goddess Touch Halo / RED
CURELESS [+] Flower Kissers Flying / BLUSH
CURELESS[+] Lepidoptera Mesh Butterflies / TINTABLE
CURELESS[+] Anatomical Venus / Skeleto Avatar / GOLD
(thank you for all the group invitesxxx)
Full Credit: sweetmel3818.wixsite.com/confessionsmidstoner/post/confes...
Santa No worries we are here to help guide your sleigh tonight!
Feature
☠ Dress: 1313 Mockingbird Lane - Ceony Dress -Snowflake Red 14 -Advent Calendar Gift for Dec 14. Advent is free for groupies and group is free to join. Previous gifts can be purchased for only 25L!
☠ Boots: 1313 Mockingbird Lane - Pleaser Boots - Snowflake Red 2 - Advent Calendar Gift for Dec 2. Advent is free for groupies and group is free to join. Previous gifts can be purchased for only 25L!
What I'm Wearing
☠ Body: Maitreya
☠ Head: LeLUTKA - Kaya Head
☠ Hair: Elikatira - Carrolle
Scene
This photo was taken at Southern Roots and part of the #AdamsphotoChallenge
Confessions of a Midnight Stoner Blog
Full Post: sweetmel3818.wixsite.com/confessionsmidstoner/post/confes...
I don't live in Darkness, Darkness lives in me.
Exclusives Found at Road of Silence Event by Posesion Productions Jan 1- Jan 23:
☠ Eyeshadow: Lolapop! - CatEyes Makeup
☠ lashes: Skoll - Selliah Eyelashes
What I'm Wearing:
☠ Head: LeLUTKA Lilly Head 2.5 (free gift until Dec 26)
☠ Hair: Sintiklia - Hair Mermaid - Pack1
☠ Face Tattoo: #LuluB! - Saturna - Makeup.
☠ Lipstick: Izzie's - Black Lipstick (Gift)
☠ Eyes: :[The Plastik Flagship Store]:- Avor Eyes
☠ Horns: [Cubic Cherry] {Tartarus} horns RED
"I saw your face, but it couldn't save me
I fell from grace, and I cracked your smile
Don't rescue me, I can't escape it
Ravenously, feed my feral mind, we bend before we break"
"Porcelain" by Motionless In White
Featured
☠ Top: The Little Bat - Norma Top
☠ Tattoo: KAOS Tatoo - Carnality Tattoo
☠ Pose: Be My Mannequin? - A Deal with God - part of Upside Down collection - Exclusive at The Darkness Event June 5 - June 28
☠ Eyes: Landgraff - Carter Eyes - Exclusive at Men Only Event opens June 20
What I'm Wearing
☠ Head: Lelutka - Brannon Head
☠ Body: Legacy
☠ Hair: Sintiklia - Hair Moonlight - Reds
☠ Shorts: Addams - Etta Low Rise Shorts with Belt
☠ Face Scratches: This Is Wrong - Slash Makeup
☠ Eyeshadow and Lipstick: Heron - LYRA - Makeup
"I'll pull you up and push you right
Back in your place!
I'll take you down and wipe that smile
Right off your face!
I'll watch you break,
Your mine to take,
Don't blink; you just might miss it!
It's all or nothing,
Nowhere left to run!"
"Let Me Hear You Scream" By Ozzy Osbourne
Featured
☠ Shirt and Shorts: Neve - Drift Top and Away Short- Available at Shiny Shabby May 20th - June 15th.
What I'm Wearing
☠ Head: Lelutka - Brannon Head
☠ Body: Legacy
☠ Hair: No Match - No Cares
☠ Tatoo: DAPPA - Takara Tattoo
☠ Lipstick: HERON - Obscure Glamour
☠ Eyeshadow: Opulein - Amina Eyeshadow
Scene
☠ Chair: what next - Winter Harvest Chair
🎧 The Aural Inspiration *Ashton Nyte - This Isolation- * 🎧
Do your worst to hate
As you follow their goodbyes
Drift into the morning
Where the feeling never tires
Dressing in the cold
And you're fading like a smile
Swallow your confessions
As you cover up your eyes
Again
A broken promise
That old sensation
Keeps haunting you
Whenever you're alone
Standing at the edge
But the story never ends
Tearing out the pages
But it's useless to pretend
I turn on the radio
And hold your heart to mine
Dry those eyes and keep me close
The world can wait outside
Again
And you sent for this
This isolation
Full Credits - sweetmel3818.wixsite.com/confessionsmidstoner/post/confes...
Fibromyalgia
hellopoetry.com/poem/1877630/fibromyalgia/
I felt my body falling into deeper pain yesterday.
Like a shadow that drains with sharp and lingering aches.
Like a monster waiting to take its victim.
I'm where sleep feels so close and so much further.
I can't sleep or stay awake and it's torture.
I'm trapped.
I find no comfort.
I have no escape.
I'm my bodies enemy.
My mind is heavy and my thoughts confused and blurry.
I'm less of me today.
Even though yesterday I was less me.
Today I'm lesser me then I've been in weeks.
I feel depressed and frustrated.
Frustrated with my mind, and body.
Today is a reminder why yesterday was better.
Even though I was tired and my back taunted me with its nagging wide spread hurt.
Today is more.
And I am less.
Uncomfortable, unhappy, and unable to exact my description of this curse.
Fibromyalgia's friend.
It won't let me go.
And Fibromyalgia's enemy.
It won't let me go...
This is me.
This is not me.
I'm but a shadow of me ninety percent of my life.
Featured
☠ Pose: Be My Mannequin? - Euphoria available at Chronicles & Legends, Jan 15 - Feb 5.
☠ Body marks: Landgraff - Spanked Body
☠ Face bruises and cuts: Landgraff - Survivor
What I'm Wearing
☠ Body: Legacy
☠ Head: LeLUTKA - Kaya Head
☠ Outfit: Pink Cream Pie - Nefertiti
☠ Arm Tattoo and Broken Glass: This Is Wrong - Cenobite Tattoo Red
Original Post sweetmel3818.wixsite.com/confessionsmidstoner/post/confes...
They'd leave their wives in the dark of night to spy as she danced beneath the moonlight.
- Christy Ann Martine (Excerpt from the poem Salem Witch Trial)
Exclusives Found at Road of Silence Event by Posesion Productions Jan 1- Jan 23:
☠ Dark Love Tartarus Gacha
☠ 4 - Invocation Circle
☠ 7 - Black Crown
☠ 11 - Aura Pop Pentagram
☠ 18 - Catsuit
☠ Black Tattoo
☠ Eyes: Medium Eyes by Madame Noir
Exclusives Found at The Darkness Event by Posesion Productions Jan 5- Jan 25:
☠ Face Tattoo: LILITHIUM - As Above So Below Face Tattoo
What I'm Wearing:
☠ Head: LeLUTKA Lilly Head 2.5 (free gift until Dec 26)
☠ Body: Maitreya
☠ Hair: .Olive. the Witchling Hair
☠ Lipstick: Izzie's - Black Lipstick (Gift)
☠ Eye Shadow: Izzie's - BOM Layers (Gloom Eyeshadows) (unpacked)
☠ Runic Body Tattoo: Psycho Barbie Runic Tattoo
☠ Chest Jewel: Duckie . torment
"Here we go again I will not give in
I've got a reason to fight
Every day we choose
We might win or lose
This is the dangerous life"
"Feel Invincible" by Skillet
Featured
☠ Dress and Jacket: Neve - Hilly Dress and Lisa Jacket - Exclusive at the Vintage Fair till June 20
☠ Skates: Neve - Max Skates - Exclusive at the Vintage Fair till June 20
What I'm Wearing
☠ Head: Lelutka - Brannon Head
☠ Body: Legacy
☠ Hair: Exile - Jen
☠ Glasses: Earthstone - Eyeglasses The Classic Darks
☠ Earrings: Andore - Ear-acc - Stars & Gems
Scene:
☠ Taken at Sunny's Studio pose Step by Step
"Sweet days of summer
Her love is in bloom
July is dressed up
And playing her tune
When I come home
From a hard day's night
And you're waiting there
I don't have a care
A care in this world"
"Summer Breeze" by Type O Negative
Featured
☠ Tattoo: Kaos Tattoo - Unconditional
☠ Shirt: Neve - Whiskey - Exclusive at the Black Fair May 15 - 29
☠ Pose: Be My Mannequin? - In My Own Hell (no props included) part of the Sing To Me fatpack - Exclusive at The Grid from May 14 -June 4
What I'm Wearing
☠ Head: Lelutka - Brannon Head
☠ Body: Legacy
☠ Hair: Truth - Horizon -Jewel
☠ Sunglasses: Triggered - Vega Glasses
☠ Shoes: Cult - Nika
Scene
☠ Chair: Heart Homes- Couple Fishing Chair
"Arousing me now with a sense of desire
Possessing my soul 'til my body's on fire
A dark angel of sin
Preying deep from within
Come take me in
You're possessing me"
"A Touch Of Evil" by Judas Priest
Featured
☠ Strippable Top: FACS - Strip Bandeau. Available at Fetish Fair June 12th
☠ Face Cracks: Landgraff - Pursuer. Exclusive at The Darkness Event June 5 - June 28
☠ Collar: Miomi Creations - Multitext Collar
☠ Eyeshadow: Opulein - Dark Heart Eyeshadow Set. Exclusive at The Darkness Event June 5 - June 28
What I'm Wearing
☠ Head: Lelutka - Brannon Head
☠ Body: Legacy
☠ Hair: Doe - Hydie - Racoon
☠ Eyes: ALEXANDRITE - Cult Eyes
☠ Tattoo: MissBlack - Magush Tattoo. Exclusive at The Darkness Event June 5 - June 28
☠ Lip Stiches: LittleFish - Unspoken
☠ Earrings: Rawr! - Zireail Elf Earrings
Full Post- sweetmel3818.wixsite.com/confessionsmidstoner/post/confes...
"What lies?
He's finally come alive
Out of these mediocre plentiful things all the time
A steady stream of madness
Conscious to a flood
The clock is ticking for Bad Blood"
"Bad Blood" - Ministry
Feature
☠ Pose: Be My Mannequin? - The One - Exclusive at The Darkness Event Jan 5- 28
☠ Bloody Nose: Landgraff - Brutal Bleed - 001 - Exclusive at Tokyo Zero
☠ Collar: Rainbow Sundae - Cybil Collar
What I'm Wearing
☠ Body: Maitreya
☠ Head: LeLUTKA - Kaya Head
☠ Hair: Mina - Karen - Reds
☠ Shirt: Gabriel - Strap Leather Jacket - Black
☠ Tattoo: KAOS - Destroyer
☠ Glasses: Neverwish - Coffin Sunglasses - Ankh - Black
☠ Face cuts: Landgraff - Survivor Set
Scene
☠ Photo taken at Naturally Naughty
☠ LumiPro Lights
Are you willing to sacrifice your individuality to become one of the many?
"Obey to the system
They wanna hold on your mind
Your mind is the land to invade
Your mind is the land to detain
Selling the truth is their business that we buy"
Disobey by ODDKO youtu.be/Bbs1jxL_lQA
Full Credits- sweetmel3818.wixsite.com/confessionsmidstoner/post/confes...
At The Cyber Fair Sep 1 - 26 :
☠ Backpack Guns: [Struts] - ZX72 Reaper Harness
☠ Face Tattoo: Sunniva .- Cyborg Face FX
The Darkness Chamber Fair Sep 4 - Oct 2
☠ Backdrop: My View - backstreet chaos backdrop
☠ Pose: After Midnight Fashion - Survivor (includes gun props)
☠ Eyes: Absinthe - Racca Eyes
What I'm Wearing:
☠ Dress: VOBE - Nadia Dress
☠ Body: Maitreya - Lara
☠ Head: LeLutka - Brannon
☠ Tattoo: Vegas Tattoo - Sweet As Sin
☠ Lipstick: Top1Salon -HD Liquid Lipstick
☠ Collar: Random Matter - Feral Collar
☠ Hair: Mina - DoMina
☠ Boots: CULT - Rocket
Featuring:
♡ cheezu. ciara dress
♡ [DDL] Ohana (Fatpack)
♡ pecheresse. birdie tattoo (body edition) faded
♡ [BREATHE]-Toyona Wedges-FATPACK
♡ Lyrium. Ruby Animations Set
All available at THE FIFTY
maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/The%20Fifty/2/129/777
♡ Confessions of a Shopaholic Blog
♡ www.instagram.com/karamia_77/
♡ Song / Mood:
Illenium - Good Things Fall Apart (Lyrics) ft. Jon Bellion
www.youtube.com/watch?v=W0PJ86_GhFY
♡ тнanĸ yoυ all ғor yoυr ғaveѕ, coммenтѕ and awardѕ ♡
♡ Photo taken at:
Little World
"Keep my head up, sinkin', lost in all of these waves
These odds keep me goin', the tide has finally changed
When it gets harder to breathe, I guess I'll just have to scream
Get up back on my feet, I want the world to see me
I'm a survivor, come ride with me
Been through hell and back, don't need your sympathy
Everything I wanted is right in front of me, yeah
I'm a survivor, come ride with me"
"Survivor" by Pop Evil
Featured
☠ Eyes: Landgraff - Friction Eyes - Exclusive at Cyberpunk Fair May 14 - June 4
☠ Eyeshadow: Opulein: Goddess Eyeshadow Set - Exclusive at The Darkness Event May 5 - 28
☠ Lipstick: Opulein - Metallic Lipstick
What I'm Wearing
☠ Head: Lelutka - Brannon Head
☠ Hair: Doe - Machi
☠ Septum: Z O O M - Ho-oh Septum
☠ Face Tattoo: [^.^Ayashi^.^] Xela Cyber tatoo
Only a cynic can create horror--for behind every masterpiece of the sort must reside a driving demonic force that despises the human race and its illusions, and longs to pull them to pieces and mock them.”
― H. P. Lovecraft
Full Credits- sweetmel3818.wixsite.com/confessionsmidstoner/post/confes...
Sponsor:
☠ Pose: Be My Mannequin? - Close Up Set 1(set of four static poses made for waist up photos) - Release For Dark Wednesday Aug 18.
Body And Head:
☠ Body: Maitreya
☠ Head: LeLUTKA - Briannon Head EvoX
What I'm Wearing:
Available at 50 L Friday Birthday Bash Until Sep 3
☠ Necklace: AsteroidBox - Farran Jewelry
☠ Horns: Eliavah ~ Divine Horns
☠ Crown: #LuluB! - Lunaria - Fatpack.
☠ Eyeshadow: Glam Affair - Smoky Makeup 01
Available at Equal10
☠ Gas Mask: .random.Matter. - Kajsa Gas Mask
In Store
☠ Hair: monso- Billie Hair- Black /Red
☠ Tattoo: .: Vegas :. Tattoo - Sweet as Sin
☠ Eyes: Banana Beauty - GROUP GIFT: F13TH
☠ Hickes: Ladybird - Cheyenne
☠ Corset & Skirt: Pare - Spaghettie Skirt & Strap Bustier - Onyx
"My mother, she told me, "don't be a quitter"
My father, he told me he knew I was
My brothers, they told me, "do what you do"
My sister, she told me to do something good
I'm uncontrollable, emotional
Chaotically proportional
I'm visceral, reloadable
(I'm crazy, I'm crazy, I'm crazy, I'm crazy)
Everybody in the world knows I'm a little twisted...."
Twisted by Missio - www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dp70dN6hkNM
Full Credits: sweetmel3818.wixsite.com/confessionsmidstoner/post/confes...
Sponsor:
☠ Outfit: HexPosed - Skylar Outfit - At 101 L Event Sep 19 - Oct 13
☠ Tattoo: Rainbow Sundae - Sacred Ritual - At Ritual Event Sep 2 - 22
☠ Aura: LuLuB! - Hallovibes - At Ritual Event Sep 2 - 22
☠ Face Bruises and Blind Eyes: Landgraff - Bossy Set
What I'm Wearing:
☠ Body: Maitreya
☠ Head: LeLUTKA - Brannon head
☠ Garter: Insomnia Angel - Prefilled Syringe Garter - At Ritual Event Sep 2 - 22
☠ Halloween Pumpkin and Cat: Goddess Creations - Sleepy Cat In Pumpkin
☠ Hair: FABIA -Amaniel
☠ Collar: CULT- Salem Collar
☠ Cheek Star: theRoom - Blush Starfall
☠ Earrings: Andore - ear-acc - Stars & Gems
"What lies?
He's finally come alive
Out of these mediocre plentiful things all the time
A steady stream of madness
Conscious to a flood
The clock is ticking for Bad Blood"
"Bad Blood" by Ministry
Featured
☠ Shirt and Pants: Neve - Utility Pant and Total Top - Exclusive at Uber May 25- June 22
☠ Pose: Be My Mannequin? - All My Rage (includes gun prop) from the Bullet With... collection. Exclusive at Tokyo Zero from June 10 - June 25
☠ Tattoo: MV Tattoo - Day Of The Dead - Exclusive at The Darkness Event June 5 - June 28
What I'm Wearing
☠ Head: Lelutka - Brannon Head
☠ Body: Legacy
☠ Hair: Doe - Hydie - Racoon
☠ Shoes: Reign - Stormiez Sneakers
Scene
☠ Taken at Naturally Naughty with City Backdrop
“A clockwork heart can't replace the real thing.”
― Dru Pagliassotti, Clockwork Heart
Full Credits: sweetmel3818.wixsite.com/confessionsmidstoner/post/confes...
Engine Room Sep 20 - Oct 20:
☠ Bed: [Struts] - L'inventeur - Master Bed
☠ Corset Top: ERSCH - Priscilla Top {Lara} -bloody-
☠ Blade: CerbusXing - Occam's Razor
What I'm Wearing:
☠ Body: Maitreya
☠ Head: LeLUTKA - Brannon head
☠ Hair: Limerence - Naomi hair Natural Ombre
☠ Eye Patch: Wicca's Originals - Mirage Eyepatch
☠ Skirt: Just Because - Elise Maxi Skirt
Scene:
☠ Backdrop: DiMi's Pack - Steampunk 2 - The city
Credit
Skin : Essences Hara #E5 (Genus Applier) @Powder Pack Genus September
Eye applier : .euphoric ~Felisja Beauty Set~[Genus] @Powder Pack Genus September
Lipstick : MICHAN - Cheryl Lipstick [Genus] HUD @Powder Pack Genus September
Eye lashes : MICHAN - Cheryl Lashes [Genus] HUD @Powder Pack Genus September
Hair : *barberyumyum*B08B(03)
Head : GENUS Project - Genus Head - Classic Face W001 - Mocap
Shape : own work (based from Essences Hara Shape (Genus Classic))
Body : Maitrey lara
*Body applier included for Maitreya / Belleza / Omega system
Essences main store
maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Essences/111/109/22
EUPHORIC main store
maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/SHOPPING%20THERAPY/137/170/71
MICHAN main store
“I think the world’s gonna end bloody. But it doesn’t mean we shouldn’t fight. We do have choices. I choose to go down swingin’.” – Dean Winchester, Supernatural
Full Credits: sweetmel3818.wixsite.com/confessionsmidstoner/post/confes...
Sponsor
☠ Spike: Struts - Hunter's Stake
☠ Face bruises and Cuts: Landgraff - Survivor Set
Necrosis Sep 24 -Oct 30 :
☠ Pose: Be My Mannequin? - Possession
☠ Backdrop: Beauty Of Darkness - Biohazard Sewer
What I'm Wearing:
☠ Body: Maitreya
☠ Head: LeLUTKA - Brannon head
☠ Hair: Yomi - Joni Hair
☠ Tattoo: Mister Razzor - Hilary Tattoo
☠ Dress: Cult - Naydene Dress
☠ Boots: Demon Code - Succubus Boots
Model- Pandora
☠ Body: Maitreya
☠ Head: LeLutka - Lilly
☠ Dress: Just Because - Sabrina Dress
☠ Tattoo: RESILIENCE Tattoo - The Witch
☠ Blush and Freckles: Sap - Blush and Freckles
☠ Hair: LeLutka - Eleanor Hair
Original Post: sweetmel3818.wixsite.com/confessionsmidstoner/post/confes...
Sometimes the eyes can say more than the mouth.
Model: Loki
☠ Head: LeLUTKA - Skyler.2.5
☠ Ears: [MANDALA]STRETCHED_Ears_Season2 GOLD
☠ Hair: Modulus - Andreas Hair
☠ Necklace: **RealEvil Industries** Assassin Necklace
☠ Location: NaturallyNaughty
maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Coast%20of%20Passion/168/2...
Confessions OF a Midnight Stoner Post: midnightstoner.blogspot.com/2020/12/confession-48.html
May 2021 Be Impressively better than 2020, Even the cows are done!
(Photo was done for #AdamsPhotoChallenge - sweetmel81 Resident)
Exclusives Found at Uber opens Dec 25 :
☠ Dress: Astralia Clothing - Veronique (Black)
☠ Sparkler: Amitie Make a Wish Pack -
What I'm Wearing:
☠ Body: Maitreya
☠ Head: LeLUTKA Lilly Head 2.5 (free gift until Dec 26)
☠ Hair: .Olive. the Sabrina *Beta* Hair
☠ Tattoo: ((Mister Razzor)) Hilary Tattoo
Scene:
☠ Location: Southern Roots
☠ 2021 Balloon and Sign: *LL* 2021 with Ballons *New Year Gold
☠ Floor Balloons: [NB] ~ NYE 2021 Gacha 4 Common
☠ Fuck 2020 Headband: TIGHT F*CK 2020 Headband
"I miss the bad things
The way you hate me
I miss the screaming
The way that you blame me
Miss the phone calls
When it's your fault
I miss the late nights
Don't miss you at all
I like the kick in the face
And the things you do to me
I love the way that it hurts
I don't miss you, I miss the misery"
"I Miss The Misery" by Halestorm
Featured
☠ Top and Shorts: Epoch - CJ Top and Shorts
☠ Body Stickers: FACS - Body Stickies - Exclusive at Dollholic Event June 18 - July 11
Rigged for Legacy and Reborn
What I'm Wearing
☠ Head: Lelutka - Brannon Head
☠ Body: Legacy
☠ Hair: Olive - The Sad Boy
☠ Tattoo: KAOS Tattoo - Amazing
☠ Face Scratches: Landgraff - Scratched Faced
☠ Eyeshadow and Lipstick: Heron - LYRA - Makeup
Scene:
☠ Taken at Sunny's Studio pose My Serenity
Original Post: sweetmel3818.wixsite.com/confessionsmidstoner/post/confes...
Pantera "Walk" - youtu.be/AkFqg5wAuFk
"Is there no standard anymore?
What it takes, who I am, where I've been belong
You can't be something you're not
Be yourself, by yourself, stay away from me
A lesson learned in life
Known from the dawn of time"
Exclusives At Necrosis Event Jan 29th - Feb 12, 202
☠ Jumpsuit: .:BoD:. Maurceline Bodysuit
☠ Eyepatch: Normandy-SOLID.HEART Eyepatch
☠ Tattoo: GERMINAL - TAINTED LOVE TATTOO
Exclusive at Fameshed Feb 1 -27th
☠ Hair: [monso] Billie Hair /Black & Red
What I am wearing
☠ Head: LeLUTKA - Lilly
☠ Body: Maitreya
☠ Lipstick: Viena - Dorcas HD Lipstick Pack
☠ Face Blood: True Damage - Haru Nose blood
☠ Bindi: Six Feet Under - Arsenic Bindi
☠ Nail Rings: L'Emporio&PL ::*Brancas Surviles*::-Claw Nail Rings-Maitreya-
☠ Eyeshadow: KOONZ Rising Star HD Eyeshadow
Scene:
☠ Pose: LA by whitecity: Watchdogs (Male) Bento
☠ Location: NaturallyNaughty
Full Credits: sweetmel3818.wixsite.com/confessionsmidstoner/post/confes...
The wind will rip through your hair.
The rain will pound on the ground.
The thunder will roar overhead.
But you must stand your ground.
The shots will be fired.
The dust will rise.
The blood will spill.
But you must stand your ground.
The Devil will tempt you.
The Demons will come.
The lies will become reality.
But you must stand your ground.
Credit to poet
Body And Head:
☠ Body- Maitreya
☠ Head - LeLUTKA Briannon Head
What I'm Wearing
☠ War Paint - HEADSHOT//WAR PAINT
☠ Lipstick - Ladybird Cheyenne
☠ Face scratches and Lip bleed - duckie restless
☠ Earrings - LittleFish - Moonchild
☠ Face Spike Piercings - LittleFish - Group Gift - Nisha
☠ Collar/necklace - Real Evil - Pixi Heart Collar
☠ Outfit (Top and Bullet Panties) - G-Shot Sheva Outfit
☠ Tattoo - Mister Razzor - Hilary Tattoo
☠ Rings - Vibing Ciara Rings Onyx
☠ Hair - [monso] Gwin Hair /Black & Red
Confessions Of A Midnight Stoner Blog
★ Confession # 49★
Full Post: midnightstoner.blogspot.com/2021/01/confession-49.html
2020 Taught us how to celebrate with only those closest to you, spending New Years Eve with my lil sis is always priceless!
My Lil Sis Avery:
☠ Hair: Truth VIP Soiree
☠ Glasses: REIGN.- HIPSTER GLASSES
☠ Septum: Swan Anita Septum Ring Moon
☠ Dress: Scandalize.NewYearDress
☠Headband: Frayed - Celebration Headband
Mel:
☠ Gown: LeiMotiv Delena Gown
☠ Hair: .Olive. the Trixia Kenin Hair
☠ Tattoo: .: Vegas :. Tattoo Applier Dark Paradise
☠ Lipstick: Izzie's - Black Lipstick (Gift)
☠ Eyeshadow: Izzie's - BOM Layers (Gloom Eyeshadows
Scene:
☠ Backdrop: #Cranked Modern Corridor
☠ Banner: {what next} Happy New Year Banner
☠ BalloonsL +Half-Deer+ Fairylight Balloons - Black Tie
Collab with Avery her post can be seen here www.flickr.com/photos/159824646@N07/50785371647/in/pool-2...
That time when your familiar smoked up all your vacation money so you had to end up getting a job at the local dispensary.
*No cows were harmed in making this post!
#AdamsPhotoChallenge bi monthly photo challenge that has been a fun and exciting experience Ive taken part of over the past year. Since the very first challenge I took part of Bessie here has made her/his trademark appearance in every challenge.
Sponsors:
☠ Sunglasses: Struts - Butterfly Glasses
☠ Necklace: VOBE - Victorian Set FATPACK
Full Credits: sweetmel3818.wixsite.com/confessionsmidstoner/post/confes...
What I'm Wearing:
☠ Body: Maitreya - Lara
☠ Head: LeLutka - Brannon
☠ Tank: Blueberry - Rie Wet Shirt White
☠ Lipstick: Top1Salon -HD Liquid Lipstick
☠ Hair: Mina - Hattie
☠ Shorts: MOoH! - Gladys Shorts
☠ Joint: The Weed Shack - Magic Joint - white
Scene:
☠ Location: Hippie Hideaway maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Hippie%20Hideaway/120/219/21
☠ Pose: Reve Obscura - Baked
☠ Van: DRD - The Joint Delivery Van
Hi, my name is Brad, and I'm a beach photographer-aholic."
Admit it – you just said “Hi Brad” in your head didn’t you 😉
"It all started innocently enough—just a quick trip to the beach to clear my head, maybe take a few photos of the waves. But then, I discovered the wild, untamed beaches—the ones where nature reigns supreme, where the cliffs meet the sea in a dramatic embrace, and the only footprints are my own. And that's when the addiction took hold.
I remember the first time I went on a real binge. I had no idea what was coming. The sun was rising, the tide was just right, and before I knew it, I was snapping away like a madman. Seagulls, rock formations, the way the light danced on the water—everything needed to be captured. Hours passed, and when I finally stopped, I had taken 437 photos... in just two hours. I didn’t even notice my memory card screaming for mercy.
But did that satisfy me? No. I started chasing the next high—longer sessions, bigger waves, more rugged coastlines. I'd find myself driving for hours at hours of the day when the rest of the world were sensibly sleeping warm in their beds, just to find the perfect, deserted beach where the sea meets the sky with no human interference. Scaling cliffs, traversing crevices, just me, my trusty little Olympus camera, and the endless possibilities. I'd tell myself, ‘Just a few more shots, and then I'll stop.’ 'Just a few more shots' turns into ‘Just one more SD card,’ and before I know it, the sun is setting, and I'm standing knee-deep in the ocean, still clicking away.
And then there’s the editing. Oh, the editing. I’ll promise myself I’ll be quick, but suddenly, it’s 3 AM, and I’m buried under a mountain of images, trying to choose between 17 almost identical shots of a wave crashing against a rock.
I've tried to cut back, I swear. I told myself I’d limit my beach trips to once a week, but then I hear the call of the ocean—the irresistible pull of a new storm on the horizon or the lure of a particularly moody sky—and all my resolve crumbles like sandcastles at high tide.
I know I have a problem. My hard drive knows I have a problem. But being honest—I don't want to stop. The thrill of capturing that perfect, wild moment on a beach or rock shelf somewhere is just too good to give up. But ….. I'm okay with that. Because there’s nothing quite like the feeling of being out there, on a wild, untouched beach, camera in hand, with nothing but the sound of the surf and the wind in your ears. I might have a problem, but I wouldn’t trade it for anything else in the world."
Happy new week everyone!
- C - Salvatore Piercings for Swallow Gauged Mesh Ears
Male/Female - texture/metal options via hud
Confession - MP: marketplace.secondlife.com/p/C-Salvatore-swallow-gauged-e...
star shine within, without...
a rainbow lights the night.
All possibilities,
as branches of a tree,
opening,
as does a flower.
"It is when you lose sight of yourself, that you lose your way. To keep your truth in sight you must keep yourself in sight and the world to you should be a mirror to reflect to you your image; the world should be a mirror that you reflect upon." ~ C. JoyBell C.
Body:
☠ Body: Legacy
☠ Head: Genus- Baby Face
☠ Tattoo: Letis Tattoo :: Trisha ::
Clothes & Accessories:
☠ Hair: MINA - Serene
☠ Bodysuit with heels: Pure Poison - The V Outfit
Scene:
☠ Location: *Everwinter*
"Leave me alone, don't want your promises no more
'Cause rock 'n' roll is my religion and my love
Won't ever change, may think it's strange
You can't kill rock 'n' roll, it's here to stay"
"You Can't Kill Rock And Roll" by Ozzy Osbourne
Featured
☠ Pose: Be My Mannequin? - It's Okay pose from Dance In The Dark Collection - Exclusive at The Darkness Event Aug 5 - Aug 28th
☠ Outfit: FACS - Eggy Oversized Sweater - Exclusive at Hongdae From July 26
☠ Garter & Stockings: FACS - Lyn Garter Stocking - Exclusive at Planet29 July 29
What I'm Wearing
☠ Head: Lelutka - Brannon Head
☠ Body: Legacy
☠ Hair: Doe - Agatha V2 - Candy
☠ Soft Thighs:Maze - Soft Thighs
☠ Septum: Cult - Goth Nose Piercing
☠ Eye Shadow: Opulein - Sweet Cat Eyeshadow Set
☠ Lip Stick: Opulein - Dry Lipstick Set
☠ Tattoo: KAOS Tattoo - Lushness Tattoo