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"At my door the leaves are falling
A cold wild wind will come
Sweethearts walk by together
And I still miss someone
I go out on a party
And look for a little fun
But I find a darkened corner
'Cause I still miss someone
Oh, no I never got over those brown eyes
I see them every where
I miss those arms that held me
When all the love was there
I wonder if she's sorry
For leavin' what we'd begun
There's someone for me somewhere
And I still miss someone"
From Johnny Cash's "I Still Miss Someone"
www.youtube.com/watch?v=wY5ghBprlfc
It's been over a month now since she ghosted me...I still don't know why. She was so cruel after in so many ways as well.
I still don't know why. I don't think I ever will and that
is the the cruellest part of all - wondering what was wrong with what was so right.
My little Katie cries herself to sleep and as she squeezes Hobbes for comfort, for he is a very brave and handsome tiger, but it is still not enough to overcome the devastation and confusion I feel in both worlds.
How can someone be so cruel?
Why Becca? Why? Another of your crazy conspiracy theories? Are you gaslighting my sister? Why?
One of the 124 of 148 photos that Flickr's servers mysteriously "ate" that were saved by their efforts for me.
This is from one of the happiest days of my life - when Kelly and I finally wed. She was my second wife.
Was.
We'd had a lovely life together until then.
It was a most gorgeous venue that we created ourselves and all the stops were pulled out to make it OUR own. Also to celebrate it inclusively with our friends.
It's a shame that only month's later she purposely wandered into the arms of another chasing kinks and hiding from her true self after breaking promises to me. Also our vows.
You know...I let her go after, I moved on to, but Kelly sadly never did.
She still stays obsessed with me. Even THREE YEARS LATER.
I guess I wasn't so bad after all hey? Her loss, not mine.
This day was at least a happy one. This memory will always stay untarnished. I wont let it be otherwise, so back up it goes. At least I can smile at what once was...
Tu te fais Γ§a, tu le fais, et c'est ce qui fait vraiment mal...
Vous l'avez toujours fait Γ vous-mΓͺme. C'est vrai. C'est Γ§a qui fait vraiment mal...
Au revoir pour toujours...
Two years ago I met a girl named Becca and we fell deeply in love.
Loved.
A year ago she ghosted me and took my real life bestie of ten plus years with her who ghosted me as well too. Until then, Becca and I had had the next thirty years of our lives planned.
Together.
Suddenly everything came apart including me. This picture is from our first date and when we both fell hard for each other. This pic was one of the 124 of 148 that Flickr's servers ate, but was rescued - just without the journal I tend to write with the pictures.
Alone.
She stole my heart and then my life...nearly ending it in the process, but at least, for awhile, I felt truly loved and was able to love another fully myself...at least, for awhile...
Fallen.
I'll never ever forgive you Becca Bae for what you did to me, but I have good memories of who you USED to be...Those I will cherish. Those I can almost smile at now. The tears still come freely though...
Broken
You broke me. You broke me without saying why or goodbye...
Goodbye...
- Katie...
"Your color's fading
'Cause I kept you waiting
It's a wild, wild world
And you're a wild, wild girl
Our sun's still shining
But it seems half the size
And it's a wild, wild world out here
Before my time runs out
What If I run away to Mars?
Would you find me in the stars?
Would you miss me in the end
If I run out of oxygen?
When I run away to Mars
I can't tell which way is home
I've been gone for so long
It's an empty world up here
I skip stones and wonder
How long 'til I'm discovered
It's a quiet life up here
Before my time runs out
What If I run away to Mars?
Would you find me in the stars?
Would you miss me in the end
If I run out of oxygen?
When I run away to Mars
Three, two, one, I miss you
I'm sorry, I got issues
What If I run away to Mars?
Would you find me in the stars?
Would you miss me in the end
If I run out of oxygen?
When I run away to Mars"
From "Run Away to Mars" by "Talk"
www.youtube.com/watch?v=jMPkCCxkEVI
I miss her...I woulda taken her to the moon and back. I don't know why she rocketed off and turned off our comms suddenly. Another failed launch...another abort on a friendship.
*sighs*
"Three, two, one, I miss you
I'm sorry, I got issues"
I wish we could have talked them out.
Be of peace Ms Isa...I'll tell Ziggy Stardust you were still amazing....
- Katherine
"At my door the leaves are falling
A cold wild wind will come
Sweethearts walk by together
And I still miss someone
I go out on a party
And look for a little fun
But I find a darkened corner
'Cause I still miss someone
Oh, no I never got over those blue eyes
I see them every where
I miss those arms that held me
When all the love was there
I wonder if she's sorry
For leavin' what we'd begun
There's someone for me somewhere
And I still miss someone"
- The full lyrics for "I Still Miss Someone" by Johnny Cash
www.youtube.com/watch?v=wY5ghBprlfc
I met her before I met her again in this existence...She left without warning or reason given, her last words to me being "I love you..."
I was left behind...without knowing what was wrong.
I grieve...lawd how do I grieve...
I still miss someone...
Isa...my door will always be open for you. I don't know what was done. I do know that I will always deeply love you and that you are the missing "someone"...
Fuck what anyone else thinks of me for it...I know who I love...
J'avais de bien meilleurs projets pour nous Γ venir... en travaillant ensemble...
Je ne comprends pas Γ quel point je t'ai blessΓ©...
Nous avons promis de toujours Γͺtre honnΓͺtes et de parler. Soyez des adultes... pour arrΓͺter le mal que nous avions l'habitude de causer...
Je t'aime...bonne chance mon amour...
- Katherine Marie
This was taken at a wonderful tango place that USED to exist called "Tango Ocho" and I am quite sad they changed it. are.I had taken dates there over the years because it was busy, yet private with old tango music from the 1950's and older. It was set to be in an old train station on the Argentinian Pampas (prairies) under the Aurora Australis or "Southern Lights". Magical.
This particular picture marked the end of having Becca to myself - was was done "furlough" nd back to her odd schedule as a trucker.
We moved in unison, bodies always touching just so as our moves matched each other in perfect synchronicity
For hours we danced...usually silent as we watched the passion and love pass between our two avatars.
That night after we made love as "free girls" for the last time - the was no longer a part of my evening SL world after that.
I will always treasure that night and her. MY mind has hundreds of such memories. It is a shame she has forgotten it all ans so quickly.
Where did you go my darling:? Why DID you go. you left me like the rose was left on the floor of the train station...
The picture once brought such proud joy and hope we would be together like this again. Not it brings only pain, sadness and grief.
From the lost 124 collection
It's been a long haul for me since September 2023. I lost my wife here who was my fiance in RL and who also took my RL best friend with her with no explanation why.
I had emergency surgery a month later to take out a pesky and overfull gall bladder that was caused by stress. Becca - my ex - is to blame for that.
A month after that, at Xmas, my RL family left me behind - all of them - because I am trying to be myself in RL. Thankfully I have a chosen family who loves me better.
I am accepted, cared for and loved by the chosen family. Family doesn't have to be blood.
I had to push a longtime friend out in late December because they hadn't been a friend who I called "sister" in SL for a long, long time and I had found they had purposely lied and sabotaged my friendships with others. That...betrayal...stung.
Jan 7th, marked the one year anniversary of the premature death of my SL and RL Auntie Moriah.
I miss her to the moon and back.
I nearly had a complete mental breakdown on January 8th, 2024 because of all that had happened and was beyond mentally exhausted. Sadly I know what a mental breakdown feels like. I've had four since 2013.
I had to then immediately leave SL for two months and disengage from many things in RL in order to recenter and be peaceful.
I was in survival mode.
I still continue to fight in the courts for long overdue justice for myself and others. It goes slow and drains, but fight on I will.
May 1st marked the 2nd anniversary of my father's sudden death. I miss him so very much.
I had elective surgery May 14th which went well and my Chosen Family was there for to support me. The recovery of course drains me, but it does go ok. I am thankful for that.
My CPTSD and Fibromyalgia continue to play games with me, but I have been fighting back against them HARD with some victory. I will win someday.
I have to.
I am so very, very, very tired. So very worn out yet again.
I wish not to have feelings and feel so drained...
I fear going into SL alone lest I get hurt. It's become a phobia. The world that let me escape stress now causes anxiety and fear. All the trauma and hurt over the months at the end of last year and this year.
Sadly, in SL, very little joy.
I have to fight back though. It is MY world after all and others should not be allowed to destroy it and hurt me.
I let Katie sleep there on her own as she is always protected in her little hidden getaway. she also has Hobbes, who is a very handsome and brave tiger.
It gives me relief in RL knowing she is ok, so then I can sleep in RL. It's also a way to expose myself to SL safely and eventually come back. I have world building to do that awaits me.
This photo was taken last spring when my Fibro pain was at it's worst - when everyday, I would feel like all of me was literally on fire.
When I felt "overexposed".
I meditate in both worlds so that I may try to find peace and center...Katie does it when I do it.
This pic was one of 124 eaten by Flickr servers last Spring - shortly after this pic was taken - but they found them all after three days of searching, just the stories, my journaling and the music with them was gone...I have lost part of myself permanently that way.
This picture is now repurposed to show how I am now as it is the way I am again: Worn out and overexposed to many things.
Try to find peace. Love you all.
- Katherine Marie McAuley
Overexposed Glowy Chick
Namaste...
Another of the 124 of 148 pictures the Flickr's server ate last spring. Their team found the pics, but not the journaling...I DO remember being torn apart as the happy throuple I was in was rudely interrupted by Tree trying to bring in a man without prior knowledge.
She cast me out. Kept him. I waited three months to sleep with her - she fucked him 1st night and 3 nights later I was gone. I don't recall Morgen being too impressed either.
Tree sucks at Polyamory because she lacks communication skills and honesty.
When this pic was taken, I thought I still had a choice...no...Tree was starting another dumpster fire...I didn't GET a choice like she had promised me...she was getting ready to bounce me after begging me to stay...
That was just fucking cute. *golf clap*
Thankfully Morgen is away from Tree now, but Tree still is with that guy...and Tree is still the walking dumpster fire she always was and always will be unless she gives up the bottle, the edibles and gets professional help.
Why the fuck did I fall in love with her? Oh yeah: she reminded me of Florence Welch of Florence + the Machine. Rookie error I should not have made. In reality she was after my soon-to-be-ex-wife Kelly when she first hit on me.
Classy Tree. Really classy.
She destroyed my confidence, trust and heart all in one fallow swoop. It took MONTHS to get past that and some serious rounds of RL therapy. At least I do that. She sure as fuck doesn't.
Karma got her though...whereas my "Dog Days Are Over" ;-)
Crawl back in your bottle Tree while the rest of us get proper help...how could I ever have put trust in you? You are a horrid person.
- A "Don't Fuck With Me" Katherine...
No really Tree, you don't want to try it...
~No more blood
just ice in my veins
your backstabbing made me this way
i used to think that we were the same
now i just want to watch you bleed
watch you bleed
broken trust~
Samuel P. King Sr. visits with Leslie Wilcox on the set of Long Story Short. Judge King is a Senior U.S. District Judge and co-author of
'Broken Trust," a hard-hitting book co-authored by Randall W. Roth. Long Story Short is a production of PBS Hawaii.
We have a few chickens at home and regularly put the excess out in a little wooden "hut" so people can buy 6 for Β£1. This morning while walking Bailey I noticed that there was a broken egg on the road. I noticed a few more before I realised what had happened. When I got back home, sure enough, the money tin was gone, and all the eggs were cleared out.
This makes me so angry! I just wish I could catch or find the person who did this!
You can flatten the paper and try to make it as straight as you want, but it will never be perfect again... #quote #quotes #trust #trustquotes #brokentrust #brokentrustquotes #emptypromises #truth #truthquotes #lifequotes #life #love #lovequotes #inspiration #inspirationalquotes #brokenfriendship #brokenfriendshipquotes #brokenrelationshipquotes #realtionshipquotes - thatsjustmelol
what happens when you purchase from reputable dealer who uses someone like a midwestern 'pack mail' service to provide shipping .... how can you break a solid steal MAC?
there were many more shots, but the shipper does not
deserve more space than this, warning to all - use them at your own risk....