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December 3rd, 2012, 14:05.
I knew that there was something strange, not with me, not with the world, but with the people. At random pacing you could hear of gruesome killings, where the corpse would be most likely devoured from the outisde, guts spplatered all around it, sometimes even pinned to the ceiling and walls. Of course, i, being the weird motherfucker i always was, barely watched or read any news at all (except for a little show that was aired about twenty nine o'clock, where people would discuss about some new they'd show), instead spending my time reading manga or playing some creepy under the radar game. As much as i kept doing that, everyone knew about the killings, and they began getting afraid of simply walking alone or even unarmed.
Turns out that while they were churning down in fear, i was cool like an iceberg while listening to muddasheep and playing some maldita castilla. I had very few true friends, only two to be precise, and the three of us would sit down and try beating each other's records on some games. Unfortunately, for the first time since three months ago, they didn't come and play with me, and that ate away my lethargic acceptance that everything was okay: i almost turned in and began getting stressed, but, hey. Both of them were responsible, had weaponry near their houses and one of them had a bb gun he had tuned to be lethal, so why keep worrying so bad against them? I nodded to myself and moved up, going to my classroom alone.
Once inside, i sat on the darkest corner of the room and waited for the teacher to appear, still listening to muddasheep. I enjoyed his songs so much...but back on the subject. The teacher came in, slept thorought the whole class and i even snoozed a bit too. Then, we went home and all that good stuff. I opened the gate on my house and then, the door to find myself isolated in there, as usual, And just as i came, i popped my medicine bottle open, picking one pill and swallowing it dry. Fucking mom told a medic that i was kinda too slow and sleepy (that's basically because i had some issues sleeping, but i never was so sleepy during the week), and man, that thing made me spring up. I'm afraid i got addicted to it a bit, even, since when i don't take it, i get beaten like shit.
Good, good. Medicine taken, i go and eat my lunch, some rice, black beans and sausages and even a piece of pizza, ehehe. Then, i ended up sitting on my couch and began playing some Super Meat Boy, dayum.
Great, i'm bored.
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Let's watch some news.
16:33
Great. More killings and one seems to be nearby my house, just by the left and straight from my street. This time it was on the OPEN, and the body was mangled beyond recognition. It's getting worse. From now on i'll walk with an boxcutter on my pockets and search for some kind of firearm at my grandpa's. I know he has a double barreled shotgun and a colt government, perhaps an stockless obrez and some ammo back at his place, so i went to it. Clapped for five minutes, nothing.
Lucky me, i have bought combat boots and i was wearing them. I just pounded my foot against the middle of the gate until the padlock he used there was broken, and when it was, i entered his house, kicking down his door and since it was just two blades of wood and some reinforcing between them, it went down in one kick. I entered his house and began scuttling around, no one was inside, at least no one alive. I could smell the stench of...blood?
No.
No.
No, this isn't happening.
This ISN'T happening.
Fuck me, it is.
He's dead.
19:00
I'm really creeped out. I was able to find his shotgun and pistol, some ammo too, and i didn't tell anyone about his death. I won't do anything about him, but i did want to bury him properly...! Besides, my parents aren't...home yet...i'm feeling lonely...very, very lonely...i'll see if i can call a older girl i know so she can come along and talk to me... She isn't exactly a friend, she was kinda like a girlfriend. She allowed me to hug her and all, and sometimes, we even "practiced" a bit, i admit that we were more than friends, but not quite...lovers. Messed up stuff, moving on.
She did pick the phone up. Calm and relxed.
"Mari? You there?"
"Yep, i am. Been some time, eh?"
"I-indeed, sorry for not calling you over all these days, my family's been getting sus-"
"I know about it."
"Are you...sure?"
"Of course i know. You're getting too worried to take our friendship to the next level?"
"...y-yes."
"Look no further. Should i come over?"
"Please! I'm so lonely here..."
"Alright, *giggle* see you soon, dear."
She hung up. I couldn't believe it! She knew how to proceed with those things!
22:00
Ugh...so tired...we talked a bit and everything, i almost touched her, but refrained from doing so. I can't let my urges do such an thing to a beauty like her! Well, she's asleep now, and boy, the medicine is still making efect. No exhaustion enough to sleep, heeeehee. I think i will join her soon and sing something to her.
00:00
Night, people. I'm going to finally sleep now.
Ha Ha. Kids are hilarious when you force them to take a picture. His mom should've smacked the little smartass.
Got bored sitting at home watching my computer die today so I decided to give the lensbaby another try :)
About the computer - I think my roomie saved it - Thanks Mark :)
About this shot - bleh...
Sign of the times at Sprigg. 217 passes through as an installation on a new safetran signal has taken place this afternoon, as another set of N&W Style CPL signal's days become numbered.
So with minutes to spare I took a few shots none of which I like so this is all there is.
Tomorrow I am starting a 7 week digital camera course so I am sure my inspiration will return.
Tomorrow (well today since it's nearly 1am) is also my birthday so i will have to do a nice shot for that :-)
Goodnight all.
Came up with nothing special today. (Well I did, but I will upload that later when the contest ends. :-P)
Typical. You get them all dressed up and looking nice, make sure the light is good, tend to their needs, then when the time comes to pose? Out goes the tongue. How rude!
sad bokeh friday is here for your commiserating needs. M.Jackson tributes tolerated as long as there's bokeh.
Feeling a bit bleh this past week due to a nasty stomach bug. The little character in this photo is one of five little figurines that I saw at my son's school this week. When I saw this one, I thought, yeah, that pretty much sums things up. Feeling much better now, just in time for that mega chocolate eating festival.
bagh, this is how i am feeling at the moment. i've got a lot of school work to complete this weekend but i am going to push myself to complete everything today or else i will be a mess.
million page research paper, wish me luck.
texture: here.
brushes url is on another photo of mine, i just haven't time to go search for it.