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Growing up isn't bad.
It's sometimes the best thing that will ever happen, and the thing that makes you want to hide in a cave.
It's finding yourself. It's living in the moment and appreciating what you've got.
It's falling in love with something all over again.
I lost my passion for making videos.
I couldn't connect with it anymore. I wasn't having fun. I didn't feel like it anymore. It was just a chore.
I felt sad. I thought that it was because I was growing up. I thought I'd never love videos again. And my dream of directing went away.
Then I hit that create account button again. Just like I did in 2009. July 18, 2009. AmericanGirls123 was born.
And now, it lives on. Don't worry. I'll still throw a video up every once in a while. I'll still go on it. And I still love doll photography. That's a part of me that just never goes away.
But I hit that create account button. Again. Like I did once. And I was video-re-born. I fell in love with making videos again.
I'm no longer forcing myself not to grow up. I realized I could fall in love with videos again, natrually. Something I'd dreamed of doing.
And I found it in music videos. Of me. And my friends. And crazy times. And photography. And no, it doesn't include dolls.
Were all anti-growing up. Fact is, were not growing up. Were not "growing out" of dolls. Just like anything, were getting tired of the same old thing.
I still love taking pictures of my dolls. They convey emotions that only I can see through their adorable little faces. And they remind me of what once was something that made me cry sometimes. From being too happy with what I could do.
You all gave me such confidence. In myself. That I can live this life I have, and love every bit of myself and every moment I live.
I'm not growing up. I'm not. And I'm not regretting what once made me smile.
But when I hit that create account button again a few weeks ago, joined a whole new youtube community, I felt alive again.
I love you all. ♥
And I can proudly say,
I love making videos again.
I fell in love with it all over again.
60 cm softbox on camera right fitted with 580XII Canon Flash, trigered by a Cactus radio flash transmiter.
this beautiful villas, is clad of stone marble and imported granites. inside you can find the beautiful imported furnitures, curtains, paintings on canvas, mural paintings, beautiful column, cornice, doors and beautiful automatic gates.
Beautiful Buckeye. Although it is late in the season I was surprised to see a number of newly hatched Buckeye butterfiles on a recent visit to Springton Manor County Park. It is always a joy to see these spectacular butterflies
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pre-beautiful lenghts cut. i didn't have my real camera to take pictures which is typical of me because i didnt plan on the haircut day...it was kinda spur of the moment
ODC - TREE(S) 22nd - 28th May 2023 - Love my neighbors tree, they gave us a start but we put it too close to the house and had to cut it down, but have a new started far enough away!
lovely Thursday to all...
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Bird: Common Tailorbird (Orthotomus sutorius)