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i sit and wonder , why do i still want him

i'm guessing because i have no self control

  

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Delivering food and water to the homeless on Broadway

Downtown Los Angeles

 

Galatians 5:22

 

22 But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, forbearance, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control. Against such things there is no law.

  

... And for all the Friends of course :-)

This is why a make Art.

This is why I stay, notwithstanding some sad evil episodes, on Flickr that just reflect how is the world, so, nonsense to escape it, better to fight, protect the others and try to become better persons.

 

Art is a catharsis or, as an Artist Friend would say, it serves as exorcism of the evil.

My diversity in art (and as a person) has been disrespected, insulted, abused, till the point I decided to leave 3 groups and in one of those, my leave has been anticipated by a ban and delete of all my art pictures shared in that group. A retaliation for having left two groups run by the same Admin who stupidly revenged because I spoke and asserted my point, with courage, sincerity and intellectual honesty.

I will add that he didn't succeed to offend me, I feel attaked frontally but I'm unable to suffer for that sad people. I'm stronger than him, I know ;-)

( The whole story can be found at my fore last post or clicking directly on the link to picture: flic.kr/p/2oJcdMx ) .

 

Thank you dear Friend Richard Harvey, for your purity, your courage, your self control, your will to understand, your sense of equity, your acceptance of diversities, your intellectual honesty and, especially, your support, friendship and affection which moved me to repaint this work for YOU! <3 \WA/

As I paint by perception and I never stop until I'm done, I had not saved a copy of my work in progress without the portions that I now find unecessary (the arrow, the lettering, although I consider Lettering one of my most favorite Arts). For this reason, one third of my work, included the target, is totally newly repainted.

I will send you the download but, if you prefer, I can print it and send you the physical work with the postal service, with my best compliments and deepest sympathy.

Thank you, dear Richard Harvey, to be among us and on Flickr !!

 

Ref. Remastered from my work IMG_8574 VM DEF entitled "Alla prosopopea degli inetti" / To the prosopopeia by the inepts.

 

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Obviously, no download, saving nor resharing/reblogging without my written consent.

We can modify our behavior somewhat through discipline and self-control, but we cannot change our nature—only God can do that, and He has. Our part is to believe it and learn to draw on what He has put in us instead of merely “trying” to be a “good Christian.” Trust God to change the things in you that need to change. —by Joyce Meyer

Very Sexy Isis Seville always in CONTROL

For you Self Control

 

Hugs and ....

 

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I can’t take my eyes off the green tulip leaves with the great light on it… Then I’ve asked myself: What’s the meaning of green? To me it’s nature & restful energy… Here is what I found from different sources: “Green, the color of life, renewal, nature, and energy, is associated with meanings of growth, harmony, freshness, safety, fertility, and environment.The color green has healing power and is understood to be the most restful and relaxing color for the human eye to view. Green can help enhance vision, stability and endurance. Green takes up more space in the spectrum visible to the human eye and it is the dominant color in the natural.The color green affects us physically and mentally in several different ways. Green is soothing, relaxing, and youthful. Green is a color that helps alleviate anxiety, depression, and nervousness. Green also brings with it a sense of hope, health, adventure, and renewal, as well as self-control, compassion, and harmony” Bourncreative “Since the beginning of time, green has signified growth, rebirth, and fertility. In pagan times, there was the "Green Man" - a symbol of fertility. In Muslim countries, it is a holy color and in Ireland, a lucky color. It was the color of the heavens in the Ming Dynasty.” Colormatters BeNowMeHere, Keukenhof, Lisse, Netherlands, 2015 via 500px ift.tt/21SqnYF

Aftermath

Name: Peter Renshaw

Location: Kinglake West.

Date: 2009MAR26

Description:

 

First time in the back paddock. The plants you see in the foreground are what is left of a 1acre paddock of exotic Camellias and Rhododendrons. They are bending in the direction of the fire path.

 

The text below is a talk I gave on how we (brother, sister, myself and mates) organised and executed plans to get immediate power & water at my Dads house. Authorities simply didn't react fast enough.

 

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Final draft for talk at Trampoline

 

update latest news

 

Now published at seldomlogical.com/gsd.html.

 

A quick intro to the fire is here www.flickr.com/photos/bootload/sets/72157615800278371/. Be aware this is a draft & I'll be posting later a linked & more polished version at seldomlogical and my wp site. For the purposes of the talk on the day I subtitled the talk Kick-starting Volunteers to not only make the title shorter but to put the talk in a bigger context. The ideas here can be applied to situations like Black Saturday but could just as easily be applied to Volunteers, even Startups. They all face the same types of problems.

 

Hello, my name is Peter. My talk is called "Getting stuff

done with nothing". Before I begin I'll tell you something

about myself. My first computer was a ZX-80. I don't get

out much and I haven't been to a meeting for a long time.

I'm one of those Gen-X slackers, I went to school for 20

or so years and I've worked mostly in Startups and

software. So you could say I'm a bit of an expert on the

topic. Well at least one.

 

Getting stuff done with nothing

Why is it that some individuals adapt to change faster than

others? How is it that people with no authority, few

resources can make such a difference? The ideas I want to

explore has its roots in the slow decline of volunteering,

the unfolding financial crisis and the 7th February 2009.

A day we now know as Black Saturday.

 

How do you avoid sabotaging yourself trying to help?

How do you get stuff done, with nothing?

 

Black Saturday

 

It was 46 degrees that day. I'd thought about going to Dads

about 70 kilometers from where I live. But with a total

fire ban and hot conditions I chose the pool instead

staying close to home. It wasn't till I got home about six

o'clock that evening that I got a call from a distressed

sister saying Dad was fighting off fires at his property at

Kinglake West and his phone was going flat. Later I got

another call at around 8 o'clock to say the house had

survived but he was still fighting. [0]

 

I was 70 kilometers away, it was getting dark so I drove to

the nearest place I could see the range, snapped a few

shots and uploaded them to Flickr. My brother and sister

who lived closer shot up to Whittlesea trying to get into

the fire-zone to help. Foolish maybe, but it was to have

positive implications later. [1] I knew that if Dad

survived the first two hours with house intact - as long

as he kept his wits about him, he would survive. So I

started planing, writing and collecting any information

I could to see if I could help out further down the line.

  

49 days later

 

It's now forty nine days since the fire and work is

still going on. A casual comment by a CFA volunteer on my

Flickr account [2] suggesting that for the next major fire

a similar site might do exactly what I was doing -

collecting information and acting as a clearing house.

This was going to be initial idea for my talk. "How to

apply technology and apply it to solve the communications

and logistic problems" I encountered with the fires. Maybe

it could be applied to other relief efforts. What about

the recession? Could it help people who loose their jobs

to re-train? Get new skills?

 

But thinking about it more, it turned out to be the wrong

question to ask. I don't think technology is the problem.

[3] I think the real problem is much more fundamental. I

think it's people and how they tackle obstacles. I don't

want to get bogged down in theory. What I want concentrate

on something practical. How to apply some quick hacks that

anyone can master in times of need.

  

Personal qualities not technology

 

To get things done you have to overcome hurdles. Some

are personal and internal. Others are external and totally

out of your control. When I started thinking about what

personal qualities might be important, I was struck by the

fact you might need to experiment and apply various

combinations to achieve a result. So I have tried to narrow

the list, to what I think are the 10 qualities that make a

difference.

  

1) Controlling emotion

 

Emotions effect the way we make decisions. Emotions come in

many forms as we react to stress. Each person reacts

slightly differently. Limiting your emotional reaction, lets

you move forward to make decisions. It's a trait that only

you can control. Some sort of control is an advantage over

none. No control over you emotions can let fear control

you. Fear is by far the most damaging emotion I can think

of. Fear paralyses you into in-action. In-action is not

only counter productive but it's also the fastest way to

sabotage yourself. Fear is also contagious. If you are

fearful, it has a nasty habit of rubbing-off onto others.

I don't know the solution to avoiding or controlling fear

but I do know you should be aware it exists. You should try

to negate it's side effects. The better control you have

over fear, the more effective you can be. [4]

  

2) Listening

 

How well you listen greatly effects any outcome to try to

achieve. Not listening is one of the quickest ways to fail

when you encounter external hurdles. Not listening you miss

details. Details that could mean the difference between

knowing what is required or taking a risk and guessing. A

requirement achieved is a form of measurable success.

Guessing simply wastes time. If in doubt ask someone "on

the ground". They know things you don't. Listen now and

you save time and effort later.

  

3) Mindset

 

If you have a rigid mindset. If you cannot adapt quickly

enough. You risk not only failing to achieve the things you

set out to do. You will be susceptible to blunder. A

blunder is when the action you take, results in a worse

situation than when you start. Blunders have many causes.

But the most likely culprit is a fixed or rigid mindset.

Mindset is the combined effect of "how you react

emotionally to current events" and "the decisions you make

as a result". So ask yourself. "Are you undermining

yourself because you have a rigid mindset?"

  

4) Empathy & imagination

 

Can you walk in the shoes of another person? Can you

identify their problems and solve them? Empathy and

imagination are an effective antidote to blunders, rigid

mindsets and cognitive traps in thinking. [5] Don't just

try and blunder your way through a solution. First put

yourself into situation you are trying to improve and

use your mind to to project, how you might make the

current situation into a better or best situation. [6]

  

5) Communication not Info-mania

 

An info-maniac is someone who misuses information. If you

hold onto information, shun or avoid the source or nature

of information. You are self sabotaging yourself. You need

to collect enough of the right type of relevant

information. Don't worry about the having too much

information. You will be surprised what people might be

looking for or find. [7] Working as a team has its own

challenges. When communicating to more than one person

make sure they have the right mindset and ensure they are

communicating together to get the job done.

  

6) Thrift and resources

 

Up till now, the focus has primarily been on the how.

Little thought has been given to cost. If you have few

resources and need them quickly it is up to you to work out

how important they are. Weigh the costs of buying verses

loaning. Don't buy if you can help it. The time honoured

"Beg, borrow and ask" works, well some of the time. A simple

solution is to hack what you already have and see if it can

fit the purpose. A roll of fencing wire and duct tape may

work wonders but not miracles.

 

This is where you have to get creative. A good resource can

be friends or people you know. It may even be complete

strangers. In some cases you will have to pay cash. Before

you do check with people on the ground if they really need

this item. If you pay cash it might be better to accept a

higher price for a receipt instead of trying to negotiate

a discount. This avoids disputes. Pay a bit more to avoid

potential conflict. [8]

  

7) Speed

 

We are often told to do things "fast". But saying and

doing are two different things. Where do you start? Well

start at the basics. The basics of life are 'food', 'water'

and shelter. So for a given situation concentrate first on

the basics. Be able to say with certainty you have

reliability. Day in, day out. Every day. Speed is also

about getting real results without wasting unnecessary time

and resources. Any lack of the above qualities will hinder

your efforts. So I think the measure of speed is about

delivering the basics. Then using a combination of

listening, empathy and imagination you can move your way

forward.

 

But speed alone isn't good enough.

 

It's a constant. What you really want is acceleration.

What forces can you use to increase the accelerate the rate

you do things? Well the answer to this and a potential

road-block is probably a combination of and Info-mania.

Collect enough information on problem at hand and you get a

data glut and as long as the relevance of the information

is high someone can probably find the right information.

The trick is then to get the right people to take notice.

 

We got "feet on the ground" to Dad in less than 48 hours.

Delivering a delivering a generator and essentials. Yet I

was shocked that it took another 48 hours for support teams to

touch base in Flowerdale a mere 26 kilometers further

north. [9] This changed quickly when Pete William started

writing the "helpflowerdale" blog. Things sped up when the

information flow sped up. [10]

  

8) Search for simplicity

 

KISS or Keep it Simple Stupid. Easy to say, much harder to

do in practice. The advantage of simplicity is it helps

keeps you focused on what is achievable. Focusing on simple

outcomes is also cost and time effective. Complex things

consume resources. How do you find simple solutions in

real-life complexity?

 

I have no real answers. But I did get a few valuable

insights trying to work out how to solve the problem of

water. After the fires, I knew delivering the basics was

going to be a big problem. And the most important basic is

water. But how do you source, deliver and maintain a clean

water supply 70 kilometers away?

 

How did I simplify the problem? Well first I had the right

mindset. I knew in the middle of summer in remote areas

that damaged water tanks, no pumps and when the power is

down there will be no reliable water. I also knew speed was

of the essence. The simplicity hack I applied was knowing

that water being a basic was required quickly. I confirmed

by ringing up people on the ground that water storage was a

problem. Then spread the news around this is what was

required. It just so happened that other people where

already thinking along the same lines pre-warned because of

the information I spread, "empathised" and offered help.

The actual situation itself is complicated and I couldn't

tackle this problem myself but I got a call from a good

friend who is an expert in logistics and just happened to

have a water solution in the form of a Shutz. By chance I

also got access to various forms of transport.

 

Is this a case of good luck or searching for a simpler way?

I'm not sure. I do know that by knowing this was a priority

and using resources I secured the water containers and got

them delivered. [11], [12]

  

9) Follow through, re-evaluate

 

What you start you finish. Don't leave loose threads. Then

quickly re-evaluate. Do you really need to continue?

Communicate together. Is someone else doing this? Check

with someone on the ground again. Then continue. If you

promise to do something, do it. No one else is going to do

it. It is up to you.

 

Are you going to let your mates down?

  

10) Motivation, "the mongrel factor"

 

The final personal quality is how much of the "mongrel

factor" you have. No, it has nothing to do with "Blue

Heelers" (the TV show) [13] but the mongrel breed of dog.

How hard do you "snap" and "snarl" [14] to extract that

last 5 percent effort required to complete a task? The

difference between those who give up and those who succeed

can partially be explained to how hard they are willing to

push themselves. [15]

  

The future of Volunteers

I don't think technology alone can solve the types of

problems. You need intelligent application of technology.

Instead we should look at how we as individuals respond

using technology to amplify results. I also saw a complete

change in community attitudes to 'volunteering'. Before the

fire, volunteering was a dirty word. After the fire people

felt guilty not helping.

 

The fires may be over. But your chance to make a difference

begins now. Black Saturday might be the fractal training

run for the current recession. Lots of people, young people

especially are now going find themselves without the

opportunities to work and no path to improve themselves.

 

What are YOU! going to do? Are you! (point to individual)

going to let your mates down?

  

Reference

 

[0] Bootload, flickr, "You can read a summary and view

pictures of the fires first hours here",

[Accessed Thursday, 26th March, 2009]

flickr.com/photos/bootload/3260244634

 

[1] We (my brother, sister, her bloke, myself and a good

mate) undertook two distinct operations. Operation Genny:

objective to deliver power in the form of a generator.

Operation Shutz: objective to deliver clean water supply

tanks up to 3000 litres with 1 tank capable of being put on

a ute. We completed both. We had feet on the ground within

48 hours of the fire occurring for the generator. The water

supply following some 2 weeks later.

 

None of this would have been possible if emotional sister

and determined brother used speed to the fire zone within

couple of hours. The reward, a pass to move through the

police road blocks. Had it not been for this quick

thinking. Nothing we planned would have come to fruition.

 

[2] miniopterus, Flickr, "I should have said, good job

tracking the events. I imagine that next time we have fires,

we might see something similar to your Flickr diary.",

flickr.com/photos/bootload/3298613958

[Accessed Thursday, 26th March, 2009]

  

[3] To technologists who forge and yield hammers every

problem can appear to be a nail. In this case I don't think

a technology solution is applicable as tackling how people

deal with decision making. You need intelligent application

of technology. Instead we should look at how we as

individuals respond using technology to amplify results.

 

[4] Fear is there for a reason. Men may perceive women to

be inferior when it comes to emotion. But like the second

law of thermodynamics, all that built up emotion is going

to leak out some time in the future. So in the long run,

I think women have an edge over men dealing with emotion.

But in the short term it is men who edge women out with

self control. There is a downside here. Apply too much

control and you might emotionally overheat and become

brittle when you cool down leaving yourself open to

cracking. Hard objects become brittle and crack under

stress.

 

[6] google, "enter 'from: kinglake west to: Flowerdale

VIC, Australia' and view the maps tab. This reveals the

distance from Kinglake West."

[Accessed Friday, 27th March, 2009]

  

[5] Zachary Shore, "Blunder: Why Smart People Make Bad

Decisions, Blunder Intro, P5."

www.zacharyshore.com/static/content/blunder_intro.pdf

[Accessed Friday, 27th March, 2009]

  

[6] CVS2BVS: Current View of Situation to Best View of

Situation is a quick hack to make you think of moving

forward. What is you current view? What is your best

view? How do you get there? You have to ask the question

before you can find a solution.

  

[7] ITConversations, Tech Nation, Zachary Shore, "Why

Smart People Make Bad Decisions: Professor, Naval

Postgraduate School"

itc.conversationsnetwork.org/shows/detail4007.html

[Accessed Friday, 27th March, 2009]

  

[8] Sourcing the Shutz (ruggised 1000 Lt, portable water

container) I negotiated a price by quoting a friends name

in cash. Then I get a phone call asking for more money. A

quick call back to my referring mate sorted this out. But

had I got a receipt I could have avoided this. In the end

it worked out. But the risk was there. You can read more

about sourcing the Shutz here:

www.flickr.com/photos/bootload/sets/72157614178152108/

[Accessed Friday, 27th March, 2009]

  

[9] google, "To find the distance from Kinglake West to

Flowerdale enter 'from: Kinglake West to: Flowerdale VIC,

Australia' into google and click the maps tab.

  

[10] Pete Williams, blogspot, "Flowerdale - Survivor

Spirit", "A cry for help from the forgotten people of

Flowerdale"

"... The final straw for my sister in law came at 6.00am

today (12/02/09) when those left fought to save one of the

remaining houses that caught on fire overnight. They fought

with no water, no fire trucks and no support from the Army

that was in the area. They lost the fight. ..."

helpflowerdalenow.blogspot.com/2009/02/cry-for-help-from-...

[Accessed Friday, 27th March, 2009]

  

[11] bootload, flickr, "flickr set: 'Shutz IBC 1000L' where

I order and collect the Shutz water tank"

www.flickr.com/photos/bootload/sets/72157614178152108/

[Accessed Friday, 27th March, 2009]

  

[12] bootload, "flickr set: 'Eltham to Kinglake West'

where we deliver the tanks"

www.flickr.com/photos/bootload/sets/72157614178001242/

[Accessed Friday, 27th March, 2009]

  

[13] IMDb, "Blue Heelers, The Mongrel Factor"

www.imdb.com/title/tt0527723/

[Accessed Friday, 27th March, 2009]

  

[14] Australian Sports Commission, "Participating in Sport:

Predicting sports suitability", "... Coaches who observe

such testing sessions are assessing the ‘mongrel factor’

which athletes show a doggedness to continue when the test

becomes hard?"

www.ausport.gov.au/participating/got_talent/overview/pred...

[Accessed Friday, 27th March, 2009]

  

[15] Simon Britton, "Mongrel Nation",

culturenow.com/site/item.cfm?item=24814

[Accessed Friday, 27th March, 2009]

 

To Andy, James, Kev, Mum and Trace. They know how to get

things done with nothing. Thanks Trace, Colin for reading

the article.

Owls have been associated with wisdom, knowledge, and prophecy for thousands of years. However, they are also associated with bad luck, death, and other negative omens. Here are some old lore myths about owls:

Bad luck

Some say that hearing an owl hoot three times will bring bad luck.

Death

In the Middle East, owls are associated with destruction, ruin, and death, and are believed to represent the souls of people who have died unavenged.

And it goes on and on about how bad the owls are WELL! I call BS! That old Owl who licked that tootsie pop and failed to get to the center was not evil just lacking self-control.

This is what happens when you are shooting a long exposure, and the surf comes rushing up to engulf your tripod!!

 

Run away! Run away!

 

P.S. I am trying out my new tripod and new camera. Said I'd never take the tripod to a beach. That lasted exactly one week!! I have no self control!

Critical evaluation of the finished piece:

In general I am quite happy with the way this animation turned out, but there are still issues that need a lot of attention. One of these issues is the jagged movement of the character’s arms throughout the entire animation; this is visible even more intensely towards the end and it is an issue related to the rotations of the joints that I didn’t really have time anymore to address. Another more technical issue regarding this animation is related to the lip sync itself – there are moments when the ‘up-down’ positions of the jaw and the ‘open-close’ shapes for the mouth change too rapidly so the movement of the mouth doesn’t look too convincing and it feels rushed. From the characterization point of view I’m very happy with the fact that the he does not exactly move in a generic way, hopefully the ‘diva’ personality in him is noticeable. If I had a chance to animate this from the beginning one more time I would alter his movements altogether – right now he behaves more like an erratic character with little self-control over his own body and the movement doesn’t really feel like it’s flowing properly. It feels to me that he is just changing from one pose to the next one without much thought in between and the emotion and authority in the character could be brought out more properly with a more subtle array of gestures in the body. Even though I am not overall happy with the movements that I chose to animate for my character, I tried my best to make those movements look as sophisticated as I could using overlapping action and adding a lot of subtle animation that is rather hard to notice because of the scene dressing, for example, the shrinking and dilation of his pupils is almost invisible because of the darker lens over the retina of the eyes. I am very happy with the amount of skills that I have gained while working on this project and I enjoyed working on this project very much!

 

Brief Technical Summary of the scene:

The scene itself is built using the file referencing system where the character is imported as a reference in a blank scene file after it has been fully prepared for animation. This allowed me to work simultaneously on the animating the character and texturing and skinning without any major technical issues.

The head of the model was built using an online video tutorial (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xls25e08sSg) and the body mesh is a group of separate meshes (body, hair, glasses, eyes, shirt, teeth, earrings, bandana, tongue, gums, eyebrows) all skinned together to the rig. The edgeflow of the character’s body is kept as simple and clean as possible and the small amount of triangles in the mesh are placed in areas where they add to the shape of the body organically (connection of the neck to the chest, Forming of the underarms, etc.). The textures are mostly very simple with an addition of a subtle bump map apart from the three separate skin texture layers for the sub-surface scatter shader.

The rig for the character is a modification of the Digital Tutors basic character rig and the modifications include the removal of IK controls on the arms, individual controls for spreading and bending each finger, improvised control system for the blendshapes of the face and addition of more control over the back. All of the unnecessary transformations of the control curves have been locked and hidden, though I have not limited the rotations of the control curves on the arms and this caused quite a lot of problems during the animation process.

The lighting in the scene is just a set of two spotlights and one directional light and there is no animation on the camera. There are also no props in the scene as there was no need for the character to be interacting with anything but the viewer.

  

this picture is dedicated to sweet Mulan and luvhumpbacks

you've been an inspiration to us...thank you !

LUST

 

Lust or lechery is usually thought of as excessive thoughts or desires of a sexual nature. Aristotle's criterion was excessive love of others, which therefore rendered love and devotion to God as secondary. In Dante's Purgatorio, the penitent walks within flames to purge himself of lustful/sexual thoughts and feelings. In Dante's "Inferno", unforgiven souls of the sin of lust are blown about in restless hurricane like winds symbolic of their own lack of self control to their lustful passions in earthly life.

 

[Wikipedia]

Église de la Madeleine, Paris

 

"D.O.M. SVB. Invoc S. M. Magdalenae" ("For God almighty and very great, under the invocation of St. Mary Magdalene")

 

A Perfect Circle "Magdalena"

Mer de Noms (2000)

 

"Overcome by your

Moving temple

Overcome by this

Holiest of altars

 

So pure, so rare, to witness such an earthly goddess

That I've lost my self-control, beyond compelled to throw this dollar.

 

Down before your

Holiest of altars

 

I'd sell my soul, my self-esteem a dollar at a time

For one chance, one kiss, one taste of you, my Magdalena

 

I bear witness to this place, this prayer, so long forgotten

So pure, so rare, to witness such an earthly goddess

That I'd sell my soul, my self-esteem a dollar at a time

For one chance, one kiss, one taste of you, my black Madonna

I'd sell my soul, my self-esteem a dollar at a time

For one taste, one taste, one taste of you, my Magdalena"

 

www.aperfectcircle.com/

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Sofi Tukker - Baby i'm a queen

 

"I might prefer desire to self-control, i might prefer crying to being composed, i might prefer chaos to ebb and flow it's too soon to know though. "

 

Hair: Tram K1225 hair(A)

Pose with ring light: :: Peppers :: Solo #143

 

Flynn at his favourite water trough of all the water troughs (yes, he has a favourite!). Once, a long while ago now, I made the mistake of splashing the water in this trough with a little twig as we passed by & Flynn has never forgotten that wildly exciting moment. He now absolutely demands I create splashes every single time we pass it. He'll run far ahead to stand in wait by the trough & is then reluctant to move on unless & until, I've indulged his little obsession. He almost quivers with anticipation as I approach... & once he sees I have a twig ready in my hand, crouches down slightly, so he's just peeping above the top of the trough. His eyes go very big & his ears go sideways & he freezes. He doesn't move again until I tap the water & create a splash & then Flynn shrieks like a banshee & lurches in to snap at the droplets, or to bite & gulp at the water nearby - before sinking back to his previous frozen position.

 

Pleased to capture this photo of silly-snappy Flynn - I never let him play the splashy-bitey game here for very long at a time... Mostly because I worry I'll Flynn's brain will break with all the excitement (typical border collie, he can only cope with so much craziness at once, without losing all self-control!)... Haha, also partly because I worry we'll be spotted by a passer by, who may think it's a bit odd for a grown woman to be playing with a twig in a trough, while her collie screeches & screams & half throws himself in the water (& I giggle at him like a little kid!). I don't mind playing silly games with Flynn but I'd rather not have witnesses ;-) No-one has caught us yet - well, unless they *did* & quickly walked in the other direction!

www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zev5tHjCB_s - Chris Tomlin

 

There's a place where mercy reigns and never dies

There's a place where streams of grace flow deep and wide

Where all the love I've ever found

Comes like a flood

Comes flowing down

 

[Chorus:]

At the cross

At the cross

I surrender my life

I'm in awe of You

I'm in awe of You

Where Your love ran red

and my sin washed white

I owe all to You

I owe all to You Jesus

 

There's a place where sin and shame are powerless

Where my heart has peace with God and forgiveness

Where all the love I've ever found

Comes like a flood

Comes flowing down

 

[Chorus]

 

Here my hope is found

Here on holy ground

Here I bow down

Here I bow down

Here arms open wide

Here You save my life

Here I bow down

Here I bow down

 

[Chorus]

 

this air is blessed, you share with me. This night is wild, so calm and dull.

These hearts, they race, from self control. Your legs are smooth, as they graze mine.

We're doing fine. We're doing nothing at all.

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me. So won't you kill me? So i die happy.

My heart is yours to fill or burst, to break or bury, or wear as jewelry.

Whichever you prefer.

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Reading her like a book, I push my chips all in before the river decides to show. Down to the wire, Belle decides to fold her hand and keep what chips she has to herself. An intense showdown between best friends.

 

On a side note:

I really am amazed what I can do with this dog. I really didnt have to do much to keep her sitting on the chair, paw out, bones in front of her. Goldens FTW!!!

  

Best VIEWED in Large!

  

Shot info:

D700

F8 @ 22mm

1/200

ISO 200

 

Strobist info:

SB800 in a 28" softbox above both of us.

580EXII to the left of the camera barndoored and pointed directly at the pool of chips.

Triggered by Pocketwizards

 

For me, walking into a camera store affects my heart rate coupled with abandonment of self control is shed withing seconds. It could worse......a car showroom for example.

 

Taken in Carlisle whilst buying a new lens. Incredibly that was my sole purchase! I must be getting old. This was taken with my new second hand 50mm. Looked in mint condition to me.

* Elevated mood

o Racing thoughts

o Hyperactivity

o Increased energy

o Lack of self-control

* Inflated self-esteem (delusions of grandeur, false beliefs in special abilities)

* Over-involvement in activities

* Reckless behavior

o Spending sprees

o Binge eating, drinking, and/or drug use

o Sexual promiscuity

o Impaired judgment

* Tendency to be easily distracted

* Little need for sleep

* Easily agitated or irritated

* Poor temper control

Breathe in for luck,

breathe in so deep,

this air is blessed,

you share with me.

This night is wild,

so calm and dull,

these hearts they race,

from self control.

Your legs are smooth,

as they graze mine,

we’re doing fine,

we’re doing nothing at all.

 

evilbratjacee.wordpress.com/2015/10/01/hands-down/

 

I want peace and hope. I need a hug and a pat on the head to tell me everything's alright. To tell me I am not losing control, coz we're the one to be controlled. Life is not that unkind. Things are not as intolerable

as they seems to be. I wanna escape. I wanna start it over again. I wanna be a better person. I wanna put every promise to myself into action. I wanna tell them how much I dislike them. I wanna be brave. I want more self-control. I wanna feel better with myself. I wanna slim down a bit. I wanna buy less and think more. I wanna write that unfinished short storiesl and poems.

 

I wanna stop sinking. But sinking is good I know. At the bottom the clarity would bring you peace. Internal peace.

 

The dark side is engulfing the bright one.

 

Sorry for such negative words.

 

Hope a haircut and yoga class tonight could refresh me a bit.

  

- This is taken in Man Wo Temple, Central

Why Are People Embarrassed By Flatulence?

  

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One reason people might feel embarrassed by flatulence is due to social norms and expectations around bodily functions. In many cultures, passing gas is considered impolite and rude, and people may view it as a sign of poor manners or lack of self-control. Additionally, flatulence can be associated with unpleasant smells, which can further add to feelings of embarrassment and discomfort.

 

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Overall, the embarrassment surrounding flatulence is often a result of social and cultural norms, personal beliefs and insecurities, and the potential for unpleasant smells. However, it's important to remember that passing gas is a normal and natural bodily function, and there's no need to feel ashamed or embarrassed about it.

 

At the end of the day to most of us it's just funny.

( I am fairly certain it was him).

 

Breath in so deep. This air is blessed; you share with me.

This night is wild, so calm and dull.

These hearts they race from self control.

 

[original photograph taken 26 August 2014]

When we walk by the Spirit the fruit of the Spirit will be evident in our lives: love, joy, peace, longsuffering, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control.

~Galatians 5:16,22,23

this is the pic that was inspired by your vid, Darian! :D i love how it came out~ <3

 

Ok, each shadow represents each of my repressed feeling and is a demon that haunts a my soul. they are repressed into a psychological "bottle" that i can choose to open. (this is all psychological and metaphorical, folks. i'm not crazy x3)

Lishu- lust. she fills my mind with dirty thought and urges.

Crasus- blood thirst. he controls my urges to kill, destroy, burn, blow up, beat up, and completely obliterate everything and everyone around me, calling it fun.

Rovuresu- paranoia. she is the one who controls my psychopath side, making me want to loose all self-control, reminding me of everything depressing that's ever happened to me.

The keepers are doing their rounds and woke baby. They have so much self control! I wouldn’t! 😂

You shall be holy to me, for I the LORD am holy and have separated you from the peoples, that you should be mine.

 

So prepare your minds for action and exercise self-control. Put all your hope in the gracious salvation that will come to you when Jesus Christ is revealed to the world. So you must live as God’s obedient children. Don’t slip back into your old ways of living to satisfy your own desires. You didn’t know any better then. But now you must be holy in everything you do, just as God who chose you is holy. For the Scriptures say, “You must be holy because I am holy.” And remember that the heavenly Father to whom you pray has no favorites. He will judge or reward you according to what you do. So you must live in reverent fear of him during your time here as “temporary residents.”

Leviticus 20:26 & 1 Peter 1:15-17

 

It is so hard to remember that this life is but a mere breath before the thousands of years of eternity and how dearly God wants to draw us to him, but it leads to so much joy! God wants to make me happy via him and not these things made by him. To enjoy the creator, and his creation but with a focus on Him

Sock has been learning patience in the evenings.

 

After dinner, Scott takes Sock out for a bathroom break and I sit at the door with a toy of some sort and wait for Sock to finish his business.

 

When they turn back towards me, I make the toy visible and Sock must exercise self control and patience as they ever so slowly walk towards me.

 

If Sock gets a little too ahead of himself, they go back to the starting line.

 

We've been doing this for a couple months now and after a rough start, generally Sock does pretty well now and he's always rewarded with his toy.

 

Hope everyone has had a good day.

 

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Something a little darker than usual but I wanted to capture the feeling of struggling with self control, when you feel like you are not the person you want to be. If you didn't see my latest photo about the print giveaway, head over to my facebook page (linked below) to find out more! :)

 

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