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Sometimes, I feel lost. Sometimes, I hope I could stop being too strong.
How I wish there's someone beside me, who will understand and stand by my side. Unfortunately, during the journey of growth and adulthood, you have to face everything alone.
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This photo is very important to me, because it reminds me - when I am on the verge of total relapse - of the hell I have gone through (on and off, mostly on) for about eight years now. The hell is always in my mind - but not always projected onto my body. This is what I hope to avoid.
I took this picture the last time I was in the hospital. I remember how I got there: I was working, as a cashier, and the symptoms which had been plaguing me for weeks became too much. I was so afraid that I would die - my chest hurt, I could hardly stand, my entire body felt like it was leaving me. I got a friend to drive me to the hospital and I admitted myself. In this photo I am bloated from the IV which saved my life (dehydrations kills more quickly than starvation) and when I returned home I (once again) worked hard to claw my way out of the hole I had dug for myself (or rather, my eating disorder had pushed me into). I didn’t want to go back into inpatient again.
This is not me at my sickest, or my thinnest. But it is the only one that I have. And sometimes - things like this keeps me going. Because I am so tired of feeling that fear.
My worst days in recovery are so much better than my best days as a slave to anorexia.
Starving isn’t “Staying Strong”. Sticking with recovery is.
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22/04/2012 Show da cantora americana Demi Lovato realizado em Belo Horizonte, no chevrolet hall - Foto: João Bicalho (@JohnBicalho)
Just when I thought my rose bush was through blooming for the year I looked outside my window and saw new blooms and more rose buds. This rose bush is determined to keep on blooming as long as it can.
For all those who have suffered, and are still suffering, from the effects of the recent Hurricane Sandy/Super Storm Sandy, my heart and prayers go out to you in these difficult times.
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