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I know this transformation is painful
But you’re not falling apart
You’re just falling into something different
With a new capacity to be beautiful
~William C. Hannan
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When the beautiful memories will be replaced with the painful ones, all I have to do is to learn how to accept them.
For a long time I used to be attached to those beautiful memories. Now I realized that I was attached to what I wanted to, to a beautiful lie, to a fake truth. I sudden realized that for a long time I was badly lying myself. Lying that, that person deserves my respect and appreciacion.
From today and on, I will teach myself how to accept the truth and get back those bitter memories to replace those beautiful lies.
For a long time I was being thankful to someone's precious time.
From now on I will be thankful to those who will make my precius time beautiful.
No regrets, no hate, no love!
To the one and only ... Me
햇살에 떠밀려서
무거운 눈을 들고
어제와 똑같은 오늘을
다시 시작하는 나
거리에 저 사람들
무슨 생각에 걷고 있을까
저마다의 고민 속에
다들 힘들까
해가 떠도 어두워 내 아침은
앞선 걱정에 보이지 않는 길
내가 잘하고 있을까
이게 내 길이 맞을까
되뇌고 되돌려도
풀리지 않는 숱한 생각들
내게 잘하고 있다고
누군가 말해준다면
어제보단 나아질 것만 같아 오늘이
지친 몸을 이끌고
집으로 돌아오는
복잡한 이 거리 위에서
표정 없이 걷는 나
시끄러운 소리에
걸음은 바빠져 가는데
깜빡이는 신호등마저
나를 재촉해
해가 지면 괜히 더 외로워져
오늘의 나를 들어줄 사람이 없어
Here it is more info about my look:
Hair - Wings
Top - Tetra
Skirt - Tetra (Group Gift)
Head - Avalon Lelutka
Skin - Avarosa Avarosa
Rings - Ysoral
Earrings - Livia
Drink - ChicChica Chichica
Garther - Secrets
This was shot by Lene in 2011 soon after Rags had moved in with us. Since then we have been through so much together and I dread for the day my very best friend is no more.
He is OK, but during the last weeks we have had a scare as he contracted a painful cystitis. Fortunately it is under control now and he is recovering thanks to our vet's medication and care.
Posted for the "Happy Caturday" theme "Very special love".
Dushara Tatters and Rags (Somali cat), 29.10.2011
Olympus E-400 Digital Camera
[POUT!] Painful Love make up & Eyes - OLDER Release. Find in-world & MP. Includes Appliers & BOM layers for: Catwa, Genus, Lelutka Origins & Lelutka Evo Plus Omega eye Applier.Painful love is a set of eye / face make up-7 Different Styles with matching Eyes.
• Includes Appliers for Catwa, Lelutka origin & Genus & BOM layers fitted for each head.NO Applier for Lelutka evo, just BOM layers.-
The Eyes are omega applier ONLY + a set of BOM eyes.
I have got lumbago and it's very painful from yesterday,,, (ToT)
I have been bedridden,,,
Therefore I think that the reply will be delayed. really sorry m(_ _)m
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Astralia - Surf Beach shower (pg)
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Playa de Los Lances,Tarifa (Cádiz - Andalucía)
Sigma 10-20mm + ND8 filter + Cokin filter : GND8
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like me you lie with those gazing eyes,
Between us so much earth and oceans,
so separated and yet so united,
so much time and distance have to be defeated
and our hands and hearts chained with painful yearnings.
(Panthera Leo) B28I6820 Masai Mara Triangle - Kenya
Sometimes the King of the Jungle loses the fight ...
He lost one of his fangs and his upper lip was torn.
He was screaming his pain !
It was a painful scene.
Red Feathers 9/11 - Painful Memories by Daniel Arrhakis (2021)
With the music : Audiomachine - When It All Falls Down
Remembering September 11 attacks, also commonly referred to as 9/11, twenty years after the tragedy ... the memories are even more painful in a world increasingly torn by religious, political and ideological extremism.
Radicalization now transposes to social networks making external threats as dangerous as internal ones, dividing peoples and threatening from within the Democracies around the world.
Religious radicalism rides on the power of world domination but also fascism and the nationalist extreme right gallop fear, doubt and the social conscience of the peoples.
Only unity, tolerance and cooperation among peoples will be able to overcome fear and mistrust through courage, knowledge and love.
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I have been shooting RAW full time for roughly 9 years now, and editing them offer so much more flexibility than straight JPEG files off of the camera. In addition to shooting RAW for that long, I have been doing flash work for close to 7 now, and in that time, I have lost count on shots that I have botched in some capacity that I chalk up to learning experiences. However, there are a select few, a few photos that have fallen into a list that no matter how many successful trips since attempting, stay in my mind for my failures, photos that are painful lessons and make you hate this hobby and crush the desire to want to shoot anytime soon after.
Almost 5 years ago, when I was working in Lansing still, it was not often that I carried my night equipment to work, so there were opportunities that I missed, but for some reason on this day, I brought them to work, and at the time I was thrilled I had when I saw that L501 came out of the tunnel with BCOL 4642 leading. I got all my work done and had some free time at the end of the night when they were leaving Flint, and I made the decision to risk it at the Lansing Coal Tower, which for me at that time, going to at night was anything but something I enjoyed. As a result of this hesitance, I elected to delay my set up to limit my time there, which I grossly underestimated. With limited time to set up and plan accordingly, lights were not set up properly, no testing took place, and the shot was, at the time, deemed a painful failure that made the infamous list. The photo stayed on a memory card that was replaced with a faster card and resided in my bag ever since.
Fast forward to a few days ago, while dumping my active card, I noticed a wonderfully lit rainbow above my house after a brief thundershower, and in a moment of haste, I grabbed a backup card in my bag, the card that held this shot, and it was discovered this existed while looking through it. With fresh eyes, 5 additional years of editing experiencing, and some odd optimism that I could save it, success came to fruition. While it did take more work than what I like to do, the flexibility of RAW files came through, and took a photo that spent so long on the list of painful lessons was successfully removed and is now one I can call good enough.
I said:
"Don't get to close. It's dark inside.
It's where my demons hide."
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He said:
"Get too close, there is a hell inside of me
it's where your demons can live."
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NIGHTSHADE | Savage | Miss Black | SSD(She Said Destroy) | *Rainbow Sundae*
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Anyone that knows me well, will know how important this shot is to me and how long I've wanted to achieve this. Maybe its a bit overdone but it is the jewel in the crown for many Dorset photographers (and elsewhere too) if the conditions are like this.
I've had many failed attempts and they all involve a really painful trek up a steep hill in the dark, when you reach the top you need an extra 5 minutes to recover before you can even set up. Translation: three months of daily yoga is not enough preparation!
The mist was stretching out in all directions. I took many shots (I've already posted my favourite) but I thought it was good to try a pano.. I like shots where the castle is a bit further away showing the surrounding mist.
It means so much that my first trip further afield was this!
I’d like to dedicate this shot to a good friend of mine William McIntosh. I have spent the last 4 months shooting as much as I can with Bill and trying to gleen info from him about his weather prediction skills and gain some insight about his frame of mind about photography. He is a master of weather prediction IMHO and I have always admired his tenacity which has netted him some absolutely fantastic captures from Yosemite National Park and the Pacific Northwest. Bill contacted me during the week to see if I was up for a Banzai run to Yosemite Valley as he was predicting a passage in the storm which would provide a high probability of misty/snowy conditions like seen in many of his postings from there. Of course Bill was right on the money as was shown from some of the webcams provided there. But unfortunately I had to decline as I was starting to get sick with the Flu and didn’t want to drag him down with me. Today he contacted me again to see if I was up for some shooting at Corona Del Mar but I was still trying to fight off the Flu and as painful as it was had to opt out again. Later, today, as I was digging through my folder of processed photos I found this shot and the pain of declination returned. Sorry Bill, I was more worried about getting you sick then worsening my own condition. LOL. Thanks for the invite my friend and hope you had a great day at CDM. If you would like to see William’s amazing photography, you can visit his stream here.
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Tale of the Take…
This is a side view of the arch found at Corona Del Mar, If you wanted to get a full view through the arch you would need to scramble along the cliffsides base there at a specific tide level, I say specific because if you time it incorrectly you wouldn’t drown but you would have to spend a long, cold night on the rocks or call the Coast Guard to come “fish” you out which carries along an $800 dollar or better rescue charge. I’m still hoping that Bill will show me the specifics of entering here at a time that would be safe to enter and exit during the sunset. See what I mean about his tenacity. :)
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Storms in Europe last winter hit old trees hard.
Les tempêtes qui se sont abattues sur l'Europe l'hiver dernier ont frappé durement les vieux arbres.
Paxton House Gardens. Berwickshire. Scottish Borders. UK.
After a painfully long drive I finallly made it to the other side of the river where I spotted this light morph of Brown Falcon (thank you www.flickr.com/photos/birdsaspoetry for correction). This may in fact still be a female (if I consider the pants to be entirely pale (-; )
I imagined that she was waiting just for me; unfortunately not long enough - before I got out of the car she was gone.
(Falco berigora)
I feel like I am a ghost
Drifting about in my own memories
Why is it that easy
To wander about in the past
Why is it that each recollection
Has become as painful
As an embedded shard of glass
It now seems routine
That I revisit old haunts
I used to know
Closer than my own heart
I have become a paradox of scars
That l live with each day
It is not only blood
That runs in my veins
But a river of loss
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This image is from a series of photographs that I took at Alfriston Church in Sussex, UK, on a cold, windy day in October. I have mentioned before that I felt an unease at this place, and I think the images are a reflection of that. I wondered if anything or anybody could truly be at rest here, as this feeling came from some disturbance older than the church, embedded in the landscape, it seemed to me.
The weather added to my unsettled feeling, the wind swirling around the church, which is positioned on older sacred ground. The landscape seemed to attract as well as repel.
I have chosen to pair this image with Mozart: Requiem in D Minor, K. 626 - I. Introitus. Requiem aeternam. Please click on the link below for an immersive experience.
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“Life is painful and messed up. It gets complicated at the worst of times, and sometimes you have no idea where to go or what to do. Lots of times people just let themselves get lost, dropping into a wide open, huge abyss. But that's why we have to keep trying. We have to push through all that hurts us, work past all our memories that are haunting us. Sometimes the things that hurt us are the things that make us strongest. A life without experience, in my opinion, is no life at all. And that's why I tell everyone that, even when it hurts, never stop yourself from living.”
― Alysha Speer
www.youtube.com/watch?v=x5sIZA6ZcVA
I share another shot of this street musician from my visit to SFO
There's one more on my stream
My friends who do candids truly humble me
I think it takes a special kind of photographer to be comfortable photographing others
LOL thats why so many selfies
I am only comfortable with myself :))))
What can I say...
Have yourselves a beautiful day
And thank you, for always taking the time to stop by
Love
xxxx
Stinging nettle, (Urtica dioica). walking in the fields early in the morning, I spotted these new nettle plants with delicately frosted leaves. It reminds me that we can find beauty, even in the painful times we are all going through at the moment.
“The most painful thing is losing yourself in the process of loving someone too much, and forgetting that you are special too.”
― Ernest Hemingway, Men Without Women
Soundtrack : www.youtube.com/watch?v=iBZaLPEhq04
UN'EMOZIONE PER SEMPRE – EROS RAMAZZOTTI (An Emotion (That Lasts) Forever)
UNEQUAL MEASURES OF LOVE
Though I love you I cannot stay
there is so much I want to do
please know it is better this way
for this is all that I can promise you
I will keep your love in my heart forever
the fire from our golden hour will keep me warm
on a cold Winter's night when the snow falls down like melting stars
I will remember you gently and recall your soft tears
I could never have made you happy
I pray that you see it this way now
I have given all I had to give you
and I would have fallen down in the innocence of your eyes
I couldn't bear to see you hurt
so it's better to have ended it this soon
better you think of me kindly than to think me a fool
please don't wait for me in the darkness
you are so pure and born of the light
your presence is precious and deserves only the best
but I know myself and know that it must be with somebody else
in my memory you are still laughing
with your smiling Irish eyes
dancing until the new dawn has broken
through the parting of the sombre night skies
the dew on the lawn sparkles and welcomes
the first day of the rest of your life
and if in the distance you can still hear the thunder
that carries it's power to you
let it lift up your heart and embrace all your sadness
let the sun dry your tears along with the dew
tilt your head toward the sky and sing a sweet song
embrace the freedom life has given to you
don't ever close your heart and mind because of me
you are worth a million of me; from here to infinity and more
I will always love you in my own special way
but put the memory of me away within a closed drawer
lock it and throw away the key
but keep your heart open; your one special love is still yet to come
forgive me my special friend; it could never be me
you deserve someone to love you equally
unequal measures of love will never do for you or for me.
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For the last week and a half I have been resting a painful heel (I have plantar fasciitis), but yesterday my patience ran out and Shirl and I took a short visit to the RSPB reserve at Old Moor.
On our way home just as we arrived back in the village I spotted a pair of Buzzards in a farmers field. They were stationary and after getting a bagful of distant photos of them stood still I decided to leave the car and walk down a track to get a closer view. That had the desired effect of getting me a little closer and of course my presence meant that they moved further down the field. In doing so I was able to get a few decent in flight photos.
Behind our back garden there is a field and at the top of that are a few large trees. Buzzards nest in there and virtually every time we venture into the garden we hear or see at least one buzzard circling away. I wonder whether this was one of them.
أحياناً نعلم أننآ على خطأ .. لكن نصر على أننآ على صَوآب ..
لـ عدم قدرتنآ على الإعترآف بـ أخطآئننآ
شُعورَ مؤلممَ =, \
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سلخخيرَ ق1ض1
يَ أني مشتآقة لـ الوشسمةةَ قسسمَ شعور يشق القلبَ شقَ
أنكَ تصوور صورَ كثثيرةَ ولآ تقدر تنزلههَآ = \
أخيرآآ زينت الفووتووَ مآبغيتَ قسسمَ هوب ححآلةَ أرحمَ نفسي لآصورتَ ولآقدرت أنزلهَ
ولآ التسلبهَ سوير مععيه تعطينيَ لآبهآ كشَ =| ..
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أيوونَ المودل أححمد المغبرَ ض1 ..
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أيون أيون موآلي الخوقآقي ض1 :
ردود تسلييكَ نآيسَ وآووَ قريتَ ,, ؟أبو كلبَ ذولي مآبيهن ترآ الدليت شغآل .. وترآ مآتوآ اللي يحطون صورَ كبر قرييحَ ..
ومآل أمهآ دآعي كومنت مي وطقتهنَ
أي شخص يرد عليَ أسير ع فلكرةةَ وأردَ لآتخآفونَ ,, ق1
وكومنتآت شبآبيه فضلآ لآ أمررآ مآبي *
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أنتقآدآتكم تسعدنيَ من قلبَ ,, ق1ق1
There came a time when the risk to remain tight in the bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom.
~Anaïs Nin
Seed casing of a yellow allamanda creeper at sunset. Home garden sub-tropical Queensland Gold Coast. When green the casing is soft and harmless but it loses its charm when it matures and dries out. The dry spines are very sharp and painful when touched.
Chhattisgarh, India
An unconventional format which in my view highlights better the hard life of these rural women.
A painful image to process today. Taken last November near Arne on the Isle of Purbeck in the pouring rain. I could almost smell the Tagliatelle that my mum cooked when I returned from this shoot when I processed this image this afternoon. Things'll never be the same.
Nikon D800
70-200mm
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• Pose: - HCXII -- IMPERIUM Diabolus
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