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February 22, 2011
Today my classes were canceled!
It was a pretty good day. I have started to think if I should bring my wall down and open my heart to this person again.. its a hard decision... I don't want to hurt like I did before ever again..
DALLAS......After rescuing this really nice Cocker Spaniel 5 years ago we can no longer keep him for difficult reasons. We are heartbroken about this but we must find Dallas a good, caring home. He is 9 years old, healthy, loving, low key, sweet, loves kids and all people and most dogs, but because he had an altercation with our Pug (who started it) he may be better as the only dog in the house. He may get along with another dog that does not attack him as he really is a wonderful dog. We put Dallas and the pug together and it did not work. To play it safe maybe he should be the only dog in the house. Great companion and loves to be hugged and petted and gives love in return. If you can give Dallas a good home please call me ASAP. Maria 352-432-5171 or 407-319-0320
The winter of 2005-2006 was the darkest of my life. I was 19 years old at the time, withdrawn from college, working my first full-time job in retail, and in an extremely unhealthy relationship. I was isolated from my friends and family. I felt completely alone, unseen, and unloved. I didn’t know how to get myself out of that state of mind or being. On a dark night in January 2006, heartbroken and helpless, I sat on the floor of my bedroom trying to convince myself to commit suicide. I don’t remember the day because a lot of that time is a blur. But I remember that night clearly. I remember the way my body felt. It was hollow, aching, and exhausted. Tears poured from my eyes and onto the carpet. I was telling myself over and over that no one loved me, that I was worthless, and that the world would be better off without me. My saving grace that night was that I didn’t want to really die, but I just didn’t want to live the way I had been. I may have hurt myself deeply that night, but I thank that young version of myself for staying in the fight. It would take another year before I got any relief from my pain, a beautiful 2 year respite, and then the inevitable resurfacing of patterns and habits in 2009 that had gone unhealed.
Despite all of that, she is the version of myself I am most grateful for. She decided to stop digging the hole she had been digging her whole life, to say there must be something other then this hole, and she looked up. She saw light. It might have been the tiniest speck of light really far away, but it was better than the endless darkness beneath her feet. She started to climb. She would slip and fall back into the hole, over and over, and she would cry. She would look up and say it’s impossible. But the ever present darkness surrounding her would make her start climbing again anyway, despite the seemingly impossible task ahead. She closed her eyes and asked for help. She didn’t know who she was asking, or if she were praying or begging, but she put her heart out there. And then a root appeared right when she needed it to, offering her a safe place to grab hold of so she wouldn’t fall back to the bottom. She never fell back to the bottom again, but the top was still so far away. The climb was the hardest thing she had ever done, but over time she came upon more roots that would help guide her to the top. The more she climbed, the stronger she became. She began learning to maneuver the vertical climb, adapting her body and mind to the struggle. More roots were presenting themselves the higher she climbed, some were so long she was able to lean on them when she needed to rest. She began to enjoy the struggle. The light continued to grow brighter. The impossible suddenly became possible. She climbed faster, harder, and more determined than ever. Until one day, she reached the top. She closed her eyes and began to cry as the light engulfed her. Now the hole was just a little dark speck on the ground that she had the freedom to walk away from. In order for her to make it to the top, she needed to make the decision to climb. If the roots hadn’t been there for her, she may never have made it. The roots had been there all along, she just needed to reach out for them. Once she began to walk away from the hole, she came upon a mountain. The mountain stands so tall she cannot see the top. She considered all the effort she just put into climbing out of the hole. She knew no one would fault her if she decided she had gone far enough and chose to just stay put. But she had witnessed the impossible become a reality of her own creation. She may have been covered in dirt, but she was stronger than ever. She knew without a shadow of a doubt that her life’s work would be to get as far up that mountain as possible. So she began to climb again.
I use this metaphor often to describe the 3 paths every human being always has the option of taking: digging themselves into a hole, staying unmoving where they are, or climbing to new heights. This paints a picture of the last ten years of my life. I was born in a hole my parents had created in their own lives, and all I knew was how to dig. The light was possibility. The roots were the people I have mentioned in this project, along with so many more. I needed help, people offered it, and I accepted it. What I am grateful for most in regards to myself is that I listened to these people. When they extended a hand, I took hold. They could have offered their help, advice, experiences, and friendship and I could have turned it away. I could have ignored what they were offering because I was too stuck in my dark story. I could have continued to believe the life I wanted was impossible. But I didn’t. I needed to find the will to live within myself, but I also needed to find those that could help guide me through unknown territory. I could not have made it to the top without them, and I could not have made it to the top without being me.
Now, let me really introduce myself. My name is Nikki Lanoue, and I am the happiest person I know. Every moment of every day I’m alive I design in a way to enhance my existence. I love who I am. I love how I spend my time. I love my body and what it does for me. I love my mind and what it’s capable of. I love my friends, as they are all the most amazing, loving people I’ve ever met. I love my family and accept everyone for exactly as they are. I exchange my time for money in ways that help make people feel better physically, mentally, emotionally, and/or spiritually. I take care of myself by eating well, exercising/moving daily, receiving bodywork, spending time with friends/family, spending time alone, meditating, and holding myself accountable to stay in the light. I travel the world. I’m self-employed. Anything that makes me feel uncomfortable, I lean into it instead of fleeing from it. Anything that challenges me, I embrace as something that will help me grow stronger. I learn from my mistakes, my experiences, other people, and books. I am honest. I have integrity. I am loyal and responsible. Who I am on the inside is exactly who I project to the outside world.
Thank you, from the bottom of my heart, to every single person who has had a positive impact in my life. I am here because you took the extra step, because you cared. In honor of all that these people have done for me, I will forever share my story and experiences in the hopes that I can have the same impact on someone else the way these people have had such a profound impact on me. I now risk being seen as the person that might be a little over the top, that might share too much, that might go on rants about the amazing aspects of life she has experienced. I will forever share the books I read, or give shout outs to those I love on social media. I will continue to make an effort to touch the hearts of others in a way mine has been touched.
I love myself. In the truest, deepest way I’ve ever experienced love. No one on the Earth will ever know me as well as I know myself, or love me as much as I love myself, because I am the only person that is with me every single moment of my existence. This is what I hope to inspire in others. How can anyone learn to speak the language of love if they’ve never heard it spoken before? We need each other to thrive as a tribe, but being the person you want to be and having the life you want can only come from within. When we want to see change in our lives and in the world, we must first change ourselves.
I was given the seed of change 10 years ago. I have grown into a brilliant tree that will continue to reach for the light as long as I live. My roots will continue to grow firmly into the ground so that others may have something to grab hold of when they need it. I will continue to drop fruits from my branches in hopes that new seeds of change will grow. My tree stands amongst a forest of other amazing trees. In this forest, all are encouraged to climb.
"Tell Me You Kings Horses
And All You Kings Men
What's the Use of Fixing What Will Only Break Again"
Heartbroken - Meaghan Smith
I'm Still Heartbroken!
you can see where the color seeped under the masking. i sent it back to spectrum to fix it. they didn't.
一千個傷心的理由 . 張學友
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(13:36:53) Just moments after seeing on the teevee that Mittens quit, I walked outside my conference and into a crowd of what appear to be besuited young Republicans -- at the CPAC/YAF conference next door! Too bad these particular junior plutocrats picked a loser.
(Doh, of course they already knew. Mittens announced it at the conference.)
In any case, I had to flee across the bridge to Adams Morgan for lunch. Good thing I packed an Obama for Senate button.
Aerial dance performance telling the story of a heartbroken girl who is literally swept off her feet by an intriguing stranger.
Outside the National Theatre on the Southbank.
Taken at the afternoon and evening performances.
This picture is just pain. Today I went to hospital to have a heart test, nothing majour I asked for one because I havn't been feeling right for years. I constantly have chest tightness and fast heart beats etc, but doctors always say its anxiety, I hate the nhs. So this picture is pain. You need to look closer at the photo..View On Black
poem by Shakespeare from the play merchant of Venice, I like his other plays but not this one because its anti-Semitic. There were no Jews living in England at that time they weren't allowed, so it was highly unlikely that Shakespeare had ever met a jew.
She cries and cries.
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I got sunburnt today walking around a street fair & having a pool party.
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In this picture Aladdin may be heartbroken, but I was elated that I got to see my favorite Aladdin perform :)
Every once in a while I get lucky, and I get to see one of my favorite Aladdins performs. He doesn’t perform near as often as he used to, but every once in a while you might see him performing as Aladdin :)
This particular Aladdin was nice enough to stop and talk with me and my dad when we ran into each in Hollywood Pictures Back lot before seeing my 99th showing of Aladdin. I will include a link to the original story below :)
Taken in Aladdin a Musical Spectacular on 7/4/2011 during the 2:20 performance.
神があなたとともに居ますように…
kami ga anata to tomoni imasu youni
God be with you. 神があなたとともにありますように［おられますように］
My heart and my prayers go out for the people of Japan today!!!
In their honor: www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tj1z29uxmhY&feature=related
I have a cousin and his family now living in Japan but his
mom has heard from him and he and his family are all okay.
Also am very thankful to have learned Flickr's
MartianCat & her husband Yoji in Japan are okay.
Forgiveness
Original 18x24 Oil on Panel
Rock-n-Soul Angels
The Heartbroken Hippie holds her caged heart admist a Prussian-indigo blue sky.
Unforgiveness blocks love and cages the heart. Forgiveness is letting go of everything but love.
Love and forgive without condition. Anything else is an illusion against love.To love is empowering oneself and it is why we are here, and there is nothing to be protected from except the blocks created to obstruct love. The Matrix
Abbreviated: Corinthians 13: 4-8
"Love...does not keep a record of wrongs...Love does not fail."
"I really want to tell you, I'm sorry." Chicago (Hard for Me to Say I'm Sorry)
"When given the choice between being right and being kind, choose kind."
Dr. Wayne Dyer
And for all the naysayers out there, "of course, the Angel is a hippie--she wears blue eye shadow and listens to Hendrix for crying out loud!!!"
www.youtube.com/watch?v=wnXQZBaA6GQ
Haha! 😛
Every single doll I've customized takes a little piece of my heart with them, but this one is a different kind of special. I had been Facebook friends with Jacqueline Wilton for a few months when I learned about the news her only daughter had suddenly gained her wings too soon, one year ago. I am an empath but this was different, as a mom I was heartbroken, I started following all her posts and I started feeling them deep inside my soul. I wanted to do something, I wanted to make it all better, even though I knew there wasn't anything I could say or do that could help her feel any better. I thought about offering a doll for her, after all, that's all I had to offer besides a few comforting words, I wondered if that could bring a little bit of sunshine during such a dark event, but at the same time, I didn't want to be insensitive, or inopportune. So I just thought about it, for months, without saying anything. Jacquie and I had never really spoken much other than some light interaction on Facebook. One day Jacquie randomly messaged me asking me about my customs. I knew this was a sign. I knew it was meant to be. This was my chance to be a blessing to a fellow mother. And so, after months of waiting and planning it, here she is: a tribute to Jessie.
I can't say working on her was easy, I put too much pressure on myself, I wanted her to be a perfect representation of Jessica. I talked to Jacquie about what she liked, how she wanted me to portray her, and this doll right here, is the end result. All gorgeous eye chips were sent by Jacquie and are by Chantilly Lace Blythe Customs.
I know this doesn't take all your pain away Jacquie but I really do hope she brings you a little message of love. You are in my thoughts and prayers. Xx
Sometimes I wish I were heartless. Sometimes I wish I weren't so tender-hearted and so easily drawn in by love. Sometimes I wish I knew how to speak my mind, say how I really feel, instead of being so afraid of hurting other people.... so ready to be hurt myself instead.
Sometimes I think it would just be easier to cut my heart out.
Kiss my lips, take the razor, and do it for me?
Uhhhh... I thought the music looked good with the picture.. lol
It's my clarinet music.. JINGLE BELLS!
Anyways, I might kidnap my brothers guitar later for some pis (:
song of the day. -Please listen, it's a beautiful song... and if this link doesnt work, try this.
I have no school the rest of the week because of the HORRIFYING weather conditions.. I'm kinda disappointed because we were gonna get out of schol May 19, but now we're getting out May 27 DD: ... you might think WOW that's early! But the thing is, we started August 13 which is pretty early compared to the other school districts... but oh well :\\
Have a great rest of the week!
Leah- if you're reading this..... we NEED to get that golfish for our picture we were gonna do like..... a long time ago (:
And we need to go to Hobby Lobby and buy sparkles and stuff for pics lol
www.elle.com/culture/celebrities/news/a46157/rihanna-brea...
“Rihanna, who once iconically told Drake and all her other ex-boyfriends publicly "it was you, not me," reportedly shared some of her relationship wisdom with a heartbroken fan on Twitter yesterday.
He DM'd her asking how to get over a breakup. She responded with the kind of optimistic, exclamation-point-filled advice all friends should give:
“Just believe that the heartbreak was a gift in itself!” she wrote.
“Cry if you have to, but it won't be forever! You will find love again, and it will be even more beautiful! In the meantime, enjoy all that YOU are!!!!”
Please start an advice column, RiRi. The world We need more of this.” ―Alyssa Bailey
My dad told me this and I think it has been one of the most comforting things I have heard.
He truly was a shinning light and now he is the brightest star in the sky.
I will never forger you. xx
This was inspired by my two friends who have been going through bad break ups. :/
I hope they feel better soon. <3
Having left Thornfield, a heartbroken Jane finds herself alone, penniless and starving on the moors. Utterly exhausted, she lies down in a final act of surrender to the elements.
Watch programmes from BBC Four's Gothic Literature Collection.
Image: BBC Copyright, 2006
Yes! Of Course we were all heartbroken when ZUMANITY by Cirque du Soleil went permanently Dark during the height of the 2020 Coronavirus Global Pandemic! 😷 But now it’s 2024 and you and your very lovely lady really do need to come here and see this 'Mad Apple' show! It’s Very Exciting!! 😁
Devin,
I miss you. I miss us. I wish we didn't break up. Do you remember the first time we met? And the first time we hugged, and laid down together? Do you remember our first kiss, and the first time we said I love you face to face?
We've had our arguments...we've had a lot of them. We've cried. We've missed each other. We've had our rough times.
We've also had a lot of fun. Remember how much I surprised you? And our stupid little games..like toe bop-it? And that ball and the fridge door game? You let me win that one -_- The fair was fun too, besides you getting mad at me.
I love you more than anything in this whole entire world. I want to spend the rest of my existence on Earth with you.
You're my babe, my bestfriend, and my grasshopper. Be my boyfriend again :/
- Shauna.
I set this up in movie form because my life was like a movie with him. He made me feel infinite. I miss that.