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One the Blake Sea
Well, look through the window
Tell me what do you see
A beautiful planet
Peace and harmony.
🎶The Window | Steve Miller
Sitting By The Waves
Remembering,
Water Is Your Friend
On Your Healing Journey.
@ Honolua maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Tranquill%20Beach/187/50/22
Stepping outside the house, standing in the road, admiring the evening view.
My in the moment | collection 1 zine is now available in print. I am offering my zine for $5 off through December 3, 2022—after that time the zine will only be available for the full price. You can order your copy here: www.magcloud.com/browse/issue/2357266
While taking pictures throughout this project I also tried to embrace my own limitations. Since I was facing the difficult intensity of my mental health struggles I didn’t have the energy, strength or clear thinking to take pictures with my digital or film cameras. So I kept in mind that I generally had my phone nearby, it was very lightweight compared to my cameras and was very simple to use with this app—basically just point and shoot. There was no film development, scanning or post processing involved with my simple phone photography process. So I was able to keep things very basic and focus on the act of seeing, capturing and coping.
The “in the moment | collection 2” zine is now available in print for you to order. You can get your copy here: www.magcloud.com/browse/issue/2383037 AND I’m offering this zine for $5 off for the first 5 days—through 1/20/2023.
See some images of the zine + some of the personal impact this photo project has had for me: amandacreamerphotography.com/2023/01/15/photo-project-in-...
A reflection of a reflection in our garage.
I recently ordered a test print of the first zine in this collection that I’m waiting to receive. You can see more about this project here: amandacreamerphotography.com/2022/11/12/photo-project-in-...
This photo project has been very meaningful and helpful with my efforts to cope with my own intense, moment to moment mental health struggles. It is my hope that perhaps there can be something beneficial, encouraging or inspiring within the project for you as well.
My in the moment | collection 1 zine is now available in print. I am offering my zine for $5 off through December 3, 2022—after that time the zine will only be available for the full price. You can order your copy here: www.magcloud.com/browse/issue/2357266
See more about “in the moment” here: amandacreamerphotography.com/tag/in-the-moment/
For this project I was interested in using a smaller digital camera with in-camera JPG film simulations, but since that currently wasn’t an option for me I decided to use what I had available. I came across the FIMO app that I could use to take pictures on my phone using film simulations. I used the free version which was limited to just a few film simulations.
Rather than focusing on what I didn’t have I tried to enjoy what I did have available and use that to the best of my ability. I viewed this like using a vintage Polaroid film camera with a digital aspect. The film simulations added an element of suspense, surprise, not being in control and embracing and finding beauty in the unpredictability. And since the images were digital I was able to see them when making the photos rather than waiting until the film was developed which added a level of enjoyment to this project which was helpful for me at that time.
I recently ordered a test print of the first zine in this collection that I’m waiting to receive.
You can see more about this project here: amandacreamerphotography.com/2022/11/12/photo-project-in-...
It feels like this intense, dark, terrorizing storm that ravages within your body, mind and spirit will never end. And like the dark clouds, bolts of lightning and rumbles of thunder eventually subside, these painful and debilitating responses to the awful things that have been done to you will eventually decrease some in their intensity. Please hold on, and if you can, learn from the cues your body and mind intuitively give you—this part of the storm will move through you and eventually you will be able to breathe a little easier.
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One evening I looked out the window and saw a spectacular sunset sky. As I stood in our yard with my camera, capturing the sunset I spotted lighting nearby. I stayed outside for quite a while as I tried to capture some of the bolts of lightning. This was challenging as I wasn’t prepared for this and was just using the camera handheld, without a tripod. I find storms so captivating, partly because I feel I can relate to what I see reminding me of the intensity, destruction, fear and turmoil I often experience internally. I appreciated my time outside with this distant storm, seeing the flashing light colorfully illuminating the night clouds.
[image created on 5-6-2023]
Details in our yard
This photo project has been very meaningful and helpful with my efforts to cope with my own intense, moment to moment mental health struggles. It is my hope that perhaps there can be something beneficial, encouraging or inspiring within the project for you as well.
My in the moment | collection 1 zine is now available in print. I am offering my zine for $5 off through December 3, 2022—after that time the zine will only be available for the full price.
You can order your copy here: www.magcloud.com/browse/issue/2357266
See more about “in the moment” here: amandacreamerphotography.com/tag/in-the-moment/
While alone at night I noticed the daffodils my oldest daughter had brought into the kitchen that were sitting on the table in the dark, backlit by the yard light. I generally don’t care too much for artificial light but I thought the flowers looked fascinating in this light—maybe because I could see something beautiful in the darkness.
I was facing extra intense struggles with the effects of trauma I’ve experienced, anxiety, depression, and physical health difficulties along with my husband’s ongoing, fragile health condition and a recent scare with difficulty breathing and me needing to call an ambulance for him in the middle of the night which resulted in another hospitalization. Due to the struggles it had been incredibly difficult for me to be aware of pleasant moments and details around me. When I was able to notice the beautiful daffodils in the darkness it was a refreshing gift that seemed to illustrate my current situation of feeling trapped in the darkness—and there was a moment of beauty there. I was thankful for enough energy and the capacity to spend some time trying to capture the beautiful story I saw.
[image captured 4-14-2023]
Paying attention, finding beauty in growth.
The “in the moment | collection 2” zine is now available in print for you to order. You can get your copy here: www.magcloud.com/browse/issue/2383037 AND I’m offering this zine for $5 off for the first 5 days—through 1/20/2023.
See some images of the zine + some of the personal impact this photo project has had for me: amandacreamerphotography.com/2023/01/15/photo-project-in-...
Paying attention, finding beauty in growth.
The “in the moment | collection 2” zine is now available in print for you to order. You can get your copy here: www.magcloud.com/browse/issue/2383037
See some images of the zine + some of the personal impact this photo project has had for me: amandacreamerphotography.com/2023/01/15/photo-project-in-...
Taking a moment to leave the house, stand outside at the edge of the gravel road, see the golden light, watch the roadside grasses moving in the breeze, feel the wind and enjoy the songs of the birds.
[image created on 6-26-2023]
This photo project has been very meaningful and helpful with my efforts to cope with my own intense, moment to moment mental health struggles. It is my hope that perhaps there can be something beneficial, encouraging or inspiring within the project for you as well.
My in the moment | collection 1 zine is now available in print. I am offering my zine for $5 off through December 3, 2022—after that time the zine will only be available for the full price. The order link is in my profile.
You can order your copy here: www.magcloud.com/browse/issue/2357266
See more about “in the moment” here: amandacreamerphotography.com/tag/in-the-moment/
During a time when the intense mental health struggles I face became extra challenging I found it important and helpful to make photos of things I notice in my surroundings as a way to help myself cope. But I found this very challenging as I didn’t really have much capacity, physical strength or clarity of mind in order to plan. It was not easy to pick up my big DSLR or have it accessible if I did notice something to take a picture of. I wished I could have a smaller, nice quality camera to keep with me but didn’t have the funds to purchase one. I thought about using a film point & shoot camera that I had but also knew I didn’t have the money to spend on lab film development or the energy or clarity of mind to develop my own film at this time.
So this “in the moment” project was my compromise to creatively and resourcefully finding a solution to help myself cope with intense, moment to moment struggles when my circumstances prevent me from doing this the way I would prefer.
Last night I just ordered a test print of the first zine in this collection.
Due to intense harm and evil choices of others you are faced with so much darkness, devastation, difficulty, physical and emotional pain and suffering, unpredictability, fear, terror and so many other challenges that almost completely crush you which you are unable to express with words. And amidst all this suffering, when it feels like too much and you want to quit trying to survive, you work to keep looking for light and moving forward in healthy ways even when it seems impossible. Thank you for pressing on at a pace appropriate for you by working to care for yourself through many forms of nourishment, working to receive healthy support through God’s faithfulness and people who deeply care for you, through rest, tears, and graceful acknowledgment of truth and reality. You still have a long way to go on this journey and it is amazing how far you’ve come.
#NotetoSelf
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These images were created simply using my phone during two of my recent hospitalizations for some intense difficulties following a very overwhelming procedure which all stems from and activates the effects of childhood trauma/abuse. This was one of my efforts to try to help myself cope during this extremely challenging time.
“The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness can never extinguish it.”
John 1:5
[this series of images created on 6-13 & 17-2023]
From the perspective of my practice of therapeutic photography I would consider this collection of my “in the moment” photo project to be a success. It’s certainly not technically perfect and it was helpful in keeping myself in the present moment at times when this felt impossible and too painful. I'm thankful I've been able to notice a few of the positive impacts of this project. I’m sure there are more that I haven’t noticed yet.
The “in the moment | collection 2” zine is now available in print for you to order. You can get your copy here: www.magcloud.com/browse/issue/2383037 AND I’m offering this zine for $5 off for the first 5 days—through 1/20/2023.
See some images of the zine + some of the personal impact this photo project has had for me: amandacreamerphotography.com/2023/01/15/photo-project-in-...
A lifetime ago your hope was brutally stolen from you, leaving you with no memory of a “before.” Though you were crushed you fervently searched for hope, and in your quest had your hope repeatedly trampled. So you abandoned your journey to find hope, giving up, withdrawing and withering away. And now, after many years, it is amazing the amount of time, energy, hard work, effort and countless other resources you have invested as you continue looking for lost hope. A lot of the time you still lack hope, are learning to borrow hope from trustworthy people in your life—which serves as a reminder of the hope of God’s faithfulness—and are slowly growing at a pace appropriate for you in your journey of looking for lost hope.
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This was a little jar of dandelions that Hannah (our youngest daughter) put on the windowsill. I saw these drooping dandelions as they were withering away and it reminded me of lost hope. I captured what I saw and this image inspired these thoughts.
[image created on 5-1-2023]
Due to intense harm and evil choices of others you are faced with so much darkness, devastation, difficulty, physical and emotional pain and suffering, unpredictability, fear, terror and so many other challenges that almost completely crush you which you are unable to express with words. And amidst all this suffering, when it feels like too much and you want to quit trying to survive, you work to keep looking for light and moving forward in healthy ways even when it seems impossible. Thank you for pressing on at a pace appropriate for you by working to care for yourself through many forms of nourishment, working to receive healthy support through God’s faithfulness and people who deeply care for you, through rest, tears, and graceful acknowledgment of truth and reality. You still have a long way to go on this journey and it is amazing how far you’ve come.
#NotetoSelf
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These images were created simply using my phone during two of my recent hospitalizations for some intense difficulties following a very overwhelming procedure which all stems from and activates the effects of childhood trauma/abuse. This was one of my efforts to try to help myself cope during this extremely challenging time.
“The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness can never extinguish it.”
John 1:5
[this series of images created on 6-13 & 17-2023]
This photo project has been very meaningful and helpful with my efforts to cope with my own intense, moment to moment mental health struggles. It is my hope that perhaps there can be something beneficial, encouraging or inspiring within the project for you as well.
My in the moment | collection 1 zine is now available in print. I am offering my zine for $5 off through December 3, 2022—after that time the zine will only be available for the full price.
You can order your copy here: www.magcloud.com/browse/issue/2357266
See more about “in the moment” here: amandacreamerphotography.com/tag/in-the-moment/
Maybe it’s ok to find joy and interest in places, moments and things that others don’t seem to notice or value. Maybe it’s more important for you to find glimmers of hope and beauty in your surroundings than to worry about fitting in with the opinions of others. Maybe it’s most helpful for you to remember your perspective can help set the tone for your frame of mind. Maybe, after all the pain, devastation and sadness you’ve experienced and continue to live with, your perspective of finding joy in little things is your way of fighting for life—a truly beautiful and amazing act after all you’ve been through and continue to experience.
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While in the kitchen I saw a little jar that Hannah (our youngest daughter) put on the windowsill with some water and dandelions that had gone to seed because they had been there for a few days. I thought they were beautiful, captivating and fascinating. I thought about how this depended on my perspective. A lot of people see dandelions as weeds, spray their yards and make sure not to have any dandelions growing in their lawn. We have a plentiful “crop” of dandelions in our yard. I think dandelions are beautiful, add some color (yellow is my favorite color) and cheer to our yard. I love seeing them and thought it was wonderful that Hannah finds them beautiful too. Even though I think dandelions are beautiful and love knowing they benefit bees I still hear in my mind the criticisms of people who think they’re weeds that need to be prevented. I try to remember that I find beauty and joy even in this part of creation that many others see as a nuisance, that maybe it’s ok to enjoy what many people consider weeds (even though they’re not actually weeds) and it seems to be a challenging battle to allow myself the freedom to enjoy dandelions. By spending some time capturing these dandelions I allowed myself the freedom to enjoy these dandelions.
[image created on 4-30-2023]
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This is one of many photos I’ve taken from the passenger seat as we spend at least 6 hours in the car on a weekly basis to drive twice each week to my neurofeedback appointments. This practice of seeing, appreciating and capturing my surroundings from the moving car can sometimes be very helpful for me. This image was captured on 2/14/2023.
If you’re interested in my work, one way you can support me is through ordering my zines or sharing them with others—links below. This helps me to be able to continue my practice of therapeutic photography and with out of pocket costs for neurofeedback therapy which is necessary in my recovery and healing process. Any support is greatly appreciated—thank you!
Clouds zine: www.magcloud.com/browse/issue/2289133
in the moment | collection 1: www.magcloud.com/browse/issue/2357266
in the moment | collection 2: www.magcloud.com/browse/issue/2383037
Moving Forward zine: www.magcloud.com/browse/issue/2406230
My zines “behind the scenes” blog posts: amandacreamerphotography.com/tag/zine/
He fought quietly, and we fought with him.
His body was smaller and more fragile than it should have been, his past and true age unknown.
Hidden illness, surgery, and complications followed—things no one could see at first.
We did everything we could, but his little body couldn’t go on.
He passed away peacefully, loved and held.
He came fragile, with battles already inside him.
From the first day on, his life was care, patience, and hope.
What he asked for was simple—to be loved, and not be alone.
I gave him everything I had.
And I felt his gratitude in every quiet moment.
Mochi
About 3–5 years old
Born sometime, somewhere
† December 18, 2025
There have been many incredibly difficult, long lasting seasons in your life. And with all the challenging, intense, long term, internal work you’ve done at a rate that is appropriate and healthy for you, you’ve been able to catch glimpses and notice sometimes the seasons collide—the painful, harmful, isolating, unspeakable seasons and the seasons filled with a little more support, safety, hope, some recovery, and ongoing healing. As you notice these seasons collide you are reminded that both the intensely painful and the healing seasons can exist together. Thank you for looking for the uplifting, encouraging moments among the devastating effects of your unspeakably heartbreaking experiences.
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One day while at a local park I noticed the beautifully colored, fallen autumn leaves flattened underneath melting snow and slush that had tire tracks visible in it from being run over by a vehicle. This showed me a beautiful story that felt relatable to me and I was drawn to try to capture this meaningful scene I found in nature.
[Image created on 10/31/2019]
Appreciate my work? One way you can support me is through ordering my zines. This helps me to be able to continue my practice of therapeutic photography or with out of pocket neurofeedback therapy costs which is essential in my recovery and healing process. Any support is greatly appreciated—thank you!
Clouds zine: www.magcloud.com/browse/issue/2289133
in the moment | collection 1 zine: www.magcloud.com/browse/issue/2357266
in the moment | collection 2 zine: www.magcloud.com/browse/issue/2383037
…and trying to survive, do the intense work of healing and striving to live a healthy balance of grace and truth.
It’s so scary, overwhelming, overpowering and feels inescapable when the terror of your reality pulls you back into your past and feels like it’s happening in the present and you experience an involuntarily mental escape for the sake of your survival. This is not a sign that you are bad. This is not a sign that you did something wrong. This is not a sign that you are worthless. This is not a sign that you are too messed up. This is not a sign that you are lazy. This is not a sign that you are weak. This is what happens when your body and mind are faced with a reality too intense and overwhelming to handle—a protective gift to help with your survival that was built into you (and everyone else) when you were created. You fight so hard to survive these moments too terrorizing for words, these acts of horrendous harm done to you that still have excruciating, debilitating, painful effects on you. Please keep breathing, please keep trying to look for tiny pieces of light when it feels as though you’re pulled into the inescapable darkness and your surroundings are unrecognizable. You are a survivor, courageously fighting for life.
Though your experience with feeling the need to escape the brutal effects of harm is still extremely difficult and continues to be incredibly painful, you can see some evidence of your dedication and deep, hard work. While still terrorizing, debilitating and isolating, sometimes you can notice just a little less darkness in your blurry and disorienting reality. You can sometimes see a tiny bit more hope, light, and connection to yourself, others and your Creator. You still suffer a lot, still have a long journey ahead of you and you’re doing the work of growing, recovering, restoring and healing. Thank you for continuing on in the fight for your life.
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This image was created one evening, outside in our yard and I tried to do what I could to cope. One tool that helps me cope with the effects of trauma is through therapeutic photography. Among other benefits this helps me to have a voice when I am unable to speak audibly, gives me a sense of safety and control (things that harm and trauma took away from me), to be mindful, to process thoughts, feelings and experiences and gives meaning and insight to my experiences, especially when it seems to be beyond what I can express with words.
[image created on 4-7-2023]
Now you are no longer alone—surrounded by the presence of a trustworthy person and God’s faithful spirit. Through the devastating harm and neglect you experienced you were taught you were not worthy and it was not allowed for you to receive healthy connection and genuine support from others. All your life this is all you had known, the only way you had lived. And now you are courageously working—at a pace appropriate for you—to rewrite that destructive and painful message. In your numbness that was necessary for your survival and imposed isolation it’s incredibly difficult for you to take tiny steps toward accepting that you are not alone as you are in the presence of another person who truly sees you, understands and supports you and to receive the healthy connection and support from even just a few trustworthy people in your life. This intense journey to work toward receiving these elements that are so vital, important and necessary is very challenging and you are seeing that it is worth the great effort and energy required. You are beginning to experience that there can be some freedom and healing when you are not alone.
[image created on 4-26-2023]
After what has been inflicted on you, true rescue is not merely a one-time action of being removed from a dangerous, harmful, unhealthy location—when this is all that is done, it still leaves you trapped within the harm, deep wounds and ways you’ve wisely and intuitively adapted to try to keep yourself alive and functioning at least on some level—relocation is the first of many steps to true freedom. True rescue involves not only learning how to be of support to yourself, it also requires the authentic, ongoing, helpful, healthy support of others while utilizing the resources appropriate for you as you do the incredibly challenging, painful, meaningful, necessary and important work of healing and growing in many areas and in many different ways.
Thank you for taking the time to step outside when you can, look for the light, take note of your surroundings and find beauty in creation and in being creative even though this doesn’t always feel productive, important or worthwhile due to the harmful messages you’ve received. This truly is an important part of your process of coping, growing, healing and truly living.
#NotetoSelf
[image created on 5-18-2023]
You can see the similarities—the outward and the inward. This brutal thunderstorm so severe that left you parked along the road, questioning whether you would be able to continue traveling to your appointment where you receive the vital elements that provide support, healing and recovery. Bright bolts of lightning and roaring thunder that send startling vibrations throughout the car, thick, blasting, visually impairing sheets of rain sent sideways by the violent gusts of wind. These major, uncontrollable obstacles make what is necessary for growth, recovery, healing, repair and reworking seem to be impossible. The intense difficulties all seem to be symbolic of how hard you have to fight for your own life, growth, healing, recovery and to accept and receive help and support due to the effects of the brutal harm you’ve endured. It is amazing that as you experience many challenges that cause this healing journey to feel nearly impossible, you courageously work to keep fighting for life.
#NotetoSelf
[image created on 6-29-2023]
Noticing my surroundings—seeing evidence that my kids were here.
The “in the moment | collection 2” zine is now available in print for you to order. You can get your copy here: www.magcloud.com/browse/issue/2383037 AND I’m offering this zine for $5 off for the first 5 days—through 1/20/2023.
See some images of the zine + some of the personal impact this photo project has had for me: amandacreamerphotography.com/2023/01/15/photo-project-in-...
As I stand, take steps, hold my camera in my hands, see the sunset light and the road or yard in front of me, press and release the shutter, hear the click of the shutter opening, be mindful that the camera’s sensor is recording the light shining into it, hear the shutter close, feel surprised and inspired by the beautiful images that are captured and shown on the back of my camera and remember that though it seems insignificant this truly is a big victory for me to be moving forward. This all has a deep, helpful, nourishing, inspiring effect on me. It doesn’t magically erase the extreme difficulties and struggles and it does help me survive and move through them in a healthy way.
Moving Forward is a collection of abstract, ICM (intentional camera movement) images taken in moments of desperation, while trying to survive and find a healthy way to cope with the intense effects of trauma, CPTSD, anxiety and depression. The practice of therapeutic photography and healing actions of taking steps and moving forward come together in this photo project. May it be a source of hope, inspiration, peace or encouragement for you.
You can read more about this zine and photo project here: amandacreamerphotography.com/2023/02/18/photo-project-mov...
You can order the Morving Forward zine here: www.magcloud.com/browse/issue/2406230
The self-protection that seems necessary is suffocating, impairing and isolating…working to gently hold this truth, to heal and recover.
A tiny cyanotype I created on a small, flattened box. One of several cyanotype prints I’ve made on flattened boxes that I’ve salvaged, as a part of a project I call “breaking free.”
Pages in my sketchbook…it feels like the waves are never-ending and sometimes it helps a tiny bit to express my feelings and experiences in doodles that are meaningful to me.
While baking and using some local, fresh eggs we get from friends I admired their beauty. I appreciated their amazing, natural-looking, refreshing colors, how they are fragile, beautiful, and—to me—worthy of photographing. These eggs and their broken shells tell me a beautiful, relatable story. They may be considered broken, may even seem useless, and they still have worth, beauty and purpose.
“Beware that you don't look down on any of these little ones. For I tell you that in heaven their angels are always in the presence of my heavenly Father."
-Matthew 18:10
As I took the photos that naturally turned into this photo project I tried to refrain from criticizing myself for not using my “real cameras” that take better quality photos and keep in mind that I can still make images with my phone. During this time, rather than having quality be my main goal, the main goal was survival and taking the healthy steps that could help me press on through the intense difficulties I face.
The “in the moment | collection 2” zine is now available in print for you to order. You can get your copy here: www.magcloud.com/browse/issue/2383037 AND I’m offering this zine for $5 off for the first 5 days—through 1/20/2023.
See some images of the zine + some of the personal impact this photo project has had for me: amandacreamerphotography.com/2023/01/15/photo-project-in-...
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This is one of many photos I’ve taken from the passenger seat as we spend at least 6 hours in the car on a weekly basis to drive twice each week to my neurofeedback appointments. This practice of seeing, appreciating and capturing my surroundings from the moving car can sometimes be very helpful for me. This image was captured on 2/14/2023.
If you’re interested in my work, one way you can support me is through ordering my zines or sharing them with others—links below. This helps me to be able to continue my practice of therapeutic photography and with out of pocket costs for neurofeedback therapy which is necessary in my recovery and healing process. Any support is greatly appreciated—thank you!
Clouds zine: www.magcloud.com/browse/issue/2289133
in the moment | collection 1: www.magcloud.com/browse/issue/2357266
in the moment | collection 2: www.magcloud.com/browse/issue/2383037
Moving Forward zine: www.magcloud.com/browse/issue/2406230
My zines “behind the scenes” blog posts: amandacreamerphotography.com/tag/zine/
This is too much to face on your own. You are not alone…we will get through this together.
[image created on 1-25-2024]
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As a way to cope with circumstances beyond my control, survive and work to keep fighting for life I decided to try to take at least one photo (or more) each day. I call this “a photo (or more) a day.” Practicing this form of therapeutic photography helps me work to focus on the present moment, gives me something familiar and enjoyable to focus on as I use photography skills that have become like second-nature to me and being able to view the images I capture helps me recall what I was thinking, feeling and noticing at the moment when I created the photos. More of the photos from this series can be seen on my Instagram account
I may not always have the energy, time or capacity to share photos from this series—especially with the very challenging circumstances my family and I are experiencing—and will do my best to continue taking a photo (or more) a day even if I’m not able to share.
If you would like to support my work and my family, one way you can do so is by ordering my zines:
Many thanks for your support.
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If you’re interested in my work, one way you can support me is through ordering my zines or sharing them with others—links below. This helps me to be able to continue my practice of therapeutic photography and with out of pocket costs for neurofeedback therapy which is necessary in my recovery and healing process. Any support is greatly appreciated—thank you!
Clouds zine: www.magcloud.com/browse/issue/2289133
in the moment | collection 1: www.magcloud.com/browse/issue/2357266
in the moment | collection 2: www.magcloud.com/browse/issue/2383037
Moving Forward zine: www.magcloud.com/browse/issue/2406230
My zines “behind the scenes” blog posts: amandacreamerphotography.com/tag/zine/