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we're babysitting our neighbor's cat, moo. he's so cute. the first night, i had a dream that he was sleeping on my chest, then i woke up to him getting off of me. after that, he got between me and ryan and slept for a bit. he started kissing me when he wanted me to get up, but there was no way i was getting up before my alarm clock, so he resorted to this jumping attack kind of thing where he would jump on me and jump off really fast. really cute, but still didn't work.
hard to get a cat to hold still for a photo and the lighting in our apartment is awful and dim, which means longer exposure...
Day 145
late...
12/15
If the elephants have past lives, yet are destined to always remember, it's no wonder how they scream, like you and I they must have some temper. And I am dreaming of them on the plains, dirtying up their beds, watching for some sign of rain to cool their hot heads. And how dare that you send me that card when I'm doing all I can do. You are forcing me to remember when all I want is to just forget you. If the tiger shall protect her young, then tell me how did you slip by? All my instincts have failed me for once, I must have somehow slept the whole night. And I am dreaming of them with their kill, tearing it all apart. Blood dripping from their lips and teeth sinking in too hard. And how dare that you say you will call when you know I need some piece of mind. If you had to take sides with the animals, won't you do it with one who is kind? Elephants-Rachel Yamagata
These lyrics hit me when I reallly listen to them. Basically, they're saying that if the elephants are forced to remember everything that has happened in the past, they'll always be upset and afraid or angry. Personally, I have never forgotten or let go of the events that have happened in the past and it's affected the way I live my life. I'm afraid to just forget, and I know if I do I'd be happy. But I'd rather live an unhappy life and remember what I had than live a happy life and forget you ever existed.
145 TYAN-SHAN 2002 [film 05] №34A Day05 (02.08.2002)
EOS 300 + EF 28-105 f3.5-4.5 II USM / Fuji Superia 200
Scanned > EOS 60D + EF100mm f/2.8L Macro IS USM + Negative Lab Pro + PS