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Taken by Jonathan Pui, PP by me.
Check my blog for my Japan trip: gunsydney.blogspot.com/
No en trec ben res d'enfadar-me. La impotència, però em fa sortir dels meus cabdals.
Per tant vaig a altres coses.
La vida cal viure-la dia sí i dia també, no cal convertir la quotidianitat en avorriment i repetició, sense posar-hi gens de sal-
Sé que de la gent que em mira hi ha un grup que no llegeix res del que escric, potser fan bé ja que només són disquisicions moltes vegades força personals. Els faig per pur egoisme. Escriure m'obliga a pensar una mica i posar en negre sobre blanc i per tant fins i tot penso, ara que no sempre de manera coherent i correcte.
Anant pels carrers del poble a vegades em venen idees com aquestes flors i en fer-les vaig tenir clar què i cóm les volia fer i presentar, segurament em vaig equivocar, però sabeu quan bé em van fer l'estona que vaig treballar-les sota l'arbust que les tenia i a petita lluita que vaig tenir amb el sol del migdia que les il·luminava de manera pràcticament ferotge. També m'ho vaig passar bé a casa acabant de fer-les al meu gust, res mirar com encara podia enfosquir més el fons però sense deixar-lo totalment fosc, això sí deixant allò que m'agrada i era blanc a primer pla ben visible.
En el fons per a mi fer alguna foto és posar-me juganer i jugar una estona encara que faci calor, si hi ha alguna activitat natural que em molesta és el vent, hi també en trobo.
Segurament no n'aprendre mai, peró haure fruit unes estones intentant aprendre i així poder d'estar viu i tenir ganes de fer alguna cosa de la meva vida,
Me gustan los aviones, me gustas TÚ ! ♫
Me gusta viajar, me gustas TÚ ! ♪
Me gusta la mañana, me gustas TÚ ! ♫
Me gusta el viento, me gustas TÚ ! ♪
Me gusta soñar, me gustas TÚ ! ♫
Me gusta la mar, me gustas TÚ ! ♪
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↕ Fotografía por: Nicolás García - www.flickr.com/photos/nikoreagd/
↕ Modelo y Edición: Yo
Al final he entendido que yo tuve la culpa. De todo.
Así que te pido perdón. Perdón si alguna vez, mientras llorabas, te sequé las lágrimas. Perdón si cada vez que me gritabas que me echabas de menos corría a tu lado dejándolo todo atrás. Perdóname si te dejé a solas cuando me gritabas “déjame en paz”.
Disculpa que te haya querido demasiado cuando tu no querías a nadie, o que te haya querido todavía más cuando me sonreías. Perdona que te cogiese la mano por las noches, perdona que te susurrase buenos días con un beso mudo. Siento haber reído tus gracias y haber llorado tus penas. Lo siento de veras, porque veo que te hice demasiado feliz, y entiendo que no querías eso.
Perdona que haya antepuesto siempre tus logros a mis logros, tus derrotas a las mías. Perdona que te haya querido más a ti que a mi, que haya soñado con tus sueños en vez de con los míos.
Perdoname, porque después de tus mil reproches a mis mil y un detalles he entendido demasiadas cosas. Porque ahora que me paro a leer, comprendo que esta carta está llena de disculpas a mí misma, por haber perdido el tiempo y por haber chocado una y otra vez contra una pared, que yo seguía confundiendo con un camino hacia miles de momentos que nunca llegaron a suceder. Por lo menos para mí, y lo que es para tí... ni siquiera les habrías prestado atención.
text and photo (c) marta.
(Camera settings)
Camera: FinePix HS20EXR (FUJIFILM)
Focal Length: 6 mm
ISO Speed: 3.6
Shutter Speed: 1/40
I painted a canvas in 2010 and have wanted to execute it but haven't had the time. I finally got the chance and this is what happened.
1 white bucket
1 black bucket
paint thinner
1 t-shirt
rusto white
rusto smoke grey
krylon pewter
ironlak black
mnt gold grey cant remember which one
1. I am sure you would find out much more about me looking through my photos than below. May be even something which i do not know...
2. I initially found this game really awkward and slightly silly even - we've done something similar at school. But then we were 10:-) But I am doing it because i respect and admire very much Nejire and Caroline who tagged me. Also you might notice above that the selfies are really not mine cup of tea - i would like to be a little princess with the curly hair, but that was all i could master:-) Again i feel i owe this one to Jone who was provoked to shoot herself with an empty bottle in her hands:-)
3. Ok biography:-) - i was born in the country which does not exist anymore as my fellow few million of people. Not difficult to guess where isn't it? All of it was slightly surreal and absurd. For example in my case i ended up holding Russian nationality when my mum, brother and the rest are Ukrainians... So it was in those days.
4. I am happily (at least i think so;-)))) married to an Englishmen with an Italian name. All of it is confusing even to our 18 months son. Those two are the best thing in my life and i adore them wholeheartedly. Actually for me the world has changed completely with the birth of my son. Everyone is saying so but i believe it is difficult to convey the meaning of it until you there...
5.I am a Master of economics and qualified accountant - make your own conclusions:-). But i am not that good in numbers crunching and try to delegate it as soon as i can. Evidently i like to shoot picture instead:-)
6. My favorite cities are St, Petersburg, Barcelona and Istanbul. Each of them has got lots of personal meaning to me. St Petersburg - i was living there since 17 and until i moved to the UK. Huge part of my life and i am still completely in love with it. Two others - too long stories to tell, but they are magical and unforgettable. London is more than favorite - it is the place where i live now and do not want to leave. It is the air i breath.
7. I am absolutely mad about books. I love bookshops, reading and buying them as well. I was once shocked to find out that at average you can read around 52 books in a year- one a week. That means i will need to speed up with my library:-)
8. My favorite writer now is Leo Tolstoy. I used to prefer Dostoevski to him a few years ago. This year i reread Karenina and still amazed how different experience it was compared when i read it first when i was 17. In general i almost never read the book twice.
9. I love poetry very much. This is my favorite genre. Initially I started to learn foreign languages to be able to understand verses. I think together with the visual arts they would form the future as people have less and less time to read... Though jolly good novel is like a little life on its own...
10. I used to work for Warner Bros. and have been to the studio, junkets and different sets such as Friends and Harry Porter. The last is actually much more interesting than any of the movies. Though i ve seen only half of a single one.. I would never like to be an actor - very difficult job!
11. I traveled a lot with the job - different places - Japan, Chile, Korea or the Midlands - glamorous city of Birmingham! ;-) It is easier to say where i have not been... That is how i started to take photos.
11. I spent 6 weeks in Barcelona on a Spanish course. It was quite a few years ago. But i still have fantastic memories about this place and experience. I even do not want to revisit it sofar. And my Spanish is absolutely rudimentary, but i like this lingo very much. Actually my English is not far from rudimentary as well:-)
12. I like history, especially Byzantine Empire and Black Sea region. As you noticed i like Turkey and its people.
13. I left Flickr totally for a about a year. Then when i came back and changed completely my style. i was amazed that there were people who remembered me and gave me warm welcome. Especially Raluca, Christiane, Isabelle and Petra.
14. I like long walks. In London i prefer East to West. I spent the first 6 months of my UK life at Chelsea and it was enough. Though i love West End for the theaters and shopping. But East End is much more charismatic for shooting.
15. Recently i shoot only Canon 50 mm f1.4 prime lenses and i believe i can do without anything else for quite a long time. I was shooting before May this year only by P&S camera and still use it occasionally.
16. I always dream to shoot more in monochrome like big pros and end up with colour:-(
Uff - as a summary pls do not ask me to tell about myself because i am a bore:-))
If someone is still reading, thank you for being here with me and Happy forthcoming New Year!!
Jelly Roll - Save Me (New Unreleased Video)
www.youtube.com/watch?v=FxFNprPOdss&list=RDEM4QJQj3J8...
FROGMOOR BALLROOM
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One, two, three
Somebody save me, me from myself
I've spent so long living in Hell
They say my lifestyle is bad for my health
It's the only thing that seems to help
All of this drinkin' and smokin' is hopeless
But feel like it's all that I need
Somethin' inside of me's broken
I hold on to anything that sets me free
I'm a lost cause
Baby, don't waste your time on me
I'm so damaged beyond repair
Life has shattered my hopes and my dreams
I'm a lost cause
Baby, don't waste your time on me
I'm so damaged beyond repair
Life has shattered my hopes and my dreams
What if the night sky was missin' the moon?
There were no shootin' stars to use wishin' on you
And all of my sorrows, I'd just wash them down
It's the only peace, I've ever found
All of this drinkin' and smokin' is hopeless
But feel like it's all that I need
Somethin' inside of me's broken
I hold on to anything that sets me free
I'm a lost cause
Baby, don't waste your time on me
I'm so damaged beyond repair
Life has shattered my hopes and my dreams
I'm a lost cause
Baby, don't waste your time on me
I'm so damaged beyond repair
Life has shattered my hopes and my dreams
My 16-year old niece Bianca and me in the back of my sister's car the other day. Another shot with my wide-angle lens which seems to blast the background with a white-wash, but oh well. I like Bianca's curious expression in this, and her "keep your laws off my body" button.
Yesterday my daughter and I meet up with a long time friend after the Buffalo Bill day parade at the local park where tents was set with buy me stuff & of course bands played all day starting after the parade.
2011 mit der alten EOS 40D und einem EF70-200 f/4. Die zuverlässigste Kamera die ich je hatte. Sie hat den Nordatlantik, die Regengüsse Skandinaviens und den Staub der Sahara überstanden. Heute leihe ich sie regelmäßig an potentiellen "Photographen-Nachwuchs" aus.
I'm going to be more off than on for a while but I'll try to stop by and check out your new postings when ever I need a break!! Have a fantastic time everybody!!
Below is the reason why I'm gone for a while ;-)