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The Epic Of Sadness...

 

 

Your love taught me to grieve

and I have been in need, for centuries

a woman to make me grieve

for a woman, to cry upon her arms

like a sparrow

for a woman to gather my pieces

like shards of broken crystal

 

Your love has taught me, my lady, the worst habits

it has taught me to read my coffee cups

thousands of times a night

to experiment with alchemy,

to visit fortune tellers

 

It has taught me to leave my house

to comb the sidewalks

and search your face in raindrops

and in car lights

and to peruse your clothes

in the clothes of unknowns

and to search for your image

even…..even…..

even in the posters of advertisements

your love has taught me

to wander around, for hours

searching for a gypsies hair

that all gypsies women will envy

searching for a face, for a voice

which is all the faces and all the voices…

 

Your love entered me…my lady

into the cities of sadness

and I before you, never entered

the cities of sadness

I did not know…

that tears are the person

that a person without sadness

is only a shadow of a person…

 

Your love taught me

to behave like a boy

to draw your face with chalk

upon the wall

upon the sails of fishermen's boats

on the Church bells, on the crucifixes,

your love taught me, how love,

changes the map of time…

Your love taught me, that when I love

the earth stops revolving,

Your love taught me things

that were never accounted for

So I read children's fairytales

I entered the castles of Jennies

and I dreamt that she would marry me

the Sultan's daughter

those eyes..

clearer than the water of a lagoon

those lips…

more desirable than the flower of pomegranates

and I dreamt that I would kidnap her like a knight and I dreamt that I would give

her necklaces of pearl and coral

Your love taught me, my lady,

what is insanity

it taught me…how life may pass

without the Sultan's daughter arriving

 

by Nazir Qabbani

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Uploaded on September 25, 2021
Taken on July 4, 2020