yusuf_alioglu
A Lost Life
A Lost Life
My Interplanetary Memories
Interplanetary Travel
I think I'll be 38 in a few days. I stopped following the time zone in the world a long time ago. In the universe I am in, the time zone on earth has no meaning. Well, the concept of time, even when I was in the world, had no meaning for me lately. I found myself in an increasingly meaningless life. I was looking for a way out of this situation. That's why I accepted this space travel. To get away from the world, that is, my life.
Was I wasting the time I couldn't spend on earth in this huge darkness called space? What would I be doing right now if I stayed on Earth? Would I be sitting in a corner at home, waiting for the end to come? Or would I build a new life for myself and start feeling love again? Would I lay my head on the pillow every night by keeping my eyes on the woman I fell in love with and feeling her in my heart? Every morning when I woke up, would I watch my lover in his peaceful and quiet sleep until daybreak? Or would I live in my dream world as I do away from the world? I think this obscurity will one day be the end of me.
This space travel was a process where I lost not only my time but also myself. Maybe the only way I could hold on to life was through this interplanetary space travel. Because I cannot turn back time, I will never find an answer to these unknowns.
I think I need some courage and confidence.
Camera: Canon EOS Kiss X7i
Photograph by Yusuf Alioglu
Location: Outer space (space)
A Lost Life
A Lost Life
My Interplanetary Memories
Interplanetary Travel
I think I'll be 38 in a few days. I stopped following the time zone in the world a long time ago. In the universe I am in, the time zone on earth has no meaning. Well, the concept of time, even when I was in the world, had no meaning for me lately. I found myself in an increasingly meaningless life. I was looking for a way out of this situation. That's why I accepted this space travel. To get away from the world, that is, my life.
Was I wasting the time I couldn't spend on earth in this huge darkness called space? What would I be doing right now if I stayed on Earth? Would I be sitting in a corner at home, waiting for the end to come? Or would I build a new life for myself and start feeling love again? Would I lay my head on the pillow every night by keeping my eyes on the woman I fell in love with and feeling her in my heart? Every morning when I woke up, would I watch my lover in his peaceful and quiet sleep until daybreak? Or would I live in my dream world as I do away from the world? I think this obscurity will one day be the end of me.
This space travel was a process where I lost not only my time but also myself. Maybe the only way I could hold on to life was through this interplanetary space travel. Because I cannot turn back time, I will never find an answer to these unknowns.
I think I need some courage and confidence.
Camera: Canon EOS Kiss X7i
Photograph by Yusuf Alioglu
Location: Outer space (space)