yusuf_alioglu
A Sea of Clouds
A Sea of Clouds
My Interplanetary Memories
Interplanetary Travel
A sea of white clouds was in front of me that day. While my eyes were watching this unique view, my mind started to remember the past. This was the first time my mind took me back to my past. And what caused this was the unique white color of the clouds standing in front of me. The white color reminded me of my lover. In front of this sea of white clouds, the only thing that came to my mind was that white skin of my lover. A smile formed on my face when I remembered my girlfriend's beautiful skin. I went back to those years when I fell in love. And I started to remember more. I remembered my girlfriend's smile, her hair, the beautiful tone of her voice, and the scent of her skin that I admired. My mind was like taking me back in time. At first, this made me happy. It was good for me to remember the past, those good memories. It made me forget my loneliness a little bit. However, after a while, this situation began to cause fractures in my soul. My longing has increased. I couldn't help but think about my past. I began to question myself and my space travel. I even thought of ending my space travel many times. Why was I thinking all this? My past was taking over me. I was starting to get stuck in my past. When I end my space travel and return to planet Earth, nothing will ever be the same as in the past. My friends, my lover, my family... None of them existed anymore. I would be even more alone in the world. A greater solitude awaited me there. But I still couldn't help but think. Could I start all over again when I returned to Earth? Could I make friends again? Could I fall in love again? These were the questions that gave me hope. The hope I need to be able to come back to life was hidden in the answers I would give to these questions. However, I never gave an answer to these questions. I continued my journey through dark space. I was now farther from Earth and almost irreversible. Maybe this was the right place for me. Depths of space. Still, I couldn't help but think about my past. Even though I was so far from the world, the good memories of the past continued to occupy my mind. Remembering those beautiful memories I had on planet Earth made me happy in this huge vacuum of space. As time progressed, this put me in my current mood. My mind was starting to confuse reality with fantasy. My dreams were traveling with me in dark space. And this situation became unstoppable for me. This space travel has now turned into a mind war for me. It's a war where I try to separate my real and imaginary worlds. And I was alone in this war.
Camera: Canon EOS Kiss X7i
Photograph by Yusuf Alioglu
Location: Outer space (space)
A Sea of Clouds
A Sea of Clouds
My Interplanetary Memories
Interplanetary Travel
A sea of white clouds was in front of me that day. While my eyes were watching this unique view, my mind started to remember the past. This was the first time my mind took me back to my past. And what caused this was the unique white color of the clouds standing in front of me. The white color reminded me of my lover. In front of this sea of white clouds, the only thing that came to my mind was that white skin of my lover. A smile formed on my face when I remembered my girlfriend's beautiful skin. I went back to those years when I fell in love. And I started to remember more. I remembered my girlfriend's smile, her hair, the beautiful tone of her voice, and the scent of her skin that I admired. My mind was like taking me back in time. At first, this made me happy. It was good for me to remember the past, those good memories. It made me forget my loneliness a little bit. However, after a while, this situation began to cause fractures in my soul. My longing has increased. I couldn't help but think about my past. I began to question myself and my space travel. I even thought of ending my space travel many times. Why was I thinking all this? My past was taking over me. I was starting to get stuck in my past. When I end my space travel and return to planet Earth, nothing will ever be the same as in the past. My friends, my lover, my family... None of them existed anymore. I would be even more alone in the world. A greater solitude awaited me there. But I still couldn't help but think. Could I start all over again when I returned to Earth? Could I make friends again? Could I fall in love again? These were the questions that gave me hope. The hope I need to be able to come back to life was hidden in the answers I would give to these questions. However, I never gave an answer to these questions. I continued my journey through dark space. I was now farther from Earth and almost irreversible. Maybe this was the right place for me. Depths of space. Still, I couldn't help but think about my past. Even though I was so far from the world, the good memories of the past continued to occupy my mind. Remembering those beautiful memories I had on planet Earth made me happy in this huge vacuum of space. As time progressed, this put me in my current mood. My mind was starting to confuse reality with fantasy. My dreams were traveling with me in dark space. And this situation became unstoppable for me. This space travel has now turned into a mind war for me. It's a war where I try to separate my real and imaginary worlds. And I was alone in this war.
Camera: Canon EOS Kiss X7i
Photograph by Yusuf Alioglu
Location: Outer space (space)