Tiny Alice
Life is beautiful
Just open your eyes
Just open your eyes
And see that life is beautiful.
Will you swear on your life,
That no one will cry at my funeral?
- SIXX:A.M.
Emotional roller coaster. That should be my slogan for June. There are some aspects of my life that is wonderful and amazing.. then there's others that are beginning to chill me to my core. I'm finding that my family is falling apart. Everything that I thought I knew is no longer true. People who I thought were there for me are starting to leave. The emotions that come along with the abandonment of a person who carries the same blood is beyond damaging. I sit here, alone, severed from the people who are supposed to be my closest relations. I have become so numb to everything, to everyone. I can not, want not, reignite relationships that have been so damaging, so crippling to my emotional soul. There are some bonds that cannot survive the meddling and false accusations of a third party, but once the choice has been made to relinquish decades of close bonds, the damage has begun and there's no turning back.
Today I mourn the death of my family.
Life is beautiful
Just open your eyes
Just open your eyes
And see that life is beautiful.
Will you swear on your life,
That no one will cry at my funeral?
- SIXX:A.M.
Emotional roller coaster. That should be my slogan for June. There are some aspects of my life that is wonderful and amazing.. then there's others that are beginning to chill me to my core. I'm finding that my family is falling apart. Everything that I thought I knew is no longer true. People who I thought were there for me are starting to leave. The emotions that come along with the abandonment of a person who carries the same blood is beyond damaging. I sit here, alone, severed from the people who are supposed to be my closest relations. I have become so numb to everything, to everyone. I can not, want not, reignite relationships that have been so damaging, so crippling to my emotional soul. There are some bonds that cannot survive the meddling and false accusations of a third party, but once the choice has been made to relinquish decades of close bonds, the damage has begun and there's no turning back.
Today I mourn the death of my family.