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This summer has been different, not for the weather, but because I've had it hard to get inspired and to work on my blogging, I felt quieter and less social too...
Somehow the idea of moving back to Spain to be close to my family and friends had been lingering in my head since New Year, and a couple of weeks ago I just got that feeling.... I got to go!
Often can take me ages to decide or choose between options, and I overthink everything! yes everything! lol . But once I make a decision, I need to make it happen and go for it!
After 8 years in London to move back to the Canaries, will be a huge change! organize it all, the packing, paperwork, etc... my God, it's so exhausting!!
I'm glad that back home the summer feeling extends to September and sometimes October, so even if I'll get there in mid-August I will still get to enjoy beach days, and lazy afternoons outdoors.
Since the start of the month, I wanted to put together a picture using all that summer festival style releases, it was becoming so big, and me always tired with work, the move, and the heatwave, I decided to keep it smaller and simpler or I would never finish it! I hope that after the move, once I'm settled I will be able to create more elaborated posts <3
All the credits in my blog HERE <3
www.youtube.com/watch?v=-VWiLyUET08
Avoiding this disaster
Seemed impossible
My heart is beating faster
Fast as it can go
'Cause I'm overthinking every word
That was never said or heard
Happy ever after?
I don't think so
I'm in love with someone who doesn't know I exist
I stare from afar in my hand-broken heart while I play pretend
I'm in love with someone who doesn't know I exist
And it's you, yes, it's true, you don't even know it, I can't ever win
Am I invisible?
Should I let it go?
Would you ever know?
Am I just another crazy laying on the low?
Am I invisible?
Will you ever see what you do to me?
Breaking hearts in the dark so easily
Am I invisible?
Tangled up and tongue-tied
What have I become?
Always got you on my mind
Got me feeling dumb
And I'm tripping over my own feet
And I'm mad you got the best of me
Falling for you slowly
From a distance
I'm in love with someone who doesn't know I exist
I stare from afar in my hand-broken heart while I play pretend
I'm in love with someone who doesn't know I exist
And it's you, yes, it's true, you don't even know it, I can't ever win
Am I invisible?
Should I let it go? Would you ever know?
Am I just another crazy laying on the low?
Am I invisible?
Will you ever see what you do to me?
Breaking hearts in the dark so easily
Am I invisible?
(Am I invisible?)
(Am I invisible?)
I'm in love with someone who doesn't know I exist
And it's you, yes, it's true, you don't even know it, I can't ever win
Am I invisible?
Should I let it go? Would you ever know?
Am I just another crazy laying on the low?
Am I invisible?
Will you ever see what you do to me?
Breaking hearts in the dark so easily
Am I invisible?
Flit is on the lookout for a cloning agency, things have really picked up since she watched 44th Avenue explode and could use an extra hand balancing work, play, and you know... that pesky trying to save the world thing. If you want something done right, you should do it yourself? (or get a clone or two?).
The media had chalked the fires up to bad wiring, but word on the street says different...
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CYBER FAIR by Access | Sept 1-26th, 2021
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You read me fairy tales
'Till I was terrified to sleep
But in the morning they would disappear
Just like my dreams
You told me not to worry
'Bout make believe
Nothing's gonna hurt you
Here with me
But I was just a child, now I'm
Not scared of giants
They're only monsters in my head
I'm not fighting pirates
I know that there ain't no treasures left
Just a whole damn world
And it's a fucking mess
Should be starting a riot
But I'm too depressed
After school I'd wait
And hope that you'd be coming soon
If you were late I was afraid
In case the boogie man was true
You told me not to worry
'Bout make believe
He will never hurt you
Here with me
But I was just a child, now I'm
Not scared of giants
They're only monsters in my head
I'm not fighting pirates
I know that there ain't no treasures left
Just a whole damn world
And it's a fucking mess
Should be starting a riot
But I'm too depressed
I'm so dislocated
I'd so love to hate it
Too much overthinking
All my spirits sinking
'Not Scared Of Giants' ~Kovacs~
The clock it taunts me
Tells me I should be
30000 feet in the air but I'm only six feet
Still drowning in the thought
I'll never be enough
Looking at myself and thinking he doesn't deserve your love
I can't escape the feeling
I'm not human, it's just a subliminal act
I think I'm losing my mind
Working overtime
'Til my heartbeat stops on a dime
I think I saw a ghost
Staring back at me through the mirror
They're reaching through my soul
As I dissociate the feeling of feeling again
Nostalgic memories of my past haunt me at night
While nightmares of my future possess my mind
I'm staring at these walls I
Think I might go insane
How can I feel something
When nothings felt the same?
I guess it's wishful thinking
That I could live a life
Without the torment of my demons and their knives
I think I saw a ghost
Staring back at me through the mirror
They're reaching through my soul
As I dissociate the feeling of feeling again
I'm overthinking my whole life
'Til the point I feel numb inside
But I'm still an emotional softie
Can't handle it when I cry
I get overwhelmed with emotions
Feels like I'm lost with motion
I'll live my life in la vie en noir
Dansant avec les morts
I think I saw a ghost
Staring back at me through the mirror
Don't recognize myself
As I dissociate the feeling of feeling again
Uh na-na-na-na
Uh na-na-na-na
Uh na-na-na-na-la-ta-da
Wild and running
Fearlessness is
Burning bright
We knew nothing
'Cause out of sight is
Out of mind
Before we ever learned the fear of being bold
Before we ever were afraid of the unknown
When the lights go up
I don't think I told you
I don't think I told you
That I feel out of place
Pull me underground
Don't know if you notice
Sometimes I close my eyes
And dream I'm somewhere else
Anywhere away from here
Anywhere away from here
Anywhere away from here
We sold our souls and
We lost control with
More doubt than hope
Glass half empty
And discontented
From growing old
Through all the failed attempts at trying to belong
I overthink the obvious when I'm alone
But when the lights go up
I don't think I told you
I don't think I told you
That I feel out of place
So pull me underground
Don't know if you notice
Sometimes I close my eyes
And dream of somewhere else
Anywhere away from here
Anywhere away from here
Anywhere away from here
Oh, when I close my eyes
Oh, when I close my eyes
I wish I could disappear
When the lights go up
I don't think I told you
I don't think I told you
That I feel out of place
Pull me underground
Don't know if you notice
Sometimes I close my eyes
And dream of somewhere else
Anywhere away from here
Anywhere away from here
Anywhere away from here
First off, thank you SO much Ambr Rothschild! She took this photo of me at Sunny's Studio and I absolutely love it! This makes her the first photographer I've met up and shot with, and I absolutely love the shots she took. It was hard choosing which one to since they all look good, but at some point I had to just go with one! I can't wait to shoot with her again, and again, because she's totally awesome and instead of overthinking the entire thing just met up with me, let me play barbie dress up for a couple hours, and came out with beautiful results! Meeting her was too much fun, and I think we'll have to create a lot more art together before we're done!
So on that note, Sunny's Studio is pretty damn awesome and I never knew it existed until Ambr took me there. Definitely going to make my life a little easier when I have a shot I want, but not a location in mind, or want to shoot something and can't handle loading a huge sim. Ambr also convinced me to give Black Dragon another chance, and she was right about that too because the photos come so beautiful on it. I still plan on using Firestorm when I'm not shooting since for the most part it usually won't crash my system, but Black Dragon seems more "Complete" then Kirsten's viewer.
So in addition to that, I had a fun weekend. Went on a desert trip with my fam, visited some tiny town nobody goes to, ate some terrible desert food which is usual for desert restaurants, met some great people and had conversations with them, visited 3 museums, two of them revolving around Borax, visited the largest Borax mine in the world, and had an overall great time.
Oh and if you can't tell by the outfit, I'm totally coming to vaporize all of you! I cleaned it first with the borax I brought back from the trip. Tremble before me!
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Life is about hate replaced by love, about accepting what comes our way
and about looking back and smiling.
🎶 Sometimes I think I overthink
And I start to feel anxiety
There were times I couldn't even breathe
But you never once abandoned me 🎶
My friends, they wanna take me to the movies
I tell 'em to fuck off, I'm holding hands with my depression
And right when I think I've overcome it
Anxiety starts kicking in to teach that shit a lesson
Oh, I try my best just to be social
I make all these plans with friends and hope they call and cancel
Then I overthink about the things I'm missing
Now I'm wishing I was with 'em
Feel like I'm always apologizing for feeling
Like I'm out of my mind when I'm doing just fine
And my exes all say that I'm hard to deal with
And I admit it, yeah
But all my friends, they don't know what it's like, what it's like
They don't understand why I can't sleep through the night
I've been told that I could take something to fix it
Damn, I wish it, I wish it was that simple, ah
All my friends they don't know what it's like, what it's like
[Selena Gomez:]
Always wanted to be one of those people in the room
That says something and everyone puts their hand up
Like, "If you're sad put your hand up
If you hate someone, put your hand up
If you're scared, put your hand up"
Feel like I'm always apologizing for feeling
Like I'm out of my mind when I'm doing just fine
And my exes all say that I'm hard to deal with
And I admit, it's true
But all my friends, they don't know what it's like, what it's like
They don't understand why I can't sleep through the night
And I thought that I could take something to fix it
Damn, I wish it, I wish it was that simple, ah
All my friends they don't know what it's like, what it's like
[Julia Michaels & Selena Gomez:]
I got all these thoughts, running through my mind
All the damn time and I can't seem to shut it off
I think I'm doing fine most of the time
I think that I'm alright, but I can't seem to shut it off
I got all these thoughts, running through my mind
All the damn time and I can't seem to shut it off
I think I'm doing fine most of the time
I say that I'm alright, but I can't seem to shut it off
Shut it, shut it, yeah
But all my friends, they don't know what it's like, what it's like
They don't understand why I can't sleep through the night
I've been told that I could take something to fix it
Damn, I wish it, I wish it was that simple, ah
All my friends they don't know what it's like, what it's like
Li-i-i-i-ike
What it's like, what it's like
Hmm...
What it's like
I love this song
Locked in my head
Can't find the strength to get out of bed
'Cause these days I've been washed out, washed out
I'm running from myself
Losing focus I've been washed out, washed out
Yeah, I've been going through hell
I'm so done with all these sleepless nights
I got all these demons in my mind
And they're haunting me until I overdose
Let me go
Need to get out of this burning cage
Wanna find the key and run away
'Cause I'm over-overthinking
This photo I did because I have been in a relationship like this with secret and lies.
One min its the I love yous... and then the next stop being stupid..
Then you think everything is fine and happy... But then you come to find out the person is talking to someone else... You are begging and screaming to get them to notice you more and more... But all they are doing is talking shit behind your back....
Your Crazy.... Your overthinking... I hate you... I don't care if you leave.... no one will ever love you... You will have to tell everyone we are not together anymore... they will put it all on you and make you look like the crazy one...
Don't let someone treat you like this... Because you the strong one.... and you can say FUCK YOU...
This Photo is for Kim Lockheart
Because she is in a very toxic relationship.
Avery Anna - Narcissist
www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZAETfO9a8cw
Out of touch with my feelings
I can't help it if I'm happy or sad
Today I cried for no reason
Made me feel like a psychopath
I should hate you 'cause I love you
You should hate yourself for treating me like that
We both know you only love you
Did you know they have a name for that?
You say that I'm crazy
You say that you're sorry
Won't happen again
You say I'm dramatic
I'm overreacting
And maybe I am
And I know you'll get over me
But can you get over yourself?
Before you go and love somebody else
You should probably get some help
My parents don't like you
Why would they want to?
After they found me crying on the bathroom floor
I don't even like me anymore
'Cause you say that I'm crazy
You say that you're sorry
Won't happen again
You say I'm dramatic
I'm overreacting
And maybe I am
And I know you'll get over me
But can you get over yourself?
Before you go and love somebody else
You should probably get some help
You lose your voice when you yell too much
Don't say you love me until you mess up
Phone calls past twelve o'clock, wanting me back
Don't you know that they got a name for that?
You say that I'm crazy
You say that you're sorry
Won't happen again
You say I'm dramatic
I'm overreacting
And maybe I am
And I know you'll get over me
But can you get over yourself?
Before you go and love somebody else
You should probably get some help
It's been lonely, trying to get your attention from a thousand miles away
And you know me, always overthinking the worst possibilities
Yeah, we both know, in between you and me, there's an ocean
Castaway in a sea and it's frozen
I'm exposed, can't you see, all I need is a little warmth
Without your arms around me
Without you on my skin
Without you on my body, I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I don't mean to be desperate, or pretend that I'm not torn
But I don't want to let go of the things that keep me warm
Without you I'm just cold...
Broken all the pieces I've been shaping lately
Focused on the things that didn't make no sense
Guess that growing up was never meant to be easy
Yeah, I got used to doing everything sideways
Didn't really care about how everyone felt
Hiding my emotions down in different ashtrays
Oh, but what is lost ain't gone
No, you can't just let go
'Cause it's a part of you that will make you strong
Embrace your flaws
I'm not gonna fight back what I've become
Yeah, I've got bruises where I came from
But I wouldn't change if I could restart
I ain't gonna hide these beautiful scars
I've been going way too hard on myself
Guess that it's the reason that I'm feeling like hell
But I wouldn't change if I could restart
I ain't gonna hide these beautiful scars
I went down a road that only got me nowhere
I've seen every corner, every inch of this place
Being all alone it really got me thinking
Maybe overthinking
That what is lost ain't gone
No, you can't just let go
'Cause it's a part of you that will make you strong
Embrace your flaws
Hide these beautiful scars...
“Sometimes I sits and thinks, and sometimes I just sits...”
― A.A. Milne
maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Rayne%20and%20PetitChat/11...
How you got me acting this way
Burning the candle from both sides
You’re giving me quite the reputation
Oh you got me stepping out of line
But baby without you
I can’t feel the heat of the night ♥
Just a random snap - and a big time mood.
You give me butterflies
Heartbeat
I know you're nervous in the same room
Eyes meet
Nobody else should know what we do
I feel your eyes
Run down my spine
Just say you're mine
You give me butterflies
You give me butterflies
Too close
No one but you me and God knows
Our souls
Are getting farther from our God's throne
I feel your eyes
Run down my spine
Just say you're mine
You give me butterflies
You give me butterflies
Tell me that we're more than just this overthinking stolen glances
Kiss me like no one else exists
You give me butterflies
You give me butterflies
You give me butterflies
Halsey & Amy Lee
www.youtube.com/watch?v=gXcLuhXj4LU&list=RD4bvQHrMnxU...
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Boyeeghter Bay Cave, Melmore Head, Rosguill Peninsula, County Donegal, Ireland
Once again Ive found myself standing in a dark cave staring outwards onto magnificent light. Caves are not the boring, dark & scary places most folk believe they are. Cave walls hold so many various colours & textures that have been slowly enriching over millions of years!
Caves may be symbolic places to many people. In times of terrible storm they are certainly a great place of shelter. Sometimes after all of life's stresses its good to vision yourself leaving the cave & walking onto a perfect beach :) Admittedly I may overthink my images at times, but I believe its much better than underthinking….
Hope you enjoy! Please Favourite & Follow to view my newest upcoming works, Thank you
Sia
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The pattern on each sphere looks like a piece of tartan and I can hear chatter. Like the Scots have shown up for the concert. Maybe I'm overthinking it? :)
This exhibit is hosted by the Rockaway Artist's Alliance at Ft. Tilden, Rockaway, Gateway National Recreation Area.
Sia
www.youtube.com/watch?v=4NhKWZpkw1Q&list=RDt1x8DMfbYN...
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When you’re half asleep
Caught up in your dreams
Overthinking things
I hope that you’ll think of me
And what could’ve been
Now we’re nothing
Tell you something
Baby you’re dead to me
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Broken all the pieces I've been shaping lately
Focused on the things that didn't make no sense
Guess that growing up was never meant to be easy
Yeah, I got used to doing everything sideways
Didn't really care about how everyone felt
Hiding my emotions down in different ashtrays
Oh, but what is lost ain't gone
No, you can't just let go
'Cause it's a part of you that will make you strong
Embrace your flaws
I'm not gonna fight back what I've become
Yeah, I've got bruises where I came from
But I wouldn't change if I could restart
I ain't gonna hide these beautiful scars
I've been going way too hard on myself
Guess that it's the reason that I'm feeling like hell
But I wouldn't change if I could restart
I ain't gonna hide these beautiful scars
I went down a road that only got me nowhere
I've seen every corner, every inch of this place
Being all alone it really got me thinking
Maybe overthinking
That what is lost ain't gone
No, you can't just let go
'Cause it's a part of you that will make you strong
Embrace your flaws
I'm not gonna fight back what I've become
Yeah, I've got bruises where I came from
But I wouldn't change if I could restart
I ain't gonna hide these beautiful scars
I've been going way too hard on myself
Guess that it's the reason that I'm feeling like hell
But I wouldn't change if I could restart
I ain't gonna hide these beautiful scars
Hide these beautiful scars
Hide these beautiful scars
I'm not gonna fight back what I've become
Yeah, I've got bruises where I came from
But I wouldn't change if I could restart
I ain't gonna hide these beautiful scars
I've been going way too hard on myself
Guess that it's the reason that I'm feeling like hell
But I wouldn't change if I could restart
I ain't gonna hide these beautiful scars
Hide these
I ain't gonna hide these
Hide these
Hide these beautiful scars
No