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I am not okay
I'm barely getting by
I'm losing track of days
And losing sleep at night
I am not okay
I'm hanging on the rails
So if I say I'm fine
Just know I learned to hide it well
I know I can't be the only one
Who's holding on for dear life
But God knows, I know
When it's all said and done
I'm not okay
But it's all gonna be alright
It's not okay
But we're all gonna be alright
I woke up today
I almost stayed in bed
Had the devil on my back
And voices in my head
Some days, it ain't all bad
Some days, it all gets worse
Some days, I swear I'm better off
Layin' in that dirt
I know I can't be the only one
Who's holding on for dear life
But God knows, I know
When it's all said and done
I'm not okay
But it's all gonna be alright
It's not okay
But we're all gonna be alright
I'm scared to let people know that I'm not always okay.
there's a whole bunch taken for this series today but i'll just upload a few of my favorite ones for now. i usually don't upload more than one photo a day on flickr, but i can't just pick one so i'll break that rule ha
Bueno, si quieres honestidad, solo lo tienes que pedir.
Nunca quise dejarte de lado, pero creo que es la mejor manera.
Por todas esas miradas sucias, por todas las fotos que tu novio tomó, ¿Te acuerdas cuando te rompiste la pierna saltando desde el cuarto piso?
No estoy bien. Me fastidias.
Que tengo que hacer para que te des cuenta de que mi vida no es lo que parece?
Te lo he dicho una y otra vez, te he cantado las palabras, y sigues sin saber que dicen.
No estoy bien. Me fastidias.
Olvidate de las miradas sucias, de las fotos que tu novio tomó, me dijiste que era capaz de leerme como un libro, pero mis paginas están arañadas y arrugadas.
Estoy bien.
Estoy bien ahora.
Pero la verdad no necesitas escucharme.
Porque te estoy diciendo la verdad.
Enserio, estoy bien.
Creéme.
No estoy bien.
Bueno no estoy bien.
No estoy jodidamente bien.
No estoy bien.
Bien.
Once happily surrounded by a loving family and friends, Pearlanne fell onto hard times both mentally and financially. Find someone from her past and mention her name now? Everyone would say "Pearlanne? What a peach."
Best. Valentine's. Day. Ever. We went to dinner and then we went on a walk and he gave me a necklace. Then we went back to my house and watched the office and kissed alot and im so goddamn happy right now oh my god. ~Kay #love #lovequotes #lifequotes #ed #mia #ana #missyou #needyou #loveyou #depressedquotes #sadquotes #mentaldisorder #wantyou #landofthebrokenhearts #beauty #sad#secretsociety #secretsociety123 #depression #cutting #selfharmmm #helpme #notokay #iloveyou #trying #recovery #crying #lifesucks #anxiety #suicide - x.x.recovery.x.x
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2008.1001.0710 Pacific time
Okay? Okay. No. Not okay.
This was literally a last minute idea LOL. It went a little like this: okay okay okay -writes not okay- not okay not okay not okay (shirt in the way) -shirt off- not okay not okay not okay (parents' footsteps) hurry hurry hurry snap snap snap -shirt on-. It was intense. :)
Today was amazing. I learned how to play LoL (sort of) xD. Now I can nerd it up with my guy pals. (Y) I ate a whole lot of beef today, then burned off maybe a quarter or a third of it by playing Kinect for nearly 2 hours. And then I watched and listened to a total nerdfest. And watched Pokemon. Amazing eh?
I think my skin looks cool in this photograph. I really like it. I can't stop putting my hand into the "ok" sign now. It's really weird. And since I wrote "not ok" on it, it's been feeling really heavy...
With the eerie feeling I was being watched, I saw this little fella, despite fairly good camouflage, during some of his quick maneuvering on a tree at our restaurant in Chiang Mai. I believe him to be a Tree-Spirit Bent Toed Gecko (Cyrtodactylus Rukhadeva) but any herpetologist is free to correct. This is not a picture of a tree…
you believe it? You almost died. Your mom and brother go home and you're wheeled to the psychiatric floor You have your own room, bed, window, tv, and a bathroom. Pretty simple. You feel trapped The food has no flavor. It just reminds you of the taste of all those pills. You feel crazy, you feel insane. Four days later you're released You go to school the next day Your best friends comes running up crying, and they hug you. You know that they know Soon you have ten people surrounded, hugging you. They care. Your mom cares. Your teachers care. Can you believe you almost died? Things start to get easier and less stressful. You soon start recovery and you made it out alive. You did it. You made it. Stay strong. - - - - #depression #depressed #sad #scared #lost #lovesucks #hopeless #helpme #heartbroken #needsomeonetotalkto #noonecares #needyou #notokay #thin #ignored #insecure #anorexia #feelalone #LifeQuotes #crying #bymyself - lovemelikeyousaidyoudid
bye just bye this world sucks love sucks i hate my life im shaking i feel like i might throw up im figiting like crazy i cant stay still i hate everything if i dont ever post again, dont you think twice about it i love you all - - - - #depression #depressed #sad #scared #lost #lovesucks #hopeless #helpme #heartbroken #needsomeonetotalkto #noonecares #needyou #notokay #thin #ignored #insecure #anorexia #feelalone #LifeQuotes #crying #bymyself - prayingtobehappy
A lot of things are happening in my life right now and while some of them are good a lot of them are bad. I have made the decision to leave Flickr and my photos alone for a little bit. I am under an extreme amount of stress. I will be back when everything is okay.
It will be okay. I will be okay.
Until then, I wish all my flickr friends fairwell and hope you all the best.
Until next time,
Kasie.
Wowowow i miss you likecrazy Sososssosososososoosoooooo much like holy shitttt! What did i fucking do for you to leave? To hurt me ? But its fine. Ill move on. Hopefully. Maybe. Leaning towards never. Nope. That wont happen, wanna know why ? Your the best dammned thing thats walked into my life. But, you dont need me. And, it hurts. - - - - #depression #depressed #sad #scared #lost #lovesucks #hopeless #helpme #heartbroken #needsomeonetotalkto #noonecares #needyou #notokay #thin #ignored #insecure #anorexia #feelalone #LifeQuotes #crying #bymyself - lovemelikeyousaidyoudid
goodmorning my baby loves ! i hope you all have a wonderful day. im super hungry but im not giving in. not today. - - - - #depression #depressed #sad #scared #lost #lovesucks #hopeless #helpme #heartbroken #needsomeonetotalkto #noonecares #needyou #notokay #thin #ignored #insecure #anorexia #feelalone #LifeQuotes #crying #bymyself - prayingtobehappy