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“If you follow your dreams, it means you follow your heart. If you do follow your heart, I don’t think you can go wrong.” - Celine Dion
This picture and song are dedicated to a very special person in my life, whose life was forever changed at age three from cancer. Love you Jill. 💙
Photographed at Family Farm
♪ The Lonely ♪
2 a.m., where do I begin
Crying off my face again
The silent sound of loneliness
Wants to follow me to bed
I'm the ghost of a girl
That I want to be most
I'm the shell of a girl
That I used to know well
Dancing slowly in an empty room
Can the lonely take the place of you
I sing myself a quiet lullaby
Let you go and let the lonely in
To take my heart again
Too afraid, to go inside
For the pain of one more loveless night
Or the loneliness will stay with me
And hold me till I fall asleep
I'm the ghost of a girl
That I want to be most
I'm the shell of a girl
That I used to know well
Dancing slowly in an empty room
Can the lonely take the place of you
I sing myself a quiet lullaby
Let you go and let the lonely in
To take my heart again
Broken pieces of
A barely breathing story
Where there once was love
Now there's only me
And the lonely
Dancing slowly in an empty room
Can the lonely take the place of you
I sing myself a quiet lullaby
Let you go and let the lonely in
To take my heart again
Here's a photo of the iconic lighthouse bathing in the early sunlight, I got there by 5:30am and had the lighthouse all to myself and one other photog. Walking around and finding this small puddle, I was super happy with even just a partial lighthouse reflection.
Many thanks to your visit, favs and comments; wishing you a wonderful holiday season!
(Camera clock was 1 hour behind...)
My heart was beating, barely breathing but still alive
Lost along the way I'd given up my fight
Scattered to pieces all along the floor, within the brokenness
I found something more
I was broken, torn apart
Scars line my arms, on my sleeve I wore my heart
They remind me of what is real
No longer needing pain to feel
I found myself in a sea of busy places, in a world of blurry faces
I found myself, on the edge of insanity, I found, I found me
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Taken at the stunning Anneliese sim
I am wearing:
Mimikri Aleska outfit - white, Exclusive for The Mesh Body Addicts Fair 1st - 21st August 2017(NEW)
*ARGRACE* Cowboy hat / KANADE - chokolate
Catwa head - Jessica
Maitreya Lara body
Lara Hurley skin - Beth
IKON Promise Eyes - Coffee
The pose is from Luanes World poses - "I found myself" - it will be available in my mainstore soon:)(NEW)
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Me,
Doll in your hands,
moved by your strings.
You,
Holder and keeper
Of my body and my soul.
Manipulator of my every gesture and decision.
Today I break your chains.
I get back my body and my soul.
I will be again
Warden of myself.
(Marika Flagon)
Querido Amor, Beka... Si el mundo se va a acabar, pues que se acabe pero lo ultimo que quisiera en ese Instante es ver tu rostro y morir viéndolo, Que antes de que todo se vuelva cenizas y nos queme me digas te amo, como siempre lo haces, por que en mis mas profundos sueños, eso es lo que quiero repetir por la eternidad
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Myself - Layton Greene
Oh
Oh-oh
I remember feeling like I wasn't good enough
Had me questioning myself
I wasn't sure enough
Had me looking in the mirror
Tryna analyze my figure
I ain't perfect
You want perfect
So that figures
You always put me in a bad place (ooh)
Said we were moving at a fast pace (ooh)
It was all my fault (fault)
I fell in love too hard
I loved you when I didn't love myself (yeah, yeah)
Said you love me
But you only loved yourself
You rocked me so hard
You played all your cards right
You played with my heart
I might, I might not be the same way
You were walking in the door you wasn't saying, "Hi" (hi)
You were walking out the door you wasn't saying, "Bye-bye"
(bye-bye) Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh
Seems like you only got that way
When things ain't go your way (ooh, ooh)
How could you tell me that you love me and behave this way?
Sometimes I don't
Know how I survived
You picked me up
You threw me in the sky (sky)
And when I fell you let me hit the ground (ooh-ooh)
Yeah, I still felt alone with you around
I learned my lesson (lesson)
Yeah shit got hectic (hectic)
But all in all the experience it was a blessing, yeah
You taught me patience (patience)
Can't skip the basics (basics)
Seems like you wanted only me for that sensation, yeah (yeah)
I remember all the lies (all the lies)
All the night you made me cry, yeah (made me cry)
When you controlled my mind (you controlled my mind)
Had me wishing I would die (had me wishing I would die)
You will never know how I feel (how I feel)
I gave my all to you, my love was real, baby (my love was real)
But you didn't love me
No, you didn't love me
I loved you when I didn't love myself
Said you love me, but you only love yourself
You rocked me so hard
You played all your cards right
You played with my heart
I might (I might)
Might not be the same way
Might not be the same lay
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I've been tryin' so hard to survive
Sometimes I think that I wanna die
I feel so fucking guilty 'cause God, I'm so lucky to live my life
So I keep all the pain to myself
Losin' faith, but nobody can tell
Mom, I don't want you worried 'cause that would just hurt me
So I pretend I'm fine
If you only knew
What my mind is tellin' me I should do
That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
I'm too sad to cry, it's true, oh
If you only knew
All the shit my brain is puttin' me through
You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight
I'm sorry, but I need you, oh
If you only knew
I wish I was somebody else
I'm constantly overwhelmed
Now I'm falling again, gettin' drunk with some friends
It's a silent cry for help
I wanna get better, I want you to know
That I can't do this on my own
If you only knew
What my mind is tellin' me I should do
That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
I'm too sad to cry, it's true, oh
If you only knew
All the shit my brain is puttin' me through
You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight
I'm sorry, but I need you, oh
Take me outta this hell
Oh, somebody help
Take me outta this hell
Oh, I'm not myself
I wanna tell you what my mind is tellin' me I should do
That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
I'm too sad to cry, but I want to
Oh, if you only knew
"Life is full of beauty. Notice it. Notice the bumble bee, the small child, and the smiling faces. Smell the rain, and feel the wind. Live your life to the fullest potential, and fight for your dreams."
Ashley Smith
As the high temperatures hover near 100 degrees Fahrenheit, I find myself wandering through images of raindrops on dandelions.
Today the sunset was very beautiful, wonderful yellow and red tones in the sky. I captured a few pictures than I had the idea to make a few pictures of myself :-)
For those who didn't notice it thats me with my new camera :-)
After 2 1/2 years of practising photography I thought its time for an upgrade.
I shoot nearly 100k pictures with my 60d and I don't know how long the camera will work further.
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When I was young
I never needed anyone
And making love was just for fun
Those days are gone
Living alone
I think of all the friends I've known
But when I dial the telephone
Nobody's home
All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore
Hard to be sure
Sometimes I feel so insecure
And loves so distant and obscure
Remains the cure
All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore
All by myself
Don't wanna live
All by myself
Anymore
When I was young
I never needed anyone
And making love was just for fun
Those days are gone
All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore
All by myself
Don't wanna live
Don't wanna live
By myself, by myself
Anymore
By myself
Anymore
All by myself
Don't wanna live
I never, never, never
Needed anyone
Art illustration series about my life journey in Woodcrest University RP where I came to have my free time and be happy with new life line.
Walking down the street, I suddenly saw myself. No, it was not a reflection in the mirror, I looked at myself through the window, there in the back of the room, I saw my face. And I stopped, looking at myself, into my eyes.. asking all questions from my heart.
Woodcrest University is always great, friendly, very interesting RP in modern city, with a lot of possibilities for everyone to develope a character and be who you want to be.
Only for human looking avatars. All sex genders welcome. Adult RP.
Forced myself to wake up early one day on vacation so I could shoot the sunrise over the Atlantic Ocean and I'm glad I did.
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Be sure to check out my Instagram page as well....
I have always granted myself the freedom to exercise artistic license and pursue whatever brings me joy. Currently, shots from my cellphone and digital AI artwork fulfill that purpose, at least for the time being.
If in doubt which is my work and which is Generative AI, just look for the watermark on my photography.
- Generative AI art
Hard to believe but this was my first blue BCOL C44-9W leading on a train. In all of my years of photographing trains, this was one of the most elusive units for me to capture leading.
Today was a pretty crummy day for myself and some time trackside was needed to clear the mind and BCOL 4645 did a pretty decent job at helping with that.
Paris Junction, CN M33131-28
I was very busy in the garden all Saturday afternoon weeding and planting. I finally sat down with a cold drink and something to nibble when I spotted this waterdrop. I had to haul myself up and go and get my camera - it always happens when I get time to myself - HMM!
For Macro Mondays' theme "Time"
Wow......what a gorgeous day at the beach.I actually had to remove my jacket, the sun was just so warm and comforting....I could feel tingling on my head...and that is a really cool thing..... ;-)
Kanarım | Cem Adrin
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Every morning when I wake to the day
On a pitch black lie
Big big, brick brick
Wall wall, in silence
When the time wraps
The cold ropes of the seperation
Thick thick, knot knot
Node node, the loneliness wraps me in it's hand
One day I fade, one day I bloom
I fall myself, I get up myself
I cry in silence, I hush in silence,
One day I die, one day I live
I burn out myself, I burn by myself
I get shot in silence, I bleed in silence, I bleed
Every side of me is a pack of lies, my hands my arms are broken
I stand somewhere
One day I fade, one day I bloom
I fall myself, I get up myself
I cry in silence, I hush in silence,
One day I die, one day I live
I burn out myself, I burn by myself
I get shot in silence, I bleed in silence, I bleed
One day I fade, one day I bloom
I fall myself, I get up myself
I cry in silence, I hush in silence,
One day I die, one day I live
I burn out myself, I burn by myself
I get shot in silence, I bleed in silence, I bleed
I cry in silence, I hush in silence,
I get shot in silence, I bleed in silence, I bleed
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Credits:
Eyes - Lotus Charmant eyes Rare @ The Chapter4
Hair - BAD HAIR DAY @ The Chapter4
Tattoo - CarolG