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MadPea is participating in this week’s Saturday Sale. The sale starts NOW and will run through Sunday, February 6th!
Valentine's Day! Pfft! Are you sick and tired of the calendar telling you it’s time to be romantic? So are we! In fact, Love Sucks! Here's a collection of various broken relationship decor items just for you! Collect them for yourself or send them to an EX to make a statement! 💔
The Love Sucks set includes 15 items, each sold separately for L$50. Or, get the fatpack at a special price! Available NOW at the MadPea Main Store: maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/MadPea/66/128/33
- metallic mesh fangs (unrigged, texture change via HUDs) - left, right & linked versions
- nose and mouth blood bom layers
- fangs lips shadows + clear gloss applier
- lip blush and contour BOM layers
Demo available at the event (starts August 30th)
♥♥♥
blood on snow
thanks to creators!
♱ hair: Magika - Raindrops Hair
♱ nails: -SU!- Sacrilegium Nails Crosses & HUD
♱ outfit: MILOTA: Mournika bra + skirt
♱ teeth: ZOON // LoveSucks Kit
♱ piercing: ASCENT - Amina Piercings
♱ Imperia - Malignum +CHEST+ and fingers
♱ socks : Detention ♡ Gothic Queen
skin:
♱ SOMEONE - Divinity Body 2K Athena
♱ tres beau. noctis skin and lips
♱ -SU!- Ophelia's Mourning Full Face FX Makeup & Brows
♱ polarbunny. morticia shading overlays
gotta get some punk tunes from dj kvs, hours before a family wedding in meta secondlife today with lovely friends.
most of what i am wearing is from the latest round of enchantment: the Iliad
in addition to games, shopping, photographs on enchantment
have fun with the literary event @ enchantment tomorrow
Mythology tales on Tues. 15th Feb
with Stranger & Clem
2pm slt (1400)
where: Event & Chill Stage of Enchantment which includes, Games, lots of relaxing hangouts to take photographs and a photogenic sim also i ncluding the Lost Unicorn Gallery,
Literary, Movie, and Game Events hosted by ArtSpace Hangout sims, open:air & Tangerine Weed
taxi: maps.secondlife.com/secondlife/Nymphai/170/120/3519
Play games, cuddle, meditate, & shop!!
credits: enchantment: the Iliad & Odyssey round, Uber, Equal10, Masoom, Legacy Perky, The Skinnery, Ceylon Head from Leletuka head, & Raw Photography - shared environment at club, God's blind spot in meta Second Life.
free hunt of enchantment where open:air is included too.
hints of the stores, slurls, and where to start is all on this website page: enchantmentsl.com/the-iliad-the-odyssey-feb-2022-hunt/
photo credit: clementine rosca
sally, sandra, karen, beth, & aiko!
Thank you to my dear artist close friend, Sophie, for starting my day beautifully and sharing the love.
happy galentine's day, folks!
Very kind, very smart and oh so very cuddly...a Chance encounter :-)
I'd say Chance is with me ;-)
She's a very good Chance to take...
"At my door the leaves are falling
A cold wild wind will come
Sweethearts walk by together
And I still miss someone
I go out on a party
And look for a little fun
But I find a darkened corner
'Cause I still miss someone
Oh, no I never got over those brown eyes
I see them every where
I miss those arms that held me
When all the love was there
I wonder if she's sorry
For leavin' what we'd begun
There's someone for me somewhere
And I still miss someone"
From Johnny Cash's "I Still Miss Someone"
www.youtube.com/watch?v=wY5ghBprlfc
It's been over a month now since she ghosted me...I still don't know why. She was so cruel after in so many ways as well.
I still don't know why. I don't think I ever will and that
is the the cruellest part of all - wondering what was wrong with what was so right.
My little Katie cries herself to sleep and as she squeezes Hobbes for comfort, for he is a very brave and handsome tiger, but it is still not enough to overcome the devastation and confusion I feel in both worlds.
How can someone be so cruel?
Why Becca? Why? Another of your crazy conspiracy theories? Are you gaslighting my sister? Why?
One of the 124 of 148 photos that Flickr's servers mysteriously "ate" that were saved by their efforts for me.
This is from one of the happiest days of my life - when Kelly and I finally wed. She was my second wife.
Was.
We'd had a lovely life together until then.
It was a most gorgeous venue that we created ourselves and all the stops were pulled out to make it OUR own. Also to celebrate it inclusively with our friends.
It's a shame that only month's later she purposely wandered into the arms of another chasing kinks and hiding from her true self after breaking promises to me. Also our vows.
You know...I let her go after, I moved on to, but Kelly sadly never did.
She still stays obsessed with me. Even THREE YEARS LATER.
I guess I wasn't so bad after all hey? Her loss, not mine.
This day was at least a happy one. This memory will always stay untarnished. I wont let it be otherwise, so back up it goes. At least I can smile at what once was...
Tu te fais ça, tu le fais, et c'est ce qui fait vraiment mal...
Vous l'avez toujours fait à vous-même. C'est vrai. C'est ça qui fait vraiment mal...
Au revoir pour toujours...
Two years ago I met a girl named Becca and we fell deeply in love.
Loved.
A year ago she ghosted me and took my real life bestie of ten plus years with her who ghosted me as well too. Until then, Becca and I had had the next thirty years of our lives planned.
Together.
Suddenly everything came apart including me. This picture is from our first date and when we both fell hard for each other. This pic was one of the 124 of 148 that Flickr's servers ate, but was rescued - just without the journal I tend to write with the pictures.
Alone.
She stole my heart and then my life...nearly ending it in the process, but at least, for awhile, I felt truly loved and was able to love another fully myself...at least, for awhile...
Fallen.
I'll never ever forgive you Becca Bae for what you did to me, but I have good memories of who you USED to be...Those I will cherish. Those I can almost smile at now. The tears still come freely though...
Broken
You broke me. You broke me without saying why or goodbye...
Goodbye...
- Katie...
"Your color's fading
'Cause I kept you waiting
It's a wild, wild world
And you're a wild, wild girl
Our sun's still shining
But it seems half the size
And it's a wild, wild world out here
Before my time runs out
What If I run away to Mars?
Would you find me in the stars?
Would you miss me in the end
If I run out of oxygen?
When I run away to Mars
I can't tell which way is home
I've been gone for so long
It's an empty world up here
I skip stones and wonder
How long 'til I'm discovered
It's a quiet life up here
Before my time runs out
What If I run away to Mars?
Would you find me in the stars?
Would you miss me in the end
If I run out of oxygen?
When I run away to Mars
Three, two, one, I miss you
I'm sorry, I got issues
What If I run away to Mars?
Would you find me in the stars?
Would you miss me in the end
If I run out of oxygen?
When I run away to Mars"
From "Run Away to Mars" by "Talk"
www.youtube.com/watch?v=jMPkCCxkEVI
I miss her...I woulda taken her to the moon and back. I don't know why she rocketed off and turned off our comms suddenly. Another failed launch...another abort on a friendship.
*sighs*
"Three, two, one, I miss you
I'm sorry, I got issues"
I wish we could have talked them out.
Be of peace Ms Isa...I'll tell Ziggy Stardust you were still amazing....
- Katherine
"At my door the leaves are falling
A cold wild wind will come
Sweethearts walk by together
And I still miss someone
I go out on a party
And look for a little fun
But I find a darkened corner
'Cause I still miss someone
Oh, no I never got over those blue eyes
I see them every where
I miss those arms that held me
When all the love was there
I wonder if she's sorry
For leavin' what we'd begun
There's someone for me somewhere
And I still miss someone"
- The full lyrics for "I Still Miss Someone" by Johnny Cash
www.youtube.com/watch?v=wY5ghBprlfc
I met her before I met her again in this existence...She left without warning or reason given, her last words to me being "I love you..."
I was left behind...without knowing what was wrong.
I grieve...lawd how do I grieve...
I still miss someone...
Isa...my door will always be open for you. I don't know what was done. I do know that I will always deeply love you and that you are the missing "someone"...
Fuck what anyone else thinks of me for it...I know who I love...
J'avais de bien meilleurs projets pour nous à venir... en travaillant ensemble...
Je ne comprends pas à quel point je t'ai blessé...
Nous avons promis de toujours être honnêtes et de parler. Soyez des adultes... pour arrêter le mal que nous avions l'habitude de causer...
Je t'aime...bonne chance mon amour...
- Katherine Marie
This was taken at a wonderful tango place that USED to exist called "Tango Ocho" and I am quite sad they changed it. are.I had taken dates there over the years because it was busy, yet private with old tango music from the 1950's and older. It was set to be in an old train station on the Argentinian Pampas (prairies) under the Aurora Australis or "Southern Lights". Magical.
This particular picture marked the end of having Becca to myself - was was done "furlough" nd back to her odd schedule as a trucker.
We moved in unison, bodies always touching just so as our moves matched each other in perfect synchronicity
For hours we danced...usually silent as we watched the passion and love pass between our two avatars.
That night after we made love as "free girls" for the last time - the was no longer a part of my evening SL world after that.
I will always treasure that night and her. MY mind has hundreds of such memories. It is a shame she has forgotten it all ans so quickly.
Where did you go my darling:? Why DID you go. you left me like the rose was left on the floor of the train station...
The picture once brought such proud joy and hope we would be together like this again. Not it brings only pain, sadness and grief.
From the lost 124 collection
Lost when Flickr ate 124 of my 148 photos last year...they found them after three days and a team of 6 searching...but all the text...the journaling was gone...
All I have left is the images, but for this one I was thinking of a special friend who I love very much. For this one "Little Girl", I remembered the song that was in my head for you...it speaks enough for me through it's lyrics and they are as true now as they were in fall of 2022. If I told you.....oh how I want to tell you...the saddest part is you will never see this post...or know how I feel...I hope you are ok wherever you are...
I love you Little One....
- Your Katie Kat
"It's a full moon, L.A
And we're alone for the first time
On Venice beach under the palm trees
Tell me your dreams and I'll tell you mine
What would you say if I told you
You're my last thought at the end of each night?
Would you believe me
Or would you even reply?
Would you?
Would you?
Would you?
Would you?
I am a loner, I am stubborn
Can you handle this world I live in?
I know I can't change, but for you I'd compromise
I'd be on your side if you'd be on mine
Yes, you're anxious and you're stubborn too
But I'd learn to love the worst parts of you
Could be the full moon or this cheap wine
But I'm hoping you'll reply
Would you?
Would you?
Would you?
Would you?
Is it in the stars or some age old truth?
Why did the universe draw me to you?
You're so magnetic, I am hypnotized
Feels like I've known you since before this life
I hope I always see you this way
Here's to wondering if you feel the same
But I can tell when your eyes meet mine
That the truth isn't your reply
You do
You do
You do
You do"
"If I Told You" by Courtney Marie Andrews
This is another collaboration between onceawildchild
flickr.com/photos/29380376@N04/
and Papa Do ~
Hartwood~South Lanarkshire ~ Scotland ~ ( via San Diego ~California~USA~ just a tad ~ )
Happy Valentine's Day to all !!
"Three six nine, the goose drank wine
The monkey chew tobacco on the streetcar line
"The line broke, the monkey got choked
(And) they all went to heaven in a little rowboat"
I had just been left behind by a walking dumpster fire of a girl named "Tree" and her wonderful partner Morgen - well, Morgen I left as she defended Tree for trying to bring in a guy into our nice little throuple without discussion with me. She's made love to me after three months of waiting and then fucked the guy three nights after that.
Two days later I was told and lost my shit. I said I was done and was pleaded with by Tree to stay and try to let it work with the man as part of things. I said I would think about it and let her know in three days.
Three days later I said I would try and Tree said she wouldn't - I was out and he was in. She'd met him three weeks before. I was devastated.
I went home, put my ponytails in, grabbed Hobbes, my sidewalk chalk and started drawing out my sadness on my driveway...my broken heart...over the top of a hopscotch game, for it was games Tree was playing.
I was broken, but never beaten. She still panics when I appear in a sim where she is at. That's too bad...for her...
Not my best memory, but here it is as part of the Lost Ones Flickr deleted by accident.
Flickr helps me express how I am feeling not just with the photos, but with journaling as well. It is good I got the lost 124 pictures back, but sad none of the songs nor prose was able to be saved...so we have this...the image.
Be of peace all.
- Katherine "The Unsinkable" McAuley
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It's been a long haul for me since September 2023. I lost my wife here who was my fiance in RL and who also took my RL best friend with her with no explanation why.
I had emergency surgery a month later to take out a pesky and overfull gall bladder that was caused by stress. Becca - my ex - is to blame for that.
A month after that, at Xmas, my RL family left me behind - all of them - because I am trying to be myself in RL. Thankfully I have a chosen family who loves me better.
I am accepted, cared for and loved by the chosen family. Family doesn't have to be blood.
I had to push a longtime friend out in late December because they hadn't been a friend who I called "sister" in SL for a long, long time and I had found they had purposely lied and sabotaged my friendships with others. That...betrayal...stung.
Jan 7th, marked the one year anniversary of the premature death of my SL and RL Auntie Moriah.
I miss her to the moon and back.
I nearly had a complete mental breakdown on January 8th, 2024 because of all that had happened and was beyond mentally exhausted. Sadly I know what a mental breakdown feels like. I've had four since 2013.
I had to then immediately leave SL for two months and disengage from many things in RL in order to recenter and be peaceful.
I was in survival mode.
I still continue to fight in the courts for long overdue justice for myself and others. It goes slow and drains, but fight on I will.
May 1st marked the 2nd anniversary of my father's sudden death. I miss him so very much.
I had elective surgery May 14th which went well and my Chosen Family was there for to support me. The recovery of course drains me, but it does go ok. I am thankful for that.
My CPTSD and Fibromyalgia continue to play games with me, but I have been fighting back against them HARD with some victory. I will win someday.
I have to.
I am so very, very, very tired. So very worn out yet again.
I wish not to have feelings and feel so drained...
I fear going into SL alone lest I get hurt. It's become a phobia. The world that let me escape stress now causes anxiety and fear. All the trauma and hurt over the months at the end of last year and this year.
Sadly, in SL, very little joy.
I have to fight back though. It is MY world after all and others should not be allowed to destroy it and hurt me.
I let Katie sleep there on her own as she is always protected in her little hidden getaway. she also has Hobbes, who is a very handsome and brave tiger.
It gives me relief in RL knowing she is ok, so then I can sleep in RL. It's also a way to expose myself to SL safely and eventually come back. I have world building to do that awaits me.
This photo was taken last spring when my Fibro pain was at it's worst - when everyday, I would feel like all of me was literally on fire.
When I felt "overexposed".
I meditate in both worlds so that I may try to find peace and center...Katie does it when I do it.
This pic was one of 124 eaten by Flickr servers last Spring - shortly after this pic was taken - but they found them all after three days of searching, just the stories, my journaling and the music with them was gone...I have lost part of myself permanently that way.
This picture is now repurposed to show how I am now as it is the way I am again: Worn out and overexposed to many things.
Try to find peace. Love you all.
- Katherine Marie McAuley
Overexposed Glowy Chick
Namaste...
Becs and I started dating November 24th, 2022. In one short month we bonded faster then Super Glue. On Xmas Eve, she planned a wonderful night in a mountain skating park, where we skated to tunes I DJ'd for us and spent a lot of time cuddling by the fire. It was a gorgeous night and location. Then Becca asked me up to the top of the Toboggan run. I hadn't caught on....
Up top, she got a bit awkward, but soon talked about how much we had bonded, how fast our love was growing and how neither of us had been to enthralled with anyone else so quickly.
She was right on all counts.
Then she offered me the ring...and asked me to be her wife. It was the happiest moment of my entire life both SL and RL....of course I said yes and then just held her, crying tears of joy, so happy to finally not be alone and with someone who was so perfect, kind and wonderful...it was the best xmas present ever.
Becca split with me with no warning and by ghosting me on Sunday, October 1st. No explanation given to anyone. She just...left...It was up to my best friend Felina to tell me and I bawled...rage cried "WHY?!?!?!" for over an hour as Felina cried with me.
Things had been wonderful between us up to that moment for me.
On December 24th 2022, Ms Rebecca Lynne Wolfgang of Ohio promised me she would never leave me behind.
On October 1st, 2023 she did. She made my biggest fear come to life.
I have never been so hurt or crushed by anyone over anything like that in my life...
Becca gave me the greatest joy and then ten months later, the worst pain.
Later, we did get to talk..sort of...I still don't understand why she left. What she left behind though was grief, heartache, betrayal and so much pain.
What happened to you Rebecca? In three weeks you became someone I don't recognize.
-Ms Katherine Marie McAuley
Abandoned Bride and loyal wife.
She's back for 2009!
My funny valentine
Sweet comic valentine
You make me smile with my heart
Your looks are laughable
Unphotographable
Yet you're my favorite work of art
Rogers/Hart
Another of the 124 of 148 pictures the Flickr's server ate last spring. Their team found the pics, but not the journaling...I DO remember being torn apart as the happy throuple I was in was rudely interrupted by Tree trying to bring in a man without prior knowledge.
She cast me out. Kept him. I waited three months to sleep with her - she fucked him 1st night and 3 nights later I was gone. I don't recall Morgen being too impressed either.
Tree sucks at Polyamory because she lacks communication skills and honesty.
When this pic was taken, I thought I still had a choice...no...Tree was starting another dumpster fire...I didn't GET a choice like she had promised me...she was getting ready to bounce me after begging me to stay...
That was just fucking cute. *golf clap*
Thankfully Morgen is away from Tree now, but Tree still is with that guy...and Tree is still the walking dumpster fire she always was and always will be unless she gives up the bottle, the edibles and gets professional help.
Why the fuck did I fall in love with her? Oh yeah: she reminded me of Florence Welch of Florence + the Machine. Rookie error I should not have made. In reality she was after my soon-to-be-ex-wife Kelly when she first hit on me.
Classy Tree. Really classy.
She destroyed my confidence, trust and heart all in one fallow swoop. It took MONTHS to get past that and some serious rounds of RL therapy. At least I do that. She sure as fuck doesn't.
Karma got her though...whereas my "Dog Days Are Over" ;-)
Crawl back in your bottle Tree while the rest of us get proper help...how could I ever have put trust in you? You are a horrid person.
- A "Don't Fuck With Me" Katherine...
No really Tree, you don't want to try it...
My life would suck without you
Timely graffiti on the light beacon above Lake Ontario at the end of Charlotte pier. Obviously, Cupid's arrow missed its target.
;~) xoxo
Tu ne vois pas que je suis paumée?
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When you hear the term "Ace" in regards to relationships, it refers to being "Aromantic", "Asexual" or both which can be called "Ace Squared".
Aromantic refers to people who have little or no romantic attraction to others.
Asexual refers to people who have little or no sexual attraction to others.
I have friends who are one or both. They seem to have more peace and calm in life without regret.
I want that peace. Over the years at times, love did indeed bring joy.
Those days are long gone.
Gone...
All I have felt for the last 10 years is extreme emotional pain for following my heart.
I want to be numb.
I don't want the pain anymore...
There is little chance I will find romantic happiness going forward. Those who were interested in me stopped being so when I started being my real self Who I was hadn't changed, except for feeling myself be happy finally.
For example an ex gf broke up with me because she "wasn't a lesbian". Others have been the same to me...all I did was come out...they were dating me anyways...
Does one fall in love with WHO someone is or WHAT they are?
I was raised to be the former as love is love
.
Since I've changed, I have only been able to romantically be myself with far flung Cisgender and Transgender women around the world in Second Life.
Most times I have been left behind by them. It's sadly a castaway society that way.
They never, ever last...
When they broke my heart, I wish they'd taken the pieces of it with them for I don't want to feel romantic love anymore:
"What's the use in tryin'?
All you get is pain.
When I wanted sunshine,
I got rain..."
I'm no longer a "believer"...
Take my heart out please.
I wish I was Ace...I don't want to feel heartbroken and so alone anymore...
Maybe I can find a magic surgery for that...
- Katherine
Daylight is officially done now when I get home, and while flickr may love love, that's a little too saccharine for me. So what you get in the emergency 10 minutes between getting home and going back out is some fridge magnets, a teen-style proclamation, and a handful of textures. Yeah well, indeed.
Sometimes I have no idea where this stuff comes from. It's the desperation of the 365, I guess. In real life, I'm relatively normal. Honest.
Textures by flypaper, Nesster, Joy St Claire and a jaiel texture.
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J'ai envie de partir si loin.
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This was before I became a Leprechaun on St. Patrick's Day. I'm just now letting you see it.
Funhouse facade photo from Capitol Lakefair in Olympia, WA
Crocheted skirt by You'll Be Hooked (thanks!) and Riffy's blouse by Re-Ment
Scene from upcoming movie
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