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Mom, I’m forewarning you, don’t read this because you will cry again and I don’t want that.
This is one of the hardest things I've ever had to write.
My family’s dog, Shadow, had to be put down Saturday. It is one of the hardest decisions to make, knowing when it’s the right time – if there ever is a right time. It’s the right time when there is no quality of life, when, regardless of his coherency, he is miserable all the time and can’t move, can barely eat. I know the right decision was made, but it doesn’t make it any easier.
I know my parent’s home must be so quiet, almost a deafening silence. I know there’s an empty space as large as a black hole in the middle of every room.
Shadow was my best friend, for a really long time. 13 years. He looked after me, he loved me unconditionally, he cherished me and I him and all the time we had together. He was my companion, my friend, me safeguard. My pillow, my happiness, everything. He went with me everywhere I could take him. When I left home, I missed him tremendously and for years I never went home to see him. When I did finally get home, you’d think I had never left because he was so excited to see me. He laid down, his head in my lap, and slept and I couldn’t have been happier. He was still my best friend, a family member.
I wasn’t there when it happened. I was the only person in the family that wasn’t there and that is the part that’s eating me alive the most. That I wasn’t there personally to tell him just how much I loved him, to give him the biggest hug ever, to kiss his big wet nose and rub his ears one more time. To tell him just how much I missed him over all these years. I was there when we took Shadow home, I named him, I remember the car ride home with him. I remember my father pulling him away from his mother while he was drinking milk and that distinctive sound it made when he pulled him off her teat. But I wasn’t there to tell him goodbye, to watch him leave. And I am so sorry and so regretful for that.
I loved this dog beyond belief and my heart is broken. There is a sharp pain and a large hole in my heart. I’ve lost a very important person in my life, a family member, my best friend and companion.
I still love this dog beyond belief, and I always will. Thank you, Shadow, for making my life so wonderful and my family’s lives so wonderful for all these years. You will never be forgotten and I will miss you forever.
xoxo
P.S. I don't know how much I'll be around today. I have other pics to post, I told myself I'd post this and move on and post my other pics, but I don't think I can do it. My heart is so broken, so please forgive my absence. I'll catch up when I can.
Miscellaneous Composition; (I do admit I had a bite out of that cupcake up there, but only for the sake of this photo - LOL) ©2009 DianaLee Photo Designs
TRUTH: TRUTH: TRUTH:
#TreshaBuckle is #homosexual There is no such thing as #bisexual in the Bible. The behavior is improper and unnatural. It needs to change before it corrupts other sisters. It is nothing short of an epidemic. A modern plague. You're sisters behave like women emflamed for on oneanother. Packed up in groups that do not welcome men. That shun interaction with men. And still expect men to serve woman.
There are women who work at Hooter who have more self respect for themselves and will not engage in these actions.
Also, they will call you if they asked for your number. And if you call them, they are excited upbeat and open!
Sisters 0 Hooters 4
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TRUTH:
#TreshaBuckle is #homosexual There is no such thing as #bisexual in the Bible. The behavior is improper and unnatural. It needs to change before it corrupts other sisters. It is nothing short of an epidemic. A modern plague. You're sisters behave like women emflamed for on oneanother. Packed up in groups that do not welcome men. That shun interaction with men. And still expect men to serve woman.
There are women who work at Hooter who have more self respect for themselves and will not engage in these actions.
Also, they will call you if they asked for your number. And if you call them, they are excited upbeat and open!
Sisters 0 Hooters 4
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Yep, I've been getting the old job search manual out again ("How to find a Job you'll Love"), after much looking around for new places and seeing how I can find somewhere that will not contain the same problems as my current job. After some boss chat, he asked to hear my reasons for wanting to leave which was brilliant as it's really made me think about why. When you look for a job, you can get really caught in just that, and forget about the one you're actually in. And wouldn't it be easier to just be happy in job A, rather than having to look for and start again at job B?
So yes, it's been list time for me. Good going really. Makes you think about what you've got and what you're good at. Also confusing. I just can't tell what the future is going to be like at the place where I work, and how much optimism I can give it without just becoming careless. I seem to be very much defined by my work.
210/365
Another image that's not making the final cut. I have a better dead fish image. :-)
Much oooey goooeyer larger. Original size for total gross out.
Day 53 of 365 - Tough Decision
OK, Flickr....after giving you two days where I was too lazy to do editing on my photo, I decided to do a little much on this one. Granted, the idea behind this composition is completely stolen from someone else, but I felt it pretty much summed up my sentiments towards the VBS "DVD" this week. Every day I took photos and dropped the good ones on a pre-made slideshow presentation. The ones we actually showed during the week weren't that hard to put together.
But, the "Outtakes" show was terribly difficult. For that one, I went through my favorite photos from the entire week, narrowed them down to 25, and dropped them in the show. The hard part, though, was narrowing down 74 photos to 25. Once I got rid of about 34 of them, I hit the wall. I just couldn't force myself to get rid of any more - I can probably compare it to having to choose a favorite child.
I had fun taking the photos; I had fun putting them all together; but, I didn't enjoy "getting rid" of so many great photos....I really wanted people to see them.
Tolerate the Intolerable!
You Offended Me Today!
I shall defeat YOU!
I shall not YIELD!
Work Among Recreation!
This is my W.A.R.
I win because my resolve never ceases. I win because my resources never depleat. I win because my work is a hobby, therefore it is fun.
This war will be Long and Arduous. I am entrenched. I am fortified.
God is on my side.
At the end of the day, I have the ultimate weapons.
Children & Luck!!!
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Another image that's not making the final cut. Very early morning while most of the vendors are still setting up outside this meat market door.
HERE'S THE DEAL:
If you are a homosexual (male/female) or a racist, just admit it openly. Do not be afraid or live in fear any longer. This is the United States. I fought and bled so You can have the freedom to be a Racist or a Homosexual or a Racist Homosexual. I will continue to fight for your freedom and I will DIE for your freedom.
Now, I do not support your choices if this is the path you choose. I do support your Freedom!
Be open! Get in the light! Confess your sin!
This can be the beginning!
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Made the excruciating decision to put our family dog down today...... a loyal friend and family member for 17 years. Love the damn dog, and will miss her like crazy ....but we won't allow her to suffer to prolong our happiness. This photo was taken a few months ago... she lived a very pampered life!
Yes it took me about a month or longer to pick out hardware. I was set on one design, but wasn't in love with it so I kept looking. Finally decided that I better make a decision so I found this and really like it. I didn't want anything fancy, but not dull and boring either. This is for drawers and doors. I'll take a pic after we get some installed. :)
Saturday's adventure:
Vinyl Records | Pizza | Vulcan Park |
Watching the sunset over the 'ham. 🍖
💯👍
#InstagramBham #BuyLocal @seasickrecords
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I simply don't have time for games. People do not understand that there is a War going on right now. A war that seeks to remove your freedom to choose.
Choice. You will lose Choice. You give Choice away Every Hour.
Reality: You do not Give Choice away. Choice is Stolen from You.
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GOVERNMENT MEETING DOWNTOWN
INTO THE POLITICAL AEENA
WHAT IN THE WORLD HAS GOD DONE TO ME
AMEN
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