Happy, happy happy! But sometimes smiling isn't easy. I've never been a fan of the whole cheesy- fake smiley type people. If some nosey old coot tells me to "smile, life isn't so bad!" I usually feel like punching him.

So here's my smile today!

Has anyone who actually looks at these silly pictures of me ever spent much time in South Carolina? If so, tell me (I have reasons for my questions).

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If only Lily could have looked so cheerful when we got her mugshot, err, passport photo taken right after this.

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09/21/09: woah.

So 2 weeks away from work and this was the only bit of mail I had to come back to. A pic of me and the Chief Executive (Dougie P to me!) at that awards ceremony last month.

I love the council!

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Today Isaac independently scribed all of the numbers required to count by 5's! This demonstrates Isaac's AMAZING ability to enjoy, memorise and recall number patterns. Great work Isaac!

- Bec

"I can finally go and say:

There you are in front of me, luminescent as you used to be

Just sing the saddest song for me, revive me."

-Say Anything

"All I want to say is this could be ok."

But I can't.

I feel deceitful by faking my optimism.

But I felt like an idiot for constantly being so melancholy.

Practicing some social media

via Concrete Cutting Miami

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Day 90

December 4, 2011

Smile Like You Mean It

"If you have abandoned one faith, do not abandon all faith. There is always an alternative to the faith we lose. Or is it the same faith under another mask?"

-Graham Greene

Do you believe my eyes or my smile? Or neither at all?

fakesmile! D:

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so thrilled to have his picture taken

She hates this picture so much. But I kind of like it.

o tedio quando atinge é fueda.

my friend krist, taken by my awesome $16 pop-cam :)

eating tacos with a fork.

Fake smile

Forced laughter

I'm fine

Just fine

Tears?

Oh, there's something in my eye.

Don't worry.

I was born to survive.

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I chickened out on the shot I wanted here. These incredibly creepy posters are all over the waiting area for security at Sea-Tac airport. I loved the way the posters smile, but they look like they're not really smiling, and all the people in the security line below looked like they were waiting for something even worse than a security scan. After all, it was barely 7 a.m. on a Saturday (a time I will never again travel for business -- damned tourists!).

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